A/N: Well ok I lied, I'm seriously not going to update for the next two week after this update, Mixaoo talked me into updating, so hopefully it will insipre her to update! So i have something good to read. Please review, I'm so close to 100 Reviews. :D Hopefully it will satisfy you, but I loved the 15 reviews i recieved on theprevious chapter, that's what I'm talking about, it always pressures me into updating.
PROPS TO PAIGE, my BETA, you're amazing, and I hope you feel better.
The lyrics are 100 percent orginal and written by KATY (Kmart153) she is amazing, and the lyrics was the insipiration for this chapter. :D
Chapter Ten
The Confession, Teardrops, and Broken Hearts
Three Weeks Later
It had been two weeks since dinner at Mitchell's and Emily's. Miley and I have been keeping our distance from each other, and I was getting a little frustrated, I couldn't help but miss her, everything I did lately reminded me of her. I picked up the ringing phone sighing as I did so, pressing it against my ear, aimlessly, not bothering to read the caller id as I grunted into the phone.
"Hello?"
"Nicholas Jonas where have you been?" the voice shouted.
"Kyle?" I asked confused.
"Who else would it be? Unless you got a new manager, you didn't think to tell me you were out of town?" he shouted.
"Look Kyle, chill okay, I just needed some space alright relax." I said, sighing at the work following me wherever I went.
"Nick, what the hell what do you expect me to tell the record label?" He asked anger filled his voice."What do you want me to do; I'm not going back I need my space. I need to get away from all that stuff, god why can't you guys understand that?" I shouted, frustrated.
"I want you to get onto a plane and fly back out to New York, you have a contract, and you can't just pick up and leave." His voice was filled with frustration, I knew he was tired, his job was on the line, but I couldn't do this anymore.
"It's not like it matters where the hell I am, god." I replied.
"You should be working on your music, that's what matters." He shouted back into the phone.
"And you are telling me I can't write here, where I am. I'm already stressed out." I yelled into the phone, hanging up the phone as I turned it off completely tossing it aside, before I pulled out my guitar.
-- Through His Eyes--
I sat onto my opened balcony, strumming my guitar as the words poured out, before I stood up, running into the room. I grabbed my notebook off the nightstand, before making my way back outside. I sat down writing the words onto the pages, the tip of the pen smearing the ink onto the pages. Content, I placed the notebook down before I picked the mahogany guitar back up into my hands, before I played the chords; the words came out freely...
"In this world, living of desire.
Conforming to fit what others require.
Being something we're not to find bliss.
Our selves forgotten our true souls amiss."
I held the final note, as the silence took over empty air, a tiny tear slid down the side of my face; before I set the guitar down, wiping away the single tear. When a soft clap broke me out of my trance, as my gazed locked with blue. Miley's eyes glisten with tears before she spoke her voice was soft, "That was beautiful..."
I pushed myself off the ground, as she made her way over the adjoining balcony, landing onto the wooden floor. She slowly walked over to me, before she placed a gentle hand onto the side of my face, her eyes locking with mine, as she held my gaze. Her finger gently grazed the side of my face, before she said softly, "you are amazing, don't ever change, not for anyone."
Her blue eyes were glazed with a layer of tears, as they filled to the brim, before they fell down the side of her face. I looked into the bright blue, losing myself in her eyes, as my hands gently made their way to her face, slowly wiping away the tears she had shed, before I slowly said, "No one knows me the way you know me..." I was losing my strength, my courage to fight off my feelings, to be strong. "Miley, I can't lie to my heart anymore."
Her eyes widened as she took a stepped back, her voice was shaky as she questioned, "What do you mean?"
"I can't do this anymore, pretend that I'm ok." I said weakly, the tears slowly spilling down the side of my face.
Her face washed over with a hurt expression as her lips quivered in pain, before she asked weakly, "What are you saying?"
My hands found her face, as I cup the side of her cheek, before I closed the gap between us, our lips sent explosions through my body, as I pressed my lips hard against hers. I pulled away slowly before I said softly, "I still love you."
Her eyes widened as she watched me, before she pulled away from my arms, inching away from me slowly, shaking her head. Tears falling from her eyes, as she took each step, her body shaking, as I watched her.
"Miley..." my voice said softly.
She shook her head, "No, you don't, you can't." Her voice shook as she said each word, each word cutting deeper and deeper.
She slowly made her way over the railing, as her foot landed onto the landing, she made her way over to the door, as tears ran down her face, her hand held onto the door handle.
Finding my voice I shouted, "Miley, I love you, doesn't that mean anything?"
She shook her head, before she faced me, "Nick, you can't do this, not now, when my life is starting. You are too late... I'm sorry."
"Miley, if you can tell me that you dont love me, fine, I'll leave here and now, but you know that deep down, you still love me too." I said loudly.
Her face broke into a frown before the tears continue to fall, before she shook her head slowly, "I'm so sorry."
She opened the door behind her, walking in, before closing it shut, leaving me alone, the tears falling from my eyes. And just like her words I knew I was too late.
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