"Where are you taking me!?" I spat at Tsukishima as he dragged me out of my room, he didn't reply instead he just continued to drag me outside the inn. I need to control myself now after what happened today in that room. I shuddered at the thought and recalled what happened, guilt flashed through me.
I almost stabbed izaya a sigh escaped my lips and finally reached my limit I grabbed my hands away from the blond and glared at him.
"where are you taking me!?" I glared hard at him and crossed my arms. The blond slowly looked back at me clutching his sketch pad. "are you going to tell me or im leaving?" I spat out again and waited for his answer one minute passed, two..three..
"im fucking leaving!" I spun around my heels and left but before I could make a step a hand grabbed my wrist that made me halt.
"R..Roppi-san can you please b-bear for it, we'll be there in a few minutes.."Tsuki said and looked at me with pleading eyes. I glared at him, I hate surprises!, well not that im expecting he will surprise me or something… right? But it sounded like he wanted to show me something, like when you are dating and..no it is not a date and he just dragged you here because..because he will surprise you? Ugh! My brain is messed up.
I flail my hands up in the air in irritation about my thoughts and about this situation.
"just fucking tell me where!"
"i-I cant it's a surprise so please j-just.."
"why! Just ugh! Why are you doing this?! Tsuki why are you so being kind to me!" I yelled angrily before pushing him.
"that's..i-I can't say why.."
"WHY!? Just tell me! I keep pushing you away! I insulted you! Im hurting you! So why?!" I pushing him off making him take a step backwards. I just want answer ,why can't he tell me? I pushed him a bit rougher as he stumbled backwards losing his footing. he manage to stand still but dropped his sketch pad, the pad flipped open I looked down at the sketches which was….me? I looked at the pad and clenches my fist.
"TSUKISHIMA! WHY!? ANSWER ME GODAMNIT!" I looked at Tsuki who was looking down hiding his eyes with his bangs and framed glasses shine in the bright sun.
"I don't! I just ..gah if you are not talking then dont ta—" I froze in rant as I felt a tug and soft lips pressed against mine. My eyes widen in realization that Tsuki was kissing me and I felt my cheeks burn, it's so hot. And before I could make another blink the kiss ended, I looked at Tsuki with confusion , I tried to say something but my voice won't come out. The kiss was just so enthralling. I looked at Tsuki who just gave a warm smile though his cheeks were pink he looked at me and spoke without even stuttering.
"that's the answer to your 'why' Roppi-san…."
"tsuki.."
"I love you"
my eyes widen at the confession and blushed even more redder that the trim on my coat , I can't believe what I was hearing, somebody loved me? this can't be, nobody loved me and why Tsuki, what did he see in me? I don't deserve him..he's too ..too kind.
"you..love me?"
Tsuki fidgeted the ends of his scarf as he looked down his face became red like his eyes. "y-yes…I fell in l-love with Roppi-san when I first s-saw him and I could not stop thinking about y-you" he bent over and picked up his sketch pad and grabbed my hand..
"w-would you still g-go with me?
I looked at his hands and nods slowly, tsuki smiled and continued to walk dragging mebehind, the walk was silent . I could hear the humming of the birds, we are walking through the woods behind the inulen, actually this is a forbidden area and I can't believe of all students it would be tsuki to break that rule, I looked at tsuki's back as we walked and continued to contemplate, why? Why do Tsuki love me, imgood for nothing … for the first time in my left I remained silent and confused at the same time.

"were here" he announced and let go of my hand finally, I looked at the place and blinked a couple of times. I looked at the lake in my front and a grassy field with some flowers it was a beautiful place and quite the suns brightness reflected at the lake.
"beautiful i-isnt it?" Tsuki said and smiled as he starts walking towards the small rundown cottage. I just nodded in agreement and followed the blond looking at the place.
"how did you find this place?" I asked as I started a conversation as if nothing happened earlier, as if he didn't kiss me, as If he didn't confess.
"I saw it from our w-window, since it's in second floor i-its shinning and went to chek it t-this morning" the blond smiled at me and continued to walk. I just shrugged and gave really no attention at what he was saying, I touched my lips and blushed as I remembered the kiss, it was warm and…and the feeling is familiar.. as if I felt it before? I shook my head violently and slapped my face, im thinking weird things.
"a-are you alright R-Roppi-san?" he asked as he climbed up the cottage and sat on the floor.
"i..im fine" I followed and stared at the place, it was a small rundown cottage with a broken table and chairs,nothing much was there. The silence was killing me and I kept glancing at the blond beside me who in turn was glancing at me as well, when our gazes meet I quickly avoid my eyes at him and looked at the corner of the room pretending to think that there was something interesting in there. I clenched my fists and took a deep breath and broke the silence.
"Tsuki…"
"Roppi-san.."
we both said in union.
"e-eh go first Roppi-san.."
"no you go first"
"b-but I want Roppi-san to do so"
"I said you first..
"but—"
"JUST SAY IT FIRST!"

He flinched a bit as I raised my voice, I crossed my arms and stared at the broken and open door in my front. It took a while until the blond spoke.
"a-about what I said earlier" his voice was soft and low as he said that, I looked at him and saw the blush he was trying to hide with his scarf but failed to do so.
"y-yeah what about it?" I cursed at my reply I was fucking stuttering like the idiot beside me! I calmed myself as I waited for his reply.
"i-I meant w-what I said, i-im not j-joking"I raised my brow and blushed. I notice that Tsuki was stuttering much more than the usual.
"I don't care, whatever" I waved my hands as if im brushing the topic off, im also praying that I wasn't blushing so to avoid the further question I turned away. I waited for Tsuki's next reply which it took so long. Until finally her said his response

"j-just forget that I said that"