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Emily felt her body tense. So the bastard did get her pregnant.
"Emily are you okay?" Sheryl asked concerned.
"What. Yes thank you Sheryl that is great. Umm can I go home now?"
A little bit confused Sheryl nodded. "Yes sure, just come back next week."
"Yup I will."
Feeling numb Emily got into her car and made her way home. She couldn't believe she was pregnant from the men she probably hated the most. The brunette tried to open her condo door, but her hand was shaking too much. Giving up she rang the doorbell.
JJ opened the door and saw a pale Emily standing in front of her. She didn't need any answers, the blonde woman knew. Carefully she pulled the brunette into the condo and hugged her tightly.
"I am so sorry hun. Let's sit down okay?"
Emily nodded and let JJ walk her to the couch.
"Do you want to keep it?"
Emily looked her lover in the eyes. "Yes, I think I will keep it. It's not his or her fault that her daddy is a rapist and torturer."
Emily said it with such coolness in her voice that JJ wasn't sure it was the right thing to do. But then she looked into her eyes and she could see that the other woman meant what she said. They were going to keep that baby. Not we, she will keep it. It is her baby, you don't even know if she wants you to be a part of this. But JJ knew, no matter what, she would support Emily with everything she had. Jennifer hugged her again, holding her close and stroking her back.
After a while they cuddled up against each other and fell asleep.
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Emily was the first to wake up in the morning. She felt the warm body of a beautiful blonde woman pressed against her. She didn't know what she did to deserve JJ, but there must me something that made her lovable even with the baby inside her now. The baby, her hands wandered to her stomach, she didn't know how long it would take her to love it, but she knew that she would love it someday. And with Jennifer's help she would be able to overcome everything.
"Jennifer Jareau, you are my life." She said softly, placing a kiss on her lovers exposed neck.
JJ chuckled. "What are you doing Miss Prentiss?"
Emily shrugged and smirked at the blonde. "What do you want me to do?"
JJ smiled and pulled the brunette into a passionate kiss. Feeling the other woman's hands wandering down her back and under her shirt she broke the contact and looked at Emily.
"Em, are you sure you want to do this?"
"To do what?"
JJ smiled.
"Jennifer, I can't let what happened to me control my life."
"I didn't say you should stop living your life, but you just had a nervous breakdown yesterday and I.."
JJ couldn't finish her sentence. Emily pressed her lips against hers and pushed her gently on the couch. Feeling her lovers tongue against her lips she opened her mouth and let the brunette explore it. Pulling Emily impossible closer she reached her hands under her shirt and up her back until she got to her bra. Unhooking it she parted their lips and nibbled the older woman's ear and coaxed a little moan from her. Smiling she made her way down her lovers neck to her collarbone.
"This needs to get off of you sweetie." JJ said in seductive voice and pulled gently on Emily's t-shirt hem.
Grinning Emily got rid of her shirt and exposed her well formed breasts.
"You are beautiful my love." JJ whispered in her ear.
The younger agent trailed down her kisses, she reached the other woman's breasts and kissed them gently. Her lips tingled under the touch and she felt heat going through her body. Switching positions so that JJ was on top now she placed kisses down Emily's body. She loved the sweet taste of her lover's skin. Feeling Emily's breathing increase under her kisses she smiled against the agent's skin. Jennifer looked up to find eyes that were filled with desire and need. Carefully kissing every single scar the bastard left on the perfect body she made her way up to find soft lips.
Undoing the blonde agent's pants Emily slid them down and pulled Jennifer close, so that she could feel her exposed skin on hers.
"How about we take a bath?" JJ asked the brown eyes beauty under her.
Emily smiled. "Why not?"
JJ laughed. "Okay Lady, get your ass of the couch and in that hot tub you have in your second bathroom."
"Yes Ma'am."
Both women made their way up to the bathroom with the hot tub in.
Standing in front of her lover Emily realized how much more cloth JJ was still wearing.
"You know, you really need to get rid of all of this."
"Really, I don't think I will be able to do that, I am stunned by the sight." JJ joked.
"Well then I think I will have the whole tub for my own."
"You wouldn't dare."
"Watch me." Emily stepped out of her panties and into the hot tub.
