"Kylie lets go." I said after Haley walked out. I had to get out of there before I broke down. I knew it was going to hurt to see her, but I didn't realize that she was still hurting so much. I saw Brooke walk back in and whisper something to Lucas he nodded and headed towards me.

"Nate, you ok?" He asked concerned. I nodded. "She went home alone, Brooke and I are going to check on her later." He told me with knowing eyes.

Once we got outside, Kylie looked at me, "What the hell was that?"

"It's a long story."

"That bitch is crazy." I grabbed her by the shoulders and looked her right in the eyes.

"Don't you ever say that about her again. She is hurting and it was because of me, so don't blame her for those actions. Blame me." I guided her to her limo and closed the door without another word. I hopped in my own limo and gave him an address.

Shortly we pulled up the driveway and I saw her on the front porch starring. I longed to hold her and love her. "Hales…" She looked up and sighed. She didn't want me here.

"Look, I'm sorry about your girlfriend…"

"We aren't together. It's my publicist's idea. Look you have every right to hate me, but you're with someone new too." I knew I was just lashing out but I couldn't stop myself.

"So what? At least I had the courtesy not to bring him tonight."

"She and I are not together, I haven't really dated anyone since…"

"What do you regret most?" She asked me out of nowhere. I sat down next to her and placed my arms around her shoulders.

"Hurting you, and losing our son." She shrugged me off of her, and glared at me.

"How do I forgive you?"

"I don't know Hales, I haven't even forgiven myself."

Change scene

"Are you sure about this?" I asked Jake before we pulled into the hotel parking lot. He forced me to come to Tree Hill with him; he didn't know the secrets the lye there. He told me that he would divorce me if I didn't share this with him, I had no choice.

"Peyton, everything is going to be fine." He assured me, but if he didn't know the truth then how would everything be ok? "I will love you no matter what." He kissed me and we stepped out of the car.

I saw Haley come flying out of the door and yet we didn't speak to her, and shortly after Brooke came out. This was when we stepped in, unnoticed by everyone. I noticed him right away, Lucas, my Lucas. I sighed when I saw him, and then tears filled my eyes.

"I thought you were over him," Jake whispered in my ear. He didn't understand, but soon enough he would.

"I am, I love you." I assured him.

Change Scene

"Maybe we should go check on them," I said to Brooke glancing worriedly towards the door. I caught sight of her blonde curls and could tare my gaze away. She felt my eyes burning into her because she looked at me with a worried expression. "Brooke, I'll be right back." I said and started to make my way through the crowd. She was standing alone as far as I could tell. Once I reached her and began to yell, Jake stepped away from the bar and hugged me.

"What's up Luke?" He said. I hugged him back and glared at Peyton.

"So you've been with him for the last three years," I practically yelled. She nervously glanced around.

"Lucas, this isn't the time…"

"Your right Peyton, 3 years ago was the time. Three years." I stood there in disbelief.

"What are you guys talking about?" Jake interjected.

"I told you this was not a good idea." Peyton said to Jake. I grabbed her arm.

"3 fucking years Peyton!" I yelled, Brooke appeared by our side, and asked what was going on too.

"Man get off of her," Jake said pulling Peyton away.

"Lucas calm down," Brooke said worried.

"No I'm not going to calm down, this is not something you clam down for. I hope you rot in Hell you stupid bitch." With that I ran out of the reunion with Brooke hot on my heels, screaming for me to stop. When I finally did she saw the look on my face, and knew the truth, saw all my secrets.

"I'm not going to apologize Brooke, you left." I told her.

"You don't need to, but stop hiding things from me." She said and started off in the opposite direction. I didn't go after her.