A/N: This is a fic inspired by the New Year's Eve episode with Will & Sonny…because they're just so damn adorable and I melted in front of my TV. I wanted to do one anyways but MistaBella gave me the idea and I liked it so here you go…and thank you for the idea! Sorry it took so long... :(

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Disclaimer: I don't own a damn thing…some of the dialogue is actually from the show…yeah I know I'm a thief.

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It's What I Wanted All Year.

Ever since Sonny was little New Year's resolutions were something he truly enjoyed. He'd fill his empty hot chocolate tin, even as a child he had a love for the comfort of a hot beverage, he put anywhere from 1 to 100 in the tin and check on the Eve of the following new year to see how he did.

It was always exciting to see his progress, to see if he'd been successful in his dreams for the New Year. He loved setting goals and giving himself something to strive for, he's kind of a nerd like that. Check lists and charts and goals were something he made a lot and he always found that a small thrill would spread through him like a wave when he'd completed something on his list, New Year's resolutions were just as, if not more exciting. He reveled in his success and for every goal or resolution he met he'd throw himself a little party with hot chocolate and old movies.

2012 being no different from the years prior, he wrote his resolutions on tiny slips of paper put them in the tin and then worked on them as he pleased or forgot about them entirely. The one difference to this year being that only one lone slip of paper sat in his tin of dreams, he didn't want anything else. He certainly didn't forget about it like goals from previous years…he worked on this one all year long with a steadfast determination, treated it with tender love and care. He was devoted to it with a passion that could be rivaled by little else.

2012 was filled with one thing, one thought, and one person. This someone was on his mind all year long, every single day. He was prepared to offer, give, do anything said person required of him for 365 days if that's what he needed. Although he sought more he wasn't willing to push, if they were going to be together it would be on the other's terms. Sonny would be whatever he needed him to be and if they fell in love along the way, well that…that would be like a dream.

So 2012 rang in with confetti and dancing but Sonny had only one thing in mind. He had raced home to his apartment and made a new resolution…one he held close to himself and his heart all year long.

2012: Get Will Horton to fall in love with me.

When Sonny made the move back to Salem he was beyond excited. He was looking forward to catching up with old friends, meeting some new ones and spending some much needed quality time with his family. He'd spent so much time away he was just over the moon about finally being back.

He had never anticipated the feelings that would stir for one friend though. But they happened…oh boy did they happen.

He'd met those blue eyes and blonde hair with a charming smile and couldn't wipe it off his face since. Try as he might Sonny couldn't quell the fire that burned deep inside him whenever he saw that guy. Sonny couldn't convince himself to get over Will despite him being straight. He tried to tell himself that it was useless and stupid, it was just a crush that would never be returned and would only end up hurting him, but he couldn't stop.

He couldn't stop hearing that laugh anywhere he went. He couldn't stop seeing those eyes and that smile whenever he shut his eyes. His nights were restless; his days were long and he only ever felt better when one blonde haired beauty was near him, talking to him, smiling at him, laughing with him, just being with him.

He wasn't able to deny himself those hopeless daydreams, or stop that small smile and butterflies that filled him up whenever Will was around.

When Sonny saw Will kiss Neil he realized that this was a little more than just a crush. Judging by the fact that it felt like the wind was knocked out of him when he saw it, that someone just ripped his heart right out of his chest, or that he couldn't stop thinking why isn't that me? His eyes burned and his knees felt weak, everything hurt…not like scrape your knee or paper cut hurt, it was like a deep pounding, pulsing, aching, throbbing, numbing burn in the center of his chest, where his heart had been prior to seeing Neil kiss the man he loved…loved? If his reaction was any indication it was definitely that serious. The searing pain spread out through his limbs, coursing through his body like a white hot scalding flame, consuming him and swallowing him whole. He just wanted to curl up and scream, then cry and cry some more…but he didn't….he couldn't. He knew Will needed him. He knew Will would need him, now more than ever, even if he didn't realize it.

This was something much deeper and he knew he had it bad…he had it bad for his best friend…Will Horton.

