Thank you Malice Slashlover for pre-reading and Sue273 for betaing. Any remaining mistakes are my own.

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Chapter 11

I've finally started my own Tumblr account after drooling over other blogs for a while and I was right in the middle of checking out an archive to see if I wanted to follow this blog, when I hear a familiar ping.

"Hi Bella! How are you?" Edward writes me on Facebook chat.

It's three weeks after our last encounter with him, and Jasper and I've started getting impatient for another chance to visit. Jasper's in the other room and I yell out to him, "Jasper, it's Edward. Shall I tell him we can come up next weekend like we talked about?"

He comes into the room, sits down beside me and says, "Yes, I think next weekend will work."

"Hi, Edward!" I write him back. "We're fine! Jasper is here with me. How are you?"

"Hi, Jasper! I'm fine. Are you coming up here soon? I'm feeling lonely ;)" Edward answers us.

"Ha! He's just horny," Jasper chuckles.

I tell Edward, "Jasper says you're horny. Are you? ;)" Jasper elbows me when he sees that I wrote what he said but I just laugh at him.

"I'm always horny!" Edward answers immediately, making us chuckle.

"We can come up next weekend and give you some relief," I tell him.

"Yes! That would be great," he says.

"Ask him what he wants to do," Jasper tells me and I type that.

There is a few seconds before Edward answers, "I was thinking that maybe you might want to decide this time? Don't get me wrong, I have lots of ideas, but I'm wondering what you would suggest."

I look at Jasper. We've talked about many things, and both of us have ideas but this picture I've just seen on Tumblr pops into my head and I show it to Jasper. He stares at it and nods his head, agreeing with me. "Let's not tell him," he suggests.

"Okay," I agree with him.

"Are you still there?" Edward writes.

"Yes. Sorry, Edward. We have an idea. Is it okay for you not knowing? Or else we can tell you, it's not important that it's kept a secret." I really don't want to step on his controlling toes.

"Nah, that's fine. I like the thought of the two of you surprising me."

"Great," I write. "Jasper and I'll talk more about it and then we'll see you next Friday."

"Okay :) See you guys then. Bye!" Edward writes back.

Jasper sits staring out the window. He's been quiet for a long time now, I realize.

"Are you thinking about tonight, baby?" I ask him as we drive up to the cabin on Friday night. It's already dark outside and the further up the mountain we get, the icier the road becomes. I need to focus completely on the road for our safety but I want to know what's going through his head before we arrive and meet Edward.

"I don't know if I can do what we planned, Bella," he tells me, his voice uncertain, making me take the chance of taking my eyes from the road for a second and looking over at him. He has a little worried wrinkle on his forehead as he stares at me.

I find a bus stop after the next turn, carefully pull in there and turn to really look at him. "Are you getting cold feet?" I ask him softly, looking into his eyes.

He stares back at me for a second, before he looks down at out joined hands in his lap. "I want to do it. I'm just starting to get nervous about Edward's reaction. What if he doesn't like it, or what if I do it wrong?"

I stroke his palm with my hand. "If you're too nervous we shouldn't do it," I tell him.

"But I want to do it," he repeats.

"Okay, then I suggest we talk to him when we arrive. I think we should do that anyway. Then we can decide together if it's something we want to try." I lean in to kiss him and when I pull back, he smiles at me.

Edward's sitting on our sofa with a beer in his hand when we finally arrive much later than we planned. "Ah, there you are. I was starting to get worried about you, driving up here in the dark on these slippery, winding roads."

I sink right into the nearest chair. "I'm exhausted!" I exclaim and nod to Edward's can. "Can I have one of those too, please?"

"Yes, of course!" Edward says, getting up and finding one in the fridge for me. "I found these in here, they're yours."

"Thank you," I smile up at him, taking the can he offers me. Jasper comes in the door with a bag in each hand and carries them into the bedroom. He grabs his own beer from the fridge on his way back and sits on the sofa beside Edward, putting his legs on the table.

