Allen drew a short yet lungful of breath while shoving his phone inside his pocket in the process. Afterwards, he smiled wistfully, though, a bit bashful. He had just finished his conversation with Kanda and it goes pretty well. Apparently, the raven had just woken up from sleep with his voice hoarse and husky...and that tone something akin to... Cut it there immediately. Plus, his sour mood was obviously present; although, it was never a surprise to him since Kanda's mood had never been good in the first place. Except when, maybe... when Kanda was teasing him just like this early morning and...
Quickly, Allen's face was instantly covered with the hue of red as his mind ran through one of the particular episode that had occurred very late last night. Allen could not forget the sweet taste of the pizza's sauce and Kanda's intoxicating lips as they combined, making the younger's mind whirled into mess and leaving him breathless.
Allen was certain that he was kissed in the past, but having his lips locked with Kanda was very new to him, that he never thought he would get to experience. It felt utterly wonderful to the point of addicting and arro...―darn it Allen! Cut the crap! Don't you dare continue that thought if you do not want to be compared to the colour of some ripe tomatoes.' he reprimanded himself and dispelled the scenes shrewdly when he felt something awakening in his nether regions.
Gladly, his brain complied easily. But the fast drummed of his heartbeat and clear anticipation of wanting to see the blue-eyed male was another subject.
Biting his inner lower lip, Allen squared his shoulders to survey the hall of the airport (with the help of his silver eyes) of someone noticing to his somewhat weird behavior. And he was glad that no one had. People were busy minding their own businesses, walking vice versa in front of him, that even sparing a glance at him was a waste of time. Allen's smile slipped on his lips again in quite relief.
Last night's event was rather shocking to Allen, but he could likely say he enjoyed it 'Very much'―his thought added mockingly. But no matter how utterly perfect it was, Allen's still unsure about the standing of their 'newfound' relationship. He doesn't even know how to call it honestly. Whether they were boyfriends, lovers or just friends was beyond to the white-haired male? Albeit Kanda mentioned it at the breakfast this morning that they were indeed together, it still bothered him and kind of weirded him out, actually. Since entering a relationship of more than being friends, more specifically to a guy, was all very new to him. Nevertheless, his emotions were hard to ignore.
The young teen's trains of thoughts were suddenly interrupted by a cheery voice, calling his name. He whirled around to meet two emerald eyes looking at him in confusion. Lavi straightened his body in discomfort due to the garb he wore over a coat. His redheaded cousin wasn't very fun with formal attires and occasions saying it was totally boring. But today was out of the question.
The urgent his grandfather said when he'd call earlier was the sudden change of plans of thier client. Supposedly, their client's arrival should be next month but it altered into today. Nobody know about the reason behind however. Thus, Allen was needed immediately in the office. And there they were now, at the airport, waiting for Mr. Froi Tiedoll's and his man.
"Sorry Lavi, what was it?" he asked easily while trotting closer to the red-haired male and other two people who wore the same clothes like them.
"They've arrive."
After his words, the familiar call of the flight number registered to Allen's head and he then nodded stiffly. Before too long, six people emerged out of the VIP's arrival area of the airport and the familiar gray hair of an old man became apparent as the figure come closer. Allen pasted the schooled smile he'd learned from his father and waited.
Until, "Welcome back to London, Mr. Tiedoll." Allen said before shaking their hands in a business grip.
Kanda slowly stood up from the couch he was seated and made his way to the kitchen to get some cool water. After taking what he needed, he then went back to his former position. Silently, blue-eyes watched carefully as the water did its swirling inside the transparent glass after he tried to play with it. But another flashes of fresh memories rolled again that made him ceased his movement and grasped the glass tightly against his palm.
"He left Yuu. Allen Walker already went back to abroad yesterday." Hana said gently to the silent guy across him. They were in her room. Kanda was waiting for her to finish preparing for their graduation that will happen in a while later. The dark-haired guy was sitting idly on her bed while she was on her desk chair, facing him. "I went around yesterday to ask some of the second year on his class about the kid's whereabouts and that's what I got...telling me that he left. I told you before-"
"I was planning to confess tomorrow." Kanda interrupted her rudely in a low voice, speaking for the first time. The brown-haired girl started, and then stared at him with her eyes slightly wide open but not saying a word. "'Cause if he rejects me in the end, I, at least, will leave for university, I won't see him again and probably will forget about him in the right time."
"Are you an idiot?!" Hana interrupted his sentence, voice etched with clear annoyance.
The raven glanced to her just in time to meet the front of the book thrown upon his face. He cursed loudly and glared at the girl with indignation, who met his eyes with the same fervor.
"What the hell is your problem?!" he yelled loudly, nursing his nose in the process.
The brown-haired woman kept his glare on Kanda. "You are the problem. I never think of you as a coward, you idiot." she released an exasperated sigh. "How can he accept you if he doesn't even know who you are? Idiot! I told you to get close to him but you weren't listening."
The male ground his teeth in remorse of his friend. Calling him many times an idiot and a coward was a very huge bite to his pride. If anything, he will kill the woman, but he stopped the urge and released a long breath to calm himself. 'He never was a fucking idiot and ever will be a coward' was what he wanted to remark, but instantly changed his mind. He doesn't want another dispute with his friend because it was all but annoying. He did not bite back a comeback and instead opted to lie heavily on the soft bed. The book flew to wherever it went after tossing it somewhere. He covered his eyes in irritation.
