Dancing The Waltz

DGM

Chapter 11

Bewildering Truth

Sorry for my late updates. School got me busy. Not as much time to write and I'm trying new things. Like on Youtube. Love music and I decided to make an AMV myself. Please check it out. My username is the name for youtube as it is fanfiction and the links to my channel and video are on my profile here on fanfiction. Thanks and enjoy! ~


Nella rubbed his head and knocked on Buffy's door. A few silent moments pass until Heath welcomed Nella with that casual grin and shining eyes. Nella could already hear everyone else in the background. By that, he meant Chip. That loud juvenile. "Nella, I'd been wondering when I'd see you again. I take it Arisa was the one who invited you the other day? Surprised ya came bud." Heath said, stroking his hair.

"Yes, Arisa invited me, but I would've came anyway. It's Cocoa's birthday. I'd never miss her birthday. Besides, I have something special for her." Nella said, ignoring Heath's other remarks.

"Ha, you'd gladly missed everybody else's birthday at least once or twice. However, we never do the same to you. I wonder how that is." Heath said, looking back at everyone.

"Can I come in now?" Nella asked, reminding Heath he was still outside in the rain.

"Oh, right, heh, please enter." Heath said, welcoming the drenched Nella in.

Nella felt the warmth smack against his skin, giving him a tangible stinging upon his wet and cold face. It was pouring bad. It was like a hurricane had struck, but where they were, they were more likely to get an earthquake or the aftereffects of a typhoon. He didn't hear of a recent hurricane. All he knew was that for the next few days or so, heavy precipitation will be occurring. They weren't kidding even the slightest. Nella was just thankful that his clothes underneath his coat remained dry...for the most part.

Heath shut the door and wiped a few drops of water off his face and eyed Nella, his smile slowly departing from his face. What Nella said, about never missing Cocoa's birthday, it was true. Out of all his friends, he never missed her birthday. Everyone else's, but not Cocoa's. Never hers. Heath didn't understand why, but that was the fact no one could deny. Heath couldn't understand the relations between the two, but Nella treated her specially.

For what purpose no one knew. Not even Cocoa. Everyone had their own opinion, but none that were the best nor the most logical or reasonable. This was Nella, there were so few options and none that were easy to find on their own. He was too difficult for one to understand. Naturally. "Is something wrong Heath?" Nella asked, in the middle of taking his jacket off.

"Nah, I'm just taking it all in." Heath said, patting Nella's head then walking off. "Before you leave again."

Nella shrugged and put his coat over the furnace and turned his head a little. Cocoa was sitting on some guy's lap and giggling, wearing a party hat. Nella noticed the guy was a bit clingy and touchy, wrapping his arms around her waist and placing his chin on her shoulder, grinning with satisfaction. "That must be her boyfriend." Nella muttered.

When Arisa gave him that call he nearly fell off the bed onto his face. He never knew she had a boyfriend nor did he expect her to have one. For the longest time Cocoa has had a crush on him, if not it seemed that way, but he never would've expected her to have a boyfriend. Honestly, it was shocking. It wasn't as if he was trying to be rude or that he thought she was incapable or that no one would like her. It was just, it really did seem like she had a crush on him, but she knew he didn't return the feelings.

Nella smiled. He was glad. As long as she was happy, but there was something off. He couldn't pinpoint it, but it was strange. That look in his eyes, it wasn't right. The way he stared at Cocoa, it bothered him to the turning point. He thought it best to say nothing and to do absolutely nothing. Nella was always leery and untrusting when he met someone new. He had his reasons. "Nella!"

Nella was brought out of his thoughts as Arisa raced over and squeezed Nella as hard as possible. Nella closed one eye and held his arms up as she nudged him with excitement. Cocoa stared at Nella with a smile and he graciously returned one himself. Her boyfriend was clearly displeased with this, but Nella pretended not to notice. "Hello Arisa. Happy Birthday Cocoa." Nella greeted, waving and gently pushing Arisa off.

"Hi Nella." Arisa squealed.

"I'm glad you could make it Nella. I thought you weren't going to come." Cocoa said.

"I wouldn't miss it for the world." Nella responded, sitting in a chair near the table, as close to Cocoa as he could get.

Nella caught a familiar glimpse of violet from the corner of his eyes and slightly turned his head. Lenalee's body and gracing smile envisioned before he actually saw her. That same image, right before he turned his head, had been proven real. He had a wild guess on who invited her, but why did she come?

Right now, he didn't want to see her. Not after what happened last time. She nearly broke his hand and he had to fight back. He wasn't big on fighting women nor a friend. Although they knew next to nothing about each other, he considered her a friend. Untrustworthy or not. He wasn't exactly trustable. If you knew his secret, that is. "Why, hello. It's unexpected to see you here." Nella said.

"It's nice to see you again. I was beginning to get worried. Every time I spent my day with these guys you were never around. Is everything alright?" Lenalee replied.

"He is always disappearing on us. He thinks he too good for us most of the time." Chip said, huffing and puffing discreetly.

"It's not that, I'm a busy person. I don't always have time to relax or fool around." Nella said, almost mumbling.

"That excuse I can vouch for." Bryan said.

"Haven't you kids a slightest clue to how exerting it is to work and pay all the bills as well as keep food in your home and keep it tidy and keep up with everyone around them?" Granny Noel asked, whacking Chip with a roll of newspaper.

"Nella doesn't have a job." Buffy stated flatly.

"Sort of. I work part time shifts for awhile until they find a replacement or I substitute someone until they come back." Nella explained.

"Since when?" Cyrus queried.

"For a couple of years now. Even during the school year." Nella responded.

"Is there anything you tell us?" Chip asked rudely, earning him another whack.

"Leave him be. He's always around when he needs to be. Now shut up before I put soap in your mouth." Granny Noel said sternly.

Nella smiled and leaned back in his chair. Noel was always there for Nella. She says she doesn't pick favorites with anyone, family or friends, but it was a lie. Everyone knew she adored Nella. Heck, everyone knew she'd rather have Nella as her grandson than Chip. Anyone who knew Chip would understand. A little harsh, but true. So, so very true. "Thank you Granny Noel." Nella said.

"No problem honey." Noel said graciously.

Nella listened to the lively laughter and looked around. He stared at his friends, at the wall, at his feet, the floor, or whatever he could find, trying to keep his eyes off Lenalee. Since he met her, he never really paid much attention to her. Every time he stared at her, it was like he stared right on through. He wondered why she came. Surely she didn't want to waste her time here. Then again, she's too nice. Many felt the same towards him.

