A/N: Okay so I know this is up late, I'm soooo sorry. RL is a total bitch, I hate her with a passion. New Moon weekend was busy as a motherfucker, I couldn't find time to sit down and write anything. Forgive me? Outfits on my profile!
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EPOV
To say that I was confused by what just happened between Jake and Bella was an understatement. I cannot even begin to understand the complicated relationship they have. To her it seems so simple, he's just her best friend, nothing more and nothing less.
I can see the love he has for her in his eyes, he looks at her like she's the greatest thing that ever happened to him.
When he walked in the shop and saw me sitting here in my boxers, I saw the fire burn right through his eyes. He couldn't hide it the way he normally does.
I don't know what their relationship consisted of before I met her, or when they were in high school for that matter.
She just said that they were never meant to be anything more than best friends, he was like a brother to her.
She was much more than that to him though, she was his life. I could tell he was in love with her immediately.
It makes no difference to me though, I'm too selfish to let her be with him now.
I'd like to think that she wouldn't be with him, even if I wasn't around. She doesn't see him that way, she looks at him with all the love in the world, but not in the way he wants her too.
The way I see it is, he had his chance. If he was so stupid as to let her walk away from him, then he should suffer in heartache for the rest of his life.
As soon as she walked into the piercing room with him I knew that I could never let her go, just the thought of not having her in my life was enough to bring me to my knees.
I definitely can't let him get in between us either, I just have to suck it up and deal with it. I didn't want this to effect me working at the shop either, it was a very thin line to walk, but I could do it if I tried.
I watched Jake tattoo this guy and couldn't help but admire just how great he is at tattooing, he could almost do it with his eyes closed.
Jake really is a great guy, it's not his fault that Bella doesn't want him. I'd hate to be in his shoes right now, I wouldn't be able to look at her everyday if she wasn't mine. I could only imagine how much pain he must be in.
Bella left to go get us food, it left me and him all alone. It wasn't as awkward as I thought it would be, I could only imagine how much he must hate me for taking her from him.
He finished the tattoo, wrapped the guy up, and cleaned up his station.
I finally put my shorts on, very carefully. The loratabs had definitely taken the pain away, I still couldn't feel anything. I cringed at the idea of the medication wearing off, that wouldn't be my finest hour.
Jake made small talk, asking about when I was gonna get a tattoo and things of that nature. He never brought her up, and neither did I.
It was like we were pretending she didn't exist, like neither of us was completely obsessed with her.
She finally got back with the food, as soon as she walked in I forgot about everything but her. I couldn't rip my eyes from her body, even in the small time she was gone I had forgotten just how perfect she really was.
I couldn't keep my hands off of her, I almost felt bad for touching her in front of Jake, but I couldn't help myself.
I ran my hands down her arms and over her hips, I thought back to seeing her naked and was instantly hard.
I winced in pain as I remembered that I was freshly pierced and that getting hard probably wasn't such a great idea. I tried to push the pain to the back of my mind but it wasn't working very well.
She noticed the expression on my face, her eyes slid down my body and rested on my dick.
"Oh fuck..." Her words came out as a whisper.
"Yeah." I could barely squeak the words out.
"I would offer you some more loratabs, but I want you to be able to stay awake." I almost wished that I could take the pills and just go to sleep until the pain went away.
I regretted letting her pierce it for a second, but reminded myself of how amazing it would feel once it was healed.
"How long until it's healed?"
"Uh, two weeks or so." I hung my head at the idea of not being able to be inside her for another two weeks.
"Okay." She wrapped her arms around my waist and laid her head on my chest.
"I'm sorry it hurts so much. It'll feel better tomorrow." I prayed that she was telling the truth, that she wasn't just saying that to make me feel better. I don't know if I could handle another day of this pain.
I rested my chin on the top of her head and breathed in her scent, it was extremely potent from where I was standing. I almost wanted to sniff her hair, but didn't want to freak her out.
I finally pulled myself away from her, we sat on the couch together and ate our food. Our thighs touched eachother and sent bolts of electricity through my body. The feeling almost made it hard for me to breath.
Jake moved around us quietly, doing random little chores that really didn't need to be done. He never looked our way, never even snuck a glance. I watched him carefully, waiting to see the fire in his eyes again. It never came, because he never looked at us, and I continued to wonder just how much he was hurting.
