Kiss me creep
"Talking"
Thinking
(Me talking)
# Character preview #
~*~ Flashback ~*~
Disclaimer- I don't own CCS or the writing of the book 'Kiss me creep' Clamp does for CCS and Marian Woodruff owns 'kiss me creep'
Chapter 10
# Sakura's preview #
Breaking up with Buddy turned out to be easier than I thought, even though he seemed genuinely surprised when I reminded him how little we really had in common.
"I always thought that we got along pretty well," he said, his expression more confused than hurt.
"We do, I mean, we did, it's not that-it's-oh, Buddy don't you see? Tomoyo was right."
"What's Tomoyo got to do with it?"
"She said that when a relationship gets too predictable, all the fun goes out of it."
"I always thought we had fun together."
"We did-some of the time. But, well, I guess what I mean to say is that it's not enough if you don't love the person. Do you know what I mean?"
He stared at me for a long moment, his brown eyes thoughtful. "Yeah, now that you mentioned it, I guess I do."
I was glad we were alone; I had waited until Wednesday, when I could get around pretty well with a cane, then I arranged to meet him at the library downtown, where I had to check out some books for a physics report. I wanted us to be in a place where Buddy would be too embarrassed to yell at me, even if he felt like it. So there where no one ever goes anyway, holding this very quiet, very interesting conversation.
"It's not that I don't like you," I was quick to put in. "because I really do. I think you're a great person."
"Me, too. I mean, I think you're a great person too. That's what I don't understand. If we're both great people, how come we're breaking up?"
I sighed, "Sometimes there's no reason. It's just the way it is."
"Is there someone else?" the inevitable question. I should have known I wouldn't be able to avoid it.
"That's got nothing to do with it," I answered.
"You still haven't told me, though. Are you seeing some other guy?"
"No," I said. It was the truth.
I hadn't seen Syaoran since Saturday-except social studies, which did really count since we barley spoke to each other there. I knew he was probably waiting for me to tell him I'd broken up with Buddy, but still it was hard just sitting there and staring at the back of his head for a whole period.
"What about the prom?" Buddy asked. "Do you still want to go?"
I had totally forgotten about the prom. It was the same weekend as my father's wedding, which seemed to overshadow everything in my life right then.
"You never asked me in the first place," I reminded him gently.
He shrugged. "I just figured you'd know."
"There. You see what I mean? About being predictable?"
"Well-yeah, when you put it that way, I do. I guess I never thought about it that much before."
"That's how people get into ruts. You go along taking things for granted avoiding risk, then-BOOM, it hits you. All of a sudden something happens and you realize how boring your life is."
Buddy was staring sown at my foot, wrapped in its Ace bandage. "I think I understand," he said, nodding. Buddy is no dummy. "You and Syaoran right? I guess I always knew it deep down. The way you two were always going at each other."
I could feel myself turning red. "I don't know what you mean."
"Look, I'm not going to blow up about it. If that's what you're worried about."
"I wasn't worried."
"Just don't ask me to congratulate you, either."
"Buddy." I touched his arm. "I meant what I said before. About the real reason for us breaking up. Do you believe me?"
He frowned. "Yeah, I guess I do. It's not so much whether or not I believe you. But I guess I felt it, too. Maybe not as much as you, or maybe I just didn't want to admit it to myself."
We stood there, looking at each other and feeling a little awkward now that everything had been said.
"Well, I should be getting home," I said picking up the books I was going to borrow and tried to juggle them with my cane.
Buddy watched me for a moment, and then with a sigh he scooped the books out of my hands. He glanced down at the titles and whistled. "Man, talk about boring!"
I smiled at him in relief. It looked like we could still be friends after all.
Later that night. I called Syaoran. My hands were sweating as I dialled his number. The phone rang 5 times before it was answered by a deep male voice.
"Hello Wei speaking how can I help you?" the male voice asked sounding bored.
"Hello? It's me Sakura can I speak to Syaoran please?" my heart was pounding so hard I could hardly hear myself talk.
"Sorry Syaoran's not here his at soccer practise. I can give him a message, though, if you want. Who's this again?"
"Uh-Sakura-Sakura Kinomoto. Just tell him I called okay?"
"Sure."
After I hung up, I saw my hands were shaking. I decided I shouldn't have called. I should have waited until I saw Syaoran in school. Now I had no choice but to sit around chewing my nails while I waited for him to call me back. If he called me back.
In my opinion, waiting for the phone to ring is the worst kind of mental torture there is. You tell yourself you're not really expecting it to ring, but at the same time you're listening for it all the time, even while you're pretending to watch T.V or do you homework. Hours pass and it doesn't ring. Then someone in your family, says your brother, goes in to use it, and you're sure the boy whose call you've been waiting for all night is now getting a busy signal. But, of cause, you can't admit how anxious you are, so you sit there and smile while you want to strangle your own brother with the phone cord. Waiting for the phone to ring can drive you crazy.
I sat down to wait.........
Okay guys! How was it?
Review okay guys!! It'll make me write faster!
Read my other stories okay they are:
A single tear - 3 princess Tomoyo, Sakura and Meng meets 3 princes Eriol, Syaoran and Xio-long they hate each other the 1st time they meet but then each day they get to know each other more and more. Oh did i say the girls and guys all have magic.
Super Sayian Sakura - Sakura a super Saiyan! Gohan in love with her, Li angry, Kero still eating pudding
Angel from hell - can a cold heart vampire really find love? Maybe...but can a cold-hearted vampire find love to a human? Sakura a cold heated vampire falls in love with Syaoran a human, but can it really work?
