Jacob

Chapter 11-"Call me Heartbreaker"

I wish I could say this was a dream gone awfully right or wrong, depending on whose perspective it is. From my perspective, I was doing the right thing by Leah. She actually cared for me, while Nessie was off with some guy at a hotel. Could I be thinking this because I am almost forgetting how she look, and smell?

If we are meant to be, maybe I am the first to break that bond. Maybe Quil and Sam could just follow their own hearts instead of what's written in the stars.

Leah kissed my ear and pulled my shirt off. I went through the motions with her. She kissed me, I kissed her back. She pull off my shirt, I take hers off. She pulls off her pants; I pull mine off, etc., etc. Now two hot bodies stood in the room. Her bedroom was just down the hall, we stood in the "computer room" as she calls it. Her eyes round and throat red with flushed arousal.

"I want you Jacob." She whispered to me.

I finally let my hand drift to her cheek and I cupped it, hoping someone would come and chop my hand off. Chop something off.

Then I saw Bella in my mind. Without me going there on purpose my mind took me to Bella and how we both almost ruined her marriage for good.

"Don't do this again, Jacob! Just…just touch me. It's okay. We won't have to go far." Leah said with determination as she forced me to lie down on the floor with her.

"I always wanted to touch you, explore you Jacob. You are so beautiful to me." She laced her fingers through mine and kissed my chest, nipples and drew her tongue down to my navel.

I can't lie.

It felt good as crisp water on the hottest day. I growled. First sign that I am very happy. My erection bumped her head as she tunneled further down. I had to do some quick thinking. I can't have anything happening there, because I will take her then, and I will bet all I have that I will regret it later.

"Leah..I'm not feeling- Oh sh-!" She can devour an entire lollipop, so of course she can do the same to me. I was inside her hot mouth and there was no turning back. She did her thing for a while before saying-

"I have protection."

"No puppies huh?" I joked around.

"Nope. I don't mind them, but you aren't so sure. I can see in your eyes." She said this and got up and went into her bathroom. I heard something sound like a package ripping open.

"You're a big boy so I had to open the only Magnum I had. Shame on you," she teased, and gently rolled the rubber down my length.

"You really want me, don't you" I said, stopping her before she slid down and we both made love.

Love?

"Let me show you." She was about to lay on top of me when her computer made a Ding! Sound to alert her to a message.

"It has to be Quil." She cursed and went to the computer. "Must be important."

I wanted to dress quickly and forget about what foolishness I was about perform, but Leah motioned for me to come over quickly.

"What?"

"Check this out." She turned the monitor to me so I can see. A grainy, but otherwise clear video of Nessie holding hands with Nahuel. This was a day ago. It was at night too, and they were going to a hotel and from what I could tell they went inside and didn't come out.

"They never came out?" I felt red boil behind my eyes.

"What are you so uptight about, Jake?" Leah ran her nails down my abs. "Now, I am truly yours. She doesn't want you. Her and Nahuel makes a great couple anyway, they are two peas in a pod, you know that."

"Leah, tell me. This is where they are now?" I was already pulling on my pants. Leah poked her lip out.

"I cannot believe my ears! You are worried about where she is?"

"I want to kill him."

"Wait!" Leah grabbed my face and drew my lips to hers. My lips were frozen solid; I made no attempt to kiss her back. "She left you, Jacob."

"No, I left her. If I would just tell her how I feel, this would not be happening. Of course she will go to someone who will cherish her- I am a brute. Damn!"

Leah turned and closed out of the video sent by Quil, and then shut the computer down. She bent over to this, her naked backside in my face, and I was still ready to freak anything walking.

I had to find Nessie.

"You won't have another chance with me, Jake. I can't keep throwing this at you and you dodge me for dead people. Just know that when you are heartbroken, I cannot and will not be there for you. I'll remain the second in command of this pack, but your own affairs are your own. I can't keep doing this."

With that, she popped the condom off of me without me thinking and tossed it into the wastebasket, and with lightening speed, she dressed and went downstairs.

I am so good at breaking hearts.

Call me the heartbreaker.

*Okay, so maybe Nessie should forget about Jacob and Leah can just cool down. I am going through a similar problem as Nessie so I can identify with her now. Please review if you can, I love it!

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