"Where am I?" Ivan thought as he was walking down some sort of corridor. He looked down at himself and saw that he was wearing some sort of uniform, and then it came back to him. He was at school of course he was, where else would he be? Ivan then looked down at himself and frowned. He was disgusting, skinny, covered in scars and still only 14 years old. Ivan didn't know what Sadik saw in him. Why was he interested? Ivan thought about it as he walked towards the turkey man's classroom.
Ivan didn't care why Sadik was interested, but it made Ivan feel happy. Sadik was the only one who cared about him; school was a break from home where he was hurt and fucked. But here he was shown kindness by Sadik and it made him happy. Ivan didn't care that Sadik was twice his age, Ivan knew he loved Sadik, and today he planned to tell him. Ivan walked into the classroom to see Sadik on his desk marking some papers. Ivan smiled as Sadik took of his glasses and looked at him. "Hey Ivan" he said as Ivan walked towards him. "Hey sir" he said softly.
"I came here like usual, but today I want to tell you something…" he said as he started playing with his fingers. "Sure what is it?" Sadik said as he got up and pushed Ivan back against the table and started undoing his buttons on his shirt. "You are so perfect" he said as he removed the shirt and started sucking Ivan's neck gently biting it.
Ivan blushed and then looked away, he wasn't used to compliments. He wasn't used to someone being this gentle with him. It still hurt sometimes when he would bite him, or enter him without preparing, but Sadik said he liked it that way, it gave him more pleasure, so then Ivan would let him and say nothing about the pain.
"I love you" Ivan said quickly as Sadik started to undo the buttons on his trousers before throwing them aside, as he removed his own clothes. "I love you too" Sadik said, obviously lying. Only wanting to fuck the kid. Ivan smiled thinking the teacher meant it.
15 minutes after entering the room, and he was already bent over the desk and getting slammed into without preparation. Ivan bit his lip ignoring the pain, but then he felt an explosion of pleasure as he moaned.
"SADIK!" Ivan moaned loudly as he rolled his eyes. "I love you more than anyone Sadik… please fuck me harder with your big fucking cock…" Ivan said knowing the other man loved hearing those words. Suddenly Ivan was turned over to face the man and instead of Sadik being there, it was his dad.
Ivan screamed and closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, it was someone he didn't expect. It was Ludwig. He looked so evil and was smirking down at him. Fucking him…
Ivan woke up with a jolt, sweat running down his head. Him panting trying to calm down. It was just a nightmare, even if it was just a flashback of what actually happened except the end, it was still just a dream. He then remembered that he had a habit of speaking out loud when he was sleeping, so what he may have said in his dream he may have said out loud.
Ivan then looked at Ludwig to see him awake with an expression that made you wonder what he heard. Ivan hoped he didn't hear Ivan moaning for Sadik or saying that he loved him and wanted to get fucked harder.
"What did you hear me say?" Ivan asked softly, scared of what Ludwig will say.
Ludwig stared at him. Tears filled his eyes since he herd everything. "You told me you didn't want him. That you didn't meet him, that you didn't care about him." He said with hurt. "You lied to me. Right to my face. On our wedding night…" This hurt.
Ludwig was just making progress with his depression and this just hit it and made it go rock bottom. He was in the middle of getting dressed. "My mom called Lilah won't sleep. I was going to put her to sleep and come back." He knew Ivan didn't know where his parents lived. "But if you love the other so much maybe you should go be with him." He said as he left the room and went to see his baby.
Ivan smacked his forehead. How could this have happened? It was just a stupid dream; it was before he even met Ludwig. "I don't want him, and I don't care about him, I swear" Ivan said running out of the room and chasing Ludwig. "I never lied to you... I love you... please Ludwig."
Ludwig stopped and looked at him. "Then why scream his name and why say you loved him…" Looking at him and sighing. "I need to go see lilah. Can we do this in the car?"
Ivan nodded as he felt his heart feel heavy, he then walked into the car with Ludwig. "Luddy... It was just a flashback... I'm sorry... I want you and only you."
Ludwig shook his head. "Not now Ivan." He sighed. "Just forget it ok. We will talk about it later…"
"Why? We need to talk about it now!" Ivan said looking at Ludwig and knowing he messed up."
"No right now, I need to go get lilah she's having nightmares of that freak touching her again and she won't calm down for my mother."
"Fine…" Ivan said thinking about Lilah. Ludwig left and drove to his parents' house, while Ivan walked back home. Ludwig walked into the house going in to see his crying girl.
"Mommy...h-he came b-back…"
"No no he's not back. It was just a night mare." He held his arms out for her. Lilah ran to Ludwig and held him tightly. "But he was here, in this room and he told me that you weren't going to come and save me... it seemed so real" she said as she cried.
"No no sweetie." He held her and tried to shush her. "It was just a nightmare. It's not real." He picked her up and went to the couch holding her.
"Mommy I am so s-scared…"
"I know sweetie." He held her and played with her hair a bit. "Where is Daddy?" Lilah asked as she leaned her head on Ludwig's body. "I don't know…" he looked around forgetting if Ivan came with him.