His heart ached for Will every single day but not only because his love was unrequited but also because Will was in pain.

Will was hurting, he was struggling and as desperately as Sonny wanted Will he was well aware that what Will needed right now wasn't a boyfriend; rather he needed a friend who would understand. A friend who would listen, someone who had been there and was willing to talk without judgment, who would take care of him in any way he needed. Sonny would be damned if that wasn't him.

Sonny's feelings for Will helped him, help Will as he tried to come to terms with who he was. It helped him be comforting and it also helped him see things a little clearer because he felt he was personally invested in this, in Will. He wanted to see Will smile, he wanted Will to be okay, and he wanted Will to finally feel good in his own skin. He would do anything in his power to make sure Will got to that point and he knew he'd wait forever just in case Will decided he wanted a little more from Sonny than just friendship.

Every time they talked, every time Will came to him for help, every time Will actually sought him out, Sonny's heart swelled and he felt himself falling a little deeper under Will's spell.

His whole being lit up with the faint glimmer of hope every time Will said he'd text him or wanted to hang out. He tried not to let it consume him, he tried to be strong, but it was really hard. Especially when they spent so much time together, they were best friends, and it also didn't hurt that Will was gorgeous.

Sonny knew that he would take this pain though. He would take it all because he knew he was helping, he knew this what Will needed and if he had to endure a bit of suffering he'd take it with a smile. He do it gladly because this is Will we're talking about.

*…*…*

The first time Sonny kissed Will he knew it was stupid. He shouldn't have done it. Not then. Not there. Not after everything…but that's why he'd done it. He was just so damn scared and with the explosion and then Will wasn't answering his phone and then he couldn't find him…and…and he panicked…and then it was like the clouds lifted and he could finally, finally breathe again when he found Will sitting in the park. He got caught up in the moment and he couldn't stop himself. Will just looked so vulnerable and so scared and Sonny just wanted to tell him that everything would get better, he wanted to wrap him up in his arms and never let him go. He wanted to hold him close whispering, don't worry baby I'm here, you don't ever have to be scared again, I won't ever let anyone hurt you, in his hair while kissing his forehead softly.

He really shouldn't have done it and he knew it was beyond stupid like what the fuck were you thinking stupid, but even worse than that he had fought with the object of his affection, cruelly accusing Will of trying to run right back in the closet. Everything he did that day was way beyond the realm of stupidity, he knew that, and he never ever meant to hurt Will but he had. He'd promised Will that he would always be there for him and what was he doing…being like every other bigoted jerk in Salem, slinging their mud and unwanted abuse while snidely criticizing behind their newspaper pages.

The second time Sonny kissed Will…it was perfect.

If you could bottle perfection, in Sonny's mind it would be that kiss.

Maybe it was the fact that he had waited so long for it to happen, or maybe it was that it was the ideal combination of hesitation, nerves, and freedom. Sonny could feel in the way Will didn't respond right away that he was shocked by the brand spanking new sensation of this in the way his lips were slightly unsure and it was wonderful. He could feel the exact moment that it clicked in Will's head, this was what he wanted, and he really liked it. His lips quickly began to participate in the kiss, it was clearly unpracticed and rough with a thrilling lovely newness, but it was beautiful and Sonny knew this is exactly what a first kiss should feel like.

Sonny knew that all his waiting had been well worth it. In that moment when Will's hand came to rest at his neck, the other at his side gently tugging him closer, still very uncertain if he was doing this right…Sony knew he was in heaven and everything he went through, all the longing and the anxiety was more than worth it…Will was worth it, he was positive of that. He was positive that he would do it all over again; he would weather that storm a thousand times if it meant he could have this moment, have this kiss, and have Will. It would all be okay, there wasn't a doubt in his mind about that.

To say he's been on cloud nine since the day of their first kiss would be the biggest understatement of the year. It's more like cloud twenty-nine.

Sure they've had their ups and downs but all the good has far outweighed the bad. They took everything in stride and just enjoyed the spine-tingling journey of young love and budding romance.

