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I could not believe what I was hearing. Tasha had escaped the guardians, how the hell is that possible they are all fully trained but yet a moroi escaped them. My mind was puzzling over the thought, how could she? Fire magic. She must have used fire to hurt the guardians like she did on me.
"Rose, are you ok?" I looked up to see Dimitri's and Christians worried faces, Christian looked angry and sad at the same time, but Dimitri looked angry and protective. He probably thinks that Tasha will hurt me again.
"Did she use magic?" I managed to squeak out, both of their faces grew cold, guilty and protected. I think I knew the answer before I was told.
"Yes, and well she hurt someone really bad." I kept flicking through a list of people that she would of hurt more than the others.
"Who? Who was it?" I could see the hesitation in their faces.
"Rose it's Jack, he's dead Rose. Tasha killed him; she knew how close you two were so she decided he was the best target right now."

My heart broke, she killed him. My closest friend right now and she killed him all because of me. I could feel the tears coming to my eyes at the thought of it. I tried to stay composed but I just couldn't handle it, I got up and ran to my room needing privacy and a place that I could cry and nobody would be able to find me. I could faintly hear footsteps behind me so I sped up and managed to make it to my room with out them catching up to me. I slammed the door shut and collapsed on the ground crying my heart out about the loss of Jack, he had only just met me yet we were so close, we had only just met ad he died because of me. I just can't believe it. All my sadness was driving me to anger, hate and resentment. I hate Tasha she kills someone because the guy that she likes is with someone else, she must be beyond mental right now. I was beyond depressed right now and I really need to let it out, my mind wandered to when Lissa had cut herself and how it had helped her relive her emotional pain.

I looked in my bathroom for the razor blade that I had taken form Lissa, finding it a draw I locked my bathroom door and moved the blade to my wrist. A hiss escaped my mouth as I made the first cut, but soon my emotional pain was masked by the physical pain in my wrist. I made another slice but this one didn't feel as bad, a hiss still escaped my lips but I was soon distracted by the knocking at my bathroom door.
"Rose open the door!" Dimitri's voice rung through my apartment, but I managed to ignore it and focus on the cuts on my arm. Again I cut into my wrists but this time it was deeper, a lot deeper these cuts were bleeding a hell of a lot I felt really light headed.
"ROSE OPEN THIS GODDAMNED DOOR RIGHT NOW OR I WILL GET DIMITRI TO KICK IT IN, AND KNOWING YOU; YOU'LL BE PISSED IF THAT HAPPENS. SO OPEN THE BLOODY DOOR!" Christian was worse then Dimitri; I mean seriously we used to hate each other. I heard a pounding on my door as the room began to spin, I collapsed backwards and saw the door fly open as I drifted into unconsciousness.
"ROZA!" Dimitri's voice was the last thing I heard as the blackness took over.

Everything was black; I couldn't see anything but a never ending blackness. I started to hear peoples voices, but only faintly. My vision started to become lighter and soon I realised that I was being pulled into a spirit dream. Adrian. He was the only person who could do this. I could feel his presence.
"Adrian! Get out here now!" I looked around the bright and vibrant garden waiting for Adrian to appear. A figure stepped out from behind a tree, I knew that it was him.

"Hello Little Damphir" I looked him over to put it nicely he looked like shit, he had dark circles under his eyes and his hair was no longer stylishly messed up. It was just flat on his head.
"What's wrong Adrian?" His face held anger as I asked him that one simple question.
"What's wrong? What's wrong Rose? What's wrong is that you have been in a coma for a week now and this is the first time that I have been able to contact you!" I cowered away from his voice. I had no idea that I had been in a coma for the last week.
"Whhatttt?" I managed to stutter out, all the anger from his expression just melted away and concern and sympathy filled his voice.
"Rose do you remember cutting your wrists?" I nodded "Well the last cut was really deep and you passed out from blood loss. Dimitri and Christian found you just as you passed out. Both of them brought you to the infirmary and you haven't woken up for a week." I was shocked that I had done that much damage, I just wanted to relieve my pain but all it did was hurt the ones that I care for again.
"Rose; Dimitri is a wreck he hasn't left your side all week; he just keeps muttering 'I only just got you back. I can't loose you again." That is really all he ever says anymore. He doesn't talk to anyone but you and the doctor, to tell you the truth I don't think that he even realises that me and Christian are there as well. But I mean Christian isn't much better, he is crying constantly he really never leaves your side either. They actually had to bring a feeder to him, but he barley even acknowledges them either. He says that he doesn't want to miss you waking up, so he stays where he is. All three of us are highly sleep deprived."
I looked at him with ears in my eyes they were all so worried for me, but really there is only one cause for all this pain and that is Tasha and what she has done to everyone.
"So Jack is really dead. I wasn't just dreaming?" He looked down at his feet and was avoiding my gaze. But soon his courage picked up and he looked me in the eyes.
"Technically he's not dead. Rose he's a strigoi and so is Tasha." Tears welled up in my eyes again as I realised Dimitri was trying to let me off easy when he told me that he was dead. I could feel the path of my tears and the stains that would be shown on my face. Adrian walked towards me and wiped away my tears with his thumb.
"Rose I'm so sorry, I thought you knew that he was. What are you going to do?" I looked up into his emerald eyes and said the simplest yet most dangerous thing.
"I'm going after him." He gave me a sad smile knowing that nothing would change my mind.
"I'm going to kill him, and I'm going to torture the shit out of Tasha. I'm going to make her suffer like she made me suffer, I can't let her live she took him away from me so she deserves the pain." I couldn't talk anymore the sobs that rack my body had taken over.
"Goodbye Rose. Wake up soon." He smiled as the dream began to fade and I was back to looking at the blackness surrounding me.