Part of me really didn't care if he didn't like seeing us together, part of me relished in the fact that I had something he wanted, that she was with me.
We finished eating and Bella said that she needed to go do laundry or something, she left and it was just me and Jake again.
No one came into the shop for the rest of the night, Emmett came in at six and hung out with us for the rest of the night.
Emmett didn't seem to notice anything wrong with Jake, he didn't see it in his eyes the way I did. Probably because all he could talk about was Rose, I noticed the way he said her name, like she was a god or something.
Rose had him wrapped around her finger already, they'd barely known each other for a week, it was impressive. He kept pulling his phone out and checking to see if she'd text him yet, apparently she was busy doing something because every time he pulled his phone out he'd get a look of disappointment on his face.
I knew her game, she was doing the same thing she does with every guy she dates, always leaves them wanting more. She did seem to like him more than any of the other guys, she doesn't usually go home with a guy so soon.
I wondered where Alice had been, it felt like I hadn't seen her in days, I almost started worrying about her. I shrugged it off, she's a big girl, she can definitely handle her own when it comes to guys.
I finished off my shift at eight and headed back to the apartment building, it got a little complicated when I got to the stairs. I didn't know whether I should go to my apartment or her apartment, I didn't even know if she would want me to go to her place.
I made my way upstairs and unlocked my door, as soon as I opened the door I could smell her scent. I could smell her in my apartment and it was the best smell to come home too, I breathed in the air like I was dying.
Her smell filled my lungs and I wished that I could do this everyday, that I could smell her scent mixed with my own like this all the time.
I made myself a sandwich and watched tv while I ate, all I could think about was going to her apartment. All I really wanted to do was fall asleep with her in my arms, to feel her body pressed against mine.
I finally decided to just go down there, I definitely didn't want to waste my Friday night sitting by myself.
I took a deep breath before I knocked on her door, she answered looking like a complete goddess. She was definitely going out tonight, it hurt to think about her with another guy. Especially in the outfit she was wearing, the guys would be all over her.
She looked surprised to see me, like I wasn't the person she was expecting. It made it hurt that much worse.
"Hey..." I regretted the decision to come down here.
"Hey, I thought for sure you'd be at the shop all night." I wondered why she thought I would stay there after my shift was over, especially since she wasn't there.
"Oh, well I got home a little while ago. I just wanted to see what you were doing tonight." She cocked her head and gave me a big smile.
"I'm not doing anything special."
"Well you look like you're going out..." I waited for her to tell me that she had a date or something.
"Oh yeah? You like my outfit?" She twirled around like a ballerina.
"Yeah, you look great." She moved around and plopped down on the couch.
"You're sweet." I sat down next to her and pulled her into my arms.
"I'm just telling the truth, you always look great baby." I crossed my fingers that she wouldn't mind me using the name she used for me.
"I was actually hoping that we could do something with the whole group tonight." I couldn't stop the smile that spread across my face.
"What did you have in mind?"
"I don't know. I was thinking we could go to a club, but I know you're still pretty sore."
"It's okay, I can handle it. After I drink a little bit I won't be able to feel it."
"Okay, do you want to get ready and we'll head down to the shop."
"Yeah. Will you come up to my apartment with me?"
"Of course." I waited by the door while she put her shoes on and got her bag.
I went through my closet while she watched me from the bed, I couldn't find anything that came close to what she was wearing.
She had on a black and silver dress that was shiny, she had on black heels that made me want to bend her over. Her hair fell around her shoulders in curls and she had light makeup on, she looked like sex.
I finally pulled out a black shirt and jeans, I wasn't gonna look as good as her, but oh well.
I slid my shorts down down my legs, being careful not to touch my dick.
I stood in front of her and let her look at my dick, it was still swollen, but not as big as earlier. She made sure it wasn't getting infected and helped me get my jeans on.
I felt like a child having to have his mother help him put his pants on, it was extremely embarrassing.
I finished getting ready and we headed down to the shop.
When we got there Rose and Alice were already there, along with the bartender from the pub the other night.
He was all over Alice, his hands in all the places I didn't wanna see.
I cleared my throat and he gave me a confused look.
"I'm Edward, Alice's brother." He immediately removed his hands from her.
"Hi, I'm Jasper." He held his hand out for me to shake.
"Nice to meet you." Bella squeezed my arm.
"This is Bella." She leaned forward and shook his hand.
