I do not own the Divergent Trilogy even if I'd love to :(
TRIS' POV
"Good morning beautiful" this text is the first thing I see since I have woken up a few seconds ago because of the message tone but I am not complaining at all, I couldn't ask for anything better than a text like that from Tobias and just like that I have an huge smile on my face.
"Good morning, how are you?" I text him back.
"Mmm I think I could feel better...I have got a temperature"
"Oh no :( I am sorry. Can I help you? You need something?" I really would like to help him someway if he needs me, I am so sorry he's sick.
"No don't worry, I'll send Lauren to the pharmacy to buy some medicines."
"No don't worry I'll bring you some pills, we have them at home"
"Tris really thank you but I don't want to bother you"
"Nonsense. I've got classes in an hour but I'll be at your place in 20 minutes or so. With pills!" I text him as I start to get ready for the day: I have to go at Tobias', then I have classes for two hours and at the end yoga course.
"Okay baby, thank you a lot :) "
I shower and get dressed as fast as I can and then, in less than 15 minutes, I am on my way to Tobias' with some medicines for the fever... Chris got sick a month ago but she took her pills for a week only so she didn't finish them.
I knock at his door and Tobias comes to open still in his pjs, his hair are just everywhere and it seems like he has just got up but you can tell he's sick because his gorgeous eyes are not as bright as usual and he seems super tired but he looks at me with a sweet and kind smile.
"Good morning beautiful"
"Good morning handsome"I greet him back and I stand on my tiptoes to kiss him, I've really missed him and his touch and I crave to feel his lips on mine so bad, our kiss is slow and sweet and I try to pour all my love in it.
Wait love?
Even if I know it's too early to say the L word I can't hide my feelings to myself and yes I think I am starting to fall really deep for this amazing and wonderful guy in front of me, I have never felt so safe and loved like when I am with him.
"What are you feeling?"I ask him.
"I just feel bad in general...headache, fever and just pain everywhere"
"I'm so sorry babe, do you want me to make you breakfast or something hot to drink?"
"No thank you I don't really feel like eating right now"
"Okay but I think you should eat something for lunch. Anyway I've got the pills for you "
"Thank you Tris, you're so kind" he says grabbing my hand and squeezing it softly, I feel shivers in my body like every single time we touch... something I have never felt with anyone else.
I look at the clock and I realize I'll be late unless I leave now :" Do you need something else? I really have to go because I can't be late, I've got a big test today"
"Mmm let me think, yes I need to kiss once more my gorgeous girlfriend" Tobias says pulling me against him and holding my cheeks, this kiss is full of devotion and promises and I really feel my legs weak so I wrap my arms around his neck and I play with his short but soft hair, he kisses my lips once again then plants soft kisses on my cheeks closer and closer to my ear and whispers "Thank you Tris, you are so kind and good luck for the test".
I am not really concerned about my exam I am more worried about him because he seemed very weak and in a lot of pain, I really would like to be able to do something for him but unfortunately it's impossible so I just hope the pills will help him, I'm going to check on him tonight after my yoga course and I think that maybe I could surprise him with something... maybe I could bring a film or two to watch together and yes I think I'll cook for him to do as much as I can to help.
--TIME SKIP--
I took my exam earlier this morning and it wasn't hard at all, I think I did very well so I am not stressed or nervous because I am almost 100% sure I have passed it.
I look at the clock and see that it's almost 17,30 in the afternoon so even if I have just finished teaching yoga I have no time to go home, take a shower, change my clothes in something more nice, go buy a film and go back at Tobias' so I decide I'll just go to buy something to watch and then directly at his place.
I am wearing sport clothes and my hair are in a messy bun but really I couldn't care less, I mean Tobias will probably be in him pjs and hey this is going to be a lazy night so my outfit is not so bad, I can go like this.
I end up buying a lot of films first of all because I don't know which type of movies he usually watches and then because there are tons of films that seem great and funny so yeah I think we won't get bored tonight!