Lenalee stared at Nella who looked in a trance right about now. He occasionally glanced at Cocoa's boyfriend, but it was leery and dull. Lenalee didn't want to make a mistake or misjudge him, so she didn't up with a reason why. She was pretty sure she got that same look when she first met him. "Nella, this is my boyfriend. Austin Belms. Austin, that's Nella Reklaw." Cocoa said, pulling on Nella's hand.

"Hi Austin, it's nice to meet you." Nella said quietly, holding his hand out because of the look Cocoa was giving him.

Austin took his held out hand and smiled devilishly and coldly. "It's a pleasure." Austin said cooly.

Nella looked at his hand once Austin started tightening his grip. He could tell it was intended. That look of hatred in his eyes told him. "Glad the feelings mutual." Nella muttered, turning away.

Lenalee raised a brow questionably. Nella seemed almost insecure at the moment. An unusual sight to behold. It made her wonder though. Why was he so disturbed? "Uh, Nella, you okay?" Cocoa asked.

"Yes, I'm fine. Just a bit tired is all. I stayed up late last night." Nella said, looking at his hands.

Cocoa gave a sympathetic smile. She didn't understand why, but this was how he acted around everybody who was new to him. He'd done it to her and he'd done to everyone else in this room. It wasn't that he was shy, that much she knew, because she knew him, sort of, so there was no reason. None that she could think of. All she could ever come up with, he's not very trusting of others, but why? Cocoa couldn't bring herself to ask, afraid she would regret hearing the answer.

She knew he had his secrets, as she had hers, and their friends had theirs, but the only secrets they kept were private. Too personal. You see, they all told their handful of secrets, most of them, maybe all they didn't tell was one or two, but Nella, it seemed like he was full of them. He said he never lied to them, but there were loopholes. He may not be lying, but he's not telling the whole truth. She could tell when he was hiding something half the time. He put on that fake grin and assured them in a smooth and slick, silky voice. Of course, his voice was always like that, but it becomes sweeter. Too sweet. Sickly-sweet. It was comforting, but it made her feel terrible. It made her think he didn't trust them either. After everything they've done for each other...

Cocoa looked at her best friends and saw the same dreamy look she just had. They all felt the same. They were all worried. They wanted to be there for him, but he never needed them. He was perfect. They knew that wasn't true, but it seemed like that all the time. Except, every once in awhile, he gets this sad look in his eyes. He doesn't know they ever saw it because he only got it once they left him alone and they come back. When they run in to him by coincidence. Or when he doesn't know anyone is around. In school when he's alone, several times in his dorm, when he's eating. Everywhere and anywhere, any time and any day. That is what led them to believe he's hurting inside and he's bottling it up. All alone.

"Why'd it get so quiet all of a sudden? Don't you have something pointless to say Chip? Anyone? You kids are never this silent." Bryan said.

"It's been 30 seconds." Buffy said.

"I think that's his point." Nella replied.

"Funny guys." Buffy said sarcastically.

"I don't get it." Arisa murmured.

"You wouldn't." Nella remarked.

"Hey!. . . . . What's that supposed to mean?" Arisa asked.

"I'd never would've taken you for the dense one Arisa." Nella muttered.

"How rude. Where did the gentlemen go? Who are you?" Arisa said indignantly.

"Not even I can make everything the opposite portrayal of what it is." Nella told her flatly, leaning forward and placing his elbows on his knees. "I speak the truth. If you can't handle it because I said it then tough luck."

Arisa blinked. Her head tipped. "You're crabby today."

Nella shook his head and looked at the approaching cake. The room filled with people singing happy birthday and Nella softly spoke the words under his breath. He wasn't too big a fan on birthdays. He couldn't remember the last time he celebrated his. He didn't think he ever did. If so, he lost those memories a long time ago. With just about everything else in his life. No matter how hard he struggled, no matter the effort he puts forth into his tries, he cannot retrieve what he once possessed, everything he lost, is gone forever. No one would understand that, some would say he's over-exaggerating, but how was he to mend the pieces of his broken heart, what he also lost?

Nella took his plate and fork with the cake an ice cream and set it down on the table. He wasn't too hungry. He still ate every last bite, but slowly. He was tired. He wasn't optimistic right now. He was quite gloomy. A rare atmosphere for him. No one really seemed to notice though. No one, but his new friend, Miss. Lenalee Lee. Although, she said nothing. Thankfully. Buffy or Heath, maybe even Cyrus would get down his back about it. Once they realize something, they never let it go!

Lenalee looked at the clock then stared out the window. It was getting late and she had been here all day, watching Nella, the sappy boy, all was almost dark out and it was still pouring, but she really needed to get home. Everybody else was leaving too, but they sure didn't want to leave. Either it was the rain or they wanted to stay with their lovable teens. How entertaining they were.

Lenalee's eyes darted towards Nella as he stood up and started slipping his jacket on. "You leaving?" Buffy asked.

"Yeah. I'm beat. I really need to get home." Nella answered.

"Well, be careful out there. It's pretty dark, despite it's supposed to be daylight. I know you're tough and all, but I worry you get into trouble with people and end up jumped. Tough or not, you have limits, as do everyone else." Buffy said.

Nella nodded and placed another warm smile on his face. He yawned and covered his mouth, but the smile never left, but his eyes changed direction towards the kitchen. He thought he should say bye to Cocoa. So he walked out of the living room and down the hall, but stopped when he heard Austin speak. "I told you to stay away from him."

"Nella isn't a bad person. He isn't one to get jealous over. He would never like me in a way like that. Though, I don't take you for the jealous type." Cocoa said softly, squeaking.

Fear?

"I wouldn't be jealous of that fool any day. He has nothing I want. I just don't want him to start any trouble now would I? I know most the rumors about him are true as can be. I wouldn't want to wind up angering the boy and having him lash out." Austin spat, but it was obviously something else that bothered him.

Nella didn't like that tone nor did he like the way he spoke to Cocoa. He hated the way the normally brave, courageous, and outspoken Cocoa was silent and mousy. He feared that if he were to intervene with their conversation everything would become tenser and the situation would take one big dive downwards. Nella despised Austin's type and he wondered how Cocoa got involved with someone like him. A commanding jerk trying push the girl around. Keeping their freedom, controlling it. Might as well be a slave to someone like that.