Opening her mouth she looked at her lover sitting in the hot tub covered by foam. "I can't believe you!"
She jumped into the tub with her cloth on, which caused Emily to squeak.
"If you think you can get rid of me, you are mistaken my dear."
Emily still laughed. "You are unbelievable Jennifer Jareau. I love you."
Jennifer looked at the brunette woman. She never felt that happy in her life. They had said that they loved each other before, but it was different then. It always was platonic. This time though it had a much deeper meaning.
JJ kissed Emily gently on her lips. "I love you too. And now help me get rid of those."
Both women laughed and Emily undressed her lover. Seeing a naked JJ in front of her she couldn't help but to smile. "What did I do to deserve you Jayj?"
"I am not quite sure yet, but give me some time to think about it and I am pretty sure I will come up with something."
Emily threw water at JJ and laughed again.
"I love it when you laugh."
"Well, keep up that work and you won't hear anything else tonight."
JJ raised an eyebrow. "What if I want to hear something else yet tonight?"
"Then you have to work your magic."
"Come over here." The blonde chuckled.
Emily made her way to her lover and leaned her back against JJ's front.
"You know what, I don't think I need any action tonight, I just want to sit here with you and relax."
JJ smiled and kissed Emily's neck. Nibbling on her skin she made the woman in front of her moan.
Emily turned her face to kiss the other woman.
Jennifer's hands wandered down to rest on her lover's stomach. She could feel Emily tense under her touch.
"We can do that together Em; you're not alone in this."
Emily put her hands on JJ's and stroke the back of her hand.
"Just hold me Jayj."
"Gladly."
Emily rested her head on JJ's shoulder.
Lying like this both women enjoyed each other company; they didn't need any words to express their feelings.
It was enough for Emily to be held by the love of her life.
And it was enough for JJ to let Emily be close to her after everything that had happened to her.
"Emily you are shaking, are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine; I'm just a little bit cold."
"You wanna go out?"
Emily shook her head. "No, let's just turn on hot water."
They did as Emily said.
"When do we know, I mean when do you know if it is a girl or a boy?"
Emily chuckled. "We will know when I'm in the third months."
Jennifer felt her heart beat a little faster when her lover said that they would know. She wants you to be a part of this. Oh my god, you will be a mom in less than 8 months!
"I can't wait for you to be here." She gently stroke Emily's stomach. "But to be honest, I never pictured you to be the prego-person." JJ teased.
Emily turned her face and looker at the blonde woman. "Oh really, well I think you can start imagine an even more out of control, moodier and a bigger Emily Prentiss."
JJ kissed her. "I can't wait for all of this to happen. Well maybe not the moodier part, but the rest. We should get out of here and get dressed Em."
"I don't want to." She laughed. "But I guess you're right."
Getting up Emily almost fell over the edge of the hot tub. JJ caught her.
"Careful Miss Prentiss."
Emily put her hand on her forehead, she felt very dizzy all of a sudden.
"Emily are you okay?" Jennifer realized the little move.
"Yeah I was a little dizzy, but I guess I just got up too fast. I feel better now."
The younger woman put her hand around Emily's waist to comfort her.
They got their bathrobes and went to Emily's bedroom to get dressed.
"You know I don't have enough clothes here anymore."
"I wouldn't mind if you would walk around naked Jayj."
"Well then.." She let her robe fall to the floor. And stood in front of her lover how god made her.
The brunette smiled. "Don't do that to me Jennifer Jareau."
"Don't do what to you?" She smirked and the other woman.
"Don't try to seduce me."
Slowly walking towards Emily she giggled a little. Opening the knot of the agent's bathrobe she let her hands wander down on Emily's back.
The older agent whimpered pleased under JJ's touch. "Tell me I am not dreaming this?"
JJ chuckled. "I am not sure, what happens if I do this?"
She pulled Emily closer and placed kisses on her neck, going down to her collarbone and finally finding the curves she was longing for. Softly kissing Emily's breasts the brunette started to moan. Pushing softly they made their way to Emily's bed; JJ pushed her lover onto her bed. Looking into chocolate brown eyes she smiled.
"Em are you ready for this?"
