I walked down the alley, into the public. Business people on their phones, suits and ties. Dresses and skirts. Not one of them looked at me which by now I should be used to it by now. I gripped by bag and kept walking down the street. People shoving past me, I forgave them because they we're busy or rude. I tried to keep my head down and I looked around, hardly any grass was around. But then again its the city, very little grass but lots of glass.

I looked around and I thought of Dawn. How she would have been if she was still alive and all, beside me. I then thought how she was in heaven, if she forgave me for doing this to her. I ran my hand through my hair and sigh. If I wouldn't have met her she would have been alive so would Trent. I hope they are laughing and carrying along a convocation like they used to. I wish I could turn back time.

Later that night, around midnight, I was tired, hungry and thirsty out of my mind. All of the stores we're closed and I was about to faint, I held onto the wall and my throat was so dry. I thought I was going to die! I then heard a voice behind me, it snapped me out of my thoughts.

"You're looking a little pale, Pale." He said and chuckled. I turned around and it was Duncan.

"What do you want? Last time I checked you liked to rob people." I said and he smiled widely.

"You have some stuff I want."

"Like what?"

"My ID and that gun." He said and walked across the street, standing in front of me.

"Okay so I give you you're ID and my gun, then you shoot me? I don't think so, what's in it for me?" I said and folded my arms, leaning against the brick wall.

"Damn, I knew you we're going to say something like that. I guess you get one of my guns and I buy you dinner." He said and I nodded. I handed him his ID and my gun, he pulled out his old one and I slipped it into my bag. We got in his car and went into the next town, surprisingly, McDonald's we're open. Every city I've been to by far they are always closed. I picked out what I wanted and so did Duncan, I thanked him and he rolled his eyes.

"I'm not going soft, we had a deal. Now get." He said and unlocked the door, I opened it but before I could stand up he pushed me out and sped off, the door slamming as he drove away. I could hear his radio blasting from a mile away or more. I got up, brushed myself off and began to eat. I have never felt so happy in my life. I should have ate slowly because after I was done I was still hungry. I began to drink my soda and walked around.

I found an old building and walked towards it. I jingled the door knob and surprisingly it opened, I went upstairs and went into one of the rooms. It happened to be an old school that closed down a very long time ago it looks like. I sat down at an old desk that looked like it was about to break any minute. I pulled my bag on the table and opened it. I looked at my picture of my family and smiled a little.

I sure did miss them, how Mike and I would fight in Mortal Combat. How I used to help my dad with the car and how I sometimes helped my mother cook breakfast. I then remembered all the bad times.

The cons out did the pros.

I put the picture down and saw a Bible. I put it beside the picture. I was ready to go, after all I've been through I was ready. Ready to go to the heavens, to see my father and his son.

Heavenly Father, please forgive me for my sins and what I am about to do. I hope you can understand, Father. Amen.

I prayed and tears went down my face. I pulled out the gun that gave me and put it under my chin.

I closed my eyes tightly and took a deep breath, pulling the trigger.

HAHA! Cliff hanger, you will have to wait for the next chapter lol. If you don't believe in God then I am sorry you read that but I am Christian and I felt I should put that in. Also, I didn't realize this but it's the eleventh chapter I think hehe!