He would gladly speak out, but he couldn't speak for Cocoa. She wouldn't want that. She would only get mad. Furious. He didn't need that, but mostly, he didn't want that. Anger was the best way to ruin friendship. He observed the world, all the relationships, all the fights, everything, and he discovered it was the simplest things that ruined what the best things were in life. Love, friendship, connections, family ties, alliance, trust, anything. Cocoa's friendship was not other thing he needed to lose.

"I'm Nella's friend and that's that. I refuse to let him go. He my best friend, I'm not ditching him." Cocoa said, barely audible.

"Leave the brat!"

"I won't."

"Then, you're a fool. You'll come to regret it bitch." Austin said and walked out of the kitchen, bumping into Nella.

"Oh, hello Austin. Is something wrong? I heard yelling as I approached." Nella said obliviously.

"No. Everything is fine." Austin spat, leaving Nella's side.

Nella's smile disappeared and he glowered. He was going to have to keep a watchful eye on the man. If he's worth being called a man in the eyes of others. He threatened Cocoa as well as insulted her. Nella couldn't do that, even if he were to try. That was against his very nature, his every whim, everything about him! It wasn't him by any means. He always had an urge to help women, maybe because they were always so nice to him.

He has met many women over the years and they all treated him nicely and in return, he respected them equally and stood up for them. He couldn't stand the men that belittled them because they were the opposite sex. Women play an equal role in life as men. Women can do what men do and men can do what women do, but there are certain things neither one would want to give a shot at.

Anyways, that's who he was. Nowadays, women are treated fairly, but there are some people who go against it. Nella was the 'perfect' gentlemen. Thus, he had his opinions in his very own perspective. But that was beside his point. That wasn't his point. NO one should ever treat a women, no less Cocoa, or a women he knew, like that. EVER! It steamed Nella to the core. It was one of the few things in this life he just couldn't stand.

Nella heard the running water from the faucet stop and Cocoa gave a few soft whimpers. Nella thought she was about ready to break down in tears. Then glass shattered on the floor. Panicking, Nella rushed in to see Cocoa sprawled on the floor, trying to pick up the glass, but was bare foot and had no gloves and had several cuts on both her hands and her feet already. It looked like she had dropped the-whatever it was before it shattered-on her feet. "Cocoa, are you alright?" Nella asked frantically, but gently, not wanting to startle her, but he still didn't get a response. "Cocoa?"

Nella took small, careful steps towards her and placed his gentle, warm hand on her shoulder. Her eyes were watering and dull, lifeless. She wasn't acting like herself. There were a few times she had gotten like this, but it had stopped a while back. From what he knew, at least. "Cocoa, come on, you need to get off the floor." Nella told her softly, gently helping her stand and setting her at the kitchen table nearby.

Nella grabbed a washcloth and a few Band-Aids from the first aid kit and washed the small amount of blood off her and placed a Band-Aid on each cut with the cream to keep it from getting infected. No one appeared to of heard the glass shatter earlier, so no one came in. He was glad for that. He didn't want anyone to see her like this. Cocoa is the type to get ashamed for letting someone see her like this. "Nella," Cocoa spoke quietly, placing a smile on her face and wiping away the yet-to-be-fallen tears off her face. "When did you get in here? I'm sorry about making a mess. The klutz I am. How embarrassing, I sure hope Buffy doesn't get mad. It was some of the best china she has. Y'know?"

"Buffy is a very understandable person. If you did this by accident she'll be okay with it. You know that." Nella said, ignoring her question. He didn't want to lie, but if she wanted to be persistent, then he might have to. He couldn't say anything about Austin. Not without upsetting her. "You get clumsier everyday Cocoa. If this keeps up I think you'll have to go to a doctor to get your coordination checked out. Fix it up a bit. Because you blow a building up in chemistry." Nella said, trying to humor his way out.

Coca gave a half smile. "I haven't heard a joke come from you for awhile Nella. If you tried, I bet you could be a comedian. . . Or just about anything else in life."

"Maybe. That's what everyone says, but they speak so high of me. They never seem to realize all my wrong doings or my mistakes. I'm not as great as everyone thinks I am. I'm not even close." Nella said sorrowfully, murmuring, but his words were clear and his eyes managed to get softer. He had melancholy in his voice, in his eyes. He said it so melancholically, it was a bit saddening. The usually happy and smiling Nella. It was hard to take in the sadness he had, that's why she never wanted to know. She didn't want to know what burdens he held on his own, what happened or why he's upset, or anything in relation. She wanted to be selfish and greedy, thinking only of herself. She wouldn't be able to bear a moment with a depressed Nella. "Don't mind my speaking aloud. Forget it. Those words, I should've never said them. It's not like anyone ever understands." Nella said, whispering the last sentence to himself, so low she couldn't hear.

Even though-even though she didn't want to know, Cocoa could tell something was deeply bothering him. And that hurt her. Nella was so strong, and he was so understanding and so wonderful. She idolized him, as did many others. Many were jealous him and god only knows who has their sights on Nella. Everyone would relish the opportunity to speak with him. Lately, though, Nella hasn't been around as much. He seems to be stained with sorrow and no one can see it, no one can tell. He masks it, but the reason no one saw it was because no one wanted too. Cocoa couldn't neglect it her whole life, but she never asked. She spoke nothing about it. She was afraid to. It overwhelmed her with fear, the truth. It sometimes gave her nightmares, knowing it had to be something terrible. Something dark and gloomy, and cold. So lonely for him it must be, but she couldn't bring herself, she couldn't force herself.

Cocoa hated herself for that! He was always, always been there and she couldn't be there for him. She couldn't help him. Over something ridiculous. It was so painful to watch, but it made it worse knowing something was wrong and she did absolutely nothing. "Oh Nella, you're so modest. Everyone knows you makes mistakes, but you're shine so bright, no one minds your problems. We can easily disregard your flaws." Cocoa said with fake happiness.

Nella could tell she was forcing herself. She was too upset. "Cocoa... It's your birthday. Don't spoil the day over something like this. Go have fun. I heard you were going somewhere with the girls. Your first girls night out in a long time, yes? You should get ready." Nella said, smiling warmly.

"Buffy told you, huh?" Cocoa inquired.

Nella nodded as he walked over to the broken glass and bent over then began picking them up. He did it diligently and silently. Luckily, nobody came in and interrupted the silence or the clean up. Nella would tell Buffy some other time, if Cocoa didn't. Cocoa did have a guilty conscious. All the time. One bad mistake and she acts normal then out of the blue, something foolish pops up and escapes her mouth. "Thank you Nella. " Cocoa whispered.

