So…I could have gone two ways with this chapter and it took me a long time to choose which path to take as either one of them would change the story but in very different ways…with a lot of help from everyone I know I chose to go this way…I hope it was the right choice, also thank-you SO much for reviewing the last chapter, i'm glad you guys liked it! Thanks again, enjoy :)
Allure – Ste P.O.V
You wake up and look around you and are momentarily panicked; this is not your flat. You are scared for all of five seconds, just wondering what could have happened to you and where you are. You inwardly laugh at yourself as you remember the events of the previous night, how you had finally got the thing you have been craving for days…granted, you didn't get exactly what you wanted but that will change; you can count on it.
You smile as Brendan groans slightly in his sleep and you watch as he turns towards you and pulls you into him; He doesn't even realise he's doing this. You lean forward and kiss him gently on the nose before wriggling out of his grip and attempting to slip under the covers. Suddenly you find yourself being yanked up and you cannot contain the shocked cry that escapes through your lips. You look into Brendan's face and a warm feeling washes over you when you see how content he looks; a small smile is gracing his lips but his eyes are glinting with surpressed happiness...contentment.
"And where do ye think you're going?" He says, his eyes dancing across your face.
"Well…I was gonna wake you up, but…it looks like I was too late"
Brendan raises one eyebrow and looks at you, lust is already filling his eyes and his pupils are beginning to dilate with desire. "Oh really? And how where ye gonna do that Steven?"
You chuckle and quickly manoeuvre yourself out of Brendan's grip before he can even blink. "Oh Brendan…you'll never know now will you?" you wink at him then, completely unashamed that you are stood in front of him fully naked.
"Now…Steven, don't be like that…" He stands up and begins to walk towards you; he looks like he couldn't care less about his own nakedness and unlike you he is already sporting a semi. However, the sight of it seems to awaken your own cock and you can feel it grow with every second that goes by. The Irishmen doesn't relent in his movements and soon your back hits against the wall, you gasp as the cold penetrates your skin. Brendan's soon upon you and places his hands either side of your face, he's smiling at you and his eyes are soft; you feel as though you are going to turn to jelly. He leans in closer and you hold your breath, suddenly feeling self-conscious; you push him away and walk back over to the bed.
Brendan's looking at you; his face is full of concern. You smile at him to show that he didn't do anything wrong. "Nowt worse than morning breath is there?"
"Steven! Are ye being serious?!" He doesn't give you time to answer, before you can do anything he has already closed the gap between you and is pushing you back down onto the bed until you are lying flat; his nails digging into your body. The kiss tastes warm, stale and dry, it should feel gross but it doesn't; in fact it feels strangely comforting, Brendan eventually pulls away and stands up.
"Come on, let's have a shower" He says, as he begins walking out the door; you have no choice but to follow him, besides you haven't seen his bathroom yet. When you reach the bathroom door Brendan opens it for you and you slip in, trailing your hands across the older man's chest. As you take in your new surroundings you can't help but feel slightly jealous; this bathroom is nothing like the one in your own dingy flat, the ceiling isn't covered with mould, the wallpaper isn't peeling, the light isn't dim- actually it's so bright that the whole room is illuminated, not one corner isn't filled with a warm white glow. Then you notice the bath tub and shower cubicle, the bathroom is massive! You can only wish that you could have a separate shower- in fact you wish that you had a shower that actually worked properly. As Brendan turns his shower on you realise that it is a power shower. What a luxury. You hadn't noticed that Brendan is now stood staring at you, looking amusingly confused.
"Steven, are ye just gonna stand there all day or are ye gonna join me?" He tilts his head to one side as you step into the shower cubicle. You give him a small smile before stepping under the water; you can feel his eyes on your body, drinking in the sight and it only makes your dick begin throbbing. "So-" you splutter as water drips into your mouth before continuing, "-what are you doing today?". Brendan still hasn't replied after a minute so you open your eyes, only to find him pumping his extremely hard cock; openly masturbating in front of you. You are so shocked that it takes you a few seconds to find some words. "Brendan…what are you doing?". He's breathless now, his eyes are half-closed and you can see that he is close to coming; you rush forward and grip his wrist, stopping his movements.
