Disclaimer: Dont own anything, not even Jasper =[ he's pretty cute with that southern accent
Chapter 11: Barbies and White lies
BPOV
My pixie like friend picked me up "Right, time to start" she giggled. "Jasper? Help?" i begged. "Sorry darlin' you have no choice" he grinned. "Be kind to me Alice please?" i begged. She just giggled, uh oh. "You'll enjoy it, i have just what you need" she smiled pulling me with great force into her room. I examined the room, lingerie.... alot of lingerie...oh god! "Told you" she winked. "Whats all this for?" i asked nervously. "What do you think silly, i know you want to get with Edward, you know properly... well i thought this would help" she sang, such a little devil she was. "Ok, damage control, im not wearing anything slutty so you see this.." i pointed to a whole pile of well, you couldnt exactly call it underwear, there was hardly any fabric there! "Is going no where near me ok?" Alice nodded innocently and grabbed a bag. "I think this will be perfect, try it on" she smiled pointing to the bathroom. I nervously walked into the bathroom, locked the door then opened the bag. OH MY GOD!
It was perfect, not slutty yet sexy. I removed the white lace corset from the bag and eyed it contently. It was slightly see through but that didnt bother me, it was beautiful. I could hear Alice giggle outside the door "I said it would be perfect" she called through the door. I shoved the lingerie in and shot out of the door to hug her. "Thank you, it will be perfect" i smiled. "Right time to dress you up for tonight" Alice beamed. "Tonight?" I asked. "Yes Edwards taking you out tonight, but before you worry about humans we've checked the area". I sighed and settled into a chair whilst Alice did my hair. She curled and tugged at my hair till it was in perfect ringlets which cascaded down my chest. She then applied subtle makeup on me, liquid eyeliner to my eyes and a nude lipgloss for my lips. "And now for your dress, before you moan about us spending money on you, its totally worth it" she beamed, she then ran into her wardrobe and pulled out a dress bag, anticipation set is as i waited to see my dress. "Ive seen you'll love it so chill" she nudged me. She slowly undid the bag to reveal a midnight blue strapless dress which ended just about the knees. "Wow Alice your like amazing, the dress, the lingerie, my hair are all beautiful thank you so much" i hugged her tightly before being interrupted by Jasper. "Sorry darlin' but do you think you could hurry up, Edwards getting impatient" he smirked. I laughed and ran into the bathroom to change. I carefully removed my clothing, unfortunately ripping my trousers "Stupid vampire strength!" i cursed under my breath. "Its ok ill buy you some new ones" I heard Alice say.
I pulled out the white lace corset, breathing deeply i put it on. Could i really do this? Is this me? Will he like it? Millions of varied thoughts flew through my mind when i gasped. I forgot to see what panties Alice had bought. Please not a thong! Please not a thong! Please not a thong! a chant that slowly filled my head. I looked deep into the bag and sighed with relief. French knickers. Perfect, i smiled. Once my underwear had been put on i got to carefully putting my dress on. Frustration soon set in as i fiddled with the zip. "Need any help?" Alice smiled peeping behind the door, "Yes please" i replied. She helped me with the dress and pulled out some black peep toe stilettos. "Thank you so much Alice, hang on, red sole, Christian Laboutins! Jesus christ Alice you didnt have too". She just smiled and gently shoved me out of the door "Have fun" she winked. What a naughty girl, note to self Alice is a total lingerie freak.
I walked carefully down the stairs at human speed, unsure as to if i was as clumsy as i was when i was human. When i reached the bottom step i was greeted with deep onyx eyes. It was working! "Hello Edward" i smiled. "Bella, wow you look beautiful" he strained. I could hear Jasper chuckle from the other room. Edward just shook his head and too my hand, leading me out of the door. "Where will we be going Edward?" i asked as he placed me in his volvo. "That my love is a secret" he smirked. Just as i was about to hold Edwards outstretched hand my phone beeped. Alice. Dont forget Bella, be confident, your beautiful and theres no way in heaven he can resist you! A x. I smiled and tucked my phone away into my clutch bag then took Edwards hand. We stopped after 30 minutes, i blinked out of habit but i still couldnt tell where we were. Edward helped me out of the door and led me accross the forest. It was illuminated with thousands of white fairy lights. I smiled when i recognised it, the meadow. "The last time we were here, you were human. The last time you were here, i rejected your needs" He said quietly, pulling me closer to him. He lowered his head and whispered "I wish to fufil them, I want you Isabella.." With that i kissed him fiercely which at first he easily returned with as much force. He pushed away again. "I dont want this to happen right now, i was brought up to be a gentlemen, regardless of the fact your now a vampire and no longer as fragile.. i wish, to make you my wife... if you will let me" he whispered. I was shocked .. stumbling to the floor i sat in thought. "Why did Alice? ... i mean she put all this effort in" I mumbled. "I was thinking of it Bella, you dont know how much i desire you" he whispered softly into my ear stroking my neck. "I dont know Edward, its a bit fast.. i mean we have the threat of Wolves apon us, there is no time for a wedding... we might not ... survive.." i choked my last words out, it was unbearable to think of my family torn apart.