I try to make my tense muscles relax as we talk about different things and Edward mentions the forthcoming Christmas. "Are you going home for the holidays, Edward?" I ask him, draining my fourth beer. I'm starting to feel comfy, the blanket I have over my legs is warm and soft. There are several empty cans on the floor between Edward and Jasper.

"Yes, I'm going a couple of days early to be sure that I get there in time in case the weather decides to give me trouble," he says. "I'm staying with my brother and his family for a few days before I head to my apartment in the city as I have a few meetings set up and I want to catch up with friends and such."

"That seems nice," I tell him, trying to stifle a yawn. "Maybe we can come up here one of the first weekends in the new year?"

Edward drains his can. "Yeah, that would be great," he says, putting the can on the floor. "So, what are we going to do this weekend? Do you want to tell me, or just show me?"

I look over at Jasper, wondering if he's too nervous to do as we talked about. I hope he's not, but I would never want us to do anything he doesn't feel comfortable with. He smiles relaxed at me, without words telling me he's all right.

"Uhm, we wanted to ask you first," Jasper says, turning to Edward, looking at him nervously.

"Okay," Edward answers him softly, his voice almost soothingly.

Jasper shifts in his seat. "Bella found a picture ..." he trails off. "I want to be on top," he finally says. "I want to top."

Edward looks at him confused. "Do you mean you want to sit on top of me while we fuck?" He gazes over at me for more explanation. "Or do you want to top me?" His eyes are back on Jasper who swallows hard.

"I ... I," he stutters. "I want both?"

"We want both," I correct him. "We're wondering if you'd want that too."

When I say the words, Edward looks over at me; his eyes are much darker than a few minutes ago. He nods his head and answer us a little hoarsely, "Yeah, I want that." He's shifting in his seat, just like Jasper and me. "I would love to see the picture that inspired you sometime."

"Yes, that's not a problem. I've reblogged it on Tumblr, so I know where to find it," I tell him.

"You have a Tumblr account?" he wonders.

"Well, yeah. Why wouldn't I?" I've already told him I read and watch gay porn, I'm not afraid of letting him know I reblog pictures of gay men too. "Do you have one?" I ask him, suddenly curious of the potential pictures I might find there.

He shakes his head, "No, I don't, but I've read about it and seen links to it many times. Maybe I should check it out if it's so inspiring?"

"Oh yeah, you definitely should," I encourage him. "I can send you the link to mine?" I trust Edward. I know he would never out me if I don't want to myself.

"That would be great, Bella," he says happily. "How come you started it?"

I might as well let him know everything. "Have you ever heard about something called fanfiction?" I ask him and he shakes his head. "Well, there are a lot of people around the world who write their own stories based on the characters in books they've read or movies or TV-shows they've seen," I explain to him.

"The stories can be posted several places on the internet where people can read them and review them if they want to. You have your own authors name even if you don't write, and you can talk to each other using that name and give each other recs on Facebook or Twitter for instance. Tumblr and watching porn movies are great inspirational sources."

"But what's so interesting about it?" Edward asks me.

I almost laugh at him, "Edward, there are so many great writers out there, with an incredible gift. They have regular work during the day and when they have time to themselves they write these wonderful stories that sometimes are better than the real books. And you can do exactly what you want with your characters! Well, almost. There are some rules in the communities, of course. But you can read about what the characters do when the books fade to black." I wink at him to make him understand what I mean.

"Oh, that sounds interesting. That's where you read your gay porn?"

"Yes," I tell him. "I read slash."

"Have you written anything yourself?" he asks me.

I shake my head, "No, I haven't."

"Why not?" he asks me almost excited. "Now that you've seen Jasper and I have sex, I bet you could write it very descriptively! I could even read it over for you and tell you if you described something wrong or put words to the sensations."

"Haha, you could be my pre-reader!" I laugh but turn serious. "No, I don't think I can write."

"Oh, I'm sure you could, baby," Jasper tells me and Edward winks at me. "Are you guys too tired to do anything tonight?" he asks us and I look at my watch. It's almost midnight.

