Wow, it took me a while for this one, ne? However, this was the (hee hee) bonding chapter, and I wanted to get it just right. This was looked at and retyped a few times, and I think I'm finally happy with it. I tried to tone it down a bit so I could post it, so there's no extremely 'naughty words' here. However, it IS a lemon, and so it IS explicit. Hence the rating of M on the story.
Also, this entire chapter was written listening to "Don't Let Go" by Bryan Adams (great song for this!) It was my muse song for this, and so I would suggest listening to it while you read this! I love it! :P
WARNING: SERIOUS YAOI AHEAD. IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT, PLEASE DON'T READ IT.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
I don't own "Don't Let Go" or Death Note. I cry.
I can't believe this moment's come
It's so incredible that we're alone
There's so much to be said and done
It's impossible not to be overcome
Will you forgive me if I feel this way
Cause we've just met - tell me that's OK
So take this feeling make it grow
Never let it - never let it go
First Verse of "Don't Let Go" by Bryan Adams
Chapter 11
L woke to all encompassing warmth. He purred softly in the back of his throat, snuggling closer to the source of the heat, and then settling. He was still for a moment, and then the memories of what had happened that day came rushing back to him.
His eyes snapped open and he shot upright, breathing heavily with his eyes darting around the dark of the room. His breathing sped up as his body tensed, his mind racing as he attempted to remember if they had found Watari or not.
"Mm… Lawliet?"
He looked down to the see stirring beside him; Light was woken by his movements.
The elder vampire yawned, blinking up at the newborn. "What's wrong?"
"We made it?" L asked rather breathlessly, his dark eyes wide.
Light smiled as he realized what the other meant. "Yes, you led us right to Lord Watari. They turned back, remember?"
L nodded slowly, his mind coming to full awareness and shedding the shield of sleep. "Yea… I remember now…"
He released the breath he had been holding, flopping to the bed next to Light and staring at the ceiling. Light chuckled softly, wrapping an arm around L's shoulder and pulling him close, pressing a kiss into his hair. "You did wonderfully."
L smiled, his confidence growing at Light's belief and pride in him. "Thank you."
They lay in silence for a while, and then L mewled softly as Light began kissing at his throat, his lips warm and soft, moist against L's pale skin. L tilted his head, giving the older vampire better access as Light rolled, rising up on his elbows to move farther across the skin offered to him.
L moaned quietly as Light suckled on his pulse point, teeth nipping gently. His body shivered as he felt the graze of sharp fangs, but Light did not pierce his skin. "Light…"
The older vampire smiled, trailing kisses up to L's ear, sucking on the younger's earlobe when he reached it. "Lawliet…"
L wrapped his arms up and under Light's arms, holding the Lord closer to his chest as Light's tongue teased his neck. Light shifted as the younger tightened his hold, rising onto his knees to kneel over top of L's wiry body. He carefully laid himself down on L's hips, causing the boy to gasp and arch his back into the feeling of Light's desire pressing against him.
Light's hands threaded through L's hair, clenching slightly before he moved to finally lock lips with L, their mouths moving gently against each other as L's eyes slipped closed, his body relaxing as he surrendered to Light's powerful and tender touches. Light slid a hand down L's body, ghosting over a thin but muscular chest and stomach, teasing along the waistband of the dark boxers that L wore.
The boy mewled at the feeling of Light's calloused fingertips on the sensitive skin of his pelvic bone, his back arching again. "Light…!"
Light pulled away slightly to move to kiss L's chest, his lips burning a trail of warmth across the newborn's skin. His hands dipped dangerously close to L's now apparent desire, lightly clawed hands trailing across his skin. L gasped as Light's lips moved down the center of his chest and stomach, and then started back up.
"I love you, Lawliet…"
L moaned as Light sucked at his throat again, the spot feeling hypersensitive. "Light… Please…"
"Are you ready for this, love?"
