Jack and I walked silently along the pier next to the mall. The quietness was eating me alive and I wanted to say something. "So are you leaving tomorrow with Donna?" I finally asked. Jack looked at me for a second and looked back at the water.
"Donna insisted on coming with us, but I'm not sure if I'll actually be going," Jack answered. Our walking pace was getting slower.
"And why is that?"
"Because it looks like you won't be going. Rachel's in Seaford, so there is not point in you going to Seattle." I stopped in my tracks and looked up at him. He was staying because of me? Why would he want to stay? We only had one night of intimacy. Donna was probably the best thing right now for him. He should go with her.
"You should go with Donna," I said as our eyes met. There was something in those big brown eyes that I couldn't pinpoint. Was he hurt?
"And why is that?"
"Because..." I couldn't think of an answer. Truth was, I didn't want him to go with Donna. Yeah, she was gorgeous and very close with Jack, but I also couldn't stand the fact of him being in another state with her. I hated him, but I cared for him.
"Do you not want to be with me, Kim?" His eyes flashed with pain. He wanted me to want him. Jack cared for me like I cared for him. I couldn't hurt him. Ever.
"I want you to be with me, but maybe it's for the best," My voice slightly cracked at the end. "Rachel wants me to move up to Seattle with her after graduation, I think I might." Jack ran his hand through his hair.
"You're leaving?" he choked.
"I don't know yet. Once I graduate, there's not anything to hold me back. Seattle sounds more appealing every ti-" Jack cut me off with his lips. They were desperate, needing. I complied, giving it to him. He needed this.
"Kim," he whispered against my lips. "Come with me." I nodded and followed as he took my hand.
We ended up at the house. Jack led me up to his room and turned me to face him. I knew that no one was home, for it was too quiet in the house. Jack's lips found mine and they moved in sync. They were needy like before, but there was something else. When he pulled away and rested his head against mine, I saw passion in his eyes. This was what he wanted. Me.
Our lips met again as my hands quickly worked to unbuttoned his shirt. Jack shrugged them off and pulled my top off. He scooped my legs from under me and carried me to the bed. Carefully laying me down, Jack went to work on my sneakers. He slowly pulled the laces, and tugged my shoes and socks off. His lips brushed against the insteps. It felt amazing. I pulled off my shorts and tossed them off the bed as he trailed kisses up my left leg.
When he reached my underwear, he slowly pulled them down. He looked at me greedily and I realized what he was going to do. His tongue found me. I was about to explode. My hands found themselves tangled in his hair as he flicked his tongue along my clitoris
A/N: Ah! Again sorry for the short chapter. I've been really really really busy!