He doesn't know I'm going to his place once again, it's a surprise and I hope he will enjoy it because I really want to make him feel better and seeing him makes me feel better so I hope it will work for him too.
I knock at his door and it takes a while until he finally opens the door with a sleepy face, ops I think I have just woken him up and I feel a little bad because he is sick so he really needs some rest and I have just interrupted it.
"Hi princess, what a surprise" he says as soon as he realizes it's me and he immediately smiles and lets me step in...God I am so happy I manage to make him smile!!
Of course I blush but I have to say I really love every single nickname he gives me because I don't know they just make me feel special and unique and they always make my heart flutter.
"Hi, sorry I didn't mean to wake you up or bother you but-"I start to apologize but he stops me, not letting me finish.
"Tris baby you never bother me, I am glad you are here. You make me happy so don't you dare to think you bother me, not in a thousand years!" he says unconsciously touching my lips with his index finger, I would usually chuckle because I am very ticklish but now I am just too focused on his touch and I think the sexual tension between us is just ridiculous right now.
He is sick and you are here to help him. Focus Tris, focus!
"Ehm I have just finished teaching yoga as you can see" I say pointing at my clothes " and yes I decided to come here to check on you. I have some movies too"
"Oh great, thank you babe"
"So how are you feeling?"
"Better thank you, I just have a bad headache and I feel like it's hot here then cold and then hot again...it's confusing but yeah I feel better. Thank you for the pills!"
"Oh it's okay and yeah I think the hot-cold-hot thing is typical when you have a temperature. So what do you want to do?" I ask him.
"Watch a film?" he replays but it sounds more like a question.
"Yes, it's okay. Everything you want to do is fine with me. Choose the movie"
"Tris you've bought hundreds of films" he says with a chuckle and I chuckle too, I didn't realize they were this much!!
He chooses a comedy and I think it's a good choice for a lazy-sick night, we both sit on the couch and I touch his forehead.
"You are not hot so I think you haven't got the fever anymore, maybe you just have a cold"
"It's unbelievable...it's june and it's damn hot in these days and I am here, at home with a cold" he says laughing,I just chuckle and nod...yes it's a bit weird.
We end up cuddling together and it feels just like heaven, we also get a bit distracted with each other sharing a lot of sweet and wonderful kisses so we miss some parts of the film but it doesn't matter to me, I am enjoying this moment too much.
When the comedy finishes I put on another movie but even if it's quite nice I start to feel really hungry...it's almost 19.30 so I think it's dinner time.
I look over Tobias to tell him I'm going to cook something for us but I find him peacefully asleep on my shoulder but he still has both his arms wrapped around my waist and I am almost sitting on his lap, I try to get up without waking him up(again) but he just holds me tighter not letting me go.
I kiss briefly his lips, nose, cheeks and forehead until he opens an eye and looks at me with a sleepy gaze.
"I'm going to cook us dinner, okay?" he just nods.
"So...soup and vegetables?" I ask him, I know they are not the most delicious plates but he is sick so he can't just eat everything.
"Sounds good" he says with a yawn and letting me get up, I notice he tries to follow me but I stop him telling him to get some more rest because I know he needs it.
I look around in his kitchen and it's amazing and super modern like every single room in this house...it's just incredible!
I decide to prepare tomato soup and some roasted potatoes, it takes me almost half an hour and at the same time I also lay the table, everything is now ready and the meal is cooked... the only thing I can't find are glasses, I've looked everywhere but I haven't found them so I decide just to wake Tobias up to eat dinner and ask him where they are.
I try to figure out where the glasses could be one more time but I am suddenly interrupted by Tobias' deep voice:"You look super cute when you do that"
I turn around and see he's just come in the kitchen and stands a few feet in front of me, arms crossed and an adorable smirk on his sleepy gorgeous face... He is freaking cute right now and I just want to kiss his soft lips.
