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Chapter 11
"What happened Lana?" Sean asked me touching my arms. I was so scared and worried "Lana?".
"Hope…she had an accident! She is at the hospital" I said covering my mouth with tears in my eyes. Sean looked at me in shock. He hugged me before speak.
"Is she alright?" He asked with a shivering voice
"I don't know, Sean we have to go to the hospital" I said nervous coming back to the guest's room taking a jacket from the closet.
"Sean? What's going on?" Tanya asked us going to where Sean and I were.
"Hope had an accident, Tanya, we have to get there" Sean said to her. She looked confused.
"Why?" She asked again raising an eyebrow looking at me and Sean "She is Lana's friend not yours".
"It's a long history but I promise you, I'll explain to you everything when I get back" Sean said worried giving her a kiss on the cheek.
"Sean I'm not sure if I can wait until that happens" Tanya said getting upset "I know we're getting divorced but…I'm still your wife" Tanya added looking at me.
"Please Tanya don't do this more difficult" Sean added nervous and she gave us an upset nod.
I ran to the car as fast as possible and Sean followed me licking his lips. "You're nervous" I said when we got in "When you're nervous you do that" I said taking seat into the car.
"Do what?" He asked me starting to drive. I bit my nails and answer.
"Lick your lips" I said trying to smile. He didn't answer and looked at me and to my belly. 10 minutes later we were in the hospital. We got in and the first thing I did was look for some doctor. Sean was in the waiting room asking to a nurse for Fred, after all he did call.
"Excuse me doctor, where is the young lady you brought here minutes ago?" I asked him trying to calm down "Her name is Hope". The doctor nodded and took a look of his notebook.
"Are you her mother?" He asked me looking confused. I nodded and gave him a sad smile.
"Listen lady uhm she is doing well but she is…She is in coma" the man said touching my shoulder. Those were the worst words I heard in my entire life. I paralyzed and closed my eyes.
"Where is she?" I asked him nervous "I need to see her please" I said again. The doctor touched my arm and said slowly.
"I'm sorry but you can't, at least not now" The doctor said and that made my blood burns.
"Why not?! You said she was doing well! I'm her mother" I raised my voice and he nodded. Sean got closer to me from the waiting room and hugged me from the back.
"Everything is okay, doctor?" he asked caressing my belly "How is she?"
"It's complicated, she is doing 'well' because she had a big accident but she is doing pretty good for now" the doctor explained to us and I grabbed Sean's hands. It was so comfortable "But she needs to be calm, she is in shock for that reason we put her in coma so she can let her body get well before she wakes" he said again and I felt better than before.
"So she isn't in danger?" Sean asked him worried.
"She is not. You can stay calm but you can't see her, yet" He repeat and we nodded. We went back to the waiting room still worried about her.
"Lana you can't be sad all time, someone is with you every day" He said looking at my belly. I gave him a small smile "By the way how far are you?" he asked me curious.
"I don't know actually, I just know I'm having your second baby" I said thinking about how weird it was.
"Why don't you see some doctor here?" he asked me but I didn't want to, I was so worried about Hope that I couldn't think in something else.
"Maybe but is not time" I said serious before looking at him again "What's going to happen with us?" I asked him and he looked at me thoughtless.
"I have to speak with Tanya about this but I don't know how" He answered looking at the floor "What about you?".
"Fred already knows that we have a daughter but he doesn't know I'm pregnant" I replied covering my face with my hands.
"We could fix this while Hope is here so when she gets better we can take her home" Sean said raising his look to look at me "But you have to take care of our baby. Please let's see a doctor so we can know if everything is okay" He said again worried.
"Okay but after this I have to speak with Fred" I said sad. Fred was an incredible man and I was feeling bad for all this but Sean was and is the person I'm in love with. He nodded and helped me to stand up.
2 hours later we were sat again in the waiting room. Everything was okay with the baby, it was too soon to know the baby's sex but it was a healthy baby.
"See you here in the night?" I asked Sean before going to my house. He nodded and smiled at me. I started to walk through the waiting room when I saw Fred in the front door. He looked tired and bored of all this. He met my eyes and I felt guilty for doing this to him. I got closer to him and spoked.
"Hey" I started. He didn't looked at me. "Fred we need to talk" I said again touching his arm.
"I can't even look at you" he said mad "why you didn't tell me anything about Hope?" He asked still looking through the door's window.
"What do you think if we go for a walk? This is a long history" I said trying to call his attention. He nodded and opened the door. 3 minutes passed before I broke the ice.
"I got pregnant when I was a young lady. Sean had moved away and I was alone so…I-I gave her in adoption" I said breathing remembering all that again "I knew I was a monster but I couldn't keep her. I did it for her" I looked at him but he wasn't looking at me so I kept speaking "When I saw her in Vancouver I felt something but I thought it was nothing until I made a DNA test. It was positive, she was my daughter".
"Why you didn't tell me anything about her and why you didn't search her when you got a job?" he asked serious.
"I didn't tell you anything because I knew she was okay with her family, besides...I wasn't ready to be a mom but now that I have her in my life I'm not gonna let her go. I'm going to fight for her" I said sure of myself. He smiled sad and finally looked at me.
"What will happen with us, Lana?" that was the question I was afraid of. I closed my eyes taking a breath and replied.
"Fred I want you to know you're an incredible man and you deserve someone better than me. I really love you but things have changed…" I said getting sad. I didn't wanted to hurt him "I don't wanna hurt you but I have to be honest with you…Since I saw Sean again something inside me turned on" He nodded and kept listening "I have Hope now, and she is in love with Patrick, I don't want her to suffer and live what I lived when Sean left. Please forgive me" I said holding tears, it was destroying me inside but it was the right thing to do.
"I always knew Sean was important to you and if he is your happiness…I'll respect that" Fred said touching my face and smiling with tears in his eyes "I want you to be happy".
"Thank you Fred, you're one of the greatest man I have ever known" I said smiling sad "I want you to be happy too, promise me you will" tears were rolling down my face. He smiled and kissed me on the nose.
"It's gonna take some of time but I will, I promise" He said and I hugged him.
"Thank you for understand and everything you gave to me" I said on his arms and I could feel his smile.
"Thanks to you" He said trying to not cry anymore. I stepped away.
"Friends?" I asked him extending my hand to him. He smiled and took it.
"Friends" He said and I hugged him once more before get into the hospital.
Next chapter it's Sean's turn to explain it all to Tanya!