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Oh and the big big chapter will actually be tomorrow night sorry! This is just a short filler chapter again. But…get keen!
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Anyway…onto the story!
TRIS' POV:
I woke up and found myself wondering where I was. I breathed a sigh of relief when I realised I was in Tobias' room. And I was next to him. And it was absurdly early for me to be even thinking of being awake.
I smiled to myself as I recalled the events of last night. And boy they were some events. It was crazy how much had happen in the space of one single night.
Firstly him telling me that he liked me. Secondly, that kiss… and thirdly he, Tobias, told me his name.
I felt like yesterday I was just Tris and now I really was Tris. It sounded stupid and didn't really make sense, even to me. I just felt like something inside me had changed and that he brought that out in me. And not to sound condescending I felt like I had done the same with him.
I felt like we had a connection. I felt like we brought the best out of eachother.
And I really liked that.
Even though I didn't know much about him, I still felt I did anyway. Which was confusing and didn't make sense again, like a lot of things wasn't recently.
I looked at him sleeping peacefully next to me. His hair was all mussed up and he looked so happy, as compared to his normal grumpy expression that he had on whenever he was with people. But not with me. I was seeing less of his "Four" side, and more of his "Tobias" side. And I really loved that side of him. It was like I was getting to know the real him.
At night, I had terrible dreams. Dreams that showed many different horrible things happening to me and my friends. I had a dream once that showed me being thrown down the chasm into a pit of judgment. It was literally like a liquid version of judgment. I don't understand it now but I understood it in the dream.
I had dreams of Christina being tortured by faceless soldiers and I had dreams about Tobias. But last night when I slept in his arms I was at peace. For the first time in a really long time.
I snuggled into his arms and yawned as I went back to sleep.
TOBIAS' POV:
I woke up to her. To Tris.
And I couldn't be happier.
Last night was one of the first nights I've had in a long time in which I felt a true sense of relief. Relief that I could let myself be well, myself, for once.
And it was because of her.
It was all because of Tris. Something about her just lit a fire inside of me and made me come alive. I felt different. But a good kind of different.
I looked at her sleeping next to me.
She was beautiful. And I'm not saying that in a purely physical way, even though she was physically beautiful.
It was the way her eyes shut when she was asleep. The way her hair fell around her head in mussed waves and it shone in the morning sun.
It was all those things that just made her so beautiful. She fascinated me in different ways that confused me and excited me at the same time.
What the hell was I thinking though? Where had all these ridiculously sappy thoughts come from. I had no idea.
All I knew was I didn't care, as long as I had her.
I got up reluctantly out of bed and went to the kitchen to put the kettle on.
I began recalling the events of last night. Tris and I were…together? I mean it sure seemed like it but I wasn't too sure. I knew she didn't want to go too fast but I just wanted to solidify our relationship. I wanted to tell people that I was with her, and that she was off limits.
As I waited for the kettle to boil I heard Tris stir. She walked into the kitchen shortly after and walked over to me.
She smiled shyly. "Good morning."
"Good morning," I replied as I leant in and kissed her on the lips. I felt a spark going through my veins as we kissed. She was so beautiful. And she was mine.
I think.
Still wasn't too sure about that whole thing yet, but I'll figure it out.
TRIS' POV:
I walked into the kitchen and saw Tobias standing next to the kettle, which was boiling. I walked up to him.
"Good morning," I said shyly.
"Good morning," he replied as he leant in and kissed me.
I felt my heart skip a few beats when his lips touched mine. I withdrew after a few seconds and smiled at him.
"So what are we doing today?" he asked.
We were spending the day together? Oh well I was most certainly fine with that.
"Whatever you want to do," I responded. "Just as long as it doesn't involve seeing anyone besides you."
I really didn't want to see anyone today. Especially Peter. And surprisingly Christina. She would probably interrogate me with zillions of questions and I really just wasn't that prepared for that yet.
Plus I wanted to spend that day with him. With Tobias.
He took my hand. "I want to show you my fear landscape," he said seriously as he looked into my eyes.
I felt my heart skip a beat again.
He wanted to show me his fear landscape? He wanted to let me into the most intensely private place that anyone could ever have?
I couldn't believe that he trusted me like that.
But then again I did.
And it was great.
"I would love to see it," I replied as I squeezed his hand.
He sighed in relief. "Okay, let's go after some breakfast hey?"
"Sure," I said.
Today was going to be an interesting day.
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