Chappy 11

(Time's Up)

The air tonight was cold, soon, I must relocate to a warmer area. I hate the cold, it provokes unnecessary memories and depressing thoughts of what has already come to pass. That being said, the annoying Alucard showed himself in the depths of my mind again, jangling the keys to his cage teasingly.

'You know, when your not with a male you sulk more than what's actually needed'

More than what's needed? So your saying that once in a while I need to degrade myself and continuously tear apart my soul with self inflicted wounds?

'Well no- not exactly...I was purely just—

You are infuriating! Forever damned in my abyss! Ugh! There's nothing you can say to ever put me in a neutral mood! Must you always upset me?!

'You know full well I only jest, but sometimes you need to be slapped with my harsh words other than your own' His sighing echoed through my mind. 'You've gotten far too use to yours'

My mouth fell open a little, he did that crap on purpose?! Just to make me feel bad?! Sometimes I truly wonder what he sees in me. He let out a disgruntled huff and receded back into his cage, ignoring my otherwise easy to pick out thoughts.

I've never experienced him mad at me before.


I was aimlessly wandering again. I had full control of my thoughts, but no control over where I was walking to or my body actions. Everytime this happened, I ended up somewhere different. Sometimes I recognized the place as a place I use to visit but I've long forgotten, or I wouldn't recognize the place at all. A random location all together. This bizzare event use to be quite regular, but stopped occurring in the time frame that Alucard has been in my abyssal plane. So why was it happening now? You wouldn't have anything to do with this do you?

'Even if I did—which I do not—this is the last place I would take you'

So then...you know where we're—I'm—going?

'I do, and I'd prefer it if we not be here but it seems you need to be...your body won't have it any other way'

I frowned at how that sounded and felt the need to ask him more questions about where we were going. What do you know about where I'm heading Alucard? If you know something it'll help me a little.

'I don't want to talk about it'

He abruptly left to his cage and locked it tight, ensuring I didn't have my way inside, he even went out of his way to sound proof the walls. It was almost like how it was before, before Alucard chose me as his master. I wonder what his deal is about where I'm going.

My feet planted themselves in front of two large gates, elegantly engraved with swirling vines and other plants. The iron grated gates looked rather renewed, there was no sign of deterioration nor rust. My eyes searched for a sign to at least tell me the name of this place, from where I was standing it was a colossal sized mansion with a large lawn and long driveway.

On the gates were two letters: HM. I furrowed my brows, "HM"? I pushed my curiousity out of my head and attempted to walk away from the place I had no business being at. I made it two steps away from the gates when my body forcefully yanked itself back in front of the mansion. Fear crawled through my skin, I apparently had to enter inside of it to get something done or come to terms with something, but I don't know this place there could be anything inside. Just what is this place?

'Hellsing Manor'

Those were the only things he said before locking himself away in his cage again. Hellsing manor? What was that? I guess my body got tired of waiting and forced its way through the gates with a simple push of the hand. My body walked down the driveway (that was far longer than it looked) with no hesitation, as if it had every right to be here and dared anyone else to say otherwise. My feet planted themselves at the two huge double doors and it raised my hand to knock, which it did, politely two times.

After waiting patiently, the door opened to reveal a butler of some sort. It was then I gained full control of my body again.


A/N: Just a little side note, if you guys haven't forgotten already, Seras can have her own thoughts that aren't directly gestured at Alucard. Those thoughts will be left without italics and will look like the rest of the text, also, just because it's not gestured to Alucard doesn't mean he can't hear them. An example of that is when Seras was wondering what the location was where she ended up, her question was not aimed towards Alucard because she was sure he wasn't going to answer her but surprisingly he did. Anyway, I have two twists waiting for you guys the next three maybe two chapters so get ready for that. You know what to do REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW! :)