Ok im not even gonna say how sorry i am. You know i am, so i dont need to repeat myself. Hope you enjoy this chapter, and this is gonna be like an introduction of how the story is gonna turn out. Hope you like, if you have some ideas, just tell me in PM or review. XOXO -KRISTI
I stood motionless, looking at the doctor, feeling as if freezing water was going down my spine. I choked some air and turned my face to Jace, who was 'looking' at the floor, as if lost.
I didn't say a word…
Just walked silently to him.
I knew it was cruel, stopping right in front of him, when I knew he couldn't see me.
He just kept looking at the floor, as if he didn't know where to focus his eyes on. Not that he could 'focus' them at all.
Then he tensed.
He felt me
He breathed in slowly
And stretched his hand slowly. I looked down at his hand, moving slowly to touch me.
I raised my hand and my fingertips touched his
He wrapped his fingers around mine and I choked in a breath. I stepped forward and wrapped my arms around his neck. His arms went around my waist and he put his face against my neck, breathing hard.
"I'm sorry Clary, I'm sorry for leaving you like that, I'm sorry I was such an ass, I'm so s-"
"Shh" I whispered through tears, my face against his hair. I threw a glance at the door and saw that the doctor had disappeared. Good
I closed my eyes and kissed his wrapped temple.
"You're gonna be okay" I repeated over and over again, and still, they sounded as if they weren't enough.
Then his hand touched my belly and I tensed.
I looked down at him. He still had his face near my neck, but his palm was against my stomach
"Jace-"
"You're pregnant" he said in a low tone. I breathed in slowly and put a hand over his.
"I'm pregnant" I said, looking at his face. He kept his eyes down, his hand still feeling my stomach. We stayed like this for…I don't know how much time. I just knew I didn't want it to end. I was scared that if I let him go he would disappear through my fingers.
"I wanna go home" he said
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Two weeks after I finally got Jace home. He was going…crazy inside that hospital. And the worst of it was that he didn't want to see his parents. He 'signed' some papers stating that he wouldn't get any visits apart from me. And that's because he knew I would kill him if he prohibited the entrance to me. So…Alec and Isabelle were pretty much pissed too. Céline threatened to close down the hospital if they didn't let her see Jace, but he had the right to sign those papers, so there was nothing she could do.
Then there was Jace. He was…difficult. But I'm not saying it in a bad way. Yes, I was totally dedicated to him now, but he could get difficult. We had to move everything out of his way, because he could easily trip. That was when he decided to get out of the bed; he could spend a whole day in his bed, listening to the Tv, without moving. The first days he didn't want to eat, didn't want to move…
I got scared.
So I had to call the hospital and ask for help. I talked with Dr. Richards and told him the situation. He said he was gonna send help. I didn't know what he meant by that but I only could sit down and wait.
It was Saturday and I was making some omelets and bacon for Jace. Being pregnant wasn't making me lazy like some books said. I had to walk up and downstairs the whole day, help Jace in the shower, holding him so he didn't slip, help him dress up…
Yeah…
And the worst thing was that…I enjoyed it. I loved having him this close to me. We used to sleep in different bedrooms, but now we slept in Jace's bed and I would fall asleep in Jace's arms.
I served the omelet and put some bacon on the side and started walking upstairs when I felt the baby move. I gasped and dropped the plate, making it go straight down and crash on the floor. I stood still for a minute, a hand on my belly.
"Holy shit" I breathed
"Clary?!" I heard Jace yell from upstairs. I looked down at my belly and swallowed.
"It's okay, I'm okay" I whispered to myself
I heard a hard 'THUD' and I looked quickly upstairs
"Jace!" I did my best to run/speed-walk to him.
"I'm okay, only slipped. What happened? What was that?" he asked, trying to get back on his feet. I grabbed his muscled arm with both my hands and helped him stand up, not that it made much difference
"Nothing, nothing…I just dropped the plate. I'll go clean it up" I said hurriedly. Jace grabbed my hand in a painful grip when I started walking downstairs. I looked back at him.
I haven't got used to look at him and…him don't look at me in the eye. His eyes would dance somewhere down to the ground or what it would've been my feet. It felt so…strange
"Don't go" he murmured. I frowned
"Are you okay?" I asked him softly. He only pulled me against him, his arms around me. I swallowed and hugged him back. It was strange to hug him, having a belly between us
"Jace" I whispered against his chest. He grunted in my ear
"What's wrong?"
