Chatper 11

Wrong

"So how did you do on your chemistry test?" Alice asks me as we walk toward her car at the end of school.

"Oh um a B."

"I thought you said you wouldn't settle for anything, but an A." Alice says quietly.

"Yeah well, I got distracted... while studying."

Alice looks confused, but doesn't say anything else.

I'm not sure why I'm not telling my best friend about my day with Jacob.

I know she senses that there's something up, but she isn't prying.

Which is very uncharacteristic for her.

The ride home is quiet and when she pulls up to my house and I get out I suddenly feel like she definitely knows.

And I don't know why she isn't asking me a hundred questions.

"See you tomorrow!"

"Bye," I call.

A few hours later I decide to draw on some paper on the living room floor.

I begin to redraw the mountain that Jacob showed me when I get a text.

Where are you? from Jacob.

Home. I respond.

Come outside.

I quickly go to the door and Jacob is leaning against the railing of my front porch.

God he looks amazing.

I quickly that out of my head.

"What are you doing here?" I ask quickly.

"No need to welcome me," he smiles.

"I wasn't expecting-"

"Don't you like surprises?"

"I-"

"So long as Charlie doesn't come by what does it matter?" he chuckles walking up to me and forcing me to walk backwards back inside.

He closes the door behind him.

I can't help, but feel an exciting pit in my stomach by his advances.

"So how was school today kid?"

"Ew. You sound like my dad."

He chuckles again.

"What are you up to? Homework?" He teases.

"No." I growl.

"No?"

"I was..."

"Yes?"

"I was... drawing..."

"Really?" He looks genuinely happy by this.

"Show me."

"Right now!"

"Yeah why not?"

"B-Because it's not finished!" I shout not entirely sure why it matters so much.

"Nonsense, show."

"Well... alright."

I lead him to my drawing in the living room and he studies it.

"Wow. You really have some talent Bella, just learn how to work a machine and you can tattoo people down at the shop with us." He grins.

"Ha, no."

"Well the offers there."

"Thanks, but I'm alright."

"So what are we going to do now?" He asks crossing his arms with a grin.

"Well seeing as I was totally expecting you I have prepared a variety of activities for us to indulge in." I respond.

He laughs, Jacob laughs more than anyone I've ever met, but this time I join him in laughing.

"I do have some more artwork upstairs that I found," I supply once I stop laughing.

"Take me at once," Jacob smiles.

I lead up the stairs, noticing that my chest flutters a little bit.

My room is never messy and it's strange to have someone as unkempt as Jacob in my pristine room.

The artwork that I found I decided to hang on my walls.

There are about 15 pieces all together, most are drawings and there's 4 paintings.

Jacob looks at all of them individually and I watch him.

I've never seen someone so engrossed in artwork as him and that it's mine is completely astounding.

I have never planned to show anybody my artwork or do anything with it.

Finally after about ten minutes of silence he looks back at me.

"This one." He points to a picture of my mom I drew of her on the beach.

"Who is this?"

"My mom."

"I thought so, I can see in the use of colors and details you drew how much she means to you."

"Meant." I whisper.

He frowns.

"I know what it's like to loose a parent too Jacob."

His frown deepens and he sighs.

He looks back at the drawing and then goes to another one.

The last one I remember drawing.

It's not at all like the others.

It's almost a psychedelic drawing.

"You have to explain this one, it definitely stands apart and is my favorite."

Oh no, I think, I can't explain that one to him.

"No."

"What? Why not?"

"Because that one is personal."

"That type of art is always the best." He says.

I sigh and walk over to him.

We both look at it for moment.

"Tell me," he encourages.

Oddly telling Jacob Black things is an easy thing to do for me.

"If I tell you, you can't tell anybody. Nobody knows, even Alice."

"Alright." He holds out his pinky to pinky swear.

I roll my eyes.

"When I was fourteen I was at the Cullen's house and Edward was having a party. They had some drugs and I for some reason stole some ecstacy and went into the bathroom and took it."

Jacob laughs.

"You're for real?"

"Yeah," I whisper.

"I just locked myself in there and stayed the whole night in there rolling."

"Well, well, well how the mighty have fallen." Jacob chuckles.

"Oh shut up it was years ago and I was stupid."

"How was it?"

"It was like nothing else in the world, I had to remember it by something." I say looking at the crazy things I drew that I actually saw that night.

"Why haven't you told Alice?" He asks facing me.

"Because I'm so against drugs and alcohol and I can't be a hypocrite."

"But you are one."

"I only did it once!"

