Chapter 11
Sam took in a ragged breath. Trying to clear his head he stood pulling away from Bella. "Maybe you should go take a shower Bella. It will make you feel better and I will try to find something for you to wear and some food." Said Sam. Bella shakily nodded a yes and moved to the edge of the bed trying to stand on her wobbly legs. As Bella swayed unsteadily Sam reached out and supported her. Bella looked up into his deep brown eyes a tear tracing down your cheek. Sam nodded and pulled Bella to the bathroom.
Once there he again tried to release her so she could shower in private. Bella gripped on to the bathroom sink and gave him a weak smile. "Thanks Sam" Bella whimpered. "I am sorry for all this", another tear made its way down Bella's face breaking Sam's heart. "Hey" Sam said angrily "This is not your fault you could not have done anything to deserve what they did." Bella shook her head and started to sob. How could she tell him when she did not understand herself. "I will go find you some clothes and food. If you need anything just call ok?" asked Sam Bella nodded and Sam left.
Bella stripped what was left of her clothing and pulled herself to the shower hanging on to anything she could to steady herself. The hot water was so good she leaned on the wall feeling all the sweat and grime wash away. What was going on? Bella continued to cry softly while the hot water ran over her. Bella reached out for the shampoo and fumbled with the top trying to open it when a wave of pain doubled her over. Screaming in pain Bella tried to grab the shower wall and slumped to the floor with a crash.
Sam had just found some shorts and a shirt when he heard Bella's cry and he sprinted back to the bathroom to find her in a ball on the shower floor sobbing. "Bella Bella" Sam cried. "What wrong?" Not thinking Sam stepped into the shower and pulled Bella up to her feet. Bella took a deep shaking breath and looked into Sam's eyes her head swimming. Sam's senses were assaulted with Bella's scent, & the touch of her soft wet skin against his. Everything became confusing and all he knew was her need. A deep growl started in his chest. Bella swayed closer looking up at him in confusion. Sam lifted Bella and wrapped her legs around his waist pressing her against the shower wall while kissing her feverishly. The heat of their bodies making the hot water feel cool in comparison.
Bella arched her back and threw her head back in abandon as Sam kissed down her throat to her eager breasts. Sam pulled away from her slightly holding her to the wall while he positioned himself at her entrance. Bella screamed in pleasure when Sam entered her roughly pushing her painfully into the wall. She whimpered as he assaulted her again and again. Just when she thought she could take no more her world erupted in sparks of pleasure and her body jerked as she bit savagely into Sam's shoulder drawing blood. Sam immediately joined her with a scream and gave one last shuddering thrust. Bella leaned her head on Sam's bleeding shoulder and sighed in contentment. Sam let her slip down till her feet touched the ground and pushed her back and looked into her face.
Blood, Lots of blood everywhere. Sam blanched searching Bella for the wound. Panic and shame flooded through him. What had he done? He was no better than those leaches. What would Emily do… "Where are you bleeding Bella?" Said Sam in a pained voice. Bella looked confused she had not felt this good all day. Confused she looked down at herself shaking her head. As she looked up into Sam's worried face she saw where the blood was coming from. "You Sam, You're bleeding." Bella reached up and touched Sam's shoulder where a bite mark was trickling blood. Sam sighed relieved and let go of Bella. "I am sorry Bella I don't know what…. I…." Bella put a finger to his lips and shook her head. "I think it's me", Bella started to sob Sam reached out to her. "Let me help you get clean so you don't fall again and then we will go get you some food and call Dr. Cullen. Ok?" Bella not knowing what to do allowed him to wash her hair and his then he steadied her while she scrubbed all the bruised areas. Sam's clenched his teeth knowing he had shurly added to her growing bruise collection. Jacob would never forgive him.