"There's no need to thank me. I'm your friend, aren't I? What kind of friend would I be if I weren't there when you need me? No matter what, I'll always find a way to help you, big or small, as long as you need me. Whenever you need me most. Isn't that how a best friend play their role?" Nella responded.

Cocoa's eyes widened. Didn't Nella need her help? Didn't his sorrow mean anything to her? Was she a terrible friend? He needed help, and no one helped him. No one. Nobody. Nothing. Does this make them all cruel? They all purposely avoided it. How is that a true friend? What's worse, she couldn't tell if this was a time he needed someone the most. What use is her friendship if she can't do anything to support her friend? "You're amazing Nella. Just...really... truly amazing." Cocoa mumbled.

How did he do it? He was their best friend and was there for them all the time. He paid his bills and continued his education. He was a straight A student and a Knight at that. He lived on his own. He had patience. He was cherishing. He was so nice. He worked. He forced himself through the night. Nella earned his money. He did so many things and maintained a social status in life. What pushes him to do everything? Why does it seem that he isn't in their grasps? Why did it seem he was unreachable? Why? Why? Why? Why! "Did you say something?" Nella asked, throwing away all the glasses.

"It was nothing." Cocoa said, standing up and taking a deep breath. She looked at Nella and smiled. She placed her hand at the palm of his and raised it. "I'm glad you could make it. You have no idea how happy that makes me. I could. . I could even cry tears of joy. You're always there for me." Cocoa said sincerely.

Nella placed his other hand on top of hers, both of them, and took a few steps forward, then pulling her in for a hug. She was on the verge of tears, but he didn't know if they were joyful tears or sad tears. "What's bothering you Cocoa? I can't stand to see you so heartbroken." Nella said, his voice remaining as calm and as soothing as possible.

"Nothing Nella. I swear. It's just. . . . It just nothing. I was reminiscing is all." Cocoa said, backing away, letting go of him.

Nella barely touches her let alone hugs her. He was a sincere person, but never this sincere. The last time he hugged her, god, it was so long ago. It's a foggy memory. All the clouds blocked her mind. She would throw herself on him and forcefully hug him, but he would never hug anyone. Cocoa didn't know what to think of it. "I need to get ready. Bye Nella."

"Wait, the reason why I came in here was to let you know I'm heading home. I would also want to give you your gift. I couldn't find the right moment to give it to you earlier, so I thought I would give it to you when we were alone." Nella said, reaching in his pocket, pulling out a case that showed it was jewelry. "I saw it and it screamed your name. I couldn't resist."

Cocoa took the small case. She was a bit weary. This was also something new. He would never spend his precious money on his friends unless need be or if you nagged him long enough. He had to save it for other important reasons. And he didn't like borrowing money. So that option messed him up big time.

Cocoa opened it after unwrapping a yellow ribbon, her favorite color, and gasped. "Where did you get the money for this? Nella!" Cocoa screamed, but he had left the room unknowingly.

Cocoa narrowed her eyes and ran towards the front door, lunging at Nella once she got to the living room with everyone else, causing a big scene. "Nella!" Cocoa shouted sternly.

Nella sighed and looked away dully. "Yes?"

"Where the hell did you get money for something like this! I thought you needed the money? How. . You. . . . Nella!" Cocoa shouted.

Arisa and Buffy peaked over Cocoa's shoulder and they gasped, nearly dropping or fainting. A bit dramatic. Especially these girls. "I had some spare change left over." Nella said calmly.

"Change? Change! This had to be like $500!" Cocoa screamed.

"It was only $334. It was on sale." Nella told her, giving a simple shrug.

"Hey, what'cha talkin' 'bout? He got you a gift? Since when did this kind of generosity kick in? Let me see, let me see. . . . ." Chip said, dragging Cyrus and Heath over, somehow they had managed to get handcuffed together(!). "Oh holy mother load."

"Oh my freaking god." Cyrus awed.

"I'm speechless." Heath muttered.

"Breathtaking." Cocoa said, giving it one more glance, then shaking her head, squeezing her eyes shut. "Nella! I can't accept."

"It's too late. I already bought it. No refunds." Nella said, taking the case and pulling out necklace made of gold and diamonds. Pink, green, light purple, and other bright light colors tinted on some of the diamonds with a small dragonfly. It's details were very intricate and etched in. It was so beautiful, it was indescribable. You'd think it would be too off and too fancy or too colorful, but it matched perfectly. It was actually very basic. The dragonfly wan tiny, more like a charm, and it had a diamond heart beside it, which held all the colors, and the dragonfly was spiraled in silver and transparent, almost glass like. "Happy Birthday Cocoa." Nella said, putting around her neck.

"I am giving it to you because I know you're a good woman, you'll be a fantastic woman, and now that you're 21, I believe this signifies your growth and maturity. You are very responsible,although no one would think so. It's a risk worth taking if you trust someone. Money is only paper. Don't worry about it. The money I used I was stashing away for the future. Emergency, important events, and so forth. Extra cash I've been stocking up for years now. There's plenty more. I thought it was about time I spent some of it." Nella informed, clipping it and making sure it was securely on.

"Nella, thank you." Cocoa said, staring at it.

"It suits you well. Now, I must be going." Nella said, glancing at Lenalee, then walking towards the door. "I'll see you later Granny Noel. I give you my best regards until then."

"You're welcomed to my home anytime. Be careful out there." Noel replied, winking.

"How about you ? I suppose you should be going home now too. You wanna join me until Parkway Avenue?" Nella asked.

Lenalee finished zipping up her coat and debated whether or not to join him. She hadn't been able to spend much time with him let alone discover something new, but right now, she needed to get home. She had work to take care of too. She had to refuse and accept another time. "I'm sorry, but I have to decline. I need to take care of some business and run some quick errands. I'm too busy now. Maybe another time Nella?" Lenalee replied.

"Sure. I'll see you around, hmm?"

"You know it." Lenalee said jokingly, grabbing her umbrella. "As long as you give me a reason to come back around."

Nella stared at her, smile fading, then a smirked appeared. He turned his head and looked at the door knob. "I'll remember that. Guess I'll have to find better ways to keep you around. Oh, by the way, if you need anything, you know how to reach me. Bye, Miss. Lee."

"It's Lenalee."

"Exactly." Nella said smugly and left.

A few days later. . . . . . . . .