"I want to go home"
"Then let's go home"
Lilah smiles and nods, then extends her hands wanting to be carried. He picked her up and carried her to the car. Bringing her home and carried her inside.
Ivan heard the door open and then saw Ludwig walk in, with Lilah. Ludwig was looking tired. He brought her in. And went to her room putting her to bed. Ivan was a bit hurt when Ludwig walked past him, no expression and no words and then went upstairs. Ivan felt like shit, it wasn't his fault he had a stupid dream.
Ludwig tucked her in and got her to sleep. Then he went down stairs. He never knew Ivan came home Ivan had sat down and then turned around to see Ludwig.
"Your home?"
"Nah I am a fricken ghost... boo" Ivan said sarcastically.
Ludwig looked at him. And kind of just at the floor. "Sorry."
Ivan sighed and walked towards Ludwig and placed his arms around him. "I'm the one who is supposed to be sorry."
For some reason he thought he was going to get a beating, so he flinched right up when touched. Ivan felt the flinch and then pulled away. Then he turned away. He felt a but hurt knowing that even after they were married, Ludwig was still scared of him. "You look tired, you should go to sleep…"
Ludwig felt bad. "Ja… Come on." He took Ivan's hand. Ivan looked back and looked at their hands.
He looked at him. "What?"
"Nothing," Ivan said as he let go of Ludwigs hand and then sat down in front of the telly. "I am not feeling very tired, and you look like you are. So you should just sleep for a while, I am just going to watch a bit of TV" Ivan said wanting Ludwig to go.
Ludwig was confused. "Well I'll just sleep down here then." He went to sit next to him. Ivan moved away. "Ludwig please... just go to sleep in your room" Ivan said quietly, while looking away.
He felt heart broken. But he just got up and left in a sob. Tears streaming his face hug he went to his room. Ivan sighed, he knew that he must be hurting Ludwig's feeling now but he was tired. And needed time to think.
Ivan went upstairs to check up on Ludwig after a couple of hours, when he walked in he saw that he was sleeping, he then wanted to check up on Lilah… he walked in to see her wide awake, reading a book.
"Are you okay?" he asked as he walked over to her. She looked up at him and smiled. "Yes Daddy… I just couldn't sleep" she said as he placed the book down. "Oh, so do you want to watch some TV with me, to pass time" he asked as she nodded and then he walked down towards the Living room with her.
Ivan heard the door knock, he groaned as he removed himself from where he was sitting beside Lilah, when he was watching TV, and Ludwig was upstairs still sleeping. Ivan opened the door to see Sadik standing in front of him, towering over him. Ivan scowled, and was about to shut the door but then he remembered that he was stronger than the turkey man, and he was bigger; there was nothing to be scared about. It's not like it was 20 years ago when he couldn't protect himself.
"What do you want?" he asked as he looked at Sadik. The other man grinned, "I'm here to have some Russian ass… I think you will do perfectly" he said with a smirk as he took a step closer towards him. Ivan took a step back. "Look you twat… I am stronger then you so don't even think of touching me… I am not scared of you" Ivan said as he backed into a wall.
"If you are not scared, then why are you backing away from me… and also there is no way you are going to hurt me…" Sadik said as he started to kiss Ivan. Ivan bit Sadik's lip and shoved him away. "Fuck off" he hissed then he remembered that Lilah was still in the room, Sadik looked back and grinned. Then he walked towards Lilah and took a black metal object from his pocket and then placed a gun by her head, she looked scared and just gave Ivan a helpless look.
"Daddy…"
"Stop it… please" Ivan said desperately, not wanting Lilah to get hurt. She has already been through enough in her lifetime. "I won't hurt her … if you suck me off, like you used to" he said as he smirked and laughed when he saw Ivan collapse in front of Lilah but facing Sadik. Ivan felt pathetic; he should have closed the door when he had the chance.
Ivan felt like he was 15 years old, and Sadik wanted to fuck him. "Let her go first" Ivan said as he looked up, wanting to punch him but he couldn't with Lilah watching. "Sure… only if I enjoy the blow job…looks like you need to try your best… for your daughter..." he said as he moved closer towards Ivan, so that his cock was close towards Ivan's mouth, even though he was still clothed.
Ivan was embarrassed but knew if he didn't do as he was told, Lilah would die. And he knew that Sadik wasn't bluffing. Ivan started to undo the buttons on the others trousers and then he pushed them down, and then he removed the Boxers as well. Ivan then looked at the others limp cock. He then took a deep breath in and gave the cock a few strokes before taking it in whole.
He used one hand to grope the others balls, and then started moving his head back and forth, swirling his tongue around him, making sure that not one part was left untouched. He then made sure that Sadik's cock hit the back of his throat, knowing that would feel good for the other. He gagged slightly, and then tried to blink away the tears that started to fall from his eyes. He knew the other was enjoying it with the way he was moaning, and grabbing his hair making him go faster.
