Hey there! I'm SO sorry! I got caught up with rehearsals and school has started again and I was busy in the holidays when I thought I'd be free but here it is! Chapter 11!

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"Talking"

Thoughts

/Bumblebee speaking/

::Comm. links.::

Lyrics

I don't own Transformers or Never Surrender by skillet. Only my OCs.

So! You have been waiting a while for this and I won't delay you any longer, so on with the story!

Secrets and Speed

Emmaline's P.O.V.

It's been three days since the harvester incident. I still can't get the guard's words out of my head. The worst bit is, Dad and Miko won't stop bugging me about it. So that's why I ended up on the roof, to get away from everyone for a while. I was sitting at the edge of the cliff and decided to play some music to get rid of the suffocating silence around me. 'Never Surrender' by Skillet was the first song to start and I felt like it fit the mood perfectly, so I started to sing along with it.

Do you know what it's like when, you're scared to see yourself.

Do you know what it's like when, you wish you were someone else,

Who didn't need your help to get by.

Do you know what it's like, to want to surrender.

[CHORUS]

I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow, I don't wanna live like this today.

Make me feel better, I want to feel better.

Stay with me here now and never surrender.

Never surrender…

Do you know what it's like when, you're not who you want to be.

Do you what like it's to, be your own worst enemy,

Who sees the things in me I can't hide.

Do you know what it's like to want to surrender.

[CHORUS]

I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow, I don't wanna live like this today.

Make me feel better, I want to feel better.

Stay with me here now and never surrender.

Make me feel better, you make me feel better, you make me feel better.

Put me back together!

[CHORUS]

I don't wanna feel like this tomorrow, I don't wanna live like this today.

Make me feel better, I need to feel better.

Stay with me here now and never surrender…

Put me back together…

Never surrender. Make me feel better, you make me feel better.

Stay with me here now and never surrender.

I was crying by the end of it and buried my head in my arms. I never noticed Dad was standing there until a large, warm servo picked me up and I opened my eyes to barely see his orange and white plating. "Shh. Shh now sweetspark. It's alright." He cooed and it made me shake less. I wasn't sobbing, thank heavens, but I hadn't cried since I was 9. I had learnt to "suck it up" but this was only a small fraction of what I had to let go. I stopped my crying and wiped my face. "Do you wish to talk about this?" He asked so softly and ii could hear the pleading undertone for me to tell him.

"A-At the museum. It m-must've been in-in my home tow-town be-becau-because the guard knew me. He said he'd- he said he'd tell my father, my biologica-cal one I was there whenever he returned." I managed to say in between hiccups. Dad started growling and lifted me up to his faceplate.

"I will not let anyone take you back to him, ok?" Do you understand?" I nodded in reply and hugged his face the best I could.

"Thank-you daddy…" I whispered and I felt his servo wrap around me in a hug and I couldn't help but lean into it. We stayed like that for awhile before I suggested we go back in.

After he dropped me off in the main room, I walked over to where jack, Miko and Raf were talking. "We have to keep this on the D.L, especially from Optimus." Jack whispered and I jumped forward.

"Oo! Planning something are we just?"

"GAH!" The three screamed.

"Give us a heart attack why don't you." Miko grumbled and I just laughed it off.

"Ah too easy, too easy. Anyways, what's supposed to be kept on the down low here?"

"Jack raced with Arcee." Raf whispered and it took me a few seconds to get it.

"Oh yeah! Rule numero uno. Don't worry, your secret it safe with me."

-Time skip-

It was getting late and I decided to go for a walk. "Hey dad? Can you bridge me to the outskirts of Jasper please?"

"Why?" he replied questioningly.

"I used to always go waling there at night because there aren't any lights and you can see the stars clearly. I haven't been for about… 2 maybe 3 weeks."

"Isn't it dangerous out there?"

"I've never gotten hurt or into trouble before."

He was reluctant at first but then gave in after I gave him my kicked puppy look with pleading hands and my bottom lip stuck out. Irrefusable.

"Fine, yes, but if you get hurt, you're grounded." I smiled brightly and typed in the coordinates I wanted and, after hugging my Dad goodbye, I ran through the portal.

-Scene skip-

I was walking around a part where I knew the race wasn't supposed to go through and saw a bridge going over a storm drain. I slid down the slope and sat against the wall under the bridge. I heard an engine and I looked up to see Bee reversing next to me. "Bee? What're you doing here?"

/Me?! What about you?! Does Ratchet know you're here?/ the scout whispered and I could hear someone shushing him and stood up. I heard another engine stop above us and then it turned back on and left. I peered into the window and waved at Jack. I placed my hand on the handle and was suddenly blinded by bright lights that shone over us. A red headed boy stepped out and started punching his fist into his palm.

"Darby." The boy growled as he slammed his car door.

"Vince, you have to get out of here, you win okay? Now go." Jack said in a rush to the boy from inside Bee. So this is Vince?

"No, start it back up. We're finishing this race. And who's this pretty little thing?"

bee revved his engine angrily and I growled at him, "Too young for you and his cousin."

"Well run along then, we've got a-" I didn't listen to him as I saw a servo come down. I pushed Vince into the wall and felt the servo curl around me.

"Emz!" jack yelled out as I was lifted up and chucked into the air. A scream escaped my lips as I couldn't feel anything but air surrounding me but that feeling was soon stopped as the mech transformed around me. Seat belts seemed to have come out of nowhere and strapped me to the seats. I started to struggle when a voice called out, "Stay still." Yep, definitely a mech. A little electrical prod came out from the glove box and started to advance towards me. Once it made contact with my skin, it hurt like the pit and hell combined times 2! "You're still awake? How?"

"Your zap was hardly a poke…" I wheezed out. The seatbelts tightened around my upper chest where my heart and lungs were but, me being a girl, I found it uncomfortable. "Stop touching me you perverted mech."

"Grrr… shut up!" He shouted angrily again and zapped me a second time. Whether it was because I still felt weak from when I got shocked the first time or he made it more powerful, I didn't know, but it hurt 10 times as much. I screamed out until I lost consciousness.

-Time skip-

I woke to a killer headache and groaned loudly because of it. Wondering what could have caused it, I thought back to what I last remembered and shot up, resulting in falling off the lounge. "Why do I always land on my face?" I mumbled groggily into the cold floor. I sat up and felt a pain in my chest. Right, I thought, pervo bot. Dad came over and lifted me up, heading towards the med-bay.

"I shouldn't have let you go."

"Dad don't blame yourself. None of us knew there would be a 'con there."

"You are alright, right?"

"Yeah, a little sore but fine. Who took me anyways?"

"Knockout, the decepticon medic." He growled menacingly. I simply nodded at him and looked to the clock in the room. 2309!?

"Scrap, I better get some sleep."

"Indeed. Oh and don't forget, you're grounded for a week."

"I know. It's fine. Thanks again."

"No problem." That was the last thing I heard him say before I allowed myself to succumb to sleep.

There you all go! I hope you enjoyed that.

Now onto serious stuff. It'll take me longer to post chapters and I don't know when I will so just try and bare with me here.

Sides: Hey! When do we come in?

Sunny: yeah, I need to know so I can look good.

Me: Hush! All in good time. Well, I'll allow you two the honors!

Sides: Thanks for-

Sunny: Hey I want to do it.

Sides: No, I'm doing it.

Me: BOTH of you do it!

Sides & Sunny: Thanks for reading so far. See you later!

-emzydatffan