A/N I do not own any of the characters from black butler all I own is my OC. Sorry for the long wait but I am back now.

I wake up to my mothers screams and my day in Hell begins. I throw on an old t-shirt and faded blue jeans.I run a brush through my long black hair and then I hurry down the stairs to meet my mother.

"What took you so long Raven? God why are you so slow all the time? You know what I don't want to hear your excuses. Just go join you sister and father in the kitchen" my mother yelled.

I walk into the kitchen and I sit next to my sister Lilly with a bowl of cereal. Lilly is wearing a new sun dress with blue dots on it. I start to eat my cereal quickly when Lilly starts to cry.

"Daddy! Raven hit me" Lilly said with fake tears.

Our dad looks up from the paper he was reading and he looks at me.

"Raven how many times have I told not to hit your sister. Come here now!" my father said.

I put my bowl away and then I go over to my father. He raises his hand and then he slaps me, making my cheek burn.

"That's for hitting your sister now get your stuff and go to school" my father said.

I run up to my room and I cry. Hank rested his head on my lap and he whimpered.

"Good dog" I say and I pet his head. I get my backpack, then I leave for school. When I get there I prepare my self for the bulling. I look up from the ground and I see that I am surrounded by the three girls who bully me every day. The blond one always starts it first and then the other two follow. They hit me and call me names. They do the same things every day and after every class. By the end of the day I am numb and I don't have any feelings. I have put them all away. When I get home I run up to my room and I cry but I here my mom say something as I head for my room.

"there she gos again with her fake tears to make people pity her. But it won't work" my mother says laughing as I run to my room.

I sit on my bed with Hank and I cry into his neck. Why must I endure this everyday. I am tired of this shit. I want it all to end. You know what I think I will do just that. I go into my bathroom and I dig through my drawer until I find my knife. I look into the mirror at my tear stained face. I lift up the knife to my throat. I move it deep and slow across my neck.

"Raven….Raven…Raven…" I heard some one say and then I wake up in the undertakers arms.

"Shh. Its was just a bad dream love" he said wiping my tears away and he hugs me tight. I tell him about the dream.

"I thought I was back there." I say and new tears flood my face.

"its ok dear. Your not going any where. You belong here with me" he said wiping my new tears away.

He gets out of the coffin and he offers me his hand. I give him a weak smile and I take his hand

I start to put on work clothes but he stopped me.

"we are not working to day my love" he says with a smirk. I look at him confused.

"Well what are we going to do today then"

"Today is a vary special day. Its been officially a year since we have met. I have stuff planed for today but it's a secret my love." he said with his arms around my waist.

"I cant believe I forgot" I said laughing.

"Its all right love" he says laughing himself.

He kisses my cheek and then he leaves the room. He comes back with a white dress that has black spider web lace on it. He just has his normal clothes on. I take off his robe, he is left in a black shirt and pants.

I kiss him lightly on the lips, teasing him. He kisses me. Being around him makes me happy and I can see it's the same for him too. We where both lonely before we met each other.

"Wait right here. I will be right back and no peaking" he said before he left the room. I sit on our coffin waiting for what seems like hours before he comes back.

"You didn't peak did you my dear?"

"No but what took you so long?"

"it's a surprise" he said laughing and the he wraps something around my eyes.

"What are you doing" I laugh

He grabs my hand and he leads me to who knows where. I laugh the whole way and he joins me. Finally we stop and he takes off my blindfold. We are in the same woods where we shared are first kiss. Undertaker lays out a blanket on the ground and he starts to take out bone shaped food. I join him on the blanket. I look around the woods. Everything is in bloom, there are so many different colors. I look into the undertakers eyes and I smile.

"You made us lunch. It looks wonderful. Its nice of you to make all this for me" I say with a smile and I kiss him.

After we finish eating I lay in his arms and we look up at the clouds. We kiss for a while and then he checks his skull packet watch.

"We should be heading back now for the next activity"

"There's more" I ask confused

He laughs at me and he starts to pack up the stuff. When we get home we put the stuff away and then he leads me up to our room. He gets out a white dress with black ribbons. it's the first dress he ever bought me. He pulls out a nice looking black suit.

"Where are we going now"

"Is a surprise but I can tell you one thing. I don't get invited to these things."

"Fine lead me off wherever you have planed for to night" I say smiling.

He leads me outside and to a waiting carriage. The carriage ride is long and I end up drifting off to sleep.

"Raven dear we have arrived" he lightly shook me awake. I rub my eyes and I look to see where we are. We are at someone's mansion. I was about to ask where we were when Sebastian opened the door.

"Welcome Undertaker and miss Raven." Sebastian said.

Undertaker got out of the carriage and he offered me his hand. When I am outside I can see that there are a lot of people here to night. Is Ciel having a party? I wonder who its for? I ask myself. Sebastian leads us to the front door and into the ballroom where everyone else was. There was a lot of people, I knew some of them. Ciel spotted us and he walked over.

"Welcome Raven, Undertaker. I hope you two enjoy your evening." Ciel said and then someone called him over.

Undertaker looked at me and he smiled.

"May I have this dance" he said and he offered me his hand.

I smiled and I took his hand. He is an excellent dancer. We dance and ate all night and I was getting tired.

"Undertaker when can we go home I am tired" I say

"Just in a little bit we have more…" he was cut off my Ciel.

"Lades and gentlemen may I have your attention please. I would like to thank you all for coming out to night. This party is for the undertaker and Raven. Its their one year anniversary. Lets congratulate them." Ciel said. He stared to clap and did so every one else. I blush a deep red. I cant believe it. I start to cry. I look up to the undertaker and I smile. He smiles back at me and he takes my hand. He gets down on one lag and he pulls out a small black box.

"Will you marry me Raven" he asks me. I start to cry harder and I smile at him.

"Yes I will"

He puts the ring on my finger and then he hugs me tightly. I have never been happier. Every one claps and they congratulate us. We stay a little while longer and then we leave. On the ride home I look at the full moon.

"Undertaker, I finally know what I am supposed to do. I am supposed to be with you an I finally get to be happy."

"Took you long enough" he laughed and then he kissed me. I kisses him back.

"I don't think that there was a time before I met you that I was happy" I say hugging him tightly.

"Me too Raven. You should get some sleep we had a long day and we have another one tomorrow."

"I love you" I say snuggling into him.

"I love you too" he said kissing my forehead. I smile and then I drift off to sleep.

A/N sorry for the depressing being but it got all fluffy at the end. I am so happy. I have 4,570 views and 30 followers. Thank you guys for reading my story and likening it.