Epilogue
( Edward's POV )
I sat in my room, shaking with tear less sobs holding Bella's hand tightly. It had been three days and she was still screaming about fire, "What made me do this? Why did I put her in this position" I thought to myself. As I sat there by Bella her human memory washed over in my head, I wanted to read her mind but why right now? I look down at her face it was held in a face of pain, she was trying so hard to make this better for me but it was only making it harder.
I ran my cool hand across her forehead she gave small smile, I smiled back I loved to see my happy Bella in there still. She calmed down for a bit but after 10 minutes the thrashing started back up and I could tell her heart was dying. One because she was yelling to stop the pain her chest, and I could slowly see her body pale. My poor Bella why did I do this?
I turned on some debussy loudly to try and drown out her cries. I couldn't hear my angel weep in such agony being damned to such a dark world. After this I was sure she couldn't love me, not as strongely this pain I'm putting her through. I told her I would never pain her again after leaving and her I am.
I pinched the bridge of my nose and leaned back to my chair and tried to relax. Bella did this for me, for us, but why? I hadn't spoken to my family for the last few days, I mean how could I? My angel, my life, my reason for being her was being put through Hell.I was almost calm when I heard Alice's voice pop into my head.
"Edward, she'll be waking up soon"
I looked at my Bella's face it was still contorted in pain, yet she was relaxing now, I went back to closing my eyes.
"But Ed-" came Alice's voice only to be cut off by a more beautiful, familiar one.
"Edward?" I heard Bella's voice call, my eye snapped open only to see Bella's brown golden one's staring back.