Everything Sonny imagined, everything he fantasized, and everything he thought Will would be like… was wrong. He was so, so unbelievably, completely wrong.

Will was one hundred and five times better than anything he ever came up with in his head. His lips were so much softer, his skin was so much softer and so was his hair, his eyes…oh his eyes, up close they were so perfect. They were even more piercing and vivid than Sonny originally thought. Blue, blue, blue, those eyes gave a whole new meaning to the word, to the color. Up close, Sonny noticed that Will's eyes were stripped with all shades of blue, flecked with darker by the pupil, becoming just slightly softer towards the outer ring of his beautiful blue iris.

The first time they made love, Sonny had never felt more connected to anyone before…ever…not in his life. It was slow and passionate and loving, it was everything Sonny ever wanted and everything he knew Will needed it to be. He kept it gentle and safe because Will's first time shouldn't be overly painful, he was mindful of Will's body and his boundaries.

Sonny was intoxicated with just about everything that made up Will Horton. His eyes, his smile, his voice, his body, just everything, one thing though he'd never noticed in his other boyfriends but absolutely loved about Will, his sounds. When they would kiss Will would make these breathy noises, sweet and soft, like he was trying to tell Sonny something but wasn't aware he was doing it, he was merely expressing his pleasure and enjoyment.

These noises told Sonny things. It was like Will whispering through the kiss without breaking away. Those sweet noises said things like, I like this, I really like this…more please…don't stop.

Their relationship developed easily. Things with Will were just simple, it was like being with your best friend all the time but deeper. Because most people don't want to kiss their best friend, most don't want to suck behind their ear to make them shiver, and most don't want to make endless love with their best friend.

But Sonny did and he didn't think that was a problem.

2012 was a year for the record books, pulled from the pages of a fairytale, a dream come true. 2012 was the year that Sonny got everything he wanted. He received the greatest gift possible and it was the only thing he'd asked for.

Sonny wanted Will all year long and as if by some miracle he got him.

All Sonny wanted in 2012 was to get Will Horton to fall in love with him and it happened.

*…*…*

Sonny lay on his bed, sitting up slightly against the pillows with Will half on top of him kissing him contentedly. Will was making those adorable breathy noises as he pressed closer, levering himself against the mattress with his hands, moving his lips against Sonny's, sliding his tongue inside as Sonny pressed up into him.

Will hummed quietly as their kisses turned into quick pecks, Will noises got a little louder sounding more like words, like he was trying to say something, but he wasn't pulling away so Sonny didn't stop. He grabbed the back of Will's head and continued to kiss him soundly, running his fingers through his boyfriend's hair as they wiggled against each other.

"Mmm…mmm, that's new, mm what's that," Will questions against Sonny's lips trying to pull, cocking an eyebrow at the tin on the bedside table. "What…what is that," Will says again nodding towards it, "what, oh," Sonny turned to see what Will was talking about.

Oh yeah…that.

"Oh uhm it's nothing…it's dumb," Sonny brushes it off with a wave of his hand as he turned back to kiss Will again and again. "What, it's dumb…what is it…what is it," Will says with that look in his eye, curious and adorable. Sonny knew he'd tell him, he was powerless against those wide blue eyes and sweet smile.

He reached over for the tin sitting up more as Will rearranged himself beside him. Sweet curiosity plastered on his face as he watched Sonny intently.

"Uh, well ever since I was a kid, I'd put a resolution or fifty in this tin on a little scrap piece of paper and at the end of the year I like to check and see how I did."

"Really…how'd you do this year," Will says with a small smile as he starts to run his fingers through Sonny's thick hair. "I did okay," Sonny murmurs averting his eyes slightly embarrassed…he knows what's in that tin.

"Can I see," wonders Will softly that charming smile tugging harder at his lips.

"No, you can't see-"

"Come on…come on,"

"No its personal,"

"Hey!" Will cuts him off quickly hitting him lightly on the chest, Sonny hands over the box and sits up against the pillows.