"Talking"
Thinking
(Me talking)
# Character preview #
~*~ Flashback ~*~
Disclaimer- I don't own CCS or the writing of the book 'Kiss me creep' Clamp does for CCS and Marian Woodruff owns 'kiss me creep'
Chapter 10
# Sakura's preview #
Breaking up with Buddy turned out to be easier than I thought, even though he seemed genuinely surprised when I reminded him how little we really had in common.
"I always thought that we got along pretty well," he said, his expression more confused than hurt.
"We do, I mean, we did, it's not that-it's-oh, Buddy don't you see? Tomoyo was right."
"What's Tomoyo got to do with it?"
"She said that when a relationship gets too predictable, all the fun goes out of it."
"I always thought we had fun together."
"We did-some of the time. But, well, I guess what I mean to say is that it's not enough if you don't love the person. Do you know what I mean?"
He stared at me for a long moment, his brown eyes thoughtful. "Yeah, now that you mentioned it, I guess I do."
I was glad we were alone; I had waited until Wednesday, when I could get around pretty well with a cane, then I arranged to meet him at the library downtown, where I had to check out some books for a physics report. I wanted us to be in a place where Buddy would be too embarrassed to yell at me, even if he felt like it. So there where no one ever goes anyway, holding this very quiet, very interesting conversation.
"It's not that I don't like you," I was quick to put in. "because I really do. I think you're a great person."
"Me, too. I mean, I think you're a great person too. That's what I don't understand. If we're both great people, how come we're breaking up?"
I sighed, "Sometimes there's no reason. It's just the way it is."
"Is there someone else?" the inevitable question. I should have known I wouldn't be able to avoid it.
"That's got nothing to do with it," I answered.
"You still haven't told me, though. Are you seeing some other guy?"
"No," I said. It was the truth.
I hadn't seen Syaoran since Saturday-except social studies, which did really count since we barley spoke to each other there. I knew he was probably waiting for me to tell him I'd broken up with Buddy, but still it was hard just sitting there and staring at the back of his head for a whole period.
"What about the prom?" Buddy asked. "Do you still want to go?"
I had totally forgotten about the prom. It was the same weekend as my father's wedding, which seemed to overshadow everything in my life right then.
"You never asked me in the first place," I reminded him gently.
He shrugged. "I just figured you'd know."
"There. You see what I mean? About being predictable?"
"Well-yeah, when you put it that way, I do. I guess I never thought about it that much before."
"That's how people get into ruts. You go along taking things for granted avoiding risk, then-BOOM, it hits you. All of a sudden something happens and you realize how boring your life is."
Buddy was staring sown at my foot, wrapped in its Ace bandage. "I think I understand," he said, nodding. Buddy is no dummy. "You and Syaoran right? I guess I always knew it deep down. The way you two were always going at each other."
I could feel myself turning red. "I don't know what you mean."
"Look, I'm not going to blow up about it. If that's what you're worried about."
"I wasn't worried."
"Just don't ask me to congratulate you, either."
"Buddy." I touched his arm. "I meant what I said before. About the real reason for us breaking up. Do you believe me?"
He frowned. "Yeah, I guess I do. It's not so much whether or not I believe you. But I guess I felt it, too. Maybe not as much as you, or maybe I just didn't want to admit it to myself."
We stood there, looking at each other and feeling a little awkward now that everything had been said.
"Well, I should be getting home," I said picking up the books I was going to borrow and tried to juggle them with my cane.
Buddy watched me for a moment, and then with a sigh he scooped the books out of my hands. He glanced down at the titles and whistled. "Man, talk about boring!"
I smiled at him in relief. It looked like we could still be friends after all.
Later that night. I called Syaoran. My hands were sweating as I dialled his number. The phone rang 5 times before it was answered by a deep male voice.
"Hello Wei speaking how can I help you?" the male voice asked sounding bored.
"Hello? It's me Sakura can I speak to Syaoran please?" my heart was pounding so hard I could hardly hear myself talk.
"Sorry Syaoran's not here his at soccer practise. I can give him a message, though, if you want. Who's this again?"
"Uh-Sakura-Sakura Kinomoto. Just tell him I called okay?"
"Sure."
After I hung up, I saw my hands were shaking. I decided I shouldn't have called. I should have waited until I saw Syaoran in school. Now I had no choice but to sit around chewing my nails while I waited for him to call me back. If he called me back.
In my opinion, waiting for the phone to ring is the worst kind of mental torture there is. You tell yourself you're not really expecting it to ring, but at the same time you're listening for it all the time, even while you're pretending to watch T.V or do you homework. Hours pass and it doesn't ring. Then someone in your family, says your brother, goes in to use it, and you're sure the boy whose call you've been waiting for all night is now getting a busy signal. But, of cause, you can't admit how anxious you are, so you sit there and smile while you want to strangle your own brother with the phone cord. Waiting for the phone to ring can drive you crazy.
I sat down to wait.........
Okay guys! How was it?
Review okay guys!! It'll make me write faster!
Read my other stories okay they are:
A single tear - 3 princess Tomoyo, Sakura and Meng meets 3 princes Eriol, Syaoran and Xio-long they hate each other the 1st time they meet but then each day they get to know each other more and more. Oh did i say the girls and guys all have magic.
Super Sayian Sakura - Sakura a super Saiyan! Gohan in love with her, Li angry, Kero still eating pudding
Angel from hell - can a cold heart vampire really find love? Maybe...but can a cold-hearted vampire find love to a human? Sakura a cold heated vampire falls in love with Syaoran a human, but can it really work?