Heyyyy(: thanks to anyone who took time out of their busy day or fanfictioning (is that a word?!) to read my new chapters to this and my degrassi story , behind enemy lines . what I had oringally planned to do was to , make a whole new story all together , but I think its actually better just to add on to the story I already have ! Peace..Love… secrets. xoxo secret converse
As soon as my name left that persons lips I had blanked out , it was as if I wasn't breathing anymore or something .I have absolutely no clue as to what was going on , I just sat there with only one thought in my head ….Chad.
See, it was Chad who screwed everything up , me .. Tony … everything! I just wished that everything was back to where it should be. I miss a lot of people, Zora …Twanie as I was going on and on about how many people I missed , the person who was calling my name continued .
"Sonny …" I knew , I knew that voice. It couldn't be him .
The shaded figure, gently sat beside me , I glanced over to see a guy who was dressed in light blue skinny jeans that where saggy , he had on a American eagle orange tee with a tan eagle straight across the front .He also had on a black leather jacket to match , his outfit was complete with black Nikes. My eyes wondered to the features of his face , which included his dirty short blonde hair and …. Those hazel eyes! So it is him , that's …crazy .I don't know what to think except that I cant be near him at so done with all of this crap . I got up as soon as I knew the getting was good , but something had tugged on my shirt .
"Wait ." I looked down to see a pleading look plastered on the face of Mackenzie Falls own , Chad Dylan Cooper .
I startle shook my head , "No I…..I cant, leave me alone ." I pulled his fingers off of my shirt and didn't turn around to meet his eyes ,It wasn't because I couldn't its because I wont . im not ready to see him or speak to him .I am positive that I will never speak to him ever .
Chad obviously didn't get the memo cuz he got up and blocked my way . My eyes met his hazel ones .
"Sonny listen to me …please .I know what I did to you was….was unforgivable .Listen I was drunk and stupid . I just couldn't stand the fact of you being with …-
I shook my head , "I don't care , that's not forgivable , none of it was and the fact that you were drunk just makes it even more terrible ." My eyes narrowed .
He put his hand over his face and breathed in . " I know ,I know , me being drunk and at the place that we were at .. just makes its so wrong , I just cant stand the fact of you andd tony being together ! I hate it … and I know that being violent with you shouldn't have been the answer at all ."
I took a step back , before answering him .My blood pressure had officially gone up .before saying what I had to say , I walked up to him and lend in so I was face to face with Chad .
"Chad , when will you learn .. I don't care how jealous you were , it doesn't give the right to hit me , in fact you should of never had hit me ! Tony was just being a good friend to me like you were suppose to be! On top of that , you were acting so strange , you wouldn't speak to me or anything … by the way you're obviously mistaking me for someone who gives a damn. Good bye Chad."
Chad stood thee shocked and what looked to me , hurt .He looked up and handed me something .
"Here before you leave ."
It was a piece of paper with his number on it I hadnt even btother to look at it , so I took it and ripped it up in front of him .Yeah i know a little to harsh but what would you have done?
"I am so done with you ."
Chads eyes pleaded with mine , eventually my experrison had softened and i couldnt look at him any longer so i turned my back and began walking . But before i could leave , i half turned .
"Chad ... just know this -
"How do I tell you I'm sorry ...I never realized how much i hurt you so much , believe me sonny when i say that im sorry i just.... its the honest to god truth , from my heart ." He had put his hand on his head and shook it repeatly , then i saw the one thing i never saw chad do.. and thats cry .
"Sonny , i miss you . I never could stop thinking about what was going to happen or the fact that i really had hurt you .I caused so much damage and i can never replace what i did !God i hate myself !I understand if you never .....want to speak to me again."
I couldnt say a word , instead i walked closer and closer to him and put my hands on his , gently moving them from his head and i gave him a hug .
"Sonny ..?"
My eyes were closed . "Mhm."
"I am extremely sorry for-
"Chad dylan cooper ."
He pulled back and stared at me , with that infamous smirk on his perfectly crafted face .
"Sonny Allison Monero , you did not use my full name ."
I smiled a little . "Pssh i did .Oh and chad.."
He had , let me go and had started to walk away but then he stopped and turned to face me .
"Yeah?"
I actually smiled a actual smile , "Dont cry like a little baby again kay?"
He rolled his perfectly glossy hazel eyes and before he left replied "Chad dylan Cooper doesnt do tears ."
Thats Chad for you , always can bounce back .Right now i dont know if i should give him another chance but people deserve second chances so this is his last .Oh great what the fuck did i just do?