He stayed silent, then I felt his jaw clench against my neck
"Nothing" he breathed. I pulled back and looked at him. His golden eyes were dancing around. It made tears prick in my eyes. I calmed my breathing so he didn't know I was about to break down.
I smiled at him even though I knew he couldn't see me.
"Go to the room again. I'll bring some sweets and we can watch a movie"
Obviously Jace couldn't watch it, so I'd find a movie he already watched and replay it for him. He nodded and kissed my forehead and turned around, walking slowly to his room
I breathed out and walked downstairs and started cleaning the mess. Great. Made all this for nothing
"Thanks, baby. You scared mommy" I murmured to the baby bump while I was cleaning the breakfast. After I finished I went to the fridge and took out ice creams and brownies. Lately I've been craving those, days after days. Can't stop myself.
I was going halfway up the stairs when the apartment's intercom buzzed. I groaned and stumped downstairs once again and punched the receiver button
"What?" I growled
"I'm so sorry, Miss Fairchild, but you have a visitor. She says the hospital sent her" the door man said. I frowned.
"Ok, let her come up" I said.
"Very well" he said and disconnected. I went to the kitchen to put the stuff back in the fridge and the elevator dinged. I walked to the entrance and found Katerine Dale
"What are you doing here?" I asked in a low tone, trying not to call Jace's attention form upstairs. She frowned delicately, her dark brown hair falling down to her waist in soft curls. She was beautiful and her blue eyes pierced mine with a potent light in them I've never seen before. She crossed her arms over her chest and walked slowly to the living room, admiring everything around. I frowned at her, following her with incredulity.
"How can you walk in without getting invited, Katerine Dale?" I exclaimed. She smiled creepily and sat down on the love seat, crossing her legs delicately, showing off her tanned long legs with the slutty skirt.
"What do you want? What are you doing here?" I asked harshly, standing right in front of her. There was something…something about her that made me want to crawl away or pull her out of the apartment by the hair.
She looked straight at me, her piercing blue eyes stopping in my eyes. I swallowed quickly. She gave me a sweet innocent smile than made the hairs on the back of my neck stand up quickly.
"I'm just checking out my new partial home for the rest of your pregnancy" she said. I had to restrain a gasp, but couldn't control my twitching hand to cover my baby bump.
"Get out of my house" I said, glaring at her. She gave a laugh and stood up, making me take several steps back
"But dear, I'm Jace's new nurse" she said with an innocent expression.
Holy shit
"I want you out. Now. I'll call the hospital and ask for someone else" I said. She chuckled.
"Babe, they didn't have anyone else available and Katerine Dale was so concerned about the patient's health she offered for the job and got transferred here"
I swallowed. I didn't know what to do.
So I turned around and walked away from her as fast as possible. I walked upstairs and felt her following me. Shit…
"Where's the…patient?" she asked delicately. I stopped at the top of the stairs and saw she was right behind me. She got up one step and was right next to me
"Get out of my house now" I said.
"I'm not going anywhere, Clarissa Fairchild" she said.
"I don't want you here. No one needs you. Get. Out" I said through clenched teeth
"Let me tell you something, girly. This is not your decision. I'm pretty sure Jace wouldn't be with you if it wasn't because you're having his bastard. Get that through your head. Jace doesn't love you. He was only using you to fuck you, and then came the oopsie when you got pregnant, and of course he wouldn't leave you when he needs you to get his hands on the company. So, there. Live with the happiness" she said with a sarcastic sweet smile. I felt a lump in my throat, and I was trying to ease it by swallowing hard.
"Get out. Now. Or I'll call the police" I said softly. She stepped in front of me
"I'm. Not. Going. Anywhere"
Then she grabbed me by the hair and pushed me down the stairs.
I hit the first three steps, hitting my head with them, the pain leaving me in black for seconds, then rolled down, my body hitting each edge with so much force I thought I was gonna break everything.
Then unconsciousness took me
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When I woke up I saw white. And the lights were so bright they made me close my eyes instantly. I groaned softly and slowly put my hand on my belly
I gasped and sit upright
My baby!
I looked desperately around
"What the heck are you doing here?!" I said when I saw Katerine sitting beside me. She put down the book she was reading and gave me a sweet smile.
