AN- Yes, I was desperate to that one guest reviewer, haha. It's normal when I write, actually. I hold my stories hostage (They like it, it's sort of like how Zelda and Princess Peach keep letting themselves get captured…) and actually, I prefer that type of review. The no B/S here's what you did wrong type. So thank you all for the reviews. Moving on. Oh, and my OC kind of reminds me of the song Radar by Britney Spears and the song Criminal. Ehm.. _ It doesn't help I was only listening to Britney during this chapter and resisted the urge to write a oneshot that was similar to Break the Ice Music Video and write this.
The leader, well, nobody knew if she still was the leader of the Saints, was lounging in her bed, half asleep yet fully awake. She hated herself, she truly did. She ruined herself in both Johnny and Shaundi's eyes, possibly Pierces as well. She had no words for the current situation, only regret. Yet, these were only her thoughts. Truth be told, she had not contacted them for the time she had been here, she only assumed they hated her. This was both true in some aspects for certain people and untrue for others.
Shaundi now disliked her quite a lot, considering the Boss was the main reason Johnny had decided to break it off with Shaundi, claiming it was too 'awkward' with all the tension Sao's outburst brought about. At that, Johnny wasn't sure how to act after he heard those words. But, he knew what he should have done now. Truth be told, when he had first screwed Shaundi it was not meant to blossom into a relationship. He told her that many times, but she refused to believe it. There wasn't much he could do, so he was kind of thankful to the boss for giving Shaundi the wakeup call.
But the other part in her long speech was… confusing. At least, it was back then. He now understood. If he heard and remembers right, she, the Boss, admitted to loving him. It kind of hurt Johnny's brain, so he stopped thinking about it.
Pierce really couldn't give a single fuck. At all. He was chilling with Zimos. Sure, he missed Sao. But she'd come back.
Kinzie was too caught up in her tech, but was worried as to where the boss had been the last week or so. She constantly had feeds on traffic cams and such in hopes to spot her. Kinzie's spotting of the boss would come soon, but not from a traffic camera.
To Viola, Sao had become sort of a sister-like figure. She had replaced part of the hole that was there when Kiki died. Sao might of never showed it, but she had the same feelings. Viola was the sister she never had, and it killed Sao to have to ignore Viola this long. To not be able to talk to someone who you grew to basically be family with. It was like her and Johnny's relationship before all of the tension, but without each other loving one another.
Zimos just wanted his hos. He also agreed with Pierce.
Angel happened to see her normally at times as she was attempting to make up for failing him. She'd walk to his house or gym, hood over her face and in baggy clothes. Of course she had 'better' clothes on underneath. Angel had sworn not to bring the fact she was there up, though if someone asked he if saw her lately, he'd say yes. If they asked for a specific location he saw her at, he'd tell them. But, he would not tell them more than that.
Sao was just pissed off at the world, yet sad. She also wondered why they never they never checked this house. Pierce and Viola knew of this house. Did it already slip their minds? All she offered was a silent sigh as she got up to start her morning routine. She already missed them. All of them. Especially Gat.
She wished it'd have been her with Gat. Not Shaundi. Sao stopped abruptly and fell to her knees, sobbing. The routine would have to wait.