Secret #2
Nessie POV
Jake: "Nessie, we need to talk"
I froze, more secrets. What could it possibility be this time?
"Nes, you alright"
"What is it Jake" my heart was pounding, I was scared of what else he was hiding from me.
"Well Nessie, it really is irrelevant and I wouldn't bring it up other wise but I think its important that you know everything about me, that there is absolutely nothing between us." Jake was rambling
"Get to the point Jake" I was so anxious and impatient.
"Well Nes, a long time ago, before you were born, I thought I was in love with someone else. But it was nothing compared to what I feel for you. The love I have for you is true."
What? Really, Jake never mentioned anyone to me before. "Okay, so you thought you were in love" Why would it matter now? He is a guy, a very sexy attractive guy, so I can't blame him, right. "So this was before I was born"
"Of course"
"Well thanks for telling me but I really don't see the importance here Jake" Wait, who was it?
As if he heard my thoughts, "It was Bella"
Bella, who's Bel…and then it hit me…"My mother! You were in love with my mom! How…When…Why…How could you Jake?"
"Nes, baby calm down, like I said it was before you were born"
But mom and dad have never been apart, or so I thought. Oh so what was I leftovers, sloppy seconds. Mom was so beautiful, I couldn't compare to her. I felt angry and nauseous.
"Jake, what exactly happened?" I'm not sure if I really wanted to know, but I had to.
"Nothing Nes, we never dated or anything. She was always meant for Edward. Just like I'm meant for you."
"So you never kissed or…anything"
Jake just hung his head low, not saying anything. He had been with her. I pictured my mother and Jake together, holding each other. Ugh, I was going to be sick. I started to cry because I was so angry.
Jake fell on his knees and hugged my waist, resting his head on my stomach. "Nes, I did kiss her yes, but that's it"
"Oh sure it was" I said pushing him away.
"Nessie, I'm telling the truth" He said pleading.
"So what she didn't return the affection, so you had to settle for me is that it" I was trying to stay calm, but all my focus was gone, now imagining my Jake and my mother kissing, ugh.
"No Nes, I think the only reason I loved Bella was because of you. You were the reason for my existence , but you did not exist yet. I thought I was in love with Bella, until I saw you. Then I didn't have the need for Bella anymore. Sure she's my best friend and all but that's it. My love for you could never compare Nessie"
I took in his words, but it still could shake the feeling of some sort of betrayal. I had to get away and think on my own.
"Jake" I said through tears "I need to be alone right now"
"Nessie, please"
"Jake…just don't…not right now"
I turned into the woods, running, crying, feeling a pain in my heart.
I ran and ran until I couldn't smell Jake anymore. I stopped and fell on the ground, crying. Why? Why when I found someone that I loved that loves me back, why does something like this have to happen. Well he is a guy and I wasn't born yet, so I shouldn't be upset. But I was. I could still see them together, ugh. I didn't want to be jealous of my own mother but I couldn't help it, she was so beautiful. When, how could this happen? I thought mom and dad were inseparable. I was fighting with the thoughts in my head when I smelled something, someone.
I looked up and saw this muscular toned guy, medium skinned, very proper looking. His hair was black in a faux hawk hairstyle. His eyes were hazel brown. I smelled vampire and yet I can hear his heart beat. He smiled and said "Hey love, what's a girl like you sitting here in the woods crying. Far to beautiful to be sad" I felt myself blush.
"Um, sorry, but who are you?"
"My name is Jonas…and you are?"
"Renesemee Cullen"
"Ah, Cullen huh" he said with a smirk.
"Um, yes, why got a problem with that" I said defensibly. He laughed and just kept on smiling, he had a nice smile.
"No honey, I actually came looking for the Cullen clan"
"Why" now I was scared, who was this half human half vampire stranger.
"Well I visited my brother Nahuel some time ago and he told me about this vegetarian family with a half human half vampire girl. I got curious and wanted to meet this other hybrid that I'm not related to."
"Oh okay" Seemed harmless enough. I realized I was still on the ground and started getting up when I felt a warm touch on my hand.
"Assistance for a damsel in distress" Jonas said with was wink.
"Um, thank you" I said getting on my feet. I let go of Jonas's hand but he kept close proximity.
"So beautiful, what's troubling you?"
Oh yeah I was crying, about something…It was hard to think with Jonas so close to me. "Um, it was nothing" I managed to say.
"Nothing huh, well I hope it wasn't boy troubles" Jonas said taking a step closer to me.
I took a step back, boy trouble, that's right…"I was upset about my….boyfriend actually"
He just kept on smiling at me, seriously did he ever stop. "Oh really, well I hope everything is alright then"
"Yeah, it will be fine…well I should probably get back, my parents will start to wonder…do you wanna come meet them" Why did I just invite him? Oh well he seems harmless enough.
"Um, well I was about to go hunting, but I'll caught up with you later…if that's okay"
"Sure that's fine"
"Well mademoiselle, until we meet again" he grabbed my hand and kissed it lightly, making me blush. Then he was gone.
I started back towards the cottage. I made a new friend. I has glad for this fact, but I quickly remembered why I wanted to be alone in the first place. But now, walking into the yard of the cottage, it was time for someone to talk.
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