so... I had a school shooter at my school... I just need some time to heal because one of my favorite teachers was shot 3 times... he survived but it's still very devastating and I'm still kinda shaken up so I'm sorry but I just can't update right now...:( I actually feel like crying and I just can't find it in me to update. Don't worry I'm not giving this story up, I just need some time. Again, I'm very sorry.