"Steven…what are ye doing? I…um, I was getting ready for ye…"
What does he mean 'getting ready for you'? This doesn't make sense.
"What do you mean?" You question.
Brendan doesn't reply, just steps out of the shower leaving you to ponder your thoughts. He is back after about five minutes, carrying something in each hand.
"What is..." You trail off when you see what it is, a condom and a small bottle of lube; you feel you heart rate quicken and you break out into a sweat. Brendan's looking at you, expression unreadable.
"Steven….um-" He shifts uncomfortably on his feet, seemingly having an inward battle with himself. "-last night…it only proved to me how much I want ye…in every way possible…and if ye-" You grab him and pull him towards you, back under the running water; as you kiss you realise there is nothing you have wanted more, nothing that you will ever want as much as this. The kiss becomes just as desperate as it was last night, clawing into each-others skin; not even caring if you hurt one another, too lost in the moment to care. When you break away you take note of Brendan's full lips, how they have turned red from the force of your mouths crushing together. The Irishman's chest is rising and falling just as fast as your own and you are breathing simultaneously; yet again another way you are connected.
You bring your foreheads together before moving your lips close to the older man's ear. You whisper "I want this" and wait for Brendan's reaction.
"Are ye sure? Because we don't have to rush it…I really didn't want to rush it, I wanted to take it slow but I can't help myself! It's just…ye can say-"
"Brendan! I want this right? I asked for this last night, it was you that said no.."
Brendan pushes you then, until once again your back is against the wall and you are being pressed between the Irishman and the cold surface. You trail your hands over the other man's body, pulling him into you; you feel his hands moving to your arse and you feel embarrassed that you are whimpering already.
"Steven, turn around…" You do as Brendan says and turn your body until your chest is against the solid surface. You feel his lips kissing against your neck, pressing on the same bruise that he had caused last night and until this moment you didn't realise how tender it was; it doesn't stop you from leaning into the touch though. Brendan continues to suck down your back until he is on his knees and kissing your arse cheeks; you feel a rush of cold air as he parts them but it is quickly forgotten as he places his tongue on your entry, applying quick licks.
"Oh…Bren" Your legs begin to feel shaky as he starts to plunge deeper into you, loosening your hole and making you ready for him. After about two minutes of him tongue-fucking you he stands up and everything begins to feel cold again. He brings his fingers to your mouth and you eagerly suck on them, feeling impatient when you know what is coming next. As he slips one finger inside of you, you cannot control yourself anymore and moan out his name; it's lucky he has a firm grip around your waist or you would have crumbled by now. You feel him lean into you as he inserts another finger.
"You taste so fucking good, did you know that Steven?"
The only thing you can do is nod and whimper before a third finger slips in and Brendan takes a firm grip of your cock; this time you cannot hold back and you scream as he begins to move his fingers faster inside of you, his angle is perfect and he's hitting your sweet spot every time.
"Fu…Shit! Brendan stop!" You are at serious risk of coming right here, which is why you are glad when Brendan stops straight away, pulling his fingers out of you with extra care.
"What's wrong?"
"Nothing-" You pick up the lube and condom that had been discarded on the floor earlier and pass it to the other man. "-I don't want to come before I've even had you inside of me do I?" You wink at him and a smile creeps onto his face.
"Oh no Steven…that would be a tragedy, wouldn't it?" The Irishman replies as he slips on the condom and squeezes some lube onto his dick. When he is ready he looks at you, all the joking expressions have gone and he is staring at you; looking serious…for a change.
