Hi guys Quickish update this time huh But it's slightly shorter than usual but I thought you'd appreciate it more than me keeping it for another week to write another couple of paragraphs x
Ok so I need to say something. I love getting all the story alerts and favourites but I really love the reviews. I get so many people who just alert the story and never review. Clearly if you've alerted it you must like it, so why not take a couple of seconds to do that? I've been trying to review every chapter of every story I read because I know who much they mean. I don't mean to preach, I just wanted to get it out there x
Disclaimer: If I owned camp rock, Joe Jonas would be mine.
Here we go again
Their eyes connected across the stage; she wasn't performing tonight and neither was he. Shane attempted a sad smile but it turned out more like a grimace and forcing Mitchie to turn away from their intense staring battle.
Mitchie glanced back over a minute later to the tree that Shane had been leaning against to find he had vanished into the dark night. Mitchie frowned and scanned the crowd for him; she spotted his head of black silk, taller than most of the campers there, making his way painstakingly through the crowd. He looked like he was coming over…to her. Mitchie bit her lip and Caitlyn gave her a questioning look at the worried frown on her face. "What's up?"
Caitlyn moved away from Nate and towards her best friend, a slightly concerned Nate following her anyway. Mitchie forced her face to relax into an easy smile, "I just really need the bathroom!" She let out a fake laugh that Caitlyn and Nate seemed to buy.
"I'll just-oof" Mitchie backed straight into someone. The person steadied her, keeping a hand on her waist as she turned around. The apology died on her lips.
"Sorry Mitch." Shane offered her a lopsided grin that she was sure had a double meaning. He slipped his hand silently into Mitchie's and smiled their friends. "Caitlyn, Nate, you guys don't mind if I borrow Mitchie for a bit do you?" Nate shook his head with a small smile and Caitlyn didn't even try and hide the knowing grin on her face.
"You two have fun! We'll see you later!" Caitlyn dragged Nate off swiftly in search of Jason, or so they said. Mitchie pulled her hand out of Shane's immediately, ignoring the look of hurt she was sure passed across her ex-lovers face, and folded her arms, walking sullenly beside him.
They walked for a few minutes away from the crowd, leaving so much space between them you almost wouldn't realise they were together. Shane changed direction and he stopped a couple of metres into the woods.
"Mitchie…" Shane trailed off and his eyes clashed with Mitchie's. She saw the raw hunger and lust in his eyes that was clouding everything else he might feel. Her lips parted as Shane stepped closer and her tongue darted out, slowly wetting her pink lips seductively. Shane let out a small gasp and her stomach clenched, feeling Shane's body heat.
"I need you," He whispered, barely audible, exposing himself to Mitchie. He was now so close their chests where pressing against each other as they heaved up and down and his breaths that were coming out in quick pants were washing over her with a familiar smell. Mitchie raised her eyes; Shane's head was suspended slightly above hers, his eyes half closed, waiting for rejection or agreement. Mitchie looped her arms around his neck, pushing her fingers through his curling ebony locks and knotted them there. Achingly slowly, she brought his head down to her level, the whole time Shane letting her make the decisions. A small whimper escaped from Shane's parted lips as Mitchie pressed her entire body against him.
Mitchie pressed her red hot lips against Shane's and caused a jolt of electricity to run through both their bodies. She moaned into the kiss, letting Shane plunge his tongue into her mouth and wind it around her own. Shane tore his mouth apart and trailed hot open mouth kisses down her neck and to the top of her swollen cleavage. Mitchie let out a breathy moan as he teased her nipple and arched into him, thrusting her aching centre against his.
"Fuck Mitchie, I've missed you." Mitchie's heart leapt when he said that and she was sure she was going to explode from pleasure. Even more so when Shane slipped his hands into the back pockets of her jeans and gripped her butt firmly as pushed her centre intimately against his.
"Me too," Mitchie gasped, moving her mouth away from Shane's and pressing a kiss to his jaw. Mitchie looked up into his liquid gold, honey coloured eyes which were staring at her with an intensity to she'd never felt before. Mitchie got a bad feeling in the pit of her stomach and crushed her lips to Shane's hoping it was just her imagination. Shane kissed her back for a few seconds before gently prying her away.
"Mitchie, we need to talk about this," Shane gestured between them, creating some space between their bodies but not letting Mitchie move away from him. She nodded, slightly trying not to show Shane the tears that were building in her eyes.
