A/N: Hey thanks so much for the reviews they mean so much to me! So the next chapter will sadly be the last chapter. And that will be posted on Monday. R&R. Anyone that reviews will get a sneak peek at chapter 12 Stuff On Legend.

Disclaimer: I always for get this part. I don't own Victorious! BUT I do own the second season and the soundtracks!

I Just Can't, Not Without You

Beck tried to think of how he could get in. He got it! He remembered she had given him a key to her house. He just hoped the locks hadn't been changed. He pulled his keys out of his pocket and frantically searched for the key. Once located he stuck it in the door. The door opened up. Beck ran in and saw Mr. West about to rape her. He became enraged at the sight. He ran up to him and kicked him in the face. Mr. West fell back off of Jade. Jade quickly pulled her panties up and crawled away from them.

Beck got over top of him and started punching him repeatedly until Mr. West was no longer conscious. He turned around and saw Jade, she was curled up in a ball in the corner rocking back and forth. This was how she looked in her alternate reality. It broke his heart to see her like this. He should have known this was going on. He knew her better than anyone. No one knew that she had an abusive dad, only him. He picked her up and carried her to his car.

The drive to his RV was silent. She stayed curled up in the car. Once inside she sat down on his bed. He sat next to her and put his hand on her arm. She jerked away and looked at him. He had never seem so much fear in her eyes. He held his hands up in front of him. "I'm sorry, I'm not going to hurt you."

"Beck?" She looked at him as if she never realized he was the one that saved her.

"Yeah baby it's me."

She threw herself on him and started crying.

Beck held Jade in his arms as she fell asleep. As she moved in her sleep her skirt came up a bit. Beck noticed some marks on her legs. He lifted her skirt up a bit more to find black and purple bruises on her thighs. He lifted her shirt up a bit and found some on her stomach. She also had them on her arms. She had a busted lip and a black eye. He was beyond mad at this point. He wanted to kill her dad for doing this to her. He was going to make sure her never did that to her again.

Eventually he feel asleep. His dreams were clouded with images of Jade. An image of her when she was eight came into his dream. It was the first day he met her. She was the prettiest girl on the playground. Another image, they were at their eight grade picnic which was at a park. She was sitting under a tree with a scowl on her face as she stared at the kids in her class that she didn't like, which was most of them. Even then she looked beautiful. The last image turned his dream into a nightmare. It was of what happened earlier. That image was enough to jolt him out of his sleep. He shot straight up in a cold sweat.

"Are you ok?" His movement woke Jade up.

"Yeah." He was panting trying to catch his breath.

"What time is it?"

Beck reached over to move his clock into his view. "2AM."

"Oh my God I have to go. My dad is going to be so mad." Panic washed over her at the thought.

"WHAT!? You're not going back there."

"I have to. I have no where else to go."

"I'm not letting you leave. You will just have to stay here with me. Besides we need to talk anyway."

"Talk about what?" She knew what he wanted to talk about she just likes giving him a hard time.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about." He took a deep breath. "I want you back."

"NO!" She jerked out of his hold and shot straight up. "I don't need your pity because of everything you saw today. My alternate reality is my actual reality. Your alternate reality is not your actual reality. You will end up marrying Mrs. Perfect Vega and live happily ever after." She crawled out of bed and gathered her stuff.

She opened the door to his RV but before she could leave, Beck grabbed her arm and pulled her back in. "Get off me!" She yelled.

"No you've said what you wanted to now your going to hear me out!"

She fought him as much as she could but he threw her on the ground and held her down, making sure not to hurt her. She stopped fighting him and just laid there with him on top of her. "Me wanting to get back together with you had nothing to do with today."

"I just don't know if I can get over everything. I mean it only took you ten seconds to decide if you wanted to end a three year relationship."

"Yeah and it only took me ten seconds later to realize that I made a huge mistake."

She didn't know what to say. He never showed any emotion. She thought he was over her, forgot everything they shared but then again he is a great actor.

"Jade you have to believe me I never stopped loving you. Do you know how close I was to crying when I saw my alternate reality? Why do you think I laughed and looked at the ground."

"You always act like it doesn't bother you that we broke up, like the last three years meant nothing to you."

"If I show even one ounce of emotion I would lose it. You know how many nights I cried myself to sleep? Have you looked around the RV?" He motioned his hands around. "Your clothes are still hung up in my closet, your pictures are still everywhere because I can't bring myself to take them down." He grabbed his necklace out from under his shirt. "Hell I can't even bring myself to take my J necklace off. And if you decide not to take me back I understand but there is no way in hell I will let you leave here and go back to your dad."

He got off of her and helped her up. Beck turned around, he was trying to compose himself but it was getting so hard. Jade had never seen him cry. "Jade I can't leave without you." He turned around to face her. Tears were streaming down his face. "I just can't, not without you."

Jade was at a lost for words. She had never seen him cry. He was being serious, he really did want her back.

"That night at Tori's house I was just mad and honestly I thought we would get back together with in a week. But you were so mad and you had every right to be. I was an ass hole. I've been trying for months to figure out a way to get back on your good side so I could get you back. But nothing was working and I-" She crashed her lips into his, cutting him off mid sentence. It felt so good, it had felt like a life time since she has kissed him.

Beck was surprised at first but quickly responded and wrapped his arms around her waist. They broke apart so they could breath. "You love me again?" Beck said as he thought back to there first break up and how she looked so cute when she had said that to him.

"Who said I stopped?" And for the first time since that night at Tori's house things finally felt right in both their live.