"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Godric" Pam bleated shaking her head, not quite believing what she had done herself.
It took her a while to process that Godric wasn't looking at her, his beautiful eyes were fixed on the doorway where Eric stood. His face like stone as his piercing cerulean eyes bore into those of hers, Pam's mouth hung open the shock not subsiding.
"Eric I…" he begun,
"I never thought it would be you to try to take her from me, Godric" Eric spat practically shaking with anger,
"you've given me no choice, she needs time away from you, Eric you are not fit to care for the both of them after what I've heard" Godric snarled,
"YOU WILL NOT TAKE HER FROM ME!" Eric stammered so loud Pam thought it would bring the house down,
"yeah? We'll see about that" Godric challenged as his large white fangs snapped down, impressively and Eric's did the same. She barely had any time to register before Eric had picked Godric up like a rag doll and threw him into the creaky wooden base of the wall. "ERIC STOP!" Pam shrieked watching horrified as Godric started beating the un-living daylights out of Eric and Eric trying his best to fight back. There was no questions asked Godric was faster and three times older than Eric, he would KILL HIM!
'Stop!' she wailed her voice cracking and shaking,
She never thought she'd see the day her maker for once fighting for her. At that Pam snapped out of her momentary daze then suddenly something clicked, she had to stop them. At that she ran run in, yanking at Godric's wan coloured tunic, she was stumbled back unsteadily rocking on her as he was thrown yet again into the opposite wall. Eric snarled and started towards him when Pam appeared in front of him fire in her eyes as she gripped onto the lapels of his cobalt shirt. He towered over her his eyes black with rage.
"STOP IT ERIC, DON'T DO THIS TO ME AGAIN!" She shrieked with passion, watching as the fight left him, she cupped his face with both hands, he closed his eyes relishing in the close contact between them in what seemed like forever ago. It was then she remembered their relationship and she forced herself to remember everything he had put her through these past two years. Pam watched his face screw up in unsureness as she pulled away practically feeling the pain flash over her.
"I told you that our relationship was strictly business now, you're command for me never to be with another man broke when you uttered those magic words, so you know what that means I'm a free agent know" Pam scoffed softly as she saw the agony display across his features at her words.
"Pam, I know that you've lost your taste for me but I haven't lost my taste for you…
" he begun but she cut him off, he had no idea how she felt right now, it was like a big ball of incertitude had settled a weight on her dead heart, she loved him so much it hurt to talk, to even look at his face anymore. Every time she looked at him all she would see was a stranger not the man she fell for all those years ago, he shook his head not wanting to believe she had rejected him a third time, she watched his every move as he grabbed her hand placing it on his muscular chest where his heart once beat.
"You know me Pam, I love you just give me a week to turn back the clocks for us…" he pleaded desperation painting each word, if pam's heart still had the ability to beat she would have gone into cardiac arrest,
"no Eric we've changed to much, you're not the same Eric that you were when I met you, she's changed you. You don't fucking belong to me anymore you belong to her" she whispered yanking her hand from his chest and raising her chin.
She felt her offspring squirm for the hundredth time that night. Godric who had remained silent throughout this entire conversation finally piped up,
"I have a new home in Sweden, we shall all go there as a family the three of us, we'll leave tonight it'll only be for a little while" he conveyed,
"I'm not going anywhere with him" Pam sobbed out not realising she was crying until she felt the tear drip onto her exposed snow white coloured skin,
she watched as Eric flinched at the resentment in her voice and felt a brief moment of victory but it was short lived as his eyes met hers. It reminded her of sibling rivalry like a brother and sister fighting but he was much more than that he was her one true love.
"Ja far" Eric spoke in his mother tongue not once taking his eyes of Pam who was staring into his. His eyes burning with so much love and passion that she had to look away. "Dotter…?" he asked, her eyes met his and embarrassment rushed through her,
"fine…whatever" she grit out quickly diverting eye attention.
"it is almost dawn, we shall go back to fangtasia and I'll wait while you guys pack your stuff, we will go to ground, I will stay in one of the travel coffins" he said sending Eric a nod in his direction and then his eyes yet again shifted back to Pam's.
"Pamela do you understand?" he asked as she eyed him wearily then nodded her head tiredly the fight seeming to have left her to. Being pregnant sure did have its perks.