"Nice to meet you, Jasper."
"So Bella wants to go to the club tonight, you guys down?"
Everyone agreed, Emmett and Rose left to get more booze while the rest of us started drinking the liquor we had left.
They got back with the alcohol pretty quickly, we were drunk within the hour.
Emmett closed down the shop and we called for two cabs, by the time they got to the shop we were all screaming at the top of our lungs.
We were all laughing so hard we could barely breath, the night was starting out great, it could only get better from here.
Somehow I ended up in the cab without Bella, it was disappointing but I got over it as soon as we got to the club.
Her cheeks were flushed when she got out of the cab, it made her that much sexier.
We made our way inside and got the same table we had last time, we ordered our drinks and waited for them to get to the table.
We all downed them and made our way to the dance floor, Bella didn't let go of my hand the entire night.
My knee sat in between her legs as we swayed to the music together, I could feel her warmth on my leg, it made it that much more difficult to keep my dick in my pants.
Alice came up behind Bella and started dancing against her, our little choo choo train. It was erotic to watch the girls dance together, like some scene from a low budget porn. They almost looked like they were going to start making out or something.
I backed away and watched Bella continue to dance with Alice, we maintained eye contact the entire time.
I looked over to see Jasper doing the same thing I was, he stood back and watched them grind on each other.
He glanced over at me and shrugged his shoulders, I couldn't blame him for checking them out, every guy in the place was staring at them.
It got so much worse when Rose joined them, her and Alice made a Bella sandwich. I swear I heard every guy there grunt.
Bella kept looking into my eyes, it made me feel kinda special to have her looking at me. Out of all the guys she could get she chose me, it made me feel really good about myself.
I could notice the sweat start to form on their bodies, they started to glisten when the lights passed over them.
They finally stopped and I swear all the guys let out sighs of disappointment, their little show was over. The girls made their way over to where Jasper and I were standing, they all had cocky smiles on their faces.
"Did you see all of them staring at us?" Rose was definitely loving the attention.
I heard Emmett grunt from behind me and Rose's eyes snapped to him, she blushed a little.
"That wasn't cool, Rosie." He sounded genuinely upset.
"I'm sorry..." She pushed through us to get to Emmett, he looked like a big child who was pouting. She wrapped her arms around his large frame and he instantly relaxed.
"So, what do you think of our dancing skills?" Bella was blushing from all the attention.
"Bella, that was amazing." I wrapped my hands around her waist and put my mouth next to her ear. "Why do insist on teasing me?"
"I don't mean too." I chuckled in her ear, if she kept this shit up it would be a long two weeks.
"Ready to go?" She nodded her head and looked around the room.
"Where's Jake?" I looked around for his face but couldn't see him.
"I don't know. I don't think he danced at all." I look of worry washed over her face.
For a moment, I was almost jealous of the way she reacted to him not being here, she was so worried of where he was. I took a deep breath and explained to myself that he was her best friend, of course she'd be wondering what was wrong with him.
We made our way back to the table and collected our things.
I looked around the club one more time, I finally spotted him sitting at the bar. With a girl.
I did an internal victory dance for him, he looked really intrigued by the girl. His body language definitely hinted that he wanted her, he leaned into her when she spoke and casually rubbed his hands down her arms.
She seemed just as interested as he was, though it didn't seem like they were in it for a one night stand.
I laughed at myself for being able to tell all of this from across the room. I nudged Bella's arm and pointed to where he was sitting, her smile was huge when she saw him with the girl.
"I'm gonna go tell him we're leaving." I nodded my head and watched her walk over to them. She tapped him on the shoulder and made sure not to give the girl the impression that she was his girlfriend. She stood far away from him and introduced herself to the girl, she was playing the best friend, nothing more.
She turned her body towards me and pointed her finger in my direction, the girl gave me a small wave. Jake waved from across the room, and I gave him a thumbs up gesture, hoping that this meant something great for him. That he could finally get over Bella and find someone.
Bella said her goodbyes and made her way back to me, she looked so excited by the time she got to the table.
"He likes her a lot!" I laughed at her people reading skills.
"How can you tell?"
"I just know, it's hard to explain." I pulled her into me and held her in a long hug.
Alice appeared next to us with Jasper right behind her.
"She's going to be really good for him." I shook my head at her little prediction.
"What?" Bella looked completely confused.