Sonny knew this would happen. Will would see the tin, and would ask about it. That cute nosiness of his would kick in and he'd want to know what it was. Sonny would obviously tell him and if Will asked to see the goals he set for the year he would give in. Sonny knew that it wouldn't even take Will looking at him with those eyes or that grin or both…he would do it because he's in love.

He honestly didn't care if Will looked in the tin and saw what his goal for the year was. Honestly he kind of wanted Will to know so he could see how much he means, how important he is. Will had quickly become his world, his everything, the only thing he wanted and needed. It didn't take long for Sonny to fall and he's never once wanted to get back up.

"Let's see…oh only got one in here," Will sing-songed happily as his face lit up with a pleased smile, flipping up the lid of the tin and taking out the lone piece of paper…here we go.

"That's all I had this year," Sonny whispered, nerves tingling under the surface of his skin, licking his lips as he gave himself a mental pep talk. He couldn't tear his eyes away from Will as he unfolded the piece of scrap paper; he looked like a kid in a candy store. Sonny was sure he'd never seen anything as captivatingly sweet as his boyfriend at this very moment.

"2012…get Will Horton to fall in love with me," Will struggles to keep his voice even…did he read that right?

Will can feel the tears stinging the back of his eyes…how did he get so lucky? He tries to compose himself as he looks back up at Sonny who is trying not to look embarrassed but the sheepish smile gives him away.

"Did you just write this like 5 minutes ago?" Wills asks, doubtful that he actually has a boyfriend who is so…amazing…it's unreal.

Sonny shakes his head softly cheeks straining against his smile, "no I wrote it last year," he smiles as Will's eyebrows knit together slightly. His heart pinches as he watches the look of disbelief cross Will's handsome features.

How many times has Will been wronged that he now doubts anyone and everyone's love. Sonny makes a silent vow to himself to never be one of those doubts…Will needs to know how over the moon he is for him.

"You serious," Will pulls back, staring at Sonny through his tears, lips twitching into a smile, eyes full of love and awe and adoration…he mirrors everything he sees in Sonny's eyes.

Sonny nods his head once looking deeply into his boyfriend's watery eyes, "it's what I wanted all year."

Will folds the piece of paper in his lap and pushes the tin aside. Sonny watches as Will flicks his eyes down to his lips quickly. Will's arms wraps around Sonny, burying his fingers in dark brown locks pulling him closer as he leans in.

Will honestly can't believe this is happening. Sonny, perfect, gorgeous, stunning, Kiriakis loves him, loves him back, is in love with him. Will has wondered since day one how in the ever loving world he ever got someone so completely flawless. Sonny is perfection personified and Will pinches himself every day to make sure this isn't all some cruel elaborate dream. He counts his blessings regardless of whether or not this is his reality because if it isn't, he is still in love and he never wants to wake up.

The hand tightens in Sonny's hair when they're only an inch apart, the grip strong just like Will.

Every bit and piece of Sonny's world explodes when their lips connect. It's like a rolling thunder meeting a gentle whisper, loud and powerful but still soft like a warm caress…it's everything… its home.

Will's other hand grabs the side of Sonny's neck as their lips part together for warm, wet everything-ness. Sonny's hand rest on Will's chest before sliding over his ribs, fingers resting in the grooves, Will laughs breathlessly into Sonny's mouth. Ticklish Will is like tickle me Elmo…so adorable but not at all annoying.

Sonny loves how perfectly their lips fit together, how they move together, its like Will's lips were made especially and exclusively for Sonny's and no-one's lips would ever compare…the same theory goes for everything else about Will. They were like puzzle pieces made for each other, fitting together with the greatest of ease, they wouldn't work any other way and no one else would ever be able to take their place. Sonny is convinced that Will is that one piece in a million that would complete him in every way…in these moments, with Will's lips against his, Will's hands against him, sharing the same air, Sonny is quite sure of this fact, nothing has ever been more clear.

