HELLO! :)
Well; here's a new chapter. And I really hope you enjoy!
P.S.; I apologize about the long wait. I've had a lot of homework, and every thing. I'm really sorry 'bout that! :)
BTW: If you want to see what Jessica looks like, go to my profile, and towards the bottom there is a link to a story named "I Was Right, And You Were Wrong." and then copy and paste the link that has "Jessica looks like" before it.
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Chapter 11
"Breaking You Down"
Jude got in to her car, and started it. She then drove and drove and drove. She finally parked the car in front of a small home. She sighed, as the rain came down hitting her car windows.
She then grabbed her keys and purse. She put her hood up, and got out of the car. She ran to the front door of the home. and knocked on it. She waited a few seconds before the door opened.
"Jude?" Mrs. Harrison asked, unsure if it was her daughter. Once she realized it was Jude, she felt a bit nervous, shocked.
"I know, that I haven't talked or called in like 6 months. Ever since the car incident .. Well, I'm kind of in a rough time right now, and I need help to stand up on my own two feet. I was wondering if maybe you wouldn't mind me coming to live with you for a while? Not too long, I promise!" Jude told her mother.
Her mom took a minute to think, and then invited Jude to come in, she called Don downstairs, and the three sat at the kitchen table. It was dead silent, besides the noise of the rain hitting the window, and the noise of Jude's finger nails tapping against the wood table.
"So Jude, what brings you here?" Don asked, not to sure about what was going on.
"Well, I need help to get my life organized. And my mother is good at that kind of stuff, and I guess I just wanted to see her" Jude answered. She felt awkward having Don there.
"Oh." He simply answered, sounding kind of annoyed. Jude rolled her eyes, and another silent moment happened.
"Don, how 'bout we introduce Jude to you know who" Victoria, Jude's mother, said to Don. Trying to clue him in. Jude became nervous and worried. Don and Victoria looked at each other, and then Don nodded.
"Jessica! Downstairs!" Don yelled. Soon a girl looking like she was about 16 came running down the stairs.
"What Don?" She asked. Don hated when he called her Don. He rolled her eyes.
"I told you not to call me that, and sit down." Don told her.
"Who's this?" Jude asked.
"Well uhm, honey" Victoria said nervously.
"The name is Jessica. What's yours?" Jessica answered
"Jude .." Jude answered, not quite understanding what was going on.
"Jude. This is our adopted daughter" Don stated.
Jude was completely frozen.
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The Next Day ...
Spiederman sat on the couch, and grabbed his guitar. He softly played an unknown melody. He was expecting Jude to call, but she didn't. He kept begging for the telephone to ring. But it remained silent.
He then grabbed a notebook and started writing the chords down. He then moved on to lyrics.
Once he finished he decided to give it a try.
"I never thought I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all
I took my time, I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed to go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months, I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again
You'll close it off, board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault
I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait 'til I got home
To pass the time in my room alone
I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I can't wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I've survived
I can't wait 'til I get home
To pass the time in my room alone"
Spiederman sang.
Once he finished, he took a deep breath. He then suddenly smiled. He knew that, that song was what he needed. He needed to let all his bottled up feelings out, and he just did.
Meanwhile,
Jude flickered her eyes opened, and then sat up. She had slept in the guest room at her mother's home. She walked out of her room, and to the bathroom.
She took a shower, brushed her teeth, changed her clothes, and did her make up. When she was leaving the bathroom she saw Jessica walking out of her room. Jude felt an odd vibe from Jessica. Once Jude walked past Jessica she realized some thing.
On Jessica's arm, there was a huge bruise. Jude felt really nervous, and could hardly look at her arm. Once she noticed that Jude was staring at her arm, she quickly covered her arm up.
"What are you looking at?" She asked.
"What happened to your arm?" Jude replied. Jessica froze.
"I fell. Big deal ..." She lied. She quickly ran to the bathroom. Leaving Jude scared.
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That night,
Jude had a concert, but specifically told Wally, and Kyle to tell Spiederman not to come.