"Do what?"I ask because I really don't know what he's talking about...I am doing nothing, just looking for some glasses...
"When you are concentrate on something you always put the tip of your tongue out of your mouth and it's super cute" he says and I blush hard as I discover that he's right and I really do have my tongue out of my lips...Oh God I have never noticed I do that when I try to focus on something...
"You are even cuter when you blush baby" he says and I just shake my head and bury my face in his firm and muscular chest.
"Anyway dinner's ready but have you got glasses? I have searched like everywhere but I haven't found them!" he just chuckles, opens a little cupboard and pick two glasses from the highest shelf...I haven't even seen that shelf, God am I this short?
He sees my confused face, he smiles at me and leans down to peck my lips almost teasingly but I pull him closer and we end up making out here, in his kitchen and we only stop when his stomach groans... I guess we've just got distracted and now we are both super hungry.
"Let's eat I am starving and everything smells amazing. What is it? Tomato soup? God I love it, as a young boy I always used to ask my mom to cook it for me."
"Mmm this is amazing Tris. Amazing!"
"Thank you" I replay shyly, he always says sweet things about me but I really don't know how to thank him or what to say...I am not used to compliments.
"How was your day princess?"
"It was okay, I had a test this morning but it was very easy and my yoga courses were fine the only weird thing is that I haven't seen Chris all day because last night she slept at Will's so this morning she wasn't at home... I think we will have a girl time soon, it's almost a week that she doesn't drag me into going shopping or something" I say and we laugh together.
We eat chatting all the time about everything: work, weather, plans... everything and I love the light atmosphere.
We do the dishes together because he doesn't let me doing them by myself and then lay down on the couch to watch some stupid yet funny tv programmes and they keep us awake very late in the night.
But when we both start yawning I decide it's time to go to bed "It's late and you need to sleep if you want to feel better tomorrow. Go get ready, I'm bringing you some water and your medicines" I say nodding towards his bedroom and surprisingly he doesn't complain, he just nods and heads to his room...I guess he's drop-dead tired and he knows it too.
When I bring him a glass of water and the pills I find him already in bed with just a little lamp on, he is yawning a lot and I find it very very adorable.
"Here you are the pills, take them and I hope they'll work and you will feel better tomorrow"
"Thank you Tris, you're so kind!"
I just shake my head blushing a little "Okay it's better if I get going now. Goodnight Tobias and see you tomorrow." I say pecking his lips softly and running my left hand in his hair, I love doing it both the kissing thing and the hair one... they both feels so romantic and sweet and just wow.
"Tris wait please. Stay here tonight, it's very very late and you are tired, I don't want you to drive home even because it's totally dark out there. Please stay. I would ask you to stay like in here"he says pointing at his bed "but I don't want you to get sick so you can use the guests bedroom that is ready with sheets and everything clean and you can also use the bathroom next to it, I never use it but there are towels, soap and all that stuff. You can wear one of my t-shirts and pants ad pijamas. Please."
"Don't worry Tobias, I can drive home and I really don't want to bother you"
"No way you bother me babe, I love it when you are around plus you have done so much for me today this is nothing, you spoil me. Please please"
"Deal, thank you" I kiss him softly and gently on the lips, our kiss is everything but hungry and passionate.
"Thank you honey. There take one of my t-shirt and a pair of pants, they are in there" he says pointing at the wardrobe and adds"And feel free to use everything you need and ask me if you can't find something."
"Okay thank you very much and now get some rest, I can tell you are tired too. I hope you'll feel better tomorrow morning"
"Yeah, I hope so. Goodnight beautiful, sleep well"
"You too handsome" I say and kiss him like I did before, just a simple yet wonderful kiss on his dreamy soft lips.
I take a white t-shirt and a pair of pants from is wardrobe, wave at him one last time and head to the guest bedroom, I know where it is because the first time I came in his apartment he gave me the tour so I still remember he shown me this room and also the bathroom next to it.
