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/RYOSAKUEIJI/
Chapter 11 : Own Worlds
This party is no fun at all. He said while sipping from the glass of orange juice. The place is still the same, no one notice the event that happen outside the hall which for him is more interesting than this boring welcome party and then, he saw Eiji walking the hall and about to exit.
Concentrating looking at the red hair guy, he does not notice the person walking close to him.
"You got them." Fuji said from his back. Noticing the look from Eiji, he knew something happened to them and that wont escaped from the sharp eyes of Fuji. He does not know from the beginning what happen but it sure made a bomb to explode without permission.
Ryoma just throw a what-do-you-mean look to him. He knew Fuji since he entered the tennis team but he does not know that he also have a sharp mind to decipher just by the expression of their faces what happened to them.
"Sakuno-chan and Eiji got their first fight." He said while looking at the close door of the party hall.
"Hn." He smirked. He Tries to cover his grinning face from the sadistic's eyes by lowering his head and sipping from the glass of orange. .
"You really wanted her to be yours." Fuji continued.
"Hn." He walked away.
You're really planning to be the mean here to get her. He said looking at the blue-green boy walking towards the food table.
I can get her with out being to mean at all. Ryoma smirked. Now,just a little more push and he will be the one who will break their relationship.
/RYOSAKUEIJI/
Eiji's World
It's been two days after their fight and she doesn't want to talk to him, he thought
***FLASHBACK***
He followed her.
Outside, the trees sways from the wind as it passed through them. Sakuno feels the wind through her face but it does not washed away the tears that falls to her face. The sound of his voice is still echoing into his ears.
"Then tell me… why are you acting strange from the moment you saw him?"
"Do you still have feelings for him?"
"Do you still have feelings for him?"
"Do you still have feelings for him?"
"I hate you Eiji, after all… you doubted my love" Sakuno thought and still continue running away as fast as she could.
"Sa-chan! Wait!" he yelled. "Please stop running! Please stop!"
"Then stop following me." She said. She knew that Eiji is following her so she runs away from him. He can't accept the fact that he doubts her. It hurt her so much.
"Then let me explain my self." He said reaching her hands and made her stop but he can see the tears running to her face.
The place is quiet. No cars or cab running their way and it seems that they are the only people in the earth. The crickets can be heard around them, the only sound you can hear from the place and her sobs.
She stopped but she does not turn to face him. "I'll be fair to you then. So tell me why you doubt my love for you?"
He does not know what to answer because he really doubted her but now, after looking at her face, he does hurt her with his words. He does not doubt her but he was insecure and he doubts him.
"It's not you who I doubt but I am not sure about him."
"Do you think by any chance he is in love with me or I am still in love with him? Are you out of your mind? You, of all the people, know how much he have hurt me just so that I will be away from him and you should know how happy I am that you trust me and you love me but when he is around, you are acting strange. You are affected by him!" she said in between tears.
"I'm not acting strange; it's you that acted so strange from the start." He said. "You thought I won't notice how tense you are from the time you have seen him. Why? Why are you tense and nervous when he is around?"
"I…I…I am not used to it. To him, Thinking that he is just around makes me feels uneasy. You never know how painful it was to see him smiling after the heart aches he gave to me. It's not easy to pretend okay. To pretend friendly to someone who have broke your heart so many times. To see him smiling and carefree like he never does any harm to anyone." She felt hatred filling her again but it's not just that there was something that hinders her to hate that guy but she is more hurt to Eiji's accusations, maybe she act like that but she never cheated him. "And you, accusing me…it's the most painful thing to me, NOW!" she ran.
"Sakuno"
At the Eiji's house
"Eiji, where is she?" his okaa-san asked
"She won't come. We got into a fight and she got disappointed to me and get angry." He said
"She is angry with you? You really do hurt her, right? She won't be angry and disappointed that easy." His sister said. "Okay, so… everything is wasted because of you."
"I don't know. It's just that she acted unusual and I see her with that guy…my blood boiled and then… I hurt her by my clumsy mouth" he said sadly. "I'll just go to my room now. Goodnight!"
"He was really hurt." His okaa-san inquired.
"He loves that girl but he is the one making ways to break the relationship they made." His sister answered.
***END OF FlashBack***
"Why does not she open her phone? She also went to a 3 day vacation with her cousins. She really hates me. She will break up with me. She will go to other place and she will stay there for good. She will be famous and she won't recognize an ordinary man like me. She…she will be with somebody else and they will get married and t-they…" he was cut-off by his sister.
"Stop that non-sense! You're thinking about breaking-up? You told me before that you won't think that. You, BAKA!" she said. "I don't know why I have a brother like you. If you want her forgiveness, just wait, 3 days are not long time. She will be home tomorrow why don't you do something to gain her forgiveness and not just a motionless idiot here."
"Gain her forgiveness? Yeah, that's great. I will cook for her tomorrow in their house then I will make a special dish just for her. What a brilliant Idea. Nyahahaha!" he said. "I need to be ready. Hey, onee-chan, what are you doing? Don't just stay there. Nyahahaha"
"Okay, his back to his real self" closing the door of his brother's room.