Sonny pushes closer at the exact moment Will does and they both let out a pleased sound into the kiss. Will comes up on his knees, crawling up closer so he's hovering over Sonny who is stretching as far as he can so he doesn't lose Will's lips. Sonny slides lower against the pillows as Will straddles his waist never breaking the kiss.

Will wiggles to get comfortable, grinding against Sonny who chokes on a gasp making Will chuckle breathlessly before moving to kiss Sonny's neck as his hands roamed down Sonny's over his shoulders, down his chest and lower. Sonny arched up into Will as he nibbled behind his ear.

Will pulled away suddenly making Sonny whine, his hands flat against Sonny's chest drawing short lines against his exposed collar bone. He drew in a ragged breath, closing his eyes as Sonny tightened his arms around him. Sonny leaned up to nose at Will's neck to get his attention back…he doesn't normally stop like that.

Blue eyes meet brown and Sonny actually swallows a gasp at the level of pure emotion his sees reflected back at him. Will swallows thickly as Sonny arches an eyebrow at him, "I…I'm so lucky," Will whispers on a breathless laugh.

Sonny doesn't know how to respond so he just smiles and rubs small circles into his back.

He clears his throat, blinking against the water in his eyes, taking a deep ragged breath. "I'm so, so in love with you." Will crashes his mouth back against Sonny's before his emotions can get the best of him or the other can respond. His hands frame Sonny's face; it was desperate and hot, passionate with the flame that came with loving Will. It burned him from the inside out but he's never been more comfortable. Will pressed him into the mattress with the weight of his body, pushing his hips down into Sonny's as he rolled them slowly. Will huffed out a sharp breath into Sonny's open mouth, both moaning at the motion of their hips, the sound colliding and reverberating through their bodies and their kiss.

When Will started to pull back to sit up Sonny held him close, moving a hand up Will's back to bury itself in Will's short hair. He laughed softly against Sonny's lips when he wouldn't release, conceding for a few more moments of breathless open mouthed kisses.

He finally pulled up with a laugh as Sonny whined after him, huffing his protest as he leaned back against his elbows, trying to be patient for when Will would come back. His head was already spinning but he didn't care, this was what Will did to him and he loved it.

Will sat back on his heels still straddling Sonny's waist, he licked his lips slowly as he watched his boyfriend eye him up and down. He could feel himself hardening under that fiery stare of molten milk chocolate. Will knew he couldn't wait much longer. He wanted this, needed this, needed Sonny. It stole his breath to think that Sonny honestly wanted him all year long, wanted him enough to make it his new year's resolution. Get Will Horton to fall in love with me. You aren't gonna find someone more perfect than that. Will couldn't believe this beautiful, wonderful man belonged to him, wanted him, loved him, it was so far out of reach for Will he never even fathomed his life would be this magnificently perfect.

Sonny bit his lip as Will reached for the hem of his dark grey t-shirt, peeling it up and off himself slowly, Sonny's eyes drank him in like Will was cooling water in the desert and he didn't know when he'd ever find it again. Will tossed the shirt to the floor, smiling down at Sonny's slightly dazed expression; it's still hard for him to wrap his head around the fact that he can get that kind of reaction out of the older boy.

Will's hands grasped desperately at Sonny's shirt, dragging him up so he was sitting with Will in his lap. Will pulled it off Sonny's body slowly, hands caressing over quivering ab muscles and defined pecs as he revealed Sonny's perfect body inch by inch. He threw the shirt to floor to join his own without tearing his eyes away from Sonny. It was hard to keep looking into Sonny's eyes because sometimes their moments of eye contact are so intimate that he struggles to cope with the feeling of being so tightly coiled, he feels like he's stripped to the bone, bare and open, vulnerable and weak under Sonny's intent stare. Will has never experienced so much raw, unrefined emotion before and it is still tough for him at times but he knows that Sonny understands. He is able to stare longer, keep that eye contact that is honestly so thrilling because he knows that Sonny is a safe place. Sonny's eyes contain no lies, he is just as open and up for the taking as Will is for him and that is so unbelievably comforting to Will that no one will ever understand except Sonny.