Even if it's almost midnight I really need to take a shower because I haven't showered after yoga because of the loss of time so now I have to take one, fortunately there's everything I need: towels, soap, a sponge and yes everything and after a short but relaxing shower I feel better and ready to go to sleep.
I really can't make the pants work on me, they are too large so I just go to bed in Tobias' t-shirt and my panties, my clothes and my bra lay on a chair.
I fall asleep in a really short time because I really am exhausted but also because Tobias t-shirt smells a lot like him and his unique and wonderful scent helps me.
This bed is very soft and comfortable and I sleep very well until a loud noise wakes me, it came from Tobias' bedroom and now I also hear him whimper like he's in pain so I get up as fast as I can to go and check in him not thinking about how I'm 'dressed'.
His door's open so I just walk in but I can't see anything so I just look for the little lamp he used last night and when I find it and switch it on I can finally see something.
Tobias is on his large bed, whimpering and holding his head with both his hands and he is shirtless.
Oh my sweet God. He is shirtless and I can see all his bare chest, his strong and muscular arms, his abs...Oh my God. Tris try to focus!!
Tobias' eyes are close and I guess he hasn't heard me coming in because when I caress his cheek he jumps like he's scared.
"Tobias, it's just me. Tris"
"An angel. Tris you are my angel and God you look super damn sexy in my shirt, you should wear them more often ya know."
I blush hard, really hard now realizing what I'm wearing: his shirt is long but not very long so it just covers my upper thighs plus I am not wearing a bra...okay this is embarrassing even if I know Tobias is just babbling and he isn't thinking right...I guess he won't remember this conversation tomorrow morning.
"Are you in pain?"I ask trying to change the subject.
"Yes my head hurts like a bitch"he says with groan, I hand him an headache pill hoping it will make him feel better and I also refill his glass with some fresh water, he drinks a little and then just lay back down.
I kiss his forehead and ask him if he needs something else.
"Yes" he says staring at me "Lay down with me please" he has an adorable pout on his cute face and even if I don't know if it's a good idea mainly because maybe he doesn't want to sleep next to me and he's just babbling semi-unconsciously but then I agree.
As soon as I lay down he switches the light off and thank me in a whisper caressing my cheek.
We are not pressed together but our sides are touching and it sends shivers in my body even because he is shirtless and my legs are bare, anyway I fall asleep quickly his scent even more strong and intoxicating now that we are this close.
The last thing I hear is "I love you" but I really don't know if I am still awake and Tobias has just said that, if he is just unconsciously talking or if I'm dreaming but I like the sound of it and I really hope I'll hear him saying he loves me one day. One day soon!
I sleep like I haven't done in ages this night was just so great, I wake up just because I feel Tobias moving so I open my eyes and realize that...oh my go we are totally wrapped together!!
He's on his back, my head rests on his bare chest, his arms are around my lower back, my right hand his on his chest where the heart is and my left is wrapped around his torso.
Oh my god how have we ended up like this? When we fell asleep we were briefly touching!!
I look up at his face and I can't stop myself from kissing his perfect jaw and neck because I can't reach his cheeks, I feel him moving and just seconds later he opens his gorgeous eyes.
He stretches a bit and then smiles kindly at me, an adorable sleepy smile.
"Good morning beauty"he says playing with my hair and staring into my eyes.
"Good morning Tobias" I say rolling down of him and kissing him on the lips, he kisses me back with sweetness and kindness.
But then suddenly he pulls apart and looks at me with a confused face"Hey why are here with me, in my bed? Not that I'm complaining, just asking"
I chuckle a little because obviously he rememberes nothing about last night...so cute.
"You asked me to stay" I say but he still has a confused face so I add" In the middle of the night a loud noise woke me up, it was you. I came here to check on you and you where in a lot of pain so I gave you some water and pills. You weren't fully conscious and you were babbling then you begged me to lay with you and here I am"
"Oh wow. Thank you Tris and I have to say I've slept great this night with you"
"Me too"I say pecking his lips again, ugh it seems like I can't get enough!