Ivan continued to go this until he felt Sadik shake and cum in his mouth, Ivan then swallowed the salty liquid and then pulled away from the others cock. "Happy" he said as he wiped away the cum that was dripping down his face. "Yeah… you have improved my little slut" Sadik said as he stroked Ivan's face. Ivan flinched and nodded.
"Lilah… sweetie… please go upstairs into your room, but don't wake up Daddy. I'll be upstairs in a bit" Ivan said as Sadik removed the gun. And then Ivan watched as Lilah left the room. He sighed and then stood up. He then saw that Sadik was facing the gun at him. Ivan went pale.
"Strip for me… slowly" he said as he grinned. Ivan felt humiliated but didn't know what to do. He wanted to go upstairs and be with Ludwig, he wanted him but he couldn't wake him up now and let him see what was happening. Ivan nodded and started to remove his clothes, slowly. Then he was naked. He was standing by the wall holding his hands and not looking at Sadik.
Sadik walked over to him and spanked him, hard. "You still have that sweet ass… it looks so fuckable" Sadik said as Ivan gasped. He didn't like how Sadik was touching him; he only wanted to be touched by Ludwig.
Ivan stood still as Sadik started touching him everywhere, not leaving an inch of his skin untouched. "Your such a slut… getting fucked by your dad every night for god knows how many years… and you didn't care to tell anyone… that means one thing… you must have liked it… you must have liked having your daddy's cock inside of you" Sadik said as he started to stroke Ivan's cock.
Ivan looked away, he knew he was a slut but he never liked it. "I didn't you sick fuck" he said quietly trying to not feel Sadik hands on him. "You did you slut, I bet you loved it when your dads friends came around, and fucked you together… mmm… you must have loved getting fucked raw" he said as he started twisting Ivan's nipples.
"Then you still were not getting your ass fucked enough, so you came to me… acting so sweet wanting me to fuck you… and you thought I loved you and you loved me" Sadik said as Ivan looked away. "I was 14, what did you expect… and fuck you" Ivan said again as he felt the gun next to his head, and then he felt his head ringing. Sadik must have hit him with it.
"Don't talk to me like that" Sadik said as he pushed Ivan back into the wall. He then made sure Ivan was facing the wall. "I wonder how long you haven't bottomed" he said as he slammed his erected cock into Ivan, causing him to scream from agony. He then bit his lip trying to be quiet; he didn't say anything else as the blood dripped out of him as Sadik continued to fuck him.
"Moan my name, and tell me what you used to say to me…" he said as he grunted and kept slamming himself into Ivan. "N-Never" Ivan whimpered, and then he felt pain across his face and felt blood dripping down. He had gotten hit by the Gun again.
At that moment he gave up fighting and wanted to die. So he then agreed to do what Sadik said.
"S-Sadik… S-Sadik… P-Please F-Fuck me harder with your h-huge c-cock" Ivan moaned as he closed his eyes and knew that Sadik was smirking. Sadik continued to slam into him until he finally came inside of Ivan. He then laughed as he pulled out and turned Ivan back around.
"Look at that… you sure are a slut... look at how hard you are" Sadik said with a grin and then started stroking Ivan, trying to get him off. Ivan didn't care anymore, he should have told Sadik to fuck off but he didn't. He let himself get touched, plus even if he said anything Sadik wouldn't stop, he still had the gun pointed at Ivan's head. Ivan then came all over Sadik's hand and then Sadik wiped it on Ivan's hair. Sadik then moved away from Ivan and watched him from the distance.
Then he started to leave, "We must do this again sometime" he said as he walked towards the door, he walked out but a few seconds later his came back and pointed the gun at Ivan...
He then pressed the trigger…
…
Nothing happened. Ivan had closed his eyes, and when he opened them he saw that the gun had a small flame at the end of it. Ivan almost died when he realized that it wasn't a real gun, that it was a fucking lighter. It wouldn't have killed him. Ivan couldn't believe that he was raped, while being threatened by a lighter.
Sadik laughed at Ivan's expression then he left. Ivan walked over to the door and locked it. He then placed his clothes back on. Ivan then went to the kitchen, got a glass, placed two ice cubes in it and then poured some Vodka. He took it then he noticed that his hand was shaking; he then felt anger at himself. He was such a pathetic slut.
He then threw the glass at the wall and watched as it shattered to pieces. He then started to punch the wall and kept doing it as he felt blood trickling down his hands. His knees started to feel weak, and suddenly they stopped working and he collapsed to the floor. Ivan then leaned his head against the wall and drew his knees closer towards him.
Ivan closed his eyes, but he couldn't stop the tears from falling and within seconds he was sobbing, the sobbing where you can't even breathe.
"He is right… I am such a slut" Ivan sobbed.
…
He would have been crying even more if he knew that Lilah never went to her room, and had instead stayed by the stairs and watched as her Dad was raped in front of her eyes. She then waited until Ivan walked into the Kitchen, then she ran upstairs to wake up Ludwig.
She then told him everything that happened, calling Sadik the Turkish man. She then told Ludwig about every single thing that occurred even the stuff she didn't understand and the stuff that Sadik and Ivan had said.
Lilah started to cry, as she felt it was her fault.