Nella tapped his fingers on the counter and was deep in thought. He was with his friends, but they were all waiting for Cocoa. They hadn't seen her since her birthday and haven't heard form her either. Lenalee was also on her way, but Nella didn't speak to her since Cocoa's birthday either. He didn't speak at all today as well. He had this terrible feeling. Something was wrong. Something was going to happen. He had a feeling it was about Austin. He didn't trust her with him and he heard they had been dating for almost a year. How'd she manage to keep that secret that long?

Nella was brought out of his thoughts when his cell phone rang. He looked at it and read Cocoa's name in bright yellow and blinking. He picked it up and sighed. "Cocoa, where are you? The others are gettin-"

"Nella, help! Aus. . . Nella please!" Cocoa screamed, cries audible.

"Cocoa?" Nella asked, frightened. "Cocoa, what's wrong? Where are you? Cocoa? Cocoa!"

"Home!" Cocoa screeched.

Nella stood up and ran out the cafe. The others followed, sensing his fear and disturbance. "Nella, what's wrong? What did Cocoa say?" Arisa asked.

"I- I don't know." Nella said, voice pitchy.

Nella saw Cocoa's front door and heard screaming from Cocoa and cries. He could clearly hear a loud booming voice. "Austin." Nella said bitterly.

Nella slammed the door open, even though it was locked, he didn't care right now. The door was fixable. What he found inside was not what he wanted to see by far. Austin was beating on Cocoa and thrashing her around. She was bleeding and a few bruises laid across her skin, as clear as day. "Cocoa!"

Nella stood there for a moment. His phone finally slipped through his hand and landed on the floor. It probably cracked or broke, but he didn't care. He was taking everything in. He was trying to find out how to respond. How to react. Then, anger soaked him and fire flames, blazed, in his soul. He grounded his teeth and glared at Austin. Austin glared at them and was prepared to hit Cocoa once more. Nella immediately charged forward and slammed Austin into a wall and began smashing him, trying his hardest to render him useless, unmovable.

He couldn't control himself. He was so angry. He wanted to kill Austin and wouldn't care if he did and was put in jail. Austin brutally abused Cocoa. He most likely has been doing it since they met. That would explain a lot. Why didn't she tell Nella? Screw that, how come he didn't pursue this?

Austin did fight back, but Nella was triumphant. He overruled him and he had greater power, but Heath and Cyrus had to force him off Austin. Hatred tainted his eyes and the girls were scared of him right no, even Cocoa, but he couldn't help it. He couldn't calm himself. It's just... It reminded him... of that night. Those days. The death. It... He made him so angry! "Nella, stop it. Stop it! You can't continue this. You'll be thrown in jail. Stop." Heath said, forcing Nella back, but Nella wasn't listening.

No words got through to him. Until he heard Cocoa whimper. He froze and turned his head. His flaring eyes settled and he frowned, ashamed. "I'm warning you Austin, if you come near Cocoa or my friends, or if I see you again, I promise you, you won't get off so easy." Nella said coldly, kneeling beside Cocoa.

Cocoa stared at him and looked away. She grabbed him and then passed out. "Call the police and the ambulance." Nella ordered, seeing how everyone had been too shocked to do anything. "Now!"


Lenalee handed Komui his coffee and smiled. She held the platter close to her and looked around the peaceful place. Nothing bad has happened so far today. No havoc or panic and her brother was finally doing his work. Everything was going smoothly. Until her phone rang. She knew it was Buffy and was gonna have to apologize for being late. "Hello Buffy. I'm sor-"

"Listen, Lenalee." Buffy said, something in her voice made Lenalee stop and she became concerned. She seemed so distraught. "I have to cancel the plans today. Right now isn't the best time for anyone. We'll have to reschedule. I'm sorry."

"What's wrong Buffy? Did something happen?" Lenalee asked, panicking, setting the platter on Komui's desk, causing the surrounding people to stare at her.

Lavi one one of those few, but he was the only other person outside the position of a scientist. He was minding his own business reading, following the panda's old orders. Read, read, read! "I don't think it's best you know. Not yet. It's a really personal matter." Buffy told her.

"But I am your friend." Lenalee said, earning silence in return.

"... Lenalee, do you remember Austin, Cocoa's boyfriend?"

"Yes."

"Well, he wasn't the wisest choice. He... He abused her. She's in the hospital right now. Nella is with her right now, but he was the only one who could go with the ambulance. We're on our way right now." Buffy said in a barely audible whisper.

Lenalee's eyes got so wide, they almost popped out. "What? What did you say?"

"I wouldn't lie about this. If you want, Cocoa could use all the support. Come meet us at Rosem Burg Hospital in the center of town. I'm sure Cocoa would want you there. Whether she shows it or not, or if she even realizes it."

"I'll be there soon. Thanks for telling me Buffy." Lenalee said and she could hear Buffy hang up the phone.

"What happened Lenalee?" Komui asked.

Lenalee stared at her brother. Should she tell him? It was a very, very personal matter. Now she knew why Buffy hesitated. "One of Nella's friends, Cocoa, her boyfriend, he. . well, he. . . he abused her. She's currently in the hospital. As for Austin, I didn't get any details." Lenalee said, then ran out.

Lavi stood up and grabbed Lenalee's wrist as she reached the door. "Where are you going? You're practically crying." Lavi said, worry in his eyes.

"She's my friend too. I'm going to see her." Lenalee said under her breath.

"I understand that, but when you're like this you shouldn't go out. Not by yourself." Lavi said.

"How else am I to go and see her?"

"Someone can take you. Reever, Alma, Bookman, Yuu even."

"I want to leave now."

"Then I'll take you, but I'm not letting you leave by yourself."

Lenalee stared at her hands the whole trip. Lavi kept glancing at her and when he parked, he turned the engine off and looked forward. Lenalee felt everything stop and looked up. She wasn't sure now. She didn't know if she'll be able to take it anymore. Lavi put his hand on hers and gave a small smile. "I may not know them like you nor have I met her, but I have watched everything through the camera we gave to you. I know how you feel and I feel just as bad. I would consider my friend, but seeing how she doesn't know me, I'm not. I can wait out here, but I'm not sure I should go in." Lavi told her.

"I'm not letting you stay here. I don't know how long I'll be." Lenalee said.

"I can go in, but I doubt I can see her." Lavi offered.

"Fine then. When we get there, I'll ask."

"Also, I'll check into that Austin guy. See if someone knows something."

Lenalee ran into Buffy and the others at the help desk and they gave her small weary smiles. "Who's that?" Chip asked.