I look over at Jasper and he seems awake enough. "What do you think, Jasper?" I ask him. "Do you want to do what we saw on the picture now and we can do more tomorrow?"

"Yes, let's go to the bedroom and make some more material for your story!"

Edward laughs. We follow him inside and I sit down in my chair with the blanket around my shoulders.

"Should I have seen the picture first?" Edward asks me. "I have no idea what we'll do."

I nod at Jasper. "He'll show you. It's not complicated, it's just a position."

Jasper walks over to Edward, taking charge of the situation. His finger trailing down the chest of the man in front of him, lingering on the lowest button on his shirt before he slowly starts to unbutton it. Edward stares down at what he's doing and when it's ready, he pulls it off himself.

Jasper's hands are at his sides, sneaking under the t-shirt, feeling the naked skin there and slowly pulling the fabric over his head, throwing it to the side. His hands are on Edward's chest at once, one hand on his pecs, sliding his hands up his neck, gripping his hair and pulling his face down to kiss him.

Edward starts to unbuckle Jasper's belt, but he bats his hands away, placing them at his sides. Edward's chuckle into his mouth turns to a moan when Jasper unbuckles his belt and shoves his hand inside, gripping his hard cock. He pulls back, bends down and pulls Edward's jeans off. "I want you to lie on the bed. On your back," he instructs.

"No, no," he stops him when Edward starts to pull down his briefs. "I want them to stay on." Edward looks at him confused. He shrugs and adds, "That's how it is in the picture."

"Ah, okay then," Edward smiles and lies down on the bed, his cock looks like it wants to get out of his briefs too.

Jasper undresses completely and slowly climbs over Edward, his dick hanging heavily between his legs, stopping to straddle his chest. He places his cock by Edward's lips and he takes it in his hand, watching it twitch before he licks around the head and opens his mouth to take him inside his warm heat.

Jasper stares at his cock pushing in and out of his mouth, groaning and grips Edward's cock from the side of his briefs, pumping it. Edward tries to take as much cock as he can, but it's a tiring position for his neck muscles. He places one hand behind his head to help and he moans when Jasper puts pressure with his thumb on his piercing.

Edward rests his head against the pillows saying, "I'm sure the picture looked hot, but I don't think I can finish like this."

Jasper lifts himself off him, "No, I can see that. It was fun trying though."

"How about a 69?" I ask them and they both look over at me and then at each other, smiling.

"Hell, yeah!"

Edward finally gets to pull down his briefs and they both lie down on their sides. Jasper's head is closest to me, giving me a perfect view of what he starts doing to Edward, gripping his cock in his hand, pumping it and licking over his balls. He sucks one of them into his mouth before he licks up the shaft. I can see both of their heads sucking each other to the same rhythm, both of them groaning muffled by their cocks.

It doesn't take long for Jasper to come in Edward's mouth. He's a master at this, but Edward bucks into Jasper's mouth making him gag. He holds the base of his cock to prevent himself from pushing in too deep for Jasper's untrained mouth and when he comes, Jasper is ready and swallows it all down.

They both fall on their backs, exhausted and I take my blanket with me and sneak in between them, throwing Edward's briefs and t-shirt at him. His briefs land on his face and he chuckles, "Thank you!" before he pulls them on.

We just lie there for a while, all three of us trying to catch our breaths, before Edward asks, "So, you're going to top me tomorrow, Jasper. Are you ready for that?"

I turn to Jasper and see him swallow hard.

"I hope so. It'll be the same as with Bella, and I trust you to tell me if I do anything wrong or hurt you."

"Great! I look forward to it then," Edward says and gets up to get dressed.

A/N: Thank you for reading!

Inspirational link for this chapter (NSFW). E and J would be older of course and more muscular: tinyurl (dot) com/85vhxu7

I've posted my entry for the SWW Pic Prompt Contest. The link is on my profile. Here is the summary:

'Edward takes care of Garrett to the best of his ability. Sometimes the best you can do isn't good enough. Warning: Contains dark themes and character death. Potentially upsetting. AH/Slash'