"Steven, are ye sure you want to-"
"Oh my god, Brendan! How many times? I am sure, in fact I am more than sure right? I. Want. You. In. Me. Now". Brendan lets out a low growl and begins to walk towards you, he picks you up and you instantly wrap your legs around his waist; locking your ankles together at the back. You feel your back hit the wall and look into Brendan's eyes, you are lost in them and you find yourself thinking that you never want to escape.
"Ye ready?" The Irishman drawls, not breaking the eye contact.
"Yes!" And with that you feel him push the head of his cock into you, you both hiss as he insets it further; he's going slowly, giving you time to adjust but you want it now. It feels like you have been waiting forever for this moment.
"Hurry…please"
"I don't wanna hurt ye Steven" Brendan says but you can tell all he wants to do is push all the way in, and soon.
"You won't! Just please, I want it all in me" He does as you say and pushes himself right the way in, fuck fuck fuck; you knew Brendan fucking you would feel amazing but you didn't realise it would feel like…this. Every feeling is heightened, everything is blurry and you have gone beyond not hearing anything; you can't speak, can only moan one thing and that is Brendan's name.
As he begins to thrust harder and faster the older man can no longer contain his own screams and hearing him say your name when he is balls deep inside of you is the most perfect thing you have ever heard. After another minute of the intense pleasure you both come, moaning each-others names; and of course it is something that happens at exactly the same time- it seems everything you do happens simultaneously.
When you have both got your breath back Brendan pulls out of you; you look at one another for what feels like forever, the same grins on both of your faces. It's you who speaks first.
"That was…-" There are no words that could even describe it, no words in the world to explain how good that was. "-I can't even…"
"I know, I felt it too Steven…come on, let's get cleaned up"
X
As you reach Brendan's front door you turn and give him an ear-splitting grin, God you felt incredible.
"Brendan…what is this that we are doing?-" You signal between the two of you "-Like what even are we now?" You want to know, you have to know; are you getting what you have been dreaming about?
"I don't…I don't know Steven, I guess we are seeing each-other?"
You feel your smile drop slightly. Seeing each-other? What the fuck does 'seeing' mean? No. Even if it sounded cheesy you wanted a 'label' wanted to be in a 'relationship' with this man; even if the idea is preposterous after knowing him for such little time. What you just done was what…was what couples do! That wasn't just a random shag…not to you anyway; and you could've sworn Brendan felt the same.
"…But what does seeing mean Brendan?" You don't care if you irritate him. You need to know. Need to know if he feels the same...if he is falling for you too.
"It means whatever ye want it to mean Steven…"
The smile creeps back on your face, only this time it is even wider than before. "So I-I can call you my…-" You trail off when you see Brendan smiling at you, he's looking as though he…he adores you. "-what?"
He chuckles then and pulls you closer into a tight hug; as he pulls away he pushes your fringe away from your eyes and places a kiss on your forehead. "Yes Steven...-" he hesitates, face flickering with subtle resistance before he continues. "-...you can call me your boyfriend". You know he is still uncertain, this is too fast...way too fast; but it feels just as natural as breathing, as living...and right now you feel like he has given you the world.
"REALLY?!" You're squealing now, you have never been as happy as this in your entire life; words cannot even describe Brendan anymore but he has just confirmed he is exclusively yours. Yours...wow.
"Yes…really-" He kisses you softly on the lips before turning you and pushing you gently out the door. "-now scram, I need my beauty sleep!"
"Oh…yes you do" You wink at him and he gives you a light tap on the bum before mouthing 'bye' and closing the door. You walk back to your flat feeling more alive than you have ever felt; the smile is still on your face as you crawl into bed that night and fall asleep.
And it's all thanks to one man.
Okay…I have written the next chapter and I am quite happy with it, I hope you guys like it...kinda worried actually! But it will be posted tomorrow! Please review x
P.S- To the guest reviewer who suggested the thing about Noah...don't worry, i'm thinking the same! all in good time :)