Sakuno's World
At the Ryuuzaki's beach house,
She went there not to have fun but to clear her mind. It's clear that she is really having doubt. She is having uncertainty on her feelings. Her world that have collided by her one-sided love for Ryoma, and now she knows that is coming back to pieces which shouldn't be happening for she knows it will affect the relationship she had now but she can't control it. Maybe, Eiji is right, that she still have a feelings for that guy but how can that happened…
The first time she saw him in his house, she knows that her heart still recognized his presence and his mere existence made her heart beats fast as if she was running for her life. The moment his warm hands touches hers, she knows that he was now different and it was proven by his sudden change of tone and attitude when he spoke to her. She can't deny it even her mind doesn't argue with it. It hurts to see him again but…it's a mystery for her why she feels that ryoma was different towards her and that's a bad sign for her, she thought.
The world he shares to Eiji is a different scenario. That world is nothing but happiness. She feels safe and secured. She feels nothing can harm her from the outside. She is happy. The moment he was around telling her that everything is going to be alright. She feels that in him, the world will revolve but I'm safe. I'm safe. The moment he told her that he love her, she knows that he was not lying…that he is honest and he will be her shield. That she will be happy forever but is that what she wants? Yes, that's what every woman wants, to be safe and to be happy with the one they love but there is something wrong, she thought.
That's the reason she leaves the two worlds. She needs time in her own world to recognize the hesitation her heart feels. She doesn't want to be like this. She doesn't like the feeling that surrounds her. The feeling of heartache and hesitation that she never felt after he left; the feeling of being weakling that now she felt. I'm a weakling again… but he… why does he always make me feels this way? I don't want him… I want somebody else. I want to be real to him. I don't want to cheat to Eiji. (a/n: the him/he: ryoma, him/he:Eiji)
"What's the matter?" her cousin, Sakura asked. (a/n: sakura is not a character in pot just mine,but here, she is sakuno's cousin)
"Nothing, sakura-neesan." She denied.
"If you are having a problem, just share it to me, I'll do what I can to help you." Sakura said.
"I-It's fine. Nothing to worry about" She said.
"Okay."
"M-matte. Can I ask you something?" She said shyly.
"Yes."
"What will you do if your heart is having hesitations?" Sakuno asked.
"Hesitations?" she thinks for awhile before answering. "Maybe you should see how things will turn out?" she really is having a hard time here. I know that his first love have comeback and coach asked me to invite her to this vacation so this is the reason.
"What do you mean?" Sakuno asked.
"Just like the river, in the end, the river will be connected to the ocean and the river can't escape it. In love, you will be crazy about it and the problem it has, but in the end you will end to the one your heart really desires and you can't escape the truth that he is the one for you." Her cousin answered. "Just let the love flow in your life in the right time, the love will choose who is right for you. I know you are seized by two hearts but the first one is the one you love and the other one is the one you like and there is a big difference between the two, between love and like."
"Maybe… I should let my heart decide this one." She said quietly. "B-But how do you know…" she was cut-off by her cousin.
"Okay, I'll go now. Just go out if you settle things now, okay?" Sakura uttered.
"H-hai."
Ryoma's World
After the welcoming party, there is no practice that is held in the campus because Tezuka and Oishi with their coach are finding a nice training camp for the team and made the said days for the team to rest after all they will have their training back after that.
Ryoma is waiting for practice but it turned out that they will never have. This thought kills him, and that is because he is dying to have a match and he wants to see some "broken relationship" result.
"Ryoma!" his mother yelled from the first floor. "Aren't you going down already? The dinner is ready."
"Kaa-san, I'll be there in a minute." He said lazily.
He ate his food and planned to sleep.
"Hey, Brat…" his father said all of a sudden.
"What now, oyaji?" he said in an irritated tone.
"They say that you have done something unpleasant to your sempai, yesterday?"
"So…" he said. "I don't care if I do something bad. After all…I never cared that much now."
If he just let her go then everything is fine between us… but he just doesn't get it. He is a pain in the nerve.
"Fine… I don't care about these rumors, mostly if it's about guy's problem." His father said.
***FLASHBACK***
On the party,
Nanjiro saw everything that happened in the garden. How Ryoma try to apologize to Sakuno. How she denied how hurt she is. How the red head boy becomes jealous to what he saw and everything that happened.
That brat is making his move now and his taking it seriously.
***END OF FlashBack***
"Then let that issue die…"
"Ryoma, matte." His mother said.
He stopped and looked at his mother. "What now, okaa-san?"
"I know you have comeback to Japan to be with your team and so, what's with that attitude toward your sempai?" his okaa-san inquired.
"I stick with that reason but there are some changes." He said walking upstairs. And that reason is made by him, damn it!
That brat sure is changing now. Now, he knows what is really important to him. Nanjiro thought grinning to his self.
"Nanjiro, talk to your son, I don't want to make things worse." Rinko said irritated.
"Just let him. You know that's part of being a man."
"Being a man? Huh… I like what you are thinking." She grins.
Okay, brat. Your mother is planning something. I hope it will help you.
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