However annoying it was to admit, Hana has a point. But if he did what Hana had told him and confess before everything, will he accept it? Will it change something? His decision? Will the turn of events cycled differently? Will Allen still leave or will he stay? Kanda's course of action was different to his mind, which was now in alarming chaos. He doesn't want to think of 'what ifs' but he can't help it.
Unlikely, it was similar with his heart; he can't help it breaking in two pieces.
"Yuu-chan!"
Kanda's peace was disrupted quickly and a vein popped out in irritation upon hearing the voice but he paid no heed on it. He continued walking briskly through the corridor and faced ahead towards his destination.
"Yuu-chan!"
Not long after someone had jumped on the raven's broad shoulders, making him almost lost his balance and fell on the floor. But he steadied himself, thanks for his reflex and strong muscles bracing him on the spot. He growled menacingly, which made the person to untangle himself slowly, if not nervously. Kanda pivoted around and eyes searched for the culprit. He found him easily. Standing before him was the familiar shock of red hair and green eyes of his classmate in―unluckily―four of his class, staring back at him with playful grin. The guy whose name was Lavi had proclaimed himself as Kanda's friend the very first day. Meeting the redheaded idiot made him regret that he left Japan and transfer here in London because the stupid guy wouldn't stop bugging him no matter where he go.
Furiously, he glared at Lavi who dared to call him by his first name, as if he could kill the guy by his eyes. And he really wanted to do just that and wished he brought Mugen with him― his favorite sword back at Japan. He was aware that the people in this country was accustomed to call everyone by their first name, but Kanda didn't care, people would just leave him the fuck alone and stop meddling with his life. He does not want anyone to call him that, especially, the moron in front of him.
Cursing inside, he advanced towards the green-eyed male and grabbed his front-shirt to pull him closer.
A yelped was heard coming from Lavi.
"I fucking told you to stop calling me by my name, didn't I? Do you really want to die baka usagi?" he snarled in his deep low voice like a demon awakening from his deep slumber.
Lavi smiled nervously at him and fear was evident on his face. He was really afraid this time. Well, Kanda had the look of pure murder. He's gonna die real this time.
"Hi Yuu-chan. Well...uh...I missed you since I-" he started but was cut.
"I don't fucking care!" Kanda growled at him, cutting the other's speech.
The red-haired guy laughed nervously. "Yuu, don't be sour so early in the morning. It won't be good to your-"
And again Lavi was being interrupted but this time not with his dark headed friend.
"Lavi?" an uncertain voice pulled his attention out of Kanda.
Both Kanda and Lavi zeroed their gaze to the owner of the voice. On their left they found a white-haired guy, a head shorter than both of them, staring at them confusingly. Lavi's face lit up upon seeing the shorter teen, not noticing the shock expression the raven had been wearing. Kanda's eyes were slightly widened and went rigid on his spot, unconsciously letting Lavi out of his hold easily.
"Allen!" Lavi cheered up and hastily ran towards his cousin's side. "You saved me." Lavi exaggerating exclaimed.
"Huh? What are you talking about?" Allen asked, bewildered.
Kanda for a good three seconds stayed still, but he quickly snapped himself out of it. Steeling his face, he stared straight at them. Despite the impassive look he was showing, deep inside though, Kanda could feel his stomach churning strangely and felt something he couldn't quiet distinguish blossoming inside him.
Mirthfully, Lavi introduced them to each other. "Ah! Yuu this is my cousin, Allen Walker." then turned to Allen and did the same, explaining the meaning of Kanda's name first to avoid confusion.
Allen put his perfect smile and glanced up at Kanda whose face stoic.
"Hello! I'm just a freshman here, so I'm pleased to meet you Yuu." Allen greeted slowly. Allen flinched slightly at the piercing look Kanda was giving him since they encountered.
Kanda kept quiet. It's been a year since that day of his graduation. Honestly, this person before him was the very last person he expected to see.
'Allen Walker huh.' he thought mockingly.
After Kanda's graduation, he decided to put his feelings towards this guy to the deepest core of his memories to forget him, because he knew fairly well that he wouldn't meet the teen ever again. He wanted to erase him in his memories. However, it seems like fate enjoyed playing with him. Just when he thought he had forgotten about his feelings to this guy, the teen had the nerve to pop out of nowhere. He came back easily and started jumbling his feelings again.
But why did he decide to live in the London in the first place?
'Of course, to leave his foster father's clutches and whines, and London is the best place for that. Nothing more.' he answered quickly inside his head.
Scowling, he replied.
"Che. Whatever, stupid Moyashi."
Shrugging, he turned to walk away from them. Kanda knew that Allen was aware what 'moyashi' means.
He heard a gasped of "What?" but didn't look back. Instead he struggled with himself knowing that the familiar feeling blooming again inside him.
Kanda rested his head on the backrest, putting the glass on the table. He sighed. Now everything was answered.
"So, Allen was the 'moyashi guy' huh." he smiled smugly. "It suits him."
Hey guyz! I am very sorry for updating very late but writers block ate up my entire brain. I can't write anything correctly. I need to reconstruct everything to appeal to my liking and this was what happen after forcing myself to pull this chapt out of my system so I can update. But seriously, I'm not satisfied. So it wouldn't be a surprise if you were disappointed with this one (count me in).
Anyway, thank you for reading.