She decided that she would play the guitar for that night.
They were about to go on they're last song. Jude then spotted Spiederman, and Sadie in front row. Once she saw Spiederman she almost froze. Spiederman and her made complete eye-connection.
"Uhm well" Jude stuttered in to the microphone. "Here's our last song. It's a new one; the name is 'I Was Right'. It goes out to every one who has had they're hearts broken." Jude added. The crowd cheered and they began playing.
"I never knew that I was dealing with a graduate
with a major in defensive and a minor in excuses
It's not that hard to say you're wrong,
admit oh, go on, go on
You know I wouldn't want to make you feel
worse than you should
but if you were me you'd do the same
(you know you would, you know you would)
it's not that hard to say you're wrong,
admit oh, go on, go on
It'd mean everything
just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong,
it's not that hard, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just
to hear you say to me
that i was right and you were wrong,
it's not that hard, go on, go on
I know you know it's all your fault and I should let this go
but I need to hear you say it love
(it's principle, it's principle)
it's not that hard to say you're wrong, admit it oh, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
I was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on
That I was right and you were wrong, go on, go on (go on, go on)
It would mean everything
(but you're so smart with those clever eyes)
so I tell you that I love you, and blow you a kiss
(but until you say you're sorry, well that's all you're gonna get)
oh, that's all you gonna get, oh...
oh oh oh ...
oh oh oh
It'd mean everything just to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong,
it's not that hard, go on, go on
It'd mean everything just
to hear you say to me
that I was right and you were wrong,
it's not that hard, go on, go on
That i was right and you were wrong, it's not that hard, go on, go on"
Jude sang.
Once she hit the last note, the crowd went wild. She fake smiled, as she watched Spiederman at the corner of her eye, he was slowly clapping.
Once Jude was backstage, she grabbed a water bottle, and went to her dressing room.
She sat down and grabbed a magazine, she started reading it while she drank her water.
Soon she was interrupted by a knock on the door.
"Come in!" Jude yelled. Soon she saw Spiederman walk in to her dressing room. "Spiederman" Jude said angrily.
"Jude .. I'll admit it, you were right, and I was wrong. Now can we please just go back to us?" Spiederman admitted
"Spied. You can't just ... You can't kiss other girls" Jude began as tears started rolling down her cheeks. "I've loved you for so damn long. But we keep running in to these impossible obstacles. But when I look you in the eyes, I can't see any one else. It's like your the only one in the room. Your the only one that makes me feel this way. And I've waited so long to hold you in my arms, and to not fight. We fight so much, and it hurts me so bad. And I love you. Spied, I really love you. I can't stop staring at you. I just can't look away from you. And when ever your in pain, or your sad, I can't look at you. So I have to look away. And right now .. is a time where I think I need to look away. Your in pain .. I'm in pain. But the right thing to do is look away. And that's what I'm going to do." Jude stated
Spiederman looked her straight in the eyes, seeing the pain that he caused her. Jude didn't bother wiping her tears away, because she knew that right when she wiped them away, plenty more would come to replace them.
Jude looked down at her shoes, but then back up at Spiederman. Spiederman let out a deep breath, and shrugged sadly. He had felt tears in his eyes, but he shook them off. He knew that he had to act as if it didn't hurt him as bad as it did. Even though, he was practically heartbroken.
"Kissing Darcy was the worst idea I've ever had. And if I could go back in time, I would definitely stop it. I would of pushed her away, sprinted back to our apartment, and I would of held you in my arms, and never let go. Because that's all I want ." Spiederman told her.
Jude then hugged Spiederman, and they hugged long and tightly.
Once they pulled away, Jude walked out.
Right then and there. She knew that she had lost the love of her life. And it would be impossible to get him back.
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Well, what did you think?! lol
Well; that was a sad chapter to write :(
Chapter 12
"You And Me"
Jude is pushing herself to get over Spiederman. But when she pushes herself towards some thing terrible, what will happen?