A/N: usual disclaimer
I do not own anything. Well, I own this laptop and this take/spin on twilight characters but I don't own twilight... Stephanie Meyer is awesome.
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I hope so. I'm hoping to make this a relatively longish Fanfic- I'd like to take a spin on twilight and other fanfics. Truly though, I don't own anything. I mean it. Other than my laptop, I don't own anything. Okay I tried fixing that whole "accidently posted the same chapter twice thing" (oops… sorry guys :0 ). I'm working as fast I can! Hoping to post again soon! So how was the last ch? Hope you enjoyed :D
CPOV
With what between the hospital and school for Bella and I, things have been un-eventful. I talked to Rosalie after I had dropped Bella off at her house after the movie; going back to my house was not an option, that much I knew.
Sunday Evening, after Bella was dropped off:
"Rosalie. Please, grace me with your presence down here." I stated calmly as I sat down on the couch of our family room.
She came down the stairs unusually slowly for Rosalie and smiled at me brightly
"Hi Daddy!" She exclaimed.
I gave her a stern look; did she really think she was going to 'daddy' her way out of this? It's damn serious!
"Rosalie. I want to talk to you about your behavior earlier." I said as calmly as possible. It was still difficult for me to talk about what happened with Bella; Rosalie was acting just so… so… bitchy! I don't prefer to talk like that about women but a time comes when people just act that way! I heard a soft snicker come from Edward in the kitchen and I shot a cold glare at him.
Edward. Stay out of it. Now.
"Yes Daddy?" Rosalie innocently. She wasn't faking me out this time, I've seen the way she acts, this isn't Rosalie. Emmet better not get into this.
"Rosalie, how could you speak at Bella that way? You barely know the girl!" I said aggravated, trying to keep my voice low and calm. When Rosalie said that to Bella, something, something… changed in Bella's eyes. She looked shameful and just sad. I hated how she looked so weak and fragile.
"Carlisle, did you see the way she was all over you? I swear she's just in it for our money. God knows you'll get herpes from her." With that comment, my eyes went black with rage and fury. She didn't know what the fuck she was talking about. Less than a second later, Jasper and Edward were behind me, holding my arms back. I couldn't hear what they were saying from a loud growling that filled the room. It took me a few moments to realize that I had been growling and almost attacked Rosalie.
The fear was evident in her eyes; I had never acted out of turn a day in my life, or even instinct, especially in front of my family.
I mashed my teeth together in a vain effort to remind myself who I was. I would not attack Rosalie… I would not attack Rosalie… I would not attack Rosalie… I would not attack Rosalie…
Yeah… you keep telling yourself that.
"Emmet," I said through clenched teeth, nearly growling his name, "Please direct Rosalie from the room." I said as calmly as I could manage at the moment.
"Let go." I said to both of them. The rage had not diminished, but I decided that hunting would be a good idea… rearranging the forest… things of that nature…
Edward let go when he heard my thoughts, but Jasper had not. He still felt my obvious rage, hell, I'm sure every vampire in the near vicinity could practically feel it radiating off of me.
After a moment or so, Jasper let go and I made a beeline for outside. I heard a brief sound of glass breaking. Uh-oh, that sounds like the front window… shit, I won't hear the end of it from Esme. I blew it off, I needed to blow off some steam and hunt. Spending time with Bella was not doing wonders for my thirst.
End Flashback/Sunday Evening.
That had been a rather… interesting evening.
I found my thought straying back to Bella yet again, the sound of her voice, her touch, her taste… I shook my head, trying to clear the lusty thoughts. I found myself feeling desirous of Bella more and more each day. Physical pains were apparent when I thought of not spending time with her. I wished everyday to spend time with her, hold her in my arms and kiss her like I mean it. Bella and I had been using something called 'video-chat' for the past few days, our means of 'seeing' each other when we were unavailable or had a busy day.
I had to say; I was quite impressed with the technology, even for something so simple as a webcam from staples, worked quite well. It still was not the same thing as seeing her in person; you really can't smell someone through the webcam…
Just saying…
I sighed, silently wondering when I would see Bella again, in person. I wanted to make her feel special; no, how she should feel. And I wanted to see her; I wanted to tell her how I truly felt. But the worry of rejection washed through me, what if she doesn't feel the same way about me? I frowned, as I couldn't remove the worry from my mind.
I could tell that she still hadn't told me all about her past, as I hadn't either, but there was something she was avoiding nearly completely. I hoped that she had enough trust to put into me… I had faith in us…
I heard a sound of muffled laughter come from downstairs on the first level of my home. Hmmm… What were they watching again? Even with my vampire memory, I couldn't remember.