Those eyes make him melt, those eyes set him free, those eyes are constantly promising Will the world and if it was anyone else Will would be skeptical but because it's Sonny he believes it. At first he believed because he wanted to. He wanted so desperately to be what Sonny desired, but now he knows he actually is. He knows that Sonny wants him. So when his eyes whisper I love you's, Will listens with rapture because he doesn't want to miss a moment of the splendor and wonder that goes on in the depth of those beautiful brown eyes.

Sonny's hands skate up Will's chest stopping on either side of Will's neck, bringing him back down for a gentle loving kiss. It's so soft that Will finds himself catching his breath because he loves how Sonny treats him. He loves how Sonny acts as if he's made of fine china and would break if he wasn't careful. It fills him with such joy to know that Sonny deems him worthy of such affection, he's never known anything so heavenly and nothing as ever felt so right.

"I can't…mmm I can't believe," Will whisper against Sonny's lips, "You, you wanted me all year."

Sonny smiles widely before kissing him quickly then moving to pepper kisses all over Will's face making him giggle softly. "You're all I wanted…all year long," he breathes between kisses. He hears Will's breathing stutter and he hopes it's not because Will's doubting his love. "I love you so much Will, I'm so crazy about you."

Will's answering smile eases Sonny's worried mind. He leans down to kiss Sonny quickly pressing closer to initiate a more passionate kiss. Heat flows between them in waves and within a few brief moments both are panting and in serious need of the other.

Will's hands move to his waist as he raises up on his knees; he begins sliding his sweatpants off his body. Sonny's hands come to cover his to help push his pants from his body. Will isn't wearing any underwear and Sonny can't stop the moan that leaves his throat at the sight of Will's erection. Will kicks his pants away and settles back in Sonny's lap. He feels the eyes on him, he glances back to see Sonny staring at him through his eyelashes. His eyes are different now though they still hold the same heat and intensity but it seems gentler and in place of lust there is love—Will knows he's the luckiest guy in the world.

Will seals his lips over Sonny as he reaches to rid Sonny of his pants. He raises his hips to help biting his lip when his clothed erection brushes Will's. Will doesn't even try to stifle his moan and Sonny can't help his smile. When Sonny's pants are forgotten on the floor he settles back down placing his hands on Will's hips to bring him back to his lap. Strong fingers are carding through his dark hair as he sighs into Will's mouth, he loves when Will touches his hair.

After a few moments Will is up on his knees again and Sonny is blindly searching for him to no avail.

"I've never felt like this before," Will sighs against Sonny's temple before dropping a kiss there. Sonny hums in agreement as his fingers rub slowly up and down Will's thighs. "You know I'm no good with words…and expressing my feelings isn't one of my strengths but…I, I've honestly never been this happy in my life and you…I'm so happy and you're the reason why. I know I already said but I feel like I-I can't say it enough, I'll never be able to say it enough…it actually doesn't feel like enough for what I feel but…I love you."

"Ditto," Sonny smiles dreamily up at Will. Will's words touched him, he was normally the articulate one but he truly didn't know what to say or how to say it any better.

"Did you just say ditto," Will arches an eyebrow but his smirk lets Sonny know he isn't offended. Sonny chuckles as he drops his head against Will's shoulder. "You said it all, I couldn't have said it better myself."

Sonny's warm breath ghosts over Will's skin making him shiver. He realizes he doesn't like the space between them and he needs to do something about that. He curls into Sonny slightly, wrapping himself around his body so his face is nestled safely in his hair. Sonny noses at the hollow of Will's throat breathing him in deeply because Will is his favorite scent.

"Thank you," Will whispers while dropping kisses in Sonny's messy hair.

Sonny pulls back so he can look at him properly, giving him a questioning look. "For what," he asks staring deeply into Will's soft eyes.

"Picking me, wanting me, loving me…I don't know everything. That you actually made a new year's resolution to get me to fall in love with you is insane because you're so perfect and it…it took my breath away. I'm just so lucky to have you…and to think that you want me…me…its nuts but I'm not complaining because…you're everything and I've never been more in love."