The boy nodded, his dark eyes glimmering with passion and need. "Please… I'm ready for this… I want to be your true mate…"
Light smiled. "As you wish…"
With that the vampire Lord stripped his thin lover of his boxers, shedding his own moments later. All the while his mouth laid trails of heat across L's soft skin, his hands moving and dancing across the pale flesh.
L writhed beneath Light's powerful frame as he felt slick fingers sneaking towards his most private place, penetrating him and then going deep. He moaned, a little uncomfortable at the feeling. Light kissed him passionately to divert his attention from the motions his hand was making, his tongue dancing with L's.
"You are… so beautiful…" Light whispered between kisses, slipping a second finger inside his lover. "So radiant… So perfect…"
L arched his back wantonly, groaning faintly and tightening his arms around Light's back. "Light… I need you… I want you…!"
Light smiled, withdrawing his fingers and readying himself, carefully positioning their hips. "You already have me, my love."
Mouth opening wide, L arched his back as Light slid inside him, the pain shocking and yet pleasurable all at the same time. Light kissed away the tears that fell from his dark eyes, his fingers massaging the younger's shoulders in an attempt to comfort him.
"You okay?"
L breathed in shakily, and then nodded. "Y-Yea… I'm okay."
Light shifted slightly and L had to clamp down on his lower lip to hold in a cry, his eyes flying open wide. Light instantly grew as still as stone, concern covering his features. "Lawliet?"
Breath still shaky, L closed his eyes, his fingers clenching against Light's back. "Move…"
The vampire Lord smiled at that, and then slowly started up an easy and smooth rhythm, kissing at L's face as the younger first winced, and then slowly relaxed into the pleasurable feeling.
L arched his back, pulling Light deeper into him in the same movement. I feel… so complete…
Light's pace grew a little more rushed, his breathing speeding up as he searched. L suddenly cried out, stars exploding in his vision as Light found and hit his sweet spot. Light's mouth moved away from the newborn's, trailing down his throat towards his speeding pulse.
"Light…!"
The vampire Lord opened his mouth wide, his fangs extending and then sinking into the soft column of L's throat. A keening moan echoed from the younger's lips, his body shuddering at the feel of his lover's fangs in his flesh.
This was their first joining; Light's fangs had only touched L once before, and the Lord had not been himself that night. Now, with both of them aware and pleasure pouring through their bodies, the feeling was unimaginable. L came the instant Light's fangs pierced his throat, almost simultaneously brought back to full hardness as Light began to drink, his hips still moving against L's.
L cried out again as Light moved faster, his nails digging into Light's back and dragging lines of faint blood down his shoulders; lines that healed nearly as fast as they were made. L's heart thundered, and then Light removed his fangs from L's throat, turning his head to bare his own.
Instinct driving him by this point, L leaned and sank his fangs deep, drinking deeply and moaning in pleasure at the taste of his mate's blood. Light shuddered against him, driving into him harshly. L's fangs left Light's throat, and their lips collided just as both came violently, tensing against each other as they tasted the blood on their lips.
L came back to himself slowly, lying on the bed on his back, his chest heaving. Light's head was against his collarbone, his auburn hair spread across the younger's pale flesh. L smiled as he felt Light's heart beating against his own, the feel of the other's mind beside his. They were truly one now, their hearts and minds joined.
Light lazily kissed L's chest, drawing out of the newborn's body. "My mate…" he murmured huskily. "My beautiful mate…"
The boy smiled, drawing Light up to nuzzle against his cheek, their mouths meeting softly. "I love you, Light."
The vampire Lord shifted slightly to lie beside L, the younger moving to rest his head against Light's arm as he slipped it around L's shoulders. They heaved out a sigh together, and then L closed his eyes, smiling.
"I love you too, Lawliet…"
L pressed his cheek against Light's heartbeat, curling into the embrace of Light's powerful body. "Don't let go of me tonight…"
Light chuckled softly. "I will never let go of you… I will always be with you…"
"I won't let go…"