Jacob laughs faintly and moves closer to me.

"Did your mom by any chance pass away when you were fourteen?"

My eyes widen.

How could he know?

I put the picture of my mom and the ecstacy inspired one next to each other for a reason, but I didn't think anybody would pick up on it!

My eyes flutter in amazement.

Jacob continues to move closer to me and I stay still where I stand staring into his eyes.

"She died the day before." I whisper.

He nods and closes the space between us.

"You really are very talented Bella." He whispers.

"I... don't know..." I say not really knowing what else to do or say.

Jacob reaches a hand up to me and cradles my cheek.

I look at his arm and the bird that I drew on his arm.

It's still there.

I look closer and see that it's not drawn in pen like I drew it, but in ink.

Fully tattooed onto his arm.

I gasp and look back up at him.

"Bella," he whispers.

"J-Jacob," I whisper back.

His mouth is gentle, but his kiss is hot.

His arms wrap around me and I arch my body toward him.

My own arms reach up to him and my fingers run trails trough his dark hair.

His lips part over mine and his tongue probes my lips.

When I open my lips his hold on me tightens and he backs me up until my back hits my bedroom wall.

I gasp and fling my head back.

Jacob's hands run up and down the sides of my torso and thighs.

I gasp again and push myself completely into him.

With one arm he hitches one of my legs up on his side and then I raise the other leg.

Jacob pulls me up so that our heads are level and my legs are wrapped around him.

My arms tighten around his neck and my legs clench him pulling him closer against my body.

Our lips part and his mouth runs down my neck.

I can't fight it.

I've never felt this good before in my life.

The pit in my stomach has intensified and the center of my body is warm and gaining heat.

One of Jacob's hands rubs against one of my breasts and I thrust the bottom half of my body against him.

He groans and his groan excites me making my center hotter then ever before.

"Bed," I gasp against him.

He doesn't need telling twice.

He swings us away from the wall and we come crashing down onto my bed.

Jacob continues to kiss my lips, neck and now the top of my chest.

My arms run down his body on top of mine and I once against trust my pelvis against him.

I can feel the hardness of him in his pants and it makes me moan.

Jacob pushes himself up from me and lifts my shirt kissing down my stomach.

"Bella.." He groans.

I moan in response running one hand down into his hair as he travels down my body.

His fingers grab onto my jeans and he unbuttons and unzips them in a flash.

I consider stopping him, but I really can't think of a reason why he should stop.

He yanks my pants down to the bottom of my knees and then with his teeth pulls my panties down to my mid thigh.

Nobody has ever seen me down there before and I'm suddenly very conscious of this fact.

Jacob doesn't seem to be surprised by my body or have any complaints about it though.

He licks a hot trail from my navel down to my inner thigh.

I gasp and push my pelvis up to his face.

His hands fasten onto my hips and push me into the bed.

"I'm gonna make you feel so good," he growls looking up into my eyes quickly.

I gasp and my head falls back against a pillow harshly.

Suddenly all I feel and know is that Jacob Black's mouth and tongue are all over me down there and he is loving it.

My imagination of how this would feel is nothing compared to how it actually does.

Jacob's tongue licks rough and fully down my slit and he nibbles gently on my clit making my hands clench into the bedsheets.

My pelvis thrusts up and all over the place.

I can't help it and Jacob holds me down tightly.

Suddenly, unable to contain myself, I start screaming.

It feels that good.

Jacob laughs against me and I nearly have an orgasm from the vibrations from his throat.

"J-J-Jacob!" I shriek.

He groans against me and looks up at me as his mouth continues to work on the lower half of my body.

I look down at him and maintain eye contact before I start convulsing again.

I feel aches and sweat run down my thigh, the back of my neck and in my head.

My chest thrusts upward and I want my pants and panties fully off of me so that they won't restrain me as they are doing now.

Jacob suddenly starts using his hands along with his mouth.

Is this even possible?

His fingers work magic and actually slip inside of me.

I cry out and he rubs softly soothing me.

He ravenously works his mouth on my clit and I can't take it anymore.

An explosion of pleasure bursts within me I scream loudly.

As I come down from my orgasm Jacob kisses up my body past my thighs, stomach, collar bone and up to my neck.

He sucks leaving a hickey on the tender skin of my neck as I lay limp beneath him.

"Ohmygod." I gasp opening my eyes to see him.

He's smiling like the devil that he is and rubs his hands across my skin.

"I can't just be your friend Bella." He whispers.

I sigh and look up into his eyes.

"And from the look of it you don't want to just be friend either."