"Mitchie…" He started tenderly, coaxing her face up so he could look into her beautiful mocha orbs. "I'm so selfish Mitch, I want you…I need you," Shane took a shuddering breath, trying to keep his emotions under control as he viewed the hopeful flame that was burning in Mitchie's eyes. "But I don't…I don't feel the same way as you." Shane couldn't say the word 'love' he had never know true romantic love and the thought terrified him. Mitchie took quick, shallow breaths attempting to prevent the sobs that were building up in her throat from escaping.
"I understand," Mitchie whispered brokenly, not bearing to look Shane in the eyes. She didn't understand why he would bring her here and kiss her like he did only to tell her he didn't love her and didn't want to be with her. It seemed too cruel.
"No, you don't." Shane answered hurriedly, desperate to not give Mitchie the wrong idea, "I'm not stopping this because I want to-because I'm going to find it so hard to live without you Mitch. You mean a lot to me. But it's for your own good. You understand right?" Shane bit his lip and Mitchie gave him a curt nod, still not raising her eyes to him. He dropped his hand from her side and raked a hand through his completely straight locks. "I'm doing this because I don't have the capacity to love, I'm too selfish, I could never care about someone more than I do myself." Shane continued miserably, staring at the obviously hurting girl who was shying away from him. "I just, I can't let this go on knowing that it means something different to you." Shane finished, shaking his head desolately.
"But…"
Mitchie's head snapped up and the hope that had been extinguished reappeared in her eyes, although slightly guarded now.
"But…" She repeated in a whisper.
"I'm selfish. I'm so purely selfish that I would continue, what we had, because I need you. But only if you want to…"
Shane waited for rejection, to be told he was disgusting for suggesting it but some part of him thought Mitchie might continue, because she loved his worthless piece of ass, to be with him despite his feelings for her.
"I'm not sure I understand…" Mitchie said carefully, trying not to get her hopes up too much at what she thought he was suggesting.
Shane sighed heavily and looked her directly in the eyes. "The ball is in your court. If you are willing to still continue, whatever it is we have together even though you know I don't and probably will never feel the same way then because I need you so much, I will too."
Mitchie stared at him for a fleeting moment before launching herself at him in a passionate frenzy of kisses.
"Hey mate open up!" Came Nate's cheery tone, followed by a sharp rap on the door of Shane's cabin.
Mitchie and Shane stared at each other in dismay and quickly untangled the sheets from their naked bodies. "Go hide in the bathroom, I'll get rid of them!" Shane whispered, pushing her towards the open door while he tugged on a pair of levis and an old t-shirt.
He swung open the door and faked a yawn as his band mates filed into his cabin. He flopped down on the bed and Jason and Nate sat on the floor beside him. Nate raised an eyebrow at Shane's seriously rumpled bed. "What happened there?"
"Bad dream. I was taking a nap." Shane lied smoothly, straightening his pillow meticulously.
"Must have been one heck of a dream,"
"It was." Shane answered immediately, images of him and Mitchie flashing across his eyes. He smiled at his friends, "So what's going on?"
An excited smile lifted the corners of Nate's usually serious face, "We've got to tell you something but I need to go back to my cabin first to get something."
"Is it Caitlyn!? Are you finally going out? Me and Mitchie knew this was going to happen! Congrats Bro I'm really-"
"What! No! I'm not going out with Caitlyn!" Nate interrupted, blushing profusely.
"Oh, so what is it then?" Shane asked confused, stretching his arms over his head and yawning.
"Ok ok! I can't take it anymore-it's a song!" Jason finally confessed after squirming on his seat for a good minute.
"Jason!" Nate rebuked, a little annoyed he had told Shane the surprise.
"I'm sorry!" Jason held up his hands in defence, "It was his eyes! They were staring me down. I couldn't take it anymore!"
Shane barked out a laugh and Nate rolled his eyes, standing up in the process. They three strolled out the door, laughing together. A couple of meters way from the cabin Shane ran back into shouting "I just have to grab my guitar". He threw open the bathroom door and found Mitchie perched on the edge of the bath, dressed only in a worn t-shirt Shane had left in there.
"Mitch I've got to-"
"I heard. It's ok I've got to go find Ella and Peggy and Caitlyn anyway." She smiled and tilted her head up for a kiss. Shane pressed his lips briefly to hers and then pecked her forehead before running out the door back to his friends.
"Here we go again,"
So I've got a question for you in regards to Smitchie scenes. Do you prefer the hot sexy smitchie scenes or the sweet fluffy ones??