"You're perfect…in every way. I fell in love with you so there's no thanks required and it's not like it's hard…loving you. I've never felt more complete than when I am with you. I'm the lucky one here, I've never wanted anyone more than I want you. I've never been more sure of something than I am about this…I made that resolution because that's what I wanted, it's all I wanted…I was determined to make you mine. I have been head over heels since the moment I met you and I've never looked back and I've never stopped falling."

"I can't breathe when you say shit like that…" Will whimpers curling tighter into Sonny's heat. Sonny merely chuckles and moves his hands away from his legs to wrap one around his back and the other to cup Will's cheek. He kisses him gently cradling his face in his hand as the other rubs his back soothingly.

Sonny reaches blindly for the lotion on the bedside table. He takes one of Will's hands from his shoulders and squirts some on his hand. Will's lips stay attached to his, their tongues dancing passionately together and he coats Sonny quickly, who groans into his mouth, stroking a few times before wiping his hand on the sheet.

Will raises himself up on his knees once more, not breaking away from Sonny's lips as he lowers himself back down. His eyes clench shut and his hands cling tightly to Sonny's shoulders, he feels like he's being ripped in two but it's never felt better. Sonny groans at feeling Will around him so suddenly

He drops his head to Sonny's shoulder, whimpering into the skin as he bites his lips harshly.

"Will, baby…" Sonny croaks throat objecting to his voice, he's barely breathing, still trying to recover from the feeling of Will around him, and squeezing him tightly because he wasn't opened up properly.

Sonny doesn't move, not a muscle, not an inch. Will's so tight, too tight and he doesn't move because Will is in pain he can feel radiating from him and all Sonny really wants to do is hold him, comfort him, make the pain go away. He can't though because right now he's what's hurting Will, and he hates that but he still doesn't move. He waits for Will to be ready and then he'll whisper a thousand times that he'll never ever hurt him again.

Will shakes his head back forth against Sonny's shoulder. "I-I want to feel you, want to feel this…for days," he whispers slowly, licking his lips. Sonny's hands move back to his hips, running them softly up and down his thighs, barely touching him but hoping it's enough to soothe Will. "Hurts…just, just give me a minute."

Will's breathing is ragged and shallow and Sonny's heart constricted on each inhale and stutters on every exhale. He runs his thumbs in short lines against Will's hip bones hoping to distract from the pain. He can feel Will smile against his skin and he can only assume the pain is starting to dull.

A few moments pass silently before Will breathes in deeply letting his chest fill with the heated air from Sonny's bedroom, letting it back out slowly. He picks his head up from Sonny's shoulder and leans it against his forehead continuing to take deep breaths, eyes still closed but not as tightly.

Will no longer feels like he's ripping apart, but rather feels like he's full, full of Sonny, full of love and it's the best feeling. The pain would be worth because Sonny would make it better, he always did.

He slowly pushes himself up, hands on Sonny's shoulders, jaw tense and muscles all over his body twitching and screaming at how achingly slow he's going. He hears Sonny's breathing stutter and he can't help the small smile. Will cries out as he drops back down, nails digging into Sonny's tan skin. Sonny groaned low in his chest as he hands curled tighter around Will's hips. I took both boys' a few moments to catch their breath again. Will's eyes open to meet Sonny's which are glazed over in ecstasy.

Sonny stretches up to capture Will's lips as Will pulls up again still just as slow, waiting a moment of pure torture before lowering back down. When Will's pace began to increase after a several minutes, Sonny thought that maybe now it would be okay for him to move.

He could've sworn he saw sparks dancing around the room, fireworks lighting up the air above them as they made slow electrifying love. Every brush of sweaty skin sent a lightshow spinning around the room, every breath filled them with a love they could barely describe.

