I was a little afraid when I had to wake Jake up from his screaming attack. I just supposed that he was having bad dream. And that's what he said it was but I was scared. I don't think it was just a dream. Today me and Ruby were going dress shopping I couldn't wait.
I'd already looked at the wedding dresses in Port Angels and knew which one I wanted. Though I still need her veiw of her Made Of Honor dress. It was green but I really liked it. I was nice a fluffy. It had a bow around the waist.
And my wedding dress was simple. It was a little fadded blue and it flew out at the bottom. I didn't have any sleaves. And my veil was just the same color an it was short but it took me hours just to find it. And I was happy with it.
I was still trying to find all the Brid's Made dresses. Which I knew wasn't going to be easy. I didn't want to have to go to Alice to help me if I didn't need to. But I just might. But anyways.
I was meeting Ruby at the dress store in about an hour. Crap an hour. I need to get out of bed. Jake was still laying there. He hadn't gone back to sleep afterwards and neither did I. Mostly because he kept kissing my neck and that makes it a little hard to sleep if you ask me.
"Jake I need to get up and get ready." I told him.
"Why can't I just come with you? You let me go when we went wedding ring shopping." He whined.
"That's because you had to pick one out for me. You'll get to go tomorrow when we go find you a tux. And you can't see my wedding dress or the Brid's Made dresses or Made Of Honor's dress 'till the wedding. It's bad luck." I told him.
"UGH!" He growned and got up. I missed his soft kisses on my neck. This was going to be my first day without him at my side every minute. This was going to kill me. Maybe Ruby wouldn't mind if I texted Jake the whole day, (as long as I didn't tell him what the dresses looked like or sent him any pictures. And like I'd do that). I laughed at the thought.
I knew he was going to like it. I still was having problems with the flower arangments. And the story I was getting them from. They either didn't have the one I wanted or It'd be just righ just not enough flowers in the arangment or they wouldn't have enough in stock. It was really beginning to bug the living shit out of me.
Jake went to the bathroom and cleaned himself up and I got in the shower.
My mom and my little brother, Seth were down stairs. Me and Jake had taken over the upstairs as our own. And my mom agreed to let us have it as long as while we were on our honnymoon that she could us it again. And get all her stuff out of her and dad's old room and move it down to the spare room that would become her's. I agreed. I hadn't told Jake the news yet and it was beginning to become hard to keep it from him. And if I did much longer I think I'd just about die. (If that's even possible.)
"Are you taking the car?" Jake asked me over the noise of the running water coming from the showerhead.
"No, I think I'll just run. It's faster and I'm already late. I'll only have about twenty minutes to get there and in the time it takes to get there Ruby will have lost her mind and thought I died." Jake laughed.
"You could just tell her the truth about you." Jake said.
I had yet to tell Ruby that I'm a wolf just like her almost boyfriend. Paul wouldn't addmett to having imprinted on my best friend, which was kinda of annoying me really bad because I knew how much Ruby liked Paul. And she didn't know anything about Paul being a werewolf yet either.
"I should wait 'till Paul finally addmets to having imprinted on her I think. It's for the best just to make sure I don't chase her away from Paul." He'd hate me forever if I did that.
Sam had agreed to be Jakes best Man. Paul would be whatever you call a man's Bride's Made. Emily was going to be one of my Bride's Mades.
"Okay, but what are you going to say when you get there and you don't have a car?" Jake asked.
"Crap! I don't that you dropped me off a block away I guess." I said getting out of the shower.
"Okay, that's you chose. Can I come with you though to the block away spot?" He asked.
"No, because you'll follow me the rest of the way." I kissed him and then went back into my room. Well I guess you could call it our room now.
He followed me into it and opened the door to the closet then grabbed a pair of shorts. I grabbed a shirt and pair of jeans nothing fashionable that I cared about really.
"No, I promise I won't." He said kissing my neck. UGH! Now this was what I really wanted to do all day. I thought leaning my head to the left so he could kiss it more.