Back at Fangtasia everything was back to normal, except for the mess which was their club floor, the Hep V vampires had cleared of and by the looks of it so had Sookie and her little army of bitches.
"Ginger will clean this up" Eric spat as Pam followed him and Godric."The travel coffins are in that room" Eric said as Godric made his way towards the lone door and disappeared, leaving her and Eric alone.
"I gotta go to ground" Pam spoke starting towards the basement, it was then she felt a vice grip on her fore arm, it was Eric.
"Pam…" he begun, she shrugged him off with an irritated sigh and made her way downstairs to the vault. When she reached the basement, she felt her maker's arms snake around her waist he spun her around pulling their bodies flush together as her swollen womb met that of his toned muscular middle, he spun her so fast her so fast that she was surprised her heels didn't snap.
His nose was millimetres away from hers, his hands moved from her waist, to her face cupping her cheeks. Her makers thumb traced over her plump her lips; Pam mentally cursed herself for the involuntary gasp she let out at intimate contact.
"I can't stop thinking about you" he admitted before his lips crashed to hers, she responded instantly her arms swathed around his neck and into his short fair golden hair. She moaned as she felt his mouth start to plant kisses down her neck as his hands started to move farther and farther down her body. Until she felt him start to undo the buttons of her dress as a shot of pleasure soared through her, their baby kicking against her, she heard Eric's husky laugh rumble from deep within him before he started biting on her ear. Her eyes snapped open as she realised what was happening for the third time that night. Pam pushed him off and threw herself into the opposite wall his touch still lingered sweetly on her lips
"STOP!" the female shrilled out sharply, she cringed internally at Eric's wounded expression. Fuck, she hated when he looked at her like that. He started towards her but she put up a hand to stop him in his tracks.
"We can't do this again, you say you love me but you don't not in the way I love you theres so much regret you said so yourself a mere nine months ago, you are sorry, sorry because its me having your baby and not sookie just cant deal with this today I'm going to die I'm tired" she stuttered out,
"Pam this distance between us is just gonna keep fucking drawing me closer to you it has to end" he started trying to take another step his dominant side showing.
"Eric I said no, ok now go and fuck your faerie" she stated trying to keep her calm cool effect.
"I can't Pam it's killing me, I need you, I love you I don't want Sookie I was not thinking straight everything was so messed up I don't regret anything we did, Im sorry but not for the reasons you think I dont regret meeting you, Im not sorry about making love to you and Im not sorry that im having a baby with you please pamela just give me another chance" he begged gripping both her arms tightly making it impossible to escape from his grip he was way stronger than her being one thousand and all with his ancient powers. She shook her head refusing to look at him as she felt scarlet tears well up in her eyes again, her view blurring crimson.
"YOU CLAIM TO LOVE ME BUT YOU WAS SAYING THE SAME THING TO SOOKIE A MERE TWO WEEKS AGO, ERIC I CAN'T TRUST YOU EVER AGAIN, I'M GOING TO FUCKING SLEEP KNOW DON'T TRY AND STOP ME!" She shrieked climbing into her coffin and slamming the lid shut tight. She could hear Eric's sad huff as he climbed into his coffin. She waited half an hour until it went quiet and then let herself die for the day to.
She arose around seven o'clock climbing out of her coral coloured resting place taking careful stock of her surroundings, at first glance she spotted Eric's coffin was open instinctively she closed the lid, the female padded towards the stairs catching sight of herself in the antique mirror that hung on the wall, fuck she was huge, her fuchsia dress fit snug around her rounding abdomen, she could drop any second doctor dick head had said so a couple days ago, she exhaled an unneeded breath continuing on up the companionway. The club lights flashed magically, but fangtasia held no humans in sight, the female made to the bar and started to polish glasses at an inhuman speed
'Pam?' came Godric's voice
'what' she spat bitterly before realising who she was speaking to, she continued to look down at the infrared glasses stacked in front of her
'Sorry-she whispered- I just woke up I tend to get a bit- she was cut off
'Pam about earlier- it was her turn to intercept
' I don't know what I was thinking, I was just lonely,
I-I had lost er- he cut in again
'I'm not sorry' Godric breathed with a charming smirk, a picture of confusion Painted the females face
' excuse me' she clucked out her throat becoming dry and tight.
Will be updated tommoz hope u enjoyed xxx