Before spring break.

Being alone is the easiest way to not being hurt, by anyone. You wake every day thinking what going to do on the long day, and remember to you this: you deserve a privilege. That gift could be the same loneliness. Sometimes, is better get lost inside of one, which could be the only way to find yourself.

But Beca staied alone for her own decisions. She left the Bellas, get distance from Chloe and screamed to Jesse. "I don't leave the things. I do all the possible to those things leaves me", could repeat to her, each day, and this was all the dialogue she could have in the day.

The worst of all: spring break it is here and all the university goes to home. For one side, she does not have to apologize to anyone, but in the morning quiet and absence of the university needs something… but couldn´t say for where she must start to reunite the pieces of the puzzle.

She still goes to the radio, at the night she stays alone in front of the console and she relax like always does. Returns to be the Beca she was before her first day on Barden. Also couldn't avoid keep seeing messages between lines who remember her experiences on this place. And when she saw the radio cd´s Beca could saw a part of Jesse there. If she goes to try again, must do it right. Start over with each part and fix everything.

Beca passed a lot of time watching movies, even if she hates do that was a very good first step to start better with Jesse. "The endings are predictable: boy gets the girl" nothing put away that thought from her mind but also motivated her. If she does all right this time, could still have a chance with Jesse.

What about Chloe? After she saw her the last time, on semis, does not have any notice from she. Beca deduces she returned to home on the break. And arrives to the conclusion that everything she created on the last year fell like a house of cards. And this does not matter to her… did it? Because, how difficult could be apologize with someone? Even just a message from her could be enough, this will makes her smiled on her loneliness nights on the radio. Chloe still listened to her from the other side? Lying on her bed with that stupid smile of pretty girl? To whom she tries to fool? What she must strange of all this shit was Chloe… but she dont want to go and find her, because this was the only thing it wasn't her guilt. If someone must apologize that would be the ginger.

Beca lay on her bed to see "The breakfast club", the Jesse´s favorite movie, trying to watch it to the end. Over her look, Beca couldn't stop her tears, and starts to think this weird boy should have a chance. And when she was close to put off everything and go to sleep, her phone started to sound: "Chloe BAE", she even does not took the time to change her name contact.

"If you are on your bedroom I will like pass to talk. Really sorry" Beca can't control the smile who escaped from her face. She really wants to get angry with this girl, but also could imagine her face when she writes that, and can't avoid feel… guilty. "Shit!" thinks putting her phone on the desk and trying to walk on the darkness. But she needs turn on the light because can't stop to crush everything on the room. A few seconds later someone called on the door. She thought was the only on the university those last days but she was wrong, and it wasn't the first time.

- Ey – can hear barely opened the door. There is Chloe, wearing a light blue shirt and waiting with her full patience on the hall. Her eyes looks red, looks like she was crying, and that ended to persuade Beca.

- Ey – answered and looked to another point. If she keeps the look can't control her feel to hug her tight. But she must stay strong: Chloe should flirt with was broken – I thought… I was the only one on the university. Even I have to ask myself if still anyone on the other line who still hear the radio on the nights.

- I did. I keep awake every night, holding all my intentions to call you and ask for new songs but… it would be chaotic if you starts to scream on the radio – she twist her lip. Was nervous and can't stop to move her hands. Beca never will scream to her but didn't know how to move on – Can I… come in? – "Think faster. Rejected her".

- I'm going to see a movie – she lied because she already watched it. Chloe tries to see something on her notebook and can read the tittle – Jesse´s favorite movie – adds and this was the only thing necessary to Chloe changed her expression. "Don't look her throw the eyes", repeat herself because if she does that…

- I thought doesn't like it. You say the ending is…

- Predictable, I know – she does not want to hear anything else from her, but also didn't want her leaves away. She returns to feel right, even for a little moment.

- Well. I come to tell you, looking to you at the eyes – Chloe moves trying to found Beca´s eyes, but receives a strong look – that I'm really sorry. I should protect you, over Aubrey. You tell me I must trust on myself and in that moment I didn't. Because when I refuse you, I was refusing me. If I could come back at the time, I will put everything clear: I choose... you. Over all, and over everyone…

- But you can't come back on the time – answered when Chloe stays speechless. Beca was sure, whit these she goes. Chloe shouldn't stay on the university; she must stay with her family – On the history there's no place to the "What if…?"

- Right. But I think you should it know. From now, all what you trusted on me, don't do it again. Trust in you, because you are the star. Don't let anyone tell you the opposite – Chloe looks down and starts to move her hands – I don't want to come, and surprised you, but I saw the lights on, and… Anyway. I don't annoying you any more – Beca looks her throw the eyes, can see the shine on it, that who produces when they see on the others eyes. Could feel Chloe want to tell something else but for that Beca must say something first. And she returns to stay speechless.

- Happy spring break, Chloe. You should rest – smiles and grabbed the door. Chloe saw that move and gets ready to go.

- I see you on the other half. Oh, and Beca… - she stays another moment to see what she have to add. "If she says it first, could be then…" – The ending could be like the songs. If you know read between lines, you could find a subliminal message, or in this case… an alternative end.

Beca can't remember if she closes the door first or if Chloe goes before. But she stays, laid on the door, listening a walk on the hall, putting away. And her heartbeat was reducing with every step.

Red as her hair. This was her eyes. She takes the guilty of why the Bellas breaks. That much of sentimental was her. She wasn't so wrong: if she would cover Beca before, they will passed the round. Chloe never asked for her trust. Beca only must trust in Beca, and everything will be okay. But behind her eyelids still finds her. And when she keeps it open, it was at the force, she was so tired but she want to see Beca again. That was the objective: Chloe stayed a few more days on university because thought Beca also did it. This way she can find her and talk to her, she must apologize. But Beca goes from her bedroom to the radio, and nothing more. She avoids the contact with the few students who stay in there. And Chloe was one of those, but wasn't sure if Beca knew about her existence.

"Maybe a text would be enough". She doesn't want to call the radio and receives screams on the air; it will be humiliating, not for those who will listen it, because what could happen between this two. Also, the idea of apologize only by the phone was so vague. Chloe needs to see Beca. She strange her voice, her angry controlled, her eyes… she strange Beca more than the a capella singing. She staied the last nights listened her on the radio; she only introduces the songs but Chloe still reading between lines.

But it was a limit day. This spring, Chloe must return home because she decided remove her nodes. The Bellas was over, why postpone the surgery? Also, she was terrified of pass all this alone. She didn't tell to anyone about this decision, but she decides talk to Beca her last night on the university. She waits be forgiven, not that Beca understand all, because was on all the rights of be angry, but she want to see her throw the eyes one more time. Maybe can found a little spark of that fire who always start between this look… only if Beca accepts, she asks if can hold her hand while she pass all the rehab.

All was in vain.

She can see Beca one more time, but the last pic it wasn't the better. Beca was closing slowly the door, like she doesn't want to say goodbye. However that´s all: no more messages, no more calls. Chloe leaves to removes the nodes, with no one who hold her hand. And Beca will stay on her room, lying on the same bed she loved to hug, and will saw a movie… whom remembers Jesse.

What if… we start to change all?