Emily Prentiss pulled the beautiful blonde close and kissed her passionately, breaking the kiss blue eyes were looking at her. "More than ever."
They started kissing again, tongues fighting for control; JJ's hands cupped her lover's perfect breasts squeezing them gently. Breaking the kiss she kissed every inch on Emily's body, paying the most attention to her breasts and stomach. She loved how she could feel Emily's muscles twitch under every kiss. Making her way up again their lips met.
Emily pulled JJ closer, so that she could feel her breasts pressed against hers. She loved the younger woman's smell stroking her back her hands wandered to JJ's well formed ass. Stroking over it, the blonde gasped.
They broke their kiss again and looked into each other eyes. Both women wanted this more than ever and neither of them knew how long they could control themselves.
"What was that?" JJ asked hardly audible.
"What was what?" Emily asked JJ confused.
The door rang again.
Emily groaned. "This can't be happening."
Kissing the older agent JJ pleaded. "Please.." kiss, "don't…" kiss, "go… just ignore it."
Emily smiled. "I can't Jayj, what if it is Hotch?"
"What would he want from you?"
"Oh I don't know, maybe check if I am okay after the paramedics were here and I had a major break down?"
"Ugh." JJ rolled to Emily's left side. "I hate this."
Kissing the young agent on her forehead she chuckled. "Well it seems that we have to wait a little bit yet."
Putting on her bathrobe she made her way down to the door.
Emily Prentiss wasn't surprised when she saw her boss standing in her doorway.
Aaron Hotchner was worried after he got the call from Dr. Saunders that one of her agent's had a break down. He was surprised to see Emily Prentiss in her bathrobe with damp hair.
He cleared his throat. "Umm, I can come back later, I see you don't really have.."
Emily laughed, realizing how she was standing in front of her boss. "No, no it's fine, I will go upstairs and get dressed, make yourself comfortable on the couch."
She led her boss to the couch and made her way up to her room again.
"We need to get dressed, Hotch is here."
"That man needs to work on his timing. " JJ teased pulled her lover close and kissed her softly.
"I know, but he just cares a lot about his team."
After both women were dressed they made their way down.
Hotch, how was sitting on the couch as he was told, looked at his team mates. Both women had damp hair and both apparently needed to get dressed. His thought wandered off. Don't be ridiculous Aaron, they probably both showered – in two separate showers – he added. Realizing how close the two became he smiled. Aaron knew that Emily and JJ were close, but it seemed after what had happened to Emily they were even closer. Jealousy came up, but Hotch shook that off very quickly. They are just friends, and Emily trusts you too. You know that there will never be more than trust and friendship.
"Hey Hotch." JJ hugged him.
"Jennifer, how are you?"
"Great."
"Glad to hear, but I must say I am a little bit angry with you."
Jennifer looked at him.
"You could have called after Emily had her break down."
The blonde agent blushed. "I am sorry Hotch, I simply forgot."
Hotch smiled. "I was joking, of course I would have appreciated it if you would have called, but as Dr. Saunders told me, thing were very busy and he didn't even have time to talk to you himself. I am just glad that you are okay."
Emily smiled. "Thank you Aaron. Can I bring you something? A coffee? Tea?"
Hotch shook his head. "No thank you, I am good, I just wanted to stop by and see how you were doing. How are those cuts?"
Putting her hand on the big scar she sighed. "They are alright, you can barely see the small ones, but the big scar on my chest is still umm.. very visible."
"It will go away soon Prentiss. But there is another reason I am here today." He cleared his voice and continued. "The police needs another statement."
"But Hotch, she already did that in the hospital." JJ interrupted.
"I know JJ, but she was under shock and might have forgotten something important." Looking at Emily he added. "I can't force you to do it Emily, but you know how important that is."
Emily nodded. "Yes I know. And I will do it again Hotch, don't worry."
Hotch smiled. "You can come by whenever you want; we will do that at the BAU." He got up and walked to the door.
Emily followed him. "Thanks for stopping by Aaron, say hi to the rest of the team, and tell them I miss them."
"I will. We miss you too Em. Take care and get well soon, the BAU needs you. And your friends do too."
They hugged each other and Hotch made his was to his car.