"This is my friend Lavi. He brought me here. I refused to let him stay outside, so he came in. We both understand if you don't want him to come in the room." Lenalee explained.

"It should be alright. Nella told us he met some of your friends. Like we said before, a friend of his is a friend of ours." Buffy whispered, expression blank and had teary eyes.

"He said I'm his friend?" Lavi asked, puzzled.

"So to speak."

When they got to the correct room and they opened the door, they saw Nella sitting in a chair. They quietly walked in and spread out through the room. Buffy folded her arms and her hands squeezed her elbows. Heath wrapped an arm around her, giving her a small hug, but a few tears ran down his face like the rest of them. Lenalee even cried a few tears just by looking at Cocoa. She was all beaten up, but asleep. "What'd they say?" Arisa asked.

Lavi's gaze softened and he sat on the floor in the corner. Everyone else found a chair or sat on the floor. Buffy was the only one that stood, but heath forced her to sit down on his lap. He hugged her from behind and wiped the tears away. "She'll live, but she's stuck here for awhile. Unless we can safely transport her to a friend's or a family member's home to keep an eye on her. She's severely injured and there's no say on uUstin. All I know is that he was brought here and got his medical attention then they took him to the police station." Nella said, but you could barely hear him and his voice was cracked.

"Nella?" Cyrus questioned.

Nella didn't respond. His head was still pointed downwards with shadows overcasting his eyes and he trembled out of fury, sadness, and pain. He had both his hands wrapped in Cocoa's and placed it near his lips, gently kissing it and holding it. Nella, the strong and faithful one, had been saddened and hurt. He no longer looked up. Lavi also seemed to notice this too, Lenalee thought. "Medical attention? Why would he need medical attention?" Lavi asked.

"Lavi?" Nella queried, slightly raising his head and looking at Lavi, but you still couldn't see his face, then he turned away. "It doesn't matter."

"Nella returned the favor." Chip muttered.

"He lashed out when he caught Austin. He was pretty banged up." Heath added.

"Forget it." Nella ordered, but with no spirit behind it.

"Nel. . . .Nella? Is that you?"

Nella's head ultimately rose. Cocoa's eyes slowly opened and her other hand caressed his cheek then fell. He forced back his tears and took her other hand in his. She carefully sat up and Nella didn't object. He wasn't going to force her to lay down. There was no meaning.

Although, fear was in her eyes. She eyed the place and she began shaking. "Hey, Cocoa, he's not here. He won't bother you again. Calm down. Don't focus on him." Nella said softly, his head moving downwards again.

He still gazed at her. His head was down, but his eyes were up. He continued to clutch her hand, but his grip was getting tighter until he felt her flinch. He immediately loosened his grip to where he was barely holding her hands. The smallest movement would force them out of his. "Nella. . . . I. . . . I . . . . "

Nella could tell she wanted to, no, she needed to cry, but she kept herself from doing it. She had been holding it in for so long, any longer and it would break her. So, he returned the gesture. He smiled and one hand caressed her face, his fingers, the gloveless one, lingered on her skin then stroked her hair and finally laid there. "It's okay to cry. No one would blame you and no one will think badly of you." Nella told her, raising her one hand and pressing it against his own cheek.

Cocoa's eyes shined dimly and she turned her head away from Nella. She didn't want to cry in front of her friends. They would only cry or be saddened. This pack here, they all looked out for each other. If one got hurt then they all got hurt. On serious matters, of course. Cocoa wouldn't be passive on this. She wasn't weak. She was a strong woman. "Cocoa. . . ." Nella said, almost as if he had read her mind.

She gazed at Nella and the pain and guilt was evidence enough to jump to a conclusion. He was hurt and upset, but most of all, "Stop blaming yourself. It's not your fault."

Nella's eyes started to get wide, but he quickly regained his calmness. He bit his bottom lip and let his hair hang over his eyes. He wasn't denying the fact, but only because he didn't want to lie. Especially not right now. "It is my fault. I could tell there was something wrong about him the moment I met him. I thought that maybe it was just me because I'm not fond of new people and I never trust anyone. It's so hard for me to, and I ignored everything because of it. I just didn't want to start a problem and then I heard him yelling at you, I heard him threaten you. I pushed it aside and I still didn't recognize what was happening. Me of all people. . . . I didn't tell you or talk to you, I didn't tell you to leave him or ask if he was doing anything, I didn't do anything I should have just because I was afraid you'd get mad at me. You don't like it when anyone butts in and I didn't want you to be mad at me. So I disregarded everything. I could've prevented this. I was so naive." Nella said, pitchy.

Everyone offered their gazes to Nella who acted as though he was the one who had been abused. It was like he was trying to switch places with her. He probably wished he could. If so, he said nothing about it. Knowing him, he most likely wouldn't. All his thoughts he keep to himself. "You were acting so differently. You weren't acting like yourself. You gave only half smiles and you weren't. . . . ." Nella choked on his words, he couldn't find a way to speak anymore. Now that he was finally saying it, he understood he should've realized it a long, long time ago. Everyday she changed a little, hardly noticeable, but for Nella he should've comprehended it easily. He was such an idiot. "I'm so sorry. I wished I could've been there sooner."

Coca's own eyes fell on her hand in his on his cheek. He was shaking. You couldn't see it, but you could feel it. He was shaking so bad. Somehow, through it all, he kept those soft, gentle, and soothing looks. A smile and bright eyes to top it off. He was so good at being so strong. So very strong. Her perspective and her opinions, all of their opinions about him, they would never change. "Cocoa, listen to me." Nella said.

Cocoa's jaw shut firmly and she was prepared to hear a lecture. This is normally where he would give a lecture over something serious. About how she should've said something. Nella could've easily taken care of the problem, him being Nella, he could. She knew it too, but fear swallowed her pride and common sense. SHe became a fool. No, she always has been a fool. She could only imagine what else he had stored against her."If you think it's easy to see you like this then you're wrong. As much pain, as much grieving, as much damage that has been done to you has been inflicted on me. I care about you and I wish only for your safety and for your happiness as I do the others and any one of my friends. I cannot turn away from you for it will further hurt you and bring more pain to your heart." Nella said.

Cocoa was shocked to hear him say that. He wasn't going to give a lecture? "Cocoa, I can see you feel like crying and I know you need to. So go ahead. Forcing them back might bring more suffering. I don't want to see you walking around moping." Nella told her.

