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Author's Note: so…don't really have anything much to say but ooooo YAY!!!! TWILIGHT HAS OFFICIALLY OPENED IN AUSTRALIA! but I already saw it…so yay…anyways ..please REVIEW!!!!!!
Chapter 11:Confessions
"Edward?
Edward? Where are you, Edward?" I ran around the apartment, trying
to find him. He wasn't anywhere to be found so I grabbed my handbag
and keys and headed back out. I almost ran to the café where he
worked but my heels made it kind of difficult and I tripped over my
feet, grazing my knee but sprinted on. I entered the packed café and
there he was, handing out drinks to a table near the back, a wide
smile on his face as he chatted with the customers. I don't know
what others thought I was, but I just didn't care. I was a girl on
a mission, about to accomplish it. I walked straight to the back of
the café and as Edward looked up and saw me, he dropped the drink he
held. He immediately started cleaning up, apologising profusely but,
as with everyone else with the café, his customers were staring
strangely at me.
"Edward, we need to talk. Edward. Edward, look
at me," I said, trying to get his attention. He finally looked up
from the spill, straight into my eyes. I couldn't help but realise
that he was still hurt from my earlier rejection.
"Look, Bella.
I got it the first time. I can handle it, but doing it publicly. That
just…" I put up a hand to stop him. Slightly puzzled that he
thought I was about to reject him, I suddenly realised that everyone
was waiting to hear what I had to say. Fear suddenly crept up but
then I looked at Edward and realised that I needed to say this, and
no crowd nor fear of crowd was going to stop me from saying it.
"Edward,
I think you've got it wrong. I haven't come here to humiliate
you, reject you again. In fact, I've come here to say I don't
know why I did in the first place. This whole week, I've been
regretting what I said, every single minute of the day. I don't
know what estranged thing possessed me to say what I did. But now I
am sure and I'm not about to let this opportunity pass. I like you
Edward, a lot, more than I really should. But I thought I was
shallow, merely falling for your good looks and charm but you are so
much more. I yearn to spend time with you and couldn't imagine
something I'd rather do then just be with you and talk like we do.
I know that the guy I have fallen for isn't just someone who looks
like a Greek God or has the cutest lopsided grin. But that guy is
that and so much more. He's funny, intelligent, caring, adorable
and I hope he gives second chances. Because I really want one. I'm
not letting you go, Edward, and you kinda live in my home so I can
stalk you until you give me another chance. But, I completely get it
if you don't want to, I just…well, I really like you and if any
of what you said was true the other night, I think you want to give
me another chance.." Edward was walking towards me slowly during my
spiel and I broke off, as he stood right in front of me.
"So,
can I kiss you now or do you still have more to say?" I couldn't
be happier in this moment as I looked into his gorgeous green eyes
and he stared back at mine. I hardly registered all the people in the
café cheering as Edward's arms snaked around my waist, pulling me
to him and his lips meeting mine. Because in this moment, there was
just me and Edward, Edward and I. And that's all I wanted, all I
ever needed. Him in my arms, for as long as this moment would last.
I
don't know how long we stood in the middle of the café kissing as
everyone watched on but when we finally pulled apart, there was the
widest grin on my face, only matched by the one Edward had on his
face. He rested his forehead on mine, never looking away from my
eyes. He chuckled under his breath.
"And you worry about public
speeches. Do you need to be any more public?" I snickered, pulling
his lips back to mine. The others in the café returned to their food
and duties leaving us to our business but I really didn't care who
saw because I had Edward and I was beyond happy.
AN: this is kinda short…but it can't go on for longer….if you get what I mean…sorry I'm not that great at writing all this kinda romantic stuff…