He went from the nap of my neck to my shoulder. I was about to grab my phone when it rang. Jake didn't stop kissing me. Leaving a trail down my arm. I reached over to my bed side table and picked up my phone.
I moaned. "Is everything alright? Am I interupting something?" Jake still didn't stop and I didn't want to stop him.
"Yeah, everythings alright here. What's up Ruby?" I asked.
"Well, Paul said he wanted to see me before I left with you today. So I just wanted to let you know that I'm going to be late. I bet your driving right now so I'll let you go now." Ruby said.
"Wait Ruby do you think we can meet up tomorrow?" I asked.
"Sure but isn't that when you and Emily are going to find tuxs?" She asked.
"We can do the wedding dresses too. We'll send them off to find a good place to eat and we'll check out the dresses. Okay? Oh, and after you see Paul call me and tell me every . . . ." I broke off with a moan.
"Let me guess Jake?" She asked.
"Yes, I better let you go before you hear any. . . ." I moaned again.
"Okay," she said and the line went dead. I flipped the phone shut and pulled Jake to the bed and through him down.
He kept on kissing me. His hands were under my shirt now. He was on top of me. Maybe my honeymoon gift would come faster then I thought it would. I moaned at the thought. Jake had now pulled off my shirt to revele my lasy bra.
I could her a growl come from deep inside his chest.
His chest was bare as always. He fittled with my bra strap when there was a knock on the door. I moaned not wanting it to stop.
Seth walked in and growled. "Couldn't you guys wait 'till the honeymoon and not do it in our house or go to Jacob's house or something?" Seth yelled.
The human was right behind him. Now that was imberissing. I quickly grabbed the covers. Seth had said that if I gave her a chance that I'd like her because everyone would. But she was new I didn't know her. I knew that if Seth wanted to marry her that I'd have to give her a chance because we would have to get along or it would break the relationship I had with my lil bro. I didn't want that to happen I loved listening to his semi-drama insadints.
I moaned Jake stopped and rolled over. I was a little cold now. "Seth what is Esme doing here?" I asked him.
"Hey, she called me Esme!" The human whispered excitedly in Seth's ear. He just pushed her a way a little. This wasn't right. Something was wrong.
"What's wrong Seth?" I asked pulling my shirt on and getting out of bed.
"It's Esme!" He broke down in tears.
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next chapter prevew.
Something is wrong with Esme! This wasn't okay. This is already hard enought with the wedding and all. I can't take lossing Esme along with my sister. I was so sad. Why did this have to happen to me. I looked down at Esme and rested my head on her's. It was yesterday that her parents had taken her to the docters to figure out what was wrong. And now it turns out that she has the swin flu and the docter can't treat it. I wished that one of the Cullen's had healing powers. Now that my life was coming to an end.
I knew that some of you wouldn't have been able to wait 'til I posted the next chapter so I decided to give you a prevew of it. I need you guys to also vote on my pull of what story you all want me to keep working on. I really would like to know. I know I update this one everyday but it's only becaue right now I have a lot of ideas in my mind and I've just finished planing there wedding just about the flower arangments and the Bride's Made dresses are the only ones And also review letting me know if you think Alice should be a Bride's Made. I was thinking about it or even Rosalie. I would like to get the Cullens in here some way. And the next chapter is going to have to deal a lot with The Human and Seth and how Seth is going to get through Esme's deat. And yes she is going to die in the next chapter but unless you guys have some weird cool name for a vacsen or pill that she can take to get her feeling better and I'm sorry Shy Shay. It just had to happen. I really am sorry though. I promise that you can have a new person if you just give me the name. And again thanks every one for reviewing. They really do make my day. I'm at school while writing this so I've got go to my next class now but In that one I'll work on writing the next chapter with the hour that I have left of school promise! Love ya'all. And bye. Love lot's Magen.