I was standing in front of the Cullen's House that they owned here when I immediately began to have doubts. Like what if he didn't want me after all this time. I was arguing with myself when I unconsciously rang the doorbell. I exhaled a breath I didn't know I was keeping in and prepared myself. Edward opened the door and his usual neat glamorous designer clothes were gone and in it's place was an Edward I never seen. He was casual, like I go to high school and I'm middle class casual which shocked me, but I covered it up. He wore an American Eagle dark blue polo and his pants were torn, his feet were only covered with socks and I'm guessing he hasn't worn shoes in awhile since his pants were terribly fringed in the back. He hair was messy, messier than usual and he had dark purple circles under his Black eyes showing me he hadn't eaten in awhile. He stepped aside while looking down as id silently motioning me to come in. He closed the door and looked at me pain flowing through his eyes and I knew he probably thought I chose Matt. I grinned which earned me a look of confusion and lept into his unsuspecting arms and kissed him passionately. He responded with as much passion as I did if not more and we both came up for unneeded air and so we could talk.

"You chose me?" He asked

"No, I decided to skip out on both of you and date chucky." I said with a roll of my eyes

He glared at me before grinning and kissing me once more which led to both of us placed in his room and the rest was history;D

The night was long and I loved it. It was nothing I ever experienced before, but now I have to go and get my stuff from the tour bus, which Matt currently occupied.

"It will be okay love, no need to worry, all will be fine." He said as he kissed my forehead and gave me a departing hug.

"Sure, Sure." I said grinning and pecked him quick before taking the Volvo to the Matt's.

When I got there, I was met with an unexpected site, something I wish I never had to see. There was Matt next to a tour bus that was drenched in gasoline and was lighting a match. I hurriedly got out of the car and rand to him.

"What are you doing!" I screeched

"What I should have done a long time ago."He said coldly and he looked at me with his black eyes that were cold and hard. They held nothing , but anger and grief and his mouth was pressed into a thin line. He lit the match and threw the match onto the Bus and it erupted into flames not even seconds after.

"Please don't tell me." I began my voice cracking in the middle knowing he was going to do something I never would of thought he would do. I caused this-I caused Matt to do this and that made it 10x worse.

"MATT!!!" I yelled as he gave me one departing look before he took a step into the burning fire and his screams of pain and anguish filled the air. As soon as it started, it was over and there was nothing left, but ash. I fell to the floor and sobbed, I felt arms embrace me and Edward's smell surround me. I dry sobbed for hours and then something happened. While I was Drying sobbing I felt Venom spill over and fall down my cheeks leaving sparkles in their midst.

{I was going to end it there, but it didn't seem fair.}

It's been a year since Matt died. Matt staged it perfectly, he bended a pole nearby so it seemed as if it hit the pole since the hood was horridly dented and the car was trying to swerve so it landed about 10 feet away from it. Since everything was turned to ash they assumed everyone died and was burned alive. It was broke me inside to see people actually mourning for the rest of the band and I. I can no longer go back into music since I was proclaimed dead, which broke my heart. The Cullen's and I attended Matt's private funeral and we spread the ashes ( we think it was his ashes) out on the pacific ocean so he could travel the world, just like he wanted to do. Me and Edward got married 8 months later since we wanted to 'start over' per say. I go to Matt's grave every once in awhile to tell him how much I miss him and how everything is going. Today was one of those days.

I walked a little until I finally picked a place and sat down on the sand. I looked out onto the ocean and told Matt how much I missed him and how I wished, he could be here with me. I told him how Emmett decided to join football this year and how he actually won a scholarship though he didn't need it and he gave it to some other kid. I told him how Alice and Jasper adopted a human baby with Curly blond hair and electric blue eyes and if you didn't know any better you would think it was their real child. I told him how much I loved him and at the end I got up and began to walk way, but I swear I heard Matt's chuckle when I was about to go from the sand to the blacktop and I heard a voice whisper next to my ear.

'You have a feather in your hair Bella.' It said in the familiar voice that I grew to love and the freaky thing is that when I got into my car and looked into the mirror. Their placed upon my head in a tangled mess was a white feather.