"I just know these things." Alice continued to try to explain it to her on our way to the cab.
Bella just kept giving me confused glances and asking questions, Alice really didn't have that great of an explanation. She just "knows".
We all laughed at how drunk she was, she was slurring her sentences into one long word.
We got back to the building and Jasper agreed to help Alice to the apartment. I went with Bella back to her place, I figured I'd let them have their privacy. I definitely didn't want to listen to them go at it all night.
We undressed together and slid into bed wearing nothing but our underwear. She pressed her skin to mine and I enjoyed the smoothness of her body.
She was so soft against me, like nothing I've ever felt before.
She rubbed her hands up and down my chest, making me extremely hard.
I shook my head at how hard she could make me just from a touch, no one else had ever had that effect on me.
She pressed herself into my dick, I was thankful that in my drunken state I couldn't feel the pain that I would have felt if I was sober.
"Bella.." It was more of a plea that a warning.
"I'm sorry." I rubbed my hands down her body, her skin made me infinitely harder.
I thought about how much I wanted to touch her, feel her in her most sensitive areas.
Just because I couldn't do anything about my situation didn't mean I couldn't help her out, she probably wanted it just as bad as I did.
I slid my hands down her ribs and over her hip, I moved my finger tips under the hem of her panties. My fingers moved along the edge of panties, almost wanting her to give me permission.
She rolled onto her back and spread her legs for me, she stared into my eyes, telling me she wanted it.
My fingers ghosted over her clit, feeling the cool metal against her hot skin made my body shudder, my dick throbbed.
She let out a long moan when I moved my fingers over her opening, it made my breathing falter. I slid my fingers along her folds, loving how wet she was for me.
"You're so wet, Bella." The moan she let out was enough to make me want to jump on her.
I continued rubbing my fingers up and down her folds, spreading her wetness everywhere I touched. The warmth was radiating off of her body and I could tell she was getting desperate for some sort of contact.
I rubbed my thumb over her clit and felt her body shudder next to me. I kept rubbing circles around her clit, over and over again.
Her breathing picked up and she started letting out little moans with every pass of my finger.
I pushed my fingers inside her and felt her muscles clench around me, I moved them in and out of her slowly.
I tried to control my breathing, to suppress the urge to rip her panties off and fuck her until she screamed my name.
I pulled my fingers away from her body and chuckled when she let out a whiny sound.
I moved myself down the bed so I was kneeling at her knees, I pulled her panties down her legs while staring into her eyes.
I lost myself in those eyes, they seemed to be deeper than any ocean I could ever imagine.
I bent down so I was eye level with her pussy, she pushed her hands into my hair urging me on.
"Do you want me to taste you?" Her entire body shuddered.
"Please Edward..." I groaned at the sound of my name from her lips at a moment like this.
"Say it again."
"Please Edward."
I ran my tongue from her entrance to her clit, when I got to her ring I circled it with my tongue ring. She let out a moan that sounded like she enjoyed what I was doing, I continued to circle her with my tongue.
The feel of her warmth flesh against my tongue was heavenly, the contrast between the cool metal and her warmth made me grunt in pleasure.
As much as I really did want to be inside her right now, I knew that it was important to have this be just about her.
She fisted her hands in my hair, it sent a jolt of pain through my spine, it felt surprisingly good.
I could tell she was getting close because she kept gripping my hair tighter and tighter. I moved my tongue down to her entrance and circled it a few times.
Her hips bucked up into my mouth and I pushed my tongue inside her.
I felt her muscles clench around me and her juices release into my mouth, she tasted better than I could ever imagine.
I lapped up everything she produced and collapsed next to her on the bed.
She laid her head on my chest and was asleep within minutes. I thought about how amazing she was, how lucky I am to have her in my life.
Not only was she an amazing person, she was hot as fuck, and all mine.
There I go again calling her mine.
I shook my head to myself at how possessive I was of her already, it could only get worse from here.
I fell asleep thinking of ways to ask her to be my girlfriend, feeling like I was in eighth grade again.
A/N: Okay guys:) I'm so so so sorry it took so long.
Let me know what you thought of New Moon, best/worst part? Personally I loved it, but I'd love anything with that many shirtless guys in it.
Let's take a minute to appreciate Taylor Lautner's abs, even thought I don't like Jacob, I would totes spend some time in jail for that boy.
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