"Nella. . . . . . No. I don't need to cry. I don't want to. I'm stronger than that. I need to be stronger than what I already am. Crying shows-"

"Weakness? That's what everybody says nowadays, but they also say if a man were to shed tears, then that man was a real man for crying those tears because he did cry them." Nella mumbled.

"I'm not a man."

"No, you aren't." Nella said, scratchy. Nella's head dunked again. His shaking didn't want to cease and his composure was losing it's own grip. He was telling Cocoa to go ahead and cry, but he always forced his own back. How was that right? But, he knew what would come of it. He couldn't shed his tears because he cried on the inside. It had been a long time since he last gave away his waterworks. He thought he ran out of them, but right now, he wasn't so sure. He was on the verge to cry himself. "You are definitely not a man. You're delightful as any woman should be. Just because you are yourself, you are brave. You don't try to hide who you are, a courageous act. You are very lovely, extremely beautiful. Any man with sanity would realize that. All of you, Buffy, Arisa, even Miss. Lee, you're all so beautiful. Where as I am only a foolish child."

Lenalee looked at Nella hard and long, trying to understand if she heard him correctly. This situation must really be getting to him. He was a nice person, but he wouldn't of said that an hour ago. "You. . . You really think so?" Cocoa asked shyly.

Nella's face wasn't shown, again, but you could clearly see the bright red blush tinting his face. He wasn't used to saying things like that so carefreely and especially not in front of an audience. "Yes, of course I do."

Buffy wiped a few streaming tears and took a deep breath, grinning. Nella was able to cheer her up, so he should be able to cheer Cocoa up. It seemed like he cheered everyone up already. Almost. Lenalee and himself, they were both devastated. As for Cocoa, she wouldn't feel better until she let it all out. "Uh, thank you." Cocoa said, turning a bright, bright red.

A compliment like that from Nella would make just about any sane girl blush. She didn't give them a glance, but she could tell the other two were a deep red as well, but no one paid attention. Lenalee, she hadn't a clue if she was flushed or not.

Nella's head dipped more and agonizing silence went by. Lavi only watched, not wanting to intervene. Not wanting to mess things up. He didn't want to frighten Cocoa either. He only observed. Something he was good at. They didn't have the broach, and for a good reason, so anything important or suspicious, he'll have stuck in his memory. He shouldn't be thinking like that now, but this time is also the best. When someone is sad, they normally drop their guards. That's why he said nothing.

Nella's hands finally collapsed on the bed and beside Cocoa's waist. He grounded his teeth and thoughts ran through his mind. He was so confused. He wanted to comfort her and he wanted to be strong, but he knew what he was doing wasn't strong. He was only strong for them. Not himself. THen, he got a clear view.

Nella took a deep, deep breath and decided to raise his head again to give one more shot. He stared and he stared at Cocoa's fragile body. He squeezed her hand tightly then leaned towards her and pulled her in, hugging her. His arms wrapped around her, but he made sure it wasn't too tight so not to hurt the pretty brunette. He buried his face in her shoulder and in the curve of her neck. Cocoa could feel his warm breathing go down her spine and sent chills right back up. Absentmindingly, he hugged her even tighter, not wanting to let go just yet. "Nel-"

"In life, crying is necessary. The pressure and all the burdens are relieved and you feel better. Everyone cries. It's okay to cry. There is absolutely nothing wrong with crying. It's nothing to be ashamed about because we all cry. We all need to." Nella said, shaking furiously and his voice cracking.

"Nel. . Nella?"

Cocoa froze. Cold and wet tears flowed down her back and touched her skin. It was cold and it was warm, but it could've also been because he was hugging her, creating body warmth. He was crying. Only a few tears, but he was crying! Nella was crying! "Nella?" Buffy croaked, hearing soft cries and whimpers that signaled he was crying.

Lenalee's eyes slowly widened. She didn't expect this. Nella was actually crying. "Nella. . . . "

Lavi's head rose and he stared intently at the scene, his own eye widening as well. Cocoa felt tears coursing down her own face and her arms lifted, hugging Nella and burying her own face in his shirt. "Oh Nella. . ."


The sun had fallen and everyone was still at the hospital room with Cocoa. Everyone had talked about it and they decided to keep her at the hospital for awhile then send her to Buffy's and Heath's home. Yes, they had finally moved into a home together. Nella was half way on the bed lying beside Cocoa and holding her in his arms, comforting her. He had been all day. He cried for a few moment and no one saw his face until he stopped, but a few wet tears had still glistened down his cheek when his head came back up earlier. That was proof no one can excuse. He never let Cocoa though. Not for a moment. He was afraid to.

Lavi stayed where he was the whole time and Lenalee was now leaning on him sleeping. Nella hoped, but he couldn't tell if Lavi was sleeping. All he knew was that he needed to get out. He needed a breather. Everything was pushing down on him. Carefully, he let go of Cocoa and got himself out of his chair and off the bed. He silently backed up and placed his hand on the doorknob. He turned around and then he exited the room.

Nella walked down the dim lighted hallways and up several flights of stairs. His footsteps echoing softly down the narrow path. He was glad it wasn't raining outside, but it was wet. When he got to the roof, he opened the door and walked out side, inhaling a deep breath. The sweet smell of the fresh water and fresh air after it rains, it smelled amazing right about now. The cool air hit him, but it felt nice.

He went over to the railing and leaned on it, staring at the blackness below. He could feel the breeze and it was enjoyable. "I thought you would come out here eventually. You're too predictable at a time like this."

Nella turned around, startled. Both Lavi and Lenalee stared at him as they walked over. Lavi put his back against the railing with his elbows atop. Lenalee had her hands on the railing on the other side of Nella and gazed up at the stars shining so brightly. "Why did you attack Austin?" Lavi asked, getting down to business.

"Forget it."

"Nella, you can't hide from this fact. The police might come and interrogate you." Lavi told him.

"I know that. I just. . . I don't want to talk about what happened today. I had enough." Nella said, groaning.

"How do you think Cocoa will be like? You know, after all this?" Lenalee asked.

"She's tough. She'll pull through. I haven't a single doubt." Nella said.

"Nella, Lavi is right. You could be charged for assault, but you were defending Cocoa. Still, I heard it was pretty bad. Why would you even do that?" Lenalee responded.