Sonny wraps his arms around Will's back, drawing him impossibly closer, kissing him repeatedly, kissing him anywhere he could reach, lips, cheek, jaw, chin, it didn't matter as long as his lips were on some part of Will it didn't matter. Sonny could hardly believe that this time last year he was in this same position although it was drastically different. He was alone in this apartment, writing a resolution about the boy he had a crush on, thinking that maybe only in his wildest dreams would that boy ever want him…ever fall for him. The thought that crazier things have happened runs through Sonny's mind and he feels himself smiling as he kisses Will's throat. Maybe crazier things have happened but they certainly haven't been better than this…nothing could be better than this.

He slowly moves them back, until Will was lying on the bed and Sonny was over him, still buried deep inside that wonderfully tight heat that belonged to the boy who belonged to him. Will looks up at him with flushed cheeks, parted, swollen lips, and a dazed expression, nothing but love shining in his eyes. Sonny ran his fingers through Will's hair who closed his eyes at the gentle touch. Sonny peppers kisses up and down Will's jaw, smiling when he sighed, moving his head to the side to give him more room. Sonny chuckled against his cheek, kissing over to his mouth before reconnecting their lips. Will moans breathily as Sonny draws out slowly, squeezing his eyes closed. Sonny rocked into him gently a few more times moaning into Will's mouth.

A noise that Sonny thought sounded like a whine escaped Will's lips, he pulled back to look at him and sure enough he looked like he wanted to complain. He stopped his movements which Will didn't like, arching an eyebrow down at the other who wiggled his hips. Sonny didn't move. Will huffs out a sigh, wrapping his arms around Sonny's neck and one legs comes to hook around Sonny's hip, he stares up at him expectantly.

"Move please, need this…please," he sighs pouting up at Sonny who is only all too happy to oblige.

Sonny rolls his hips forward firmly, groaning against Will's cheek as the other arches up into him moaning loudly.

Yes, Will thought triumphantly…this, this is what I need, this will always be what I need.

Sonny's hips continue to snap forward, creating a blindingly passionate and exquisite rhythm, both a sweaty mess of tangled limbs and breathy moans. Will is writhing uncontrollably under Sonny, loving every single moment with everything his has inside himself. Neither was breathing properly, both becoming dangerously lightheaded as they approached the edge at maximum speed.

Sonny was whispering I love you's against the other's scalding hot skin while all Will could manage was incoherent mumbling and desperate moans. They finished in a powerful beam of shocking love, coming together like never before.

Both knew they had never felt so close to someone, both knew that they never would find anything better, both thank their heavenly stars every day that Sonny knows what he wants and is a very determined person…they both knew it would never get any better than this.

Will fell asleep wrapped in Sonny's arms, he has never been so content, he has never felt so safe, but that's what Sonny did for him—makes him feel safe. He makes him feel safe and loved and cherished and important and special. Will used to always be filled with so much doubt but since Sonny found him, he's felt worthy of peoples love, worthy of Sonny's love. Will prays every day that this feeling doesn't ever fade; being with Sonny was a dream come true and Will can say for certain that it wasn't only Sonny's new year's resolution that came true this year.

Sonny fell asleep holding Will close, cradling him safely in his arms with no intention of ever letting him go. Never in his life had Sonny pictured a moment so perfectly profound, this with Will sleeping soundly in his arms was all he's ever wanted but he never knew it could be like this.

Sonny knew he could have imagined this moment a thousand times and it would never, ever, ever come close to this. It would never be able to capture this feeling; it would never do it justice because people go their whole lives searching for this and never finding it—true love.

He had never been happier that he didn't listen to his rational side on this one and give up on Will because he thought he was straight. That would have been the single biggest mistake of his life. He didn't want to think about it…he only wanted to enjoy this, this feeling of being so completely and totally in love. He wanted to let in fill him up and carry him away each and every day, and he would do that because he could take Will with him.

2012: Get Will Horton to fall in love with me.

Done and done.

Sonny Kiriakis is in love with Will Horton and he's never been happier.

Will Horton is in love with Sonny Kiriakis and he's never been happier.

Now the only question is…what the hell is his New Year's resolution going to be this year. He already has the world…what more could he possibly need.