I Just Can't Live Without You

Summary-

Sasuke is in a band called Suicidal Ducktape. Everything was somewhat normal. He had everything; fangirls, concerts, ext. The only thing: He's in love with his older brother. And, to cover it up, he's a slut behind the scenes. What happens when Itachi finds out? Yaoi, incest, other stuff, lemons..

Pairing(s)- NejixSasuke, NarutoxSasuke, KakashixSasuke, KibaxSasuke, SakuraxIno, SakuraxInoxHinata, but mostly ItachixSasuke. Duh, lol.

A/U crossover- meaning, it takes place in out world, but some of the stuff is the same like in their world. (a little confusing, ne?)


Warnings: Lemon(s), lots and lots of yaoi and yuri, incest, lots of cussing, and other.....stuff...... and there is going to be a lot of song..things..

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Quote of the chapter:

People are more violently opposed to fur than leather because it's safer to harass rich women than motorcycle gangs.

- Dave Barrs

Poem of the chapter:

Eighty-six must be our secret number
To say we are in love among a crowd.
We are one whenever we're together,
Though we daren't mention it out loud.
We giggle at the same idea unspoken
And smile in simultaneous disdain,
Existing in a single cell unbroken,
Two nuclei alike in joy and pain.
Outwardly we are just closest friends
Because we do not wish to cause distress.
But when we're grown, the fairy tale ends
As we come out in more authentic dress.
Meanwhile we're ourselves in secrecy,
Our silence merely adding to our glee.

-Nicholas Gordon

Chapter 11

It never gets any better

As soon as I woke up, I knew there was something wrong. The air was tense, there was no breathing on my neck like I thought there would be, and there was so warm body cuddling with mine.

I woke up to cold sheets and a looming feeling, almost like anxiety, but worst. There was something wrong, and it involved me, in a way.

I couldn't tell what exactly was wrong, but I felt the need to be comforted and reassured, by Itachi, and only him. I had a weird feeling like something was wrong with him, and me. Or something like that.

I slowly opened my eyes, quickly crawling out of my bed, the cold morning air hitting me like a brick. I shivered, goose bumps forming on my skin like tiny mosquito bites.

I shivered a few more times, standing on my tippy toes to get away from the cold, frozen-like wooden floor, hands clawing at my forearms to stop shaking with frigidness and the feeling like something bad was going to happen, or already happened, before grabbing a small blanket, wrapping it around my pale, lithe frame, burying my head in it, and then walking out of the room, whose door was wide open.

I shuddered, closing my eyes for a few seconds, as my body wouldn't stop shivering, and feeling weak. 'Stop it, dammit!' I yelled at him, wondering what the hell was wrong with me. Everything was fine! '... Everything was fine,' I repeated, with more emphasis in my head.

I shook my head to myself, biting my lip, refusing to open my eyes as I continued walking into the kitchen, assuming it was still in the same place, since I was in Kakashi's house. "It's fine. Itachi probably just got up really late last night," I said to myself, but even to me, my voice was shaky and crackly, and it sounded more like I was just trying to reason with myself; that he didn't abandon me, that he still wants me, that he still wants to be with me.

'Of course he still wants me,' I reasoned with myself as I entered the kitchen, and found no one there. 'He's in love with me... He said so himself...' But there was still that little voice in the back of my head, that mysteriously showed up only when I was thinking about Itachi.

'What if he doesn't love you....?'

I shook my head of those thoughts, disgusted with myself that I could even think of such things. 'Although... I do have a reason to be like... I mean, after all, he is my brother. Not only that, but I've never felt this much in love with someone before.... I'm so vulnerable to him, since he's the only person, besides Gaara and Lily, that knows this much about me,' I thought, sighing gently to myself.

I walked into the living room, still trying to locate the love of my life. I heard heavy breathing in the next room, and decided, with huge, confused, curious eyes to go figure out what it was.

I entered the family room, seeing a figure sitting on the couch. It was Itachi.

I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding, my head fuzzy and dizzy, relief spreading throughout my body. "Itachi," I breathed. He shot his head up, and I realized that he was previously looking at his phone. His face flashed a bunch of emotions, most of which I read were not good.

I blinked, confusion lacing my words as I asked what was wrong, walking over to him. He flinched as I tried to touch him, making me frown. He wouldn't answer me, and only kept asking, "How could I have been so stupid?!"

"Itachi," I called once more, lightly touching his arm. He jumped slightly, eyes wide with shock as he looked up at me, startled. "Sasuke...?" He breathed, his eyes softening, and his body going limp. I blinked a few times, worry plain on my face and laced throughout my words as I asked, "Itachi, what's wrong?" He murmured something so low that my hearing couldn't pick up. "Nani?" I asked, confused. He sighed, running a pallid hand through is long, black hair that was out of its normal pony tail. His eyes finally left his phone, but they kept glancing at it every few seconds.