Nella's lips formed a firm line and his jaw clenched. He could remember how angry he had been, and he almost felt the same now. "I was enraged, infuriated. I couldn't control myself. Trust me, I wished I hadn't done that. I scared them because of it. It wasn't me no matter how you look at it. From what they know of me and their perspective at least." Nella said, whispering the last part to himself, but Lavi heard it. He heard it loud and clear. "They don't know everything about me. They don't know who I really am. They probably never will in the end."

"But why?" Lavi asked.

Nella couldn't tell what Lavi meant by that for a second. Did he hear what his last words were? "Do you have a brother or a sister? A relative or a friend that you care about more than yourself? Or someone you love with all your heart or anything? Someone so important to you, you would do anything for them?" Nella asked.

Lavi's gaze moved from Nella to the ground below. He had two ideas where this was going. Yes, he did have someone he would protect with every last fiber in him. Many. Bookman, Lenalee, all his friends. When they're in danger, his instincts kick up and he tries harder. Like all his power was suppressed until they were in danger. "You love her?" Lavi asked.

"Yes," Nella said, sighing, "But not like that. Lenalee, if your brother was in trouble, what lengths would you go to guaranteed his safety and survival?" Nella replied.

"I would do whatever it takes, but I wouldn't endanger others if avoidable." Lenalee mumbled.

"Cocoa is like my sister. My older sister. No matter what they or what she thinks, my friends, they're the closest thing to family I got. They've been there for me by just being around and in return, I'm there for them. I don't have any brother or sister or cousins unlike others. So I grew up pretty lonely and in a harsh environment. I adjusted, knowing the words and the opinions and all the jokes would never end. So, I secluded myself and devoted my life to my education. That was the only thing I knew. All that I would know. I spent nights on my own, training and exerting my brain. I studied and studied. Unable to go out there and prove others who I really was. That my looks didn't define me, but I never had the courage to stand up for myself or to even speak to anyone. They all hated me and before I knew it, I became a shadow. No one hated me, but no one liked me."

"I did get picked on occasionally. Once the teachers acknowledged me and I became a Knight. Once I had to speak or something. I ignored everything and let them push me around. I didn't care. I didn't love life or cherish it anymore. Then Chip came and got glued to my side because he almost got pummeled after angering someone. We kinda became friends, but we barely spoke to one another until I was around fifteen. Three years after I met him. Although, he knew me the longest, Cocoa was my first real friend." Nella looked up at the sky with a faded smile.

"She was attending a private school and there were no boys. SHe was weary around them and untrusting. One day, she got mixed up with some of her idiotic friends and a couple of boys and had almost gotten killed because they got themselves drunk. They were all a bit older than her and some her age, but the boys began pushing her around and attacking her. I was walking by at that time and I caught what was going on and I immediately got bold enough to walk up to them. I helped her that night and to repay it, she stuck around me. Giving me her friendship and eventually convincing her parents to let her attend my high school then as she, Chip, and I got transferred into the Knight program. From that day forward, I spent my time with her and Chip showed me to Cyrus after he got to know me."

"Not long after that, I ran into Arisa. She had been freezing to death in that bad blizzard that hit two years back. I picked her up and dragged her to my house. She had been very sick and she got worse after the storm. Since the electricity was out and I couldn't take her outside again, I cared for her. After that, she stuck around and that when Heath and Buffy came into play." Nella explained.

"I thought Buffy became your friend after a poker bet?" Lenalee asked.

"True. She didn't like me at first, but got into some trouble and I just so happened to be around. Anyway, I may not be around that much because I'm busy, but I grew really close to them. I came to love them all. They became my family. If something were to happen to them, I wouldn't forgive myself. I know they depend on me. I know they look up to me. They expect me to be strong and faithful. I am because that's my personality. It can get difficult, but what they expect of me, is who I am. I don't do it because they want it, but because that is exactly how I am. Others think I do it so I won't let them down. That's only partially correct. So, in order to protect them, to keep the family together and happy, I stick to them and help them pull through. I don't know, I can't entirely explain it. It comes naturally." Nella told her.

"I didn't know it was such a big deal. How everything happened and how you met, I mean." Lenalee said. "Why did you tell me?"

"Why wouldn't you ask me?" Nella retorted.

"So, with an urge to keep them safe and happy, and to appease yourself, you get a surge that bolts right through you and you act out?" Lavi asked.

"I always had self-control, but I never came to a situation like this. That's all. I was just really angry. I should've known better, but it felt nice to release my anger. I regret it, but it felt good." Nella said.

"I understand." Lavi told him, grinning and putting an arm over his shoulder, leaning in close. "Y'know, you're a sweet guy. A real fine man. I see how you got all the ladies after you."

Nella blushed. He turned his gaze towards the ground. It wasn't really a lie. Nella had a hard time with getting along with boys. Not much a problem with girls. It was a tad embarrassing. "Well, they're not really chasing me. "

"You're a real good friend Nella. I like that about you. I like your traits. Someone like you is hard to find, y'know? I'm glad I met you buddy." Lavi said.

Lenalee giggled. "Lavi is correct. You are a tremendous friend. I'm so glad I met you too Nella."

"Well, uh, ummm, tha-thank you." Nella stuttered.

Cyrus cracked the door open and listened to the three talk. He heard Nella's informative explanatory of the past and how he felt. How sincere his words were, what he thought, and all that. Everything he and the others had been wondering about. They had the answers now. They had some answers. "Nella. . . . You really are a magnificent person." Cyrus muttered. "I wonder, how do you have the ability to. . . oh, that's rubbish."

Cyrus sighed and opened the rooftop door all the way. "Nella, what are you doing up here? I woke up and you were gone. I thought you ditched us or something. You had me worried man." Cyrus said joyfully.

"Cyrus? What are you doing up? Oh. uh, I needed to get some fresh air. The room was a bit stuffy." Nella said, turning around.

"Well, since you're up, you can come help me get breakfast. You didn't eat your fill yesterday. I bet you're famished. Knowing you and your appetite." Cyrus said.

"Not funny."

"It is to me."

Lenalee stifled her laughter, remembering his enormous appetite. She was wondered how much he would eat this time. She grabbed his wrist and Lavi's then dragged them to the door. "I'm hungry as well. Let's get going." Lenalee said, smiling.

Lenalee eyed Nella who gave a funny smile and looked up at the ceiling. That's what he needed. A bit of humor. They all were in a better mood already. It had to get better, but. . . . Lenalee had no idea Nella had been so alone and so upset before. She had no idea that he was so close to them. She felt she would never understand how much he cared about everyone. He cared more than she did it seemed. "You're a great friend. Absolutely. . . stunning." Lenalee murmured.

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