My plan was beginning to form in my mind; I needed to track them down. I didn't want to kill Jack but I knew after all the things that Dimitri went through that I didn't want to change him back. Dimitri went through all this pain and hardship; I don't want Jack to have to do the same. Killing him was my only option and at least I would know that he isn't out there murdering innocent people. I was beginning to feel the actions around me, I knew for a fact that someone was holding my hand, my body was beginning to respond to its surroundings and I think that I was finally waking up. I tried to squeeze the hand that was holding mine and from the reaction that I got they felt it.
"Rose please wake up I felt you squeeze my hand, please Roza I need you to wake up. I love ou and I can't lose you now." I needed to wake up and see Dimitri's face and have his hold me and never let go, I need to get my revenge on Tasha as well as save Jack. I started to concentrate on opening my eyes, I used all my strength and concentration and finally those chocolate eyes were the only thing that I could see
"Roza" I could see the relief in his features as he finally realised that I was alive and still by his side. A smile pulled at my lips as I looked into his eyes, I glanced around the room and smiled at Adrian and Christian. But then I saw someone that wiped the smile off my face, Lissa, she was standing there with a small smile on her face as she watched me fully wake up. My smile turned into a scowl, I turned towards Dimitri.

"What is she doing her?" I inclined my head towards Lissa, he shot me a small disapproving look but soon it turned back to neutral.
"She wanted to see you when you woke up." Oh, well then I looked at her, and glared.
"Well you have seen me, now you can leave." I shot her a fake smile as her small smile turned into a frown, tears again formed in her eyes as she finally realised that I really didn't want to see her.
"Why, why can't you forgive me? You know how sorry I am, Dimitri ignored you but you forgave him. So why?" I looked at her as the answer came straight to me
"Why, you really want to know why?" She nodded "He had just been turned back from being strigoi and couldn't deal with what he had done to me, but once he was ready he confronted me. I didn't see you turn back from strigoi or have a traumatic experience, you ignored me for no reason and that hurt me a lot. How could you leave someone who was supposed to be you sister for a man you barley know. The reason I can't stand you right now is because you ignored my for the sake of ignoring me and unless you can give a good enough reason than I don't think that we could ever be friends again." I could see her processing everything I had just said, her face started to grow even sadder as she realised that she really had no excuse for ignoring me it was just convenient for her. This made me smile I looked at her.

" See you have nothing, absolutely no reason for what you did to me, so I don't need you in my life, and if you care for me like you said you do then never come near me again, and don't try to talk to me." She meekly nodded and turned around, walking out the door with tears streaming down her face. I looked around the room at the rest of my friend, only Adrian seemed shocked at how I treated Lissa, Christian looked at me sympathetically but I could see the underlying pain in his eyes, I shot him a grateful smile because he was the only one who knows what I am going through. My mind began to wonder to Jack and how I was going to kill him, I was dreading this and I knew that it was going to be hard for me. I looked over at Dimitri preparing to tell him that I was leaving tonight wether he liked it or not.
"I'm leaving tonight" he looked confused, but then realisation crossed his face, his eyes looked pained because he knew that I knew about Jack.
"I know that I can't convince you not to so I'm coming with you, no matter what I am not going to lose you to anyone." He leant forward and gave me the most passionate kiss knowing that one of us might not make it out of this alive.
"I'm coming too."
"Me too"

I looked over at both of the moroi; no matter how much I threatened them I knew that I couldn't change their mind. I nodded and jumped out of bed and just walked out of the infirmary knowing that Dimitri would be following my every step. I rushed to my room wanting to be ready as soon as possible, I needed to free Jack as soon as possible not to mention that I needed to kill Tasha as a form of revenge and to save the people that I love. I rushed into my room and went straight to my dresser looking for my perfect battle outfit. But I knew exactly what I was going to wear, my combat boots, a khaki top and camo pants. I looked over at Dimitri and saw him standing there watching me changing with lust in his eye, I felt a blush rising in my cheeks. I looked him over and saw his general guardian attire.
"You ready?" He smiled and gave e a small nod.
We both walked out of my room and out to the front gate where we were meeting Christian and Adrian. We all climbed into the car that Dimitri managed to get us and drove to the one place that I thought that they could be. A rather large cabin that Dimitri showed me once; it was actually quite large for a cabin. I just had this feeling that they were their, but I felt that there was a massive situation that was going to surprise and confront us all.

We arrived at the cabin; we were all preparing our self for the worst as we all got out of the car and stalked towards the cabins door. All of us stopped and just scanned each other planting pictures in our mind of the people we care for most. I counted in my mind

1…2…3... Go.

We burst into the room; and we all surveyed the area many strigoi were standing around the room, i began to take it all in and prepare myself for the battle that was about to happen but then I spotted the one person I thought was dead, that I thought I would never see again, and froze he should not be here. He turned around and I saw his blood red eyes.

Mason.

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