Chapter 11

Jasper's POV-

"Oh Jasper, there you are!" Kate gushed, grabbing me in a tight lock. Why could I remember being with her, but without any memories of us doing anything? "Hey Kate!" I squeezed her back, confused. She giggled at my expression. "Funny, I can't think of any of the things we did?" I asked, confused.

Alice's POV-

"Tanya? How? Why?" The questions whirled around my head. The room began to spin. I had to sit down. Though I was a vampire, I didn't trust my feet at this point in town. "Well I recognise the voice. She must have been planning... pretending to be our friend all along. Because she has a smaller group. And she had to wait for the right time, not seeming suspicious." Carlisle whispered staring at the wall. I couldn't believe this. All this time they were acting as our friends? "Well are we going to go get him?" I demanded sourly. Carlisle looked at me, thoughtfully. He nodded. "Yes. Who's coming with me and Alice?" He asked looking around the room. "I will." Bella, Emmett and Edward chorused at the same time. We all ducked out the house, and wandered over to the garage. Edward started the engine in is silver Volvo. After every one was in, he speeded down the highway. "How long will it take?" Bella asked. She had never been to Alaska. We were now on the motorway. "About 3 hours!" Emmett spoke for the first time. Bella nodded slowly, turning to face the window. I sat on the opposite side of her, with Emmett in the middle. I fidgeted with my fingers. I wandered what we should expect. A Nearly dead Jasper? Or worse a dead Jasper? What if he fell in love with one of the girls over there? I hoped not. "Alice are you all right?" Emmett asked, a crease between his eyebrows. I looked at him, and smiled weakly. "Um, I'm okay." I muttered. He didn't look convinced. "Alice, you have the most worried expression I have ever seen. But, don't worry little sis. We will get him back. They'll have to answer to me." He chuckled lightly, ruffling my hair. I grumbled. Nothing could comfort me now. Unless, somehow, by a miracle, Jasper was still alive. Even just. I didn't care just as long as he was breathing.

Jasper's POV-

I tried hard to remember my past, but nothing appeared. It was like exploring a desert. You found nothing; only very rarely did you find life. I tried to stop thinking about it, it annoyed me. My hands were clenched into tight fists. "So, what are we doing today?" I asked Kate, trying to distract myself. She grinned at me, the small dimple on her chin showing up. "I thought me and you could just chill out together... alone." She shrugged, as I pulled her on to my knee, I could feel the weight slightly, but I gript her to my chest anyway. "That sounds perfect." I agreed. She nuzzled into me. I could stay like this forever.

Alice's POV-

We were nearly there. Just another ten minutes. I couldn't help myself from bouncing up and down. "Jeez Alice. Could you be any more hyper?" Bella leaned over Emmett, looking at me with raised eyebrows, laughing. I stuck my tongue out at her. "I'm... nervous" I frowned at the last word. Could that be possible? My bump was larger now, and it kind of felt weird, jiggling it. But it also felt good. A sudden thought appeared in my head. When had these things begin to go wrong? Was it my jealousy over Bella and Rose's friendship? Was it mine and Bella's fall out? I thought hard about it. I thought back to the times where I barely new Bella. Was that when the troubles started? Things started getting more complicated, when she arrived. Though I never said this out loud, I knew Edward was listening in, his hands clenching the steering wheel, just at the point of it snapping, the mileage on the scale was nearly at blowing point. I quickly jumped in to defence in my head. It's probably not Edward, It's just a thought! He slowed down then, loosening the grasp on the steering wheel. I breathed out in relief. We were on the same road now. I counted to ten in my head, and we were parked in the wide driveway. Bella looked around the scarce landscape, taking in the snow. We stepped out of the car. Carlisle glided to the door, as we waited behind him. He sighed, and reached his finger out to ring the bell.