Okay I know I said that this part of the story would be a two parter, well I lied, it's going to have at least one more part then onto the good stuff depending on my ADHD brain. I have been jumping from story to story so I kind of had a little difficulty on concentrating on new chaps, but I won't drop this. so please enjoy. :)
The day was pretty much crappy for the rest of it, classmates kept calling me names, and the teachers just made things worse by trying to show some pity and concern. But now that it's over I can finally breath, it was so suffocating to be surrounded by such a**holes. So now I'm heading over to my boyfriend James, who seems to be talking animatedly with someone I don't recognize.
"Oh, hey Tammie I didn't know that you were looking for me." He said as he turned around after I tapped his shoulder.
The problem is that we had already made plans to meet up after school, but from the sound of it he doesn't even seem to remember that.
"James we were supposed to go home together." I said with a slight annoyance in my tone.
"Oh, shit, sorry I totally forgot, but have you met Valerie, she's new here."
Okay did I just imagine him showing a love sick puppy look when he looked at her? I so hope I did. But what I am seeing now is making me feel very uncomfortable. He looks like he is going to fawn all over her, right in front of his girlfriend if I might add. It just seems so very wrong. I really don't want to see this, but Valerie came up to me and looked me up and down, she was grinning when she was finished assessing me. I honestly have no clue what is going on, it felt like everything I know will come crashing down around me, I have a very bad feeling about this, about her, about everything happening here. For some reason I was suffocating and I needed to get away, I took off in a sprint to not even I know where. I felt like something was trying to crawl into my brain, like something was trying to control me, it felt evil. And now that I am far enough away I feel so much better, though I notice that James didn't follow me. But I can't go back, there's this feeling telling me that if I do then I'm screwed. So now I'm going to find Alice and Fred so that I can tell them what just happened.
It took me all night just to fall asleep, yesterday's event just kept playing over and over again in my head. And when I finally did fall asleep I had this extremely disturbing dream, Valerie was in it. From what I remember I was in this messed up torture chamber with James right next to me and Valerie busy telling us to give in, that soon the pain would become pleasurable, James was already bending to her will but I was being adamant about not giving in.
"Come on Tammie, don't you want to be with your boyfriend forever?"
That phrase made me shiver, she didn't seem human in the dream, in fact she seemed more like a monster, with her laughing at our pain and the huge grin she had whenever she drew blood. And James and I weren't the only ones there, there were other students from our school. It was like some sort of out of body experience, a very terrible one.
I woke up with sweat covering my entire body, the dream was over but I couldn't shake this feeling like something lingered from it, like I was being haunted. Of course as I got up to get ready I felt so weak like I was drained of energy, usually when you sleep you expect to wake up refreshed not worse than ever. I have a feeling that this would be a very long day.