"Itachi?" I called my brother again, and he finally faced me. I knew something was horribly wrong right then. He his eyes shone with unshed tears, face contorted with pain, and what looked like shame, and anxiety. "Itachi, my love, what the hell is wrong?" I asked again, shaking with panic. Itachi swallowed hardly, like it hurt to do so.

He mumbled something, inhaling a shuddered breath. I strained my ears to hear, but could not. "Nani? I can't hear you, love. Speak up," I said, gently choosing my words so I didn't upset him anymore than necessary. He swallowed like he did a minute ago, hardly, and like it hurt him.

"I have a daughter."

My eyes went wide, mouth drying up faster then it ever had before. I couldn't find any words, my mouth was just opening and closing. Shock, confusion, and betrayal ran through me life a mind-blowing orgasm, except it was one that felt like I had gotten raped, and my body betrayed me by liking it, giving into the rough, sick pleasure.

The shock wore off after a few minutes after watching Itachi's eyes start to glass over, and tears spilled from his beautiful, sad coal eyes. It nearly tore my heart in half to see the boy that I had completely and utterly fallen for, so distraught and helpless before me, and I could do nothing to help him, besides comfort him.

Watching Itachi, determination to stop the seemingly endless flow of tears came rushing upon me like a wall of dark water that I wanted to make clear. I hopped up from where I was at with a cat-like grace, and sped-skipped over to where my beloved brother was sitting on the counter, which I hadn't realized he sat upon earlier, face in hands, silently sobbing. It made my whole body ache with worry, and helplessness just at the site of him. My love was crying; whether it was from the fact he had a daughter and didn't know it, that he thought I hated him because of it, because I felt betrayed because of it, I didn't know. I did, however, feel somewhat betrayed by the fact that he had gotten a female pregnant, and the fact that he even had sex with a female. Though, this was not the time to feel so negative towards my brother; he needed me... But... what could I possibly do?

I frowned, shaking my head. 'Come on, Sasuke! You have to do something to help Aniki! This is your problem now too, since he's your lover now. He needs you now more then anyone else. It doesn't matter what you do; he just needs you,' I thought, giving myself more motivation, instead of just standing there, watching as my whole world was crumbling, and crying to himself.

I stood on my tippy toes, wrapping my arms around Itachi, who stiffened at the sudden contact, but I guess he realized it was me, for he relax into my touch, and his sobbing softened somewhat. I let him go somewhat, and held him hand, making him look at me when I put my hand under his chin. I gave him a soft smile, one to reassure that I was okay, and everything was going to be okay, even though I didn't fully believe that.

I had to believe it, though; hope was the only thing that we were clinging onto right now. It's not every day that your brother, whom you have incestuous affections for, and also has them back, announces that he has a daughter. I knew this was a serious time, and though I didn't understand anything, besides the obvious, I knew that Itachi needed me more then I needed him at this moment.

He gave me a pathetic smile back, and gently, with great effort, I noticed, hopped off the counter. I clung onto his arm, making him let out a small chuckle, which turned me even more helpful that this wouldn't break Itachi. We could get through this. After all, we were Uchihas. Nothing breaks us down for long, if at all. I shot him a cheery smile, one that was half real and half wanting to cheer him up again.

I led him to the couch I was previously sitting on, and sat on the end of it, opening my legs so he could sit between them, which he did. I grabbed the soft, dark red blanket from the top of the black, leather couch we were suddenly cuddling on, wrapping around our two shivering forms. I leaned back, Itachi doing the same. I smiled a bit, fondly at the dark brown hair that was in its usual pony tail that I had grown up with, butterflies fluttering around with this little contact from the older male.

I nuzzled my face into Itachi's warm neck, hearing a low chuckle rise in his throat. I smiled a bit wider, happiness that I made him feel a bit better rushing through me, making me want to squeal with delight and satisfaction, and just pure giddiness. I must have let out a girly sound, because Itachi turned his head to meet my dancing eyes, an amused smirk upturning his angelic lips which practically begged to be kissed. I gazed at him like he was an angel; which, to me in a sense, he is like my angel.

He must've seen me watching him in awe, glancing at his lips ever so often, for he descended those heavenly lips upon mine in a soft, delicate kiss. I immediately responded, kissing him back lightly. Our kiss turned soft, and had a sad happiness to it, as contradictive as it may be, to a needy kiss, that left us writhing and moaning for more as we parted, breath becoming an annoying necessity.

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