OLI'S POV:
"Where are you going?" S.J asked me as I walked away from her. I turned around, and felt my headache kick in.
"I need to get back to the hotel..." I murmured. She nodded her head as she pushed her blanket up over her shoulder. I grabbed my sweatshirt, and opened the door. After I shut the door I sighed..rather loudly. Why did I go to Andrew's party? (Andrew Wetzel of Attack! Attack) I walked down the apartment buildings hallway slowly. Basically; S.J was at the same party..I got really drunk, and well does that explain enough? I began walking down the streets of London. Hopefully S.J would just pretend this never happened, but knowing her..she wouldn't do that. I walked down a few blocks before I was right outside the hotel. I walked inside slowly, and went straight towards the elevator. I sighed slowly as the doors of the elevator closed. I hit the third flood button. The doors opened, and I slowly walked down the hallway. Once I was outside the door I took a deep breath, and walked inside. The room was dark. Addie hadn't gone to the party since she wasn't that type of girl. I shut the door as quietly as possible before I heard a sleepy sigh.
"Oli is that you? Where have you been?" Addie asked. I threw my sweatshirt on the floor, and walked over to the bed.
"At the party.." I said slowly as I lay down next to her. She sat up.
"It's nearly four o'clock in the morning Oli..how could you have been there so long? You left at like six or seven?" She asked me. I could hear the anger in her voice. I looked down.
"I got super drunk, and fell asleep." I lied to her. I felt so bad for lying to her, but I know how she is. She'd never forgive me..and possibly like...do some really bad to herself if she found out the truth..I didn't want her to do that.
"Whatever..at least you're back now." She said with a yawn as she lay back down.
"It'll never happen again." I reassured as I moved in closer to her. She didn't say anything. I kissed her on the forehead then lay back down again. She only nodded her head. I hoped this would never happen again...
We, were just about to go on when I noticed S.J backstage talking to Ellie. I could only imagine what she was saying..I don't think I really wanted to know either. I just shrugged it off, and went on stage. I screamed louder, and more "freely" than usual. Not that it actually mattered or anything, but still..I'm sure plenty of people noticed it. When I went to grab my water off the little platform the drums are on Matt N stopped me.
"Are you alright? Is something bothering you?' He asked me with a concerned look on his face.
"Nothing..I'm just..not really in a good mood today." I lied. Matt only nodded his head as if he didn't really believe me. I took a long sip of my water, and went back on to perform. After our set was finished Ellie stopped me.
"What's up?" I asked her even though I knew..what she wanted to talk to me about.
"Can we talk in private?" She asked me. I nodded my head, and we walked far away from everyone else. S.J had told her.
"Is it true that...you, and S.J well...?" She asked her voice trailing off. I felt the guilt come up in me.
"Uhm...I don't really remember it, but yeah..I guess we did. I feel horrible about doing it too.." I said quietly. Ellie nodded her head slowly.
"Don't tell Addie...please?" I begged. She nodded again. "I'm a fucking asshole..I know."
"I won't tell her, but you'll need to tell her someday...you know that right?" She asked me. I nodded my head, and turned my head to see Addie laughing with Matt K. She was finally happy, and well..one of my stupid moves could ruin that completely...