"You're up" she said. I shuddered and looked away quickly for an escape
"Help!" I screamed at the top of my lungs, while trying to stand up.
"Oh my god! I need some help! She's gonna hurt herself!" I heard Katerine. I looked at her, frowning as she walked quickly to the door, yelling at the nurses.
"What are you doing!" I asked desperately. She looked at me and smirked.
Then a doctor walked in, followed by two nurses.
"What's going on in here?" he asked, rushing to my bed.
"Get me out of here. I'm begging you. Please" I said looking at him. He grabbed my wrists
"You need to calm down. Everything's going to be fine. You just need to breathe deep and stay in bed, Miss Fairchild"
"I won't calm down while that bitch is in here!" I screamed at the doctor's face while wrestling with his sneaking arms. I screamed again, but with fury
"Clarissa, you need to calm down, or you will lose the baby" he said firmly, trying to push me down on the white bed.
"NO!" I screamed. Of course I didn't want to lose the baby, but I wasn't going to stay with that psycho in the room
"Calm down!" said the doctor
"No! She tried to kill me! She pushed me down the stairs! She wants to kill my baby!" I screamed, this time tears flowing down my cheeks. I was so scared, a room full of strangers and a psycho bitch.
"See! I told you, Richard, she's mentally unstable. Since Jonathan Herondale got injured she has grown unstable. I think she's running towards depression and we need to take some action before she finds another way to get rid of that poor creature" I heard Katerine said close to the doctor. I looked quickly at her and gaped at her
"You bitch!" I screamed and kicked at the doctor, trying to jump from the bed.
"We need to sedate her. Nurse!" the doctor yelled, holding me down while I screamed at the top of my lungs
"No! Please don't do this! I'm begging you!" I screamed while crying. One of the nurses came with a needle filled with clear liquid and I started kicking hard, and screaming louder. With the two nurses they controlled my legs.
"Katerine, help me out!" the doctor yelled.
"No!" I screamed. Katerine held me down by pushing my waist down. Then I felt the prick of the needle in my arm and numbness started going down to my legs…and I was instantly out
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I woke up with a hand combing my hair softly. I jumped away and looked up.
Luke
I broke down when I saw his calmed face. He tried to hide his sad expression and pressed me against his chest, holding me. I cried and cried and felt like I wasn't going to stop anytime soon.
"Clare-bear…" I breathed.
"I wanna go home, daddy…" I said crying. He nodded and kept running his warm fingers through my hair while holding me.
"I know baby girl. But you need to stay here for examination and some more tests. I'm sorry. I wish I could do anything else but it's not in my power" he said against my hair. I cried harder.
"Hush…it's okay, clary" he said softly. I'm pretty sure he knew I was pregnant by now
"Dad…you can't tell mom about…the…"
"Baby. I know. Clare bear…what did you do…" he breathed. I closed my eyes hard.
"I don't know…" I said and the tears flowed once again
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I had fallen asleep when Luke left but now I was awake two hours later and I was on my side, watching the tacky TV I had in the room.
There was a knock and I looked at the door.
Katerine
"What the fuck do you want" I said looking back to the TV.
"Damn, great welcome you give your nurse"
"You're not my nurse, you bitch" I said glaring at her.
"Oh but I am. After the stunt you put earlier I got a personal license where I can dose you anytime you become violent and I'll be able to prevent you from 'hurting yourself and the baby'" she said, smirking and walking to the side chair beside my bed. I just gaped at her with wide eyes.
"You can't do that" I breathed.
"I can and I will, Clarissa Fairchild" she said, looking down at her manicured hands. I swallowed.
"I won't let you. I'll call the police"
She chuckled softly. She was laughing at me
"We'll see about that" she said and she stood up and went directly to my side, making me wince away from her.
"You want to play games, Clarissa Fairchild? Then let the games begin. But don't forget I have yours and your bastard's life in my hands. Anything you do to me will affect your baby. Think about your decision wisely"
"Who are you? Why are you doing this?" I whispered. She smiled at me
"I'm nobody. But have something in mind. I do not like this pregnancy bullshit. I will do everything in my power to prevent that bastard from coming into this world"
hope you enjoyed and this is like an intro like i said. Most people that really reviewed received a sneak peek of this chapter and actually liked it. Pls review for me to write faster. I have tons of ideas, but if u wanna include yours just message me. Thank you. xoxo -Kristi