"I dont want to loose you Bella, and i wont. I want you to take my name, i want you to be a legal member of the Cullens, i want you to be my wife." he placed in my hand a small velvet box. I opened it carefully. "It was my mothers, i want you to be my wife Bella please say yes.." He looked desperate. La Tua Cantante, he's here. I handed him the box. "I need time to sort my head out ok? Ive only just been turned, im still a newborn... and ive pretty much condemmed your family to death i just need some time, can i talk to you when i return home?" He nodded and left promptly. I followed the scent and stoppped before the treaty line. I hated lying to Edward, but i needed to protect them for once. Maybe he will listen to me.
A large russet brown wolf stopped a little way in front of me. "Jake, look im sorry i attacked you i couldnt control myself" A laugh erupted from the giant wolf. "Look jake nows not the time to be making sexual innuendos, dont condemn the Cullens. I attacked you and Victoria turned me, not out of choice i have you remember.. but please believe me.. ill bring you her ashes .. just dont do this" I fell to the floor sobbing. He slowly walked up to me wary of the treaty line. I reached my hand out to stroke his fur. he let me, my cold hands made his body shiver. He growled and i stepped back. "Oh right, yeah dont want to make you naked" i laughed. He joined in, things seemed to peaceful. "I'll miss you jake" He looked up instantly. He shot into the nearby trees and a loud noise filled the air, he phased back to human form. "Dont tell me your leaving me Bella" he grabbed my wrist. "YOU CANT LEAVE" he screamed looking hurt. I snatched my hand back. "Jake its the only option i have, if the treaty is found to be broken i cant stay here, i have my own family to protect now". "Your own family? What about Charlie? What about Renee? What about me Bella.. your just going to leave?!". "Jake its the only option i have, the Cullens are my family now, and if your going to fight them then we will move or fight back.. please Jake dont make this happen, i really want to stay" I couldnt control my sobbing, what if he didnt help me, what if the pack attacked the cullens? What if Edward....NO. "I have to go, Sam will probably wonder where i am". He took me in his arms for the last time, He burned like the sun but still he was still my Jacob . "Goodbye Jake" I whispered.
After watching him run off, i ran back to the Cullen house, only to have the whole family staring at me. "Bella where have you been?" Edward glared. "I went for a quick hunt" i lied. "Why do you smell of dog then?" Edward snapped back. Crap! "Bella.... you didnt" Carlisle stepped forward. "No i didnt, i smelt Jacob near the border, i had to try Edward... its all my fault i dont want to fight, i dont want you to fight... i dont want to loose any of you." I whispered. Carlisle embraced me "We understand, but it was very dangerous, you shouldve atleast told Edward, bring him with you... your still a newborn" i nodded and looked up at Edward. He looked relaxed... I took his hand and took him upstairs before shooting a look at Alice to know it wasnt happening. "I'm sorry Edward, i had to.." i pleaded with him. "Shhh" he silenced me, kissing my lips softly. "Now Bella, have you thought anymore about becoming Mrs Edward Cullen?" He smiled. "Well, i have... and i would like to accept your proposal... Yes" i smiled. He smiled and pulled me into a tight embrace. The house filled with cheers. Edward slipped his mothers ring on my finger and led me downstairs. Alice hugged me and whispered "Save it for the wedding night, oh and congratulations" she winked. I smiled and was quickly grabbed by Emmett "Yay Bells you get to be my sister, we can play games all day and all sorts." He beamed. "I'd like that" i smiled back. Next was Rosalie "Im so happy for you Bella, welcome to the family" she smiled as she embraced me.
"Finally, i thought he'd never ask, all his tension has been killing me" Jasper smirked and winked slyly at Edward, who just frowned and rubbed his temples. "Welcome to the family Bella, im so glad to be able to have a daughter like you, there is one small task i believe Alice has forgotten to ask you... May we, Alice and i, plan your wedding?" Esme asked patiently "Of course, i couldnt think of anyone more better" i smiled and was crashed into a big family hug. Up to now, this was the best moment in my life.. finally being accepted fully into the Cullen household. Rosalie was my friend, Jasper didnt want to kill me anymore and Edward didnt have to worry about hurting me or me being in danger. I looked to Carlisle "What about Charlie?" i asked nervously. "Im sure there will be a way to organise it so Charlie may be amongst you on your wedding day, maybe even give you away.. Jasper and i agree your self control is high and its amazing coming from a newborn" I rushed into his arms and hugged him tightly. Having Charlie at the wedding was everything.