Chapter 11 Surprise Visit

She slowly closed her eyes, she felt not only the sand in her toes, but the salt water around her ankels. She was away from it all. 'No one will hurt no more, she said opening her eyes half ways tears ready to poor, no more harm, no more worries. They should be free of worry.' If this was true she should be happy, but she felt alone again.

Finding out about Kouga was hard, Kagome cried when she read about him. Kiyoshi, meant pure. An Pure is what he was, he loved a women, his wife. They had five beautiful children, to top it off he had a title, of a lord. He was a fair man, when he ruled some of his lands. When some strangers came, they try to steal some of the crops from his people and he try to save his own people.

But the bandits thought to teach him and his family a lesson, here the kicker of his life. All the great things he done he just turn 17 before his own death. The bandits raped his daughter infront of him, killed his sons and dismember his wife body, then killed him afterwards.

Inuyasha fell to the ground in surprise, when he stood up he hurried to Kagome side. He looked hurt. "Kagome," he touched her forhead, neither of them notice Kikyou had left to tell the others how she was doing.

"Inuyasha, its not your fault, you keep saving me." She knew now, "I'm leaving. I have to leave." tears stung.

"Stay, i didn't mean it."

"No, I hate you, I hate all of you. This is the worse birthday ever!" Kagome yelled at Inuyasha.

She remember his face, he looked hurt, betrayed. She did indeed found out who he was. He was Atsuko, meaning warm, kind child. But he was nothing like his name. He was picked on cause his father came from another country and his mother was Lady in Edo period. His father and mother died leaving Atsuko in Diachi hands. Atsuko had angry issues with his brother, who was a famous doctor as she already knew.

Atsuko never fell in love, he went in the woods a lot by himself in the morning then came out. They called him a loner since he never talked to anyone in the village. Work when he didn't go into the woods, a strong young man. He was soon hanged for killing a man on the street. He was walking down the street, and the man he killed had raped a women and her daughter. So Atsuko killed him and went into the woods, and killed over three dozens of animals.

Thats all she knew, she didn't know when he changed or how Sesshomaru changed him after he was hanged. She will never have the chance for she lived halfway around the world. After she got out of the hospital she moved in with Sango's family for a few years. She had more then enough saved to move, get a new home, a good job writing short stories. No one from Japan ever wrote or try to contact her, thats what she wanted.

"Kagome," she turn around, it was her boyfriend. He was american, he was ok compare to the Nelluks men, but handsome alone with out them, "don't you think its time to come in?"

"Yes," the sun was just setting. When she turn to leave with him she started to think of her life before she came here. She remember Twilight, how a simple girl got caught up in the weirdness in her life, and like an idiot she stuck with it. Kagome thought of herself smart, she left when it started to look bad for everyone else.

She wasn't inlove with Will, not like the feeling she was starting to have for Atsuko, or Inuyasha is now what he called himself. She remembered his good bye to her

"Kagome, can't you stay?" Sesshomaru asked. She didn't want to, but it was for the best.

"No I, I think you guys are freaks. I won't say nothing to no one if that what your worried about." She try to hide her emotions. She didn't mean it, she just wanted them to hate her for what she was, human.

"Kagome," Kaugra spoke softly, "we didn't mean for that monster to attack you. We swear if we knew ahead of time we would of stay behind or taken you with us."

"Mrs. Nelluk its not your fault." It was only her own, she should of left as soon as Inuyasha told her to. She grabbed her bags and turn to leave, it was only a short walk. When she started walking she felt someone arms wrapped around her. "Leave me alone Inuyasha," she said tears ready to form, "I hate you. Can't you see that?"

"Kagome," He spend her around and gave her a very hot lava passionate kiss on the lips. Her heart leap, more the reason to leave. "Stay Kagome you don't want to leave. Your eyes want to stay." He said looking down in them, and she looking into his.

"No," she broke free, she had more will then Sango did when Miroku did that to her. "I see you at school."

She did finish school, with Inuyasha as her partner walking down the isle. Inuyasha did what he could to be close to her Kagome knew that. He wanted to change her mind and she about did, but she knew she couldn't. After all she was Kagome, and what she did, she did for a real reason.

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She worked on her green card for so long that Will asked her to marry him. The thought of it made her skin crawl. Marriage was not for her, it was long way off. She thought of children, then the thought of Kikyou and Keada didn't have a chance to raise a child. So that part had been final that one day she to would have a child, but she would raise him or her happily. One day.

"Kagome, why don't you come to bed, it is a bit late. I know your Japanese and you guys love to work, but get some rest will ya?"

That was the down fall of the relationship between her and him, everything she did cause she was japanese, not human. Now she was just sick of it, "Go to bed Will and leave me alone, I am working." They didn't even share the same bed, and she knew of him and another girl. She wasn't stupid, the look on his face when he came home and everything told him of another women in his life. She would never allow him to kiss her or touch her in anyway that wasn't right.

He sigh in frustration, and she knew it. "You know what I am leaving, I can't that shit anymore from you." he turn and grabbed something and the door slam.

"Yea leave, this is my house anyways." she sighed. Now she didn't feel like working. She started to walk up stairs when she heard a pounding noise on her door. "Will go away. Its over." She said, but he didn't quit, "William go away!" She scream and it continued, her heart thumped, "William if you don't leave I will call the police!" It continued. She grabbed a dagger that she brought from Japan and creep to the door and open it.

"Long time Kagome."

