Jared just looks at me. I'm staring into his eyes that I didn't notice that his hand was going south fast. I snapped out of it when he tugged my dick. He pulled it back and forth. I put my arms on the wall and tilted my head back with my eyes closed. Jared started tugging faster and faster. I moved my head back facing him. He was smiling. Then I came…

It hit his leg and ran down. The smiled never left Jared's face. "I'm sorry." I said turning red.

"You're fine." Jared said. "Did it feel good?"

"What do you think?" I said.

"You heard me sing." Jared said looking away from me.

"Is this why you take a shower after everyone else does?" I asked.

He was turned red.

"You have a beautiful voice." I said.

He smiled.

"I better dry off and head to bed." I said.

Jared jumped up and hugged me.

"What was that for?" I asked.

"Nothing." He said.

I got out of the shower dried off and went to bed with wet hair. Nobody knew what happened. Everyone was fast asleep and a orderly took me to my room because I was breaking curfew. I fell asleep right away and was woken up my no one other than Gerard. He was smiling again. Good.

"Wake up, wake up wake up." Gerard said frantically shaking me.

"Enough, enough, Gee, stop." I said.

He laughed. "It's 9:00, breakfast." He said.

"Alright, I'll be there in a second." I said sitting up.

Gerard skipped away and out the door.

I slipped my shoes on and stood up. I walked out of my room and saw Frank jogging over to me.

"Hey, Frank, Gerard went over to breakfast." I said.

"Oh, I know I pasted him. I was wondering if you have seen Jared. My room is right beside his and he is not in his room. I already checked the dining hall and he wasn't there." Frank said.

"Don't worry about it, Frank. I'll fine him. Go catch up with Gerard." I said.

I walked over to Jared's room and he was in there. I looked around his room and under his bed and he wasn't in the room. I walked down the hall and to the bathroom where I was last night. A couple showers were on. David was showering, Mike had just turned the water off.

"Tom, I would wait until tomorrow to take a shower. The water is ice cold." Mike said.

I nodded my head and went to the shower stall me and Jared were at last night. It was still running I could hear it. I peered the corner and saw Jared seating propped against the wall. His eyes were closed. He was taking short choppy breaths. He had been there all not. HE was still naked.

"Jared?" I asked taking off my shoes and socks. I turned the water off. I grabbed his under arms and dragged him out of the water. He was shivering uncontrollably.

"I need help!" I yelled. I grabbed a spare towel and started drying off Jared to warm him up. I picked him up and sat him on the bench where the people wait for a shower. He still wasn't getting warm. I pulled off my shirt and slip it over his head and put it on him. I slid my pants off and put the on him. He was slipping in and out of consciousness. "Stay with me Jared." I said. I grabbed my socks and pulled them on his feet. I picked him up and he was limp in my arms. I could hear him moan when I picked him up. I walked out of the bathroom. I realized I was wearing nothing but boxers.

"Help me! I need help!" I yelled. Two orderlies and Dr. Tomo came running.

"Tom, what going on?" Dr. Tomo asked.

I kept walking towards the infirmary.

"I found Jared on the shower floor like this. I tried to get him warm with a towel but it wasn't working so I put my clothes on him." I said.

The orderlies took Jared from me and walked towards the infirmary.

"Tom, let me take you to your room." Dr. Tomo said.

"I didn't do it. I swear. Jared and I took a shower last night and when I was finished Jared was still in there and I thought he was leaving behind me." I said.

"I know you didn't do anything. Let's get you into some new clothes and off to a late breakfast." Dr. Tomo said.

"I didn't do it, Dr. Milicevic." I said.

I only said Dr. Milicevic wen I was dead serious.

"I believe you, Thomas. Once we get Jared stable you can go see him." Dr. Tomo said.

I nodded. I got dressed and walked into the dining hall where Gerard ran up to me and hugged me.

"We heard about Jared. Is he ok?" he asked.

"I don't know." I said sitting down at the table. Frank had got me some breakfast.

"Thanks Frank." I said.

"It's nothing, you helped me last night. An eye for an eye, right?" Frank said.

I smirked. "Why would he stay in the shower all night and risk hyperthermia?" I asked.

"Tom, he is just like all of us. We are in a fucking mental institution. We all have mental breakdowns. You should know that after four years." Gerard said.

"You're right. Maybe the thought the dangers were after him last night and I saved him." I said.

Frank and Gerard nodded. We ate.

I hung out with them for a while before an orderly said I could visit Jared. He was awake and asking about me.

I wanted to run as fast as I could to him but I held back and walked pretty fast to the infirmary. I turned into the infirmary and Jared was watching the door and his eyes lit up when he saw me.

I ran over to him and kissed him. He started crying. "I was so worried about you." I said.

"You saved me from the dangers." Jared said.

"What happened?" I asked.

"They held me down on the shower floor after you left. The cold water came and hours later you showed up. I could move. Everything started to fade after you took off your shirt. I woke up in here wearing your clothes." Jared said.

"I was so worried." I said almost in tears.

"Don't cry, Tom. I'm ok now." Jared said wiping his own face from his tears.

"I just so happy that you are ok." I said.

He smiled. He sat up and folded his legs. I sat on his bed and folded my legs and my knees touched his. He kissed me. We talked for hours. We skipped lunch and dinner. He fell asleep together.

It was really early. I hear Jared get up and go to the bathroom. He came back laid back beside me. I knew he was sleep. He gently ran us fingers through my hair. I kept my eyes closed. I felt Jared's hand go down my arm and on my stomach and down my thigh. He stuck his hand down my pants and pulled my dick out. He rubbed it until I got hard. I kept my eyes closed until I thought was right. He stopped touching my dick and I could hear him moving around. Then I felt him on top of me. I opened my eyes right as Jared sat on my dick. My penis entered his ass.

"Oh, I'm sorry did I wake you. It's 8:30." Jared said going up and down.

"You're fine. You could have warned me. I could have given you a little show." I said.

He smiled and started going faster. By his face I knew he was in pain. I came.

"Jared, you can stop. I came." I said.

Jared smiled and got off me.

I sat up and saw it was almost 9. I started walking to the dining hall. Jared was holding my hand. We walk into the dining hall with yelling. I realized that Gerard and Mark were fighting.

"Fuck you!" Mark yelled.

"When, where and how hard?" Gerard yelled.

"You can't tell me where to sit." Mark replied.

"I have sat here for six fucking years. Go sit it in your normal fucking seat over there you fucking asshole." Gerard yelled.

"It's a free fucking country. I can sit anywhere I damn please." Mark yelled.

I ran over to Gerard.

"Gee, stop." I said.

"No, Tom. I have been sitting in the same spot for six fucking long years. This asshole won't change things now." Gerard said.

"Mark, go, to another table." I said.

He looked at me. "Fuck you. Fuck all of you."

"Gladly, you fucking assface." Gerard yelled.

"Calm down, Gee." Frank said.

"Wow, what we miss." Jared said.

"I know, When did Mark get the balls to talk to somebody?" I asked.

Then it hit me.