"Wait I haven't said stupid or rude things last night right?"he asks me a bit concerned.
"Nah...You were actually really funny" I say laughing and blushing at the same time thinking about last night.
"Oh God. I can say by your face I told you something embarrassing, I just hope it wasn't that bad. Sorry. Please tell me what I said"
"You just made some comments about me being your angel and-"I don't know if I should tell him the whole story.
"And?"
"And you also told me something about how I looked dressed like that" I say pointing at my 'outfit'.
He just looks at me and swallows hard, staring at my legs like he has just realized what I'm wearing or better what I'm not wearing, I blush even harder.
"I don't know what I have said exactly last night and I really hope I didn't sound rude or something but I tell you now Tris: you look super damn hot in nothing but my shirt!"
"How do ya know I am wearing nothing but your shirt?"
"I don't know maybe I just hope so" he says with an adorable smirk but I don't answer because I'm too embarrassed...I am almost naked under this shirt!!
I bite my lower lip, blush hard then I try to calm down because after all he was just joking and trying to be funny...he is not that kind of men that just want to have sex with you as soon as they met you.
"So how are you feeling?" I ask him as soon as I remember the reason why I'm here, stupid stupid stupid I got carried away. Again!
" Oh yeah, I actually feel very well: no headache, no pain and no fever I think" he says and I chuckle as I see him trying to decide if he still has got the fever or not by touching his forehead, a confuse face...I find it super cuteeee.
"You haven't got the fever anymore but I think it will be better if you stay at home and rest today"
"Another lazy day?"he asks with a pouty face.
"Yeah I think so. Yesterday I had an exam so I have the morning free if you want me to stay some more time?"I offer him because I know for sure that two days at home with nothing to do are super boring, he smiles as soon as I tell him I could stay.
"Yeah I could enjoy some company" he teases me, God I'm falling.
Suddenly a terrify thought hits me: I haven't told Chris I was spending the night here...Oh my God.
I get up and run to the guest bedroom where my phone is and then back at Tobias' room and he looks at me with a confused face.
"Everything okay?"
"I just forgot to tell Chris I was sleeping here so I guess I have a hundreds texts from her" I say unlocking my phone and yeah I'm right: I have tons of messages from her.
"Hey Tris is everything okay?"
"Is Four this sick?"
"Hey are you even still alive? After yoga you went at his place but goddamn you finished yoga at 17 and it's 19 now!"
"Read my damn texts and and answer my phone call Tris"
"Okay now I'm starting to get scared. Everything okay?"
"Tris Tris Tris"
"Okay at this time I guess you're still at Four place and I also guess you are staying the night because it's already ten in the night!"
"Ugh fine the only thing I can say is: have fun little lovebirds but Tris you know I want details tomorrow morning, every single detail"
"P.S. remember to be quiet if he has neighbours!!"
I read all the text and laugh but I get very embarrassed when I read the last two and I get red as a tomato even because Tobias is behind me and he is looking at the screen too!
God save me, I'm so gonna kill Christina for that!
Tobias laughs hard but I try to apologize "I'm sorry, I really am Christina is just... She was joking... And she...Ugh" I have no idea about what to say so I just look at my lap even if I feel Tobias moving, I'm too embarrassed.
He gently grabs my chin making me looking at him :"Hey Tris don't be so embarrassed, that's okay. I mean Zeke is like that too, always managing to make me feel embarrassed. Don't worry beautiful"
I'm still a bit uncomfortable but I hug him to make him know how much I appreciate what he's just said, when I am totally wrapped around him he gets up and start running still carrying me to the kitchen where he sets me down on the table and starts cooking breakfast for us.
So my day starts like that and I could really get used to that!!
Here you are, I hope y'all have enjoyed it. Sorry if there are some mistakes. Review to let me know how was it!!