I hadn't spent as much time with my family as I should have been lately… Since meeting Bells I had been entirely focused on her, and I couldn't wait to see her again, she was a sight to behold. Even in something casual and simple, she was simply gorgeous.
And I was in Love.
I flexed my never-tiring arm, the most amount of movement I had made in the past oh, five hours or so. I got up, tired of just sitting and being wrapped by my thoughts, all of which surrounded Bella.
I walked in to the family room to see the rest of my family sitting on the couch and eagerly watching a comedy that had just been released. I looked at the DVD case from across the room, slightly interested in what it was about.
"She's Out of My League"
I sighed.
Very acceptable Edward, mostly relating to my life… I thought quietly, knowing he would hear me.
"Carlisle, can we talk?" Edward asked quietly
I nodded, unable to answer with words. I followed Edward into the kitchen quietly, words had not needed to be said, I knew this conversation had been a long time coming; I hadn't talked to any of my family members unless spoken to. I knew it was wrong but I was so… entranced by the mere thought of Bella that I could barely focus on much else, let alone work. I had been lucky the past week has been unusually slow, with no tragic mishaps or such. To say I was relieved would be an understatement, had anyone died on my hands, I don't know how I would cope truth be told.
"Carlisle, you're not alone. I heard what you were thinking about when you were in your study." Edward said with determination in his voice.
I sighed quietly; I seemed to be doing this much more often lately, especially when I missed… Bella.
Every time I thought or heard her name, a tangent of thoughts came to me. Every kiss we've shared, how she smelled, the way she looked when I last saw her. I had to nearly shake my head to clear the thoughts. It was almost like I was… obsessed.
I didn't want to be that man; I wanted to be hers, and I wanted her to want me. Did that make any sense? No. Of course not.
"Carlisle please! Listen to me!" Edward nearly shouted, easily grabbing my attention
I snapped my head up to look at him
"Yes Edward?" I said simply. I knew I was being… rather difficult.
"Carlisle, I can't believe that a vampire can be so blind! The damn girl's in love with you! We all know it, why can't you see it?" I stood frozen in shock by his revelation.
? What? She loves me?
"Yes Carlisle! She's hopelessly in love with you! And so are you, why cant you see what's right in front of your face?" He said sounding exasperated.
My eyes widened in shock. Loves me?
"Really?" I asked like a child, with wide, innocent eyes. How could I get us to admit it to each other? We were both obviously new to this concept; love. I wanted to jump for joy in the most literal sense. She loves me…
"Yes Carlisle! Now you've got to get to thinking, prolonging this wont make it better, you're already head over heels for the girl, and she's falling just as hard Carlisle!" Edward said
"CARLISLE! YOU BETTER NOT BREAK HER HEART; I SWEAR I'LL KILL YOU IF YOU HURT MY ONLY HUMAN FRIEND!" Alice shouted from the family room.
I couldn't hold in the light laugh. Alice got protective, quickly. I knew I would never hurt her, I couldn't. I knew that every fiber of my being wished harm upon myself before any harm came to her.
"Carlisle," a soft voice came from the entrance of the kitchen, movie forgotten. "You gotta tell her how you feel, that it isn't just a fling for you or hook up. Show her you mean it." Esme said. My thoughts softened, along with my expression. I know.
"Yes, I will." I said decidedly. With that, the house phone rang.
Who was calling at this time? It was nearly 3 am!
Alice ran to the phone and answered casually.
"Hello?" Alice said.
A/N: OHHHH WHO CALLED THE CULLENS? Was it…
A STALKER?
"There's no stalker in the story!" –Edward (annoyedly)
"Yet…" –me (awesomely)
"What? We're gonna have someone stalk us? I bet my allowance it's Bella" –Rosalie
"OH CHRIST ALL MIGHTY! WILL YOU STOP FIGHTING FOR JUST A MINUTE? BELLAS ON THE PHONE!" –Alice
"BELLA BELLA BELLA!" -Carlisle
**Spoiler Alert** hehe oops too late…
"WHAT THE HELL ALICE, JUST BECAUSE YOU ANSWERED AND YOU'VE GOT VAMPY SUPER POWERS DOSENT MEAN YOU CAN JUST FLAUNT THEM!" -Rosalie
"Can too!" -Alice
"Can't" -Rosalie
"Can too!" -Alice
"Can't" - Rosalie
"BELLA CAN!" –Emmet/Carlisle
"Emmet dear, please think before you answer. And please, I think I'm going to actually get a headache if anyone continues to shout." -Esme
Yet another early morning at the Cullen house…
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