"Atsuko," she whispered, "Inuyasha what are you doing here?" she said holding the dagger to his throat without relizing it. She hurried to put it up and walked off leaving the door open for him to come in

"He here Kagome, that monster here." he said.

"I don't care Inuyasha, you and them are not my life no more. Go away, go home." she said

"Entie sees you in its arms taking your soul, don't you care about anyone but yourself?" Inuyasha said walking to her.

"Little as possiable Inuyasha, go away." She turn and went upstairs, she heard her front door shut. "I hate you Inuyasha." she said in a whisper to herself. Alone once again, who cared if that thing was around here? SHe didn't, she didn't want nothing to do with that side of life. SHe was normal still even thought she didn't feel like it at times.

Lifting the shirt to show her belly she felt the large ugly scar there. The Doctors said that they could repair her, but she refused to be at that. She wanted to stay the way she was, nothing changed." The pain at times were there at times when she didn't want or need it, that was no brainer. "I am free from all that." she said and went to sleep.

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She didn't like America as much as she wanted to, life here was so simple yet complicated all at once. Everyone said she was talented on her writing skills, but on a skateboard she rock it on Mtv. Guitar skills were fantastic, she was always on tv about something. She was ok with that, it was easy to get use to everyone fake personlities. She changed her hair a bit, it wasn't just pitch black, she added blue and pink tips in the front, while in the back were that of red and ornage like fire. She didn't do make up, life was fake as is.

"Tell us Kagome, what it like to come to America and be famous?" Mtv asked her.

She fake smiled it, "It is fun, after all who knew i could jam up Mtv with skateboarding and guitaring?"

"You talk to your friends from Japan?"

"No, we drifted apart a bit. I stay busy here getting things straighten with life."

The questions kept coming and she answer them truthfully, even if they were harsh out they digged out some of her background of her old family Nelluk.

"Was it hard to live with them?" she was asked.

"No, it was nice, I wasn't the only kid adopted by them."

"Really? Tell us about that family?"

Kagome looked around, she now wanted to be saved by a tornado. One thing she try to forget and it had to be brought up.

"Everyone was great. There was four boys and three girls, all of us in the same age group. Mr and Mrs Nelluk made sure we always had some kind of family activity. We thought it was childish for them to make us do that, but I see now how important it was to be together. To be in a family." she reply, hoping that was it, but it wasn't.

"You know how they became orphens?"

She twitched, yea she knew, the darkest secret, she wanted to combine everything in one, truth and lies. "Their parents died like mine did. We were never abanded. We did share that bond, and I really never had a family in the first place until they took me in." she said.

"Oh, what happen?"

"Me and my family were just not a family." she said wanting to leave that alone now. She looked at her watch, "I am going to have to go. I have a story to write and I am sure I am boring you all to death." she stood up and shook hands and left. She wasn't trying to being emo, she was being real with people.

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2 years later

"You Kagome?" a young man asked.

"Yes, what you need." two long years have been good to her. Only 22 years old and she was a hit.

"A letter came for you, it says in English Kagome, rest is jibberish to me, sorry." he handed it to her and left.

"Sango!"

Dearest Kagome,

I am happy to tell you me and Miroku will be getting married. We hope you can take the time out of your schedual to come and join us. We miss you lots here in Japan, I will never understand why you left us the way you did with such little words or a reason to leave. The Nelluk been quiet helpful with our wedding plannings, we are hoping to see you here with us in our happy most greatest moment of our lives. It be an honor to have the Star Kagome with us, or better the old Kagome who was once my greatest friend.

-Sango

She shook her head, then sigh "I can't go back," she said. She turn to restart her paper, she kept looking at the letter that was on her desk. It had been over two years since she left Japan. Grabbing the letter she tore it up and through it away. "Sorry Sango, you should know me better then that."

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"Home," it was three or so in the morning, she was ready to go to bed. She found her keys and started to open the door. It was dark and she of known she would of been out late working, turning on the frontporch light would of been a good idea. She finally got the key in and unlock it then turn on the lamp to just shut the door. Throwing everything on the couch always seem like something she couldn't grow up out of. She laughed at herself, "Oh Kagome you don't change a bit," she said looking at the stuff piled on the couch.

She walked into the kitchen and before she turn on the light she could of sworn she saw some eyes looking back at her and fangs glisting. They weren't there when she turn on the lights. "You need a vacation," she told herself and started walking to the fridge to get some soda. She laughed at herself remembering Shippo little note.

She froze, that feeling in her stomach again. It wasn't the scar either, it was 'that' feeling. When she went to turn around she saw a man in her kitchen. "Hello, Kagome so long since you ran away from me." when he smiled fangs show, eyes were that of purple, but they scream out blood lust.

Taking out the dagger she kept with her she pointed it to him, "leave my house at once," she demanded

He walked to her, "Kagome, don't you see, your not normal." he said. "You quit being normal when you lived with those demons." he said with a smile. He soon vanished and her heart raced when she felt arms wrapped themselves around her and he was there by her ear. "No matter where you run Kagome, I will find you." and he moved his hands down to her stomach and under her shirt. He kept his hand there on her belly. "We soon will have a child together," and then he was gone. She fell onto the ground and broke for once in her life. She broke down crying and feeling unsafe with her body. She looked at the dagger in her hands, she should of used it. Why though?

He had to be like Nelluk's with some kind of special power. She never moved from her spot, she cried herself tired on the floor of the kitchen. She remembered Inuyasha words, "He here Kagome, that monster here." Inuyasha had no clue how right he was and how close that monster was to her.

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This one long because I won't be on for a few days, maybe. I hope you enjoy this chapter.