Chapter 11

"You!" she said and pointing at a girl that looks really familiar.

"You!" That girl that looked really familiar said pointing at me. Next to her I notice that Lynn chick and I pointed at her and said:

"You!"

Lynn threw her hands up in the air and said:

"ME!" she lowered her hands and pointed at Tori and said "Wait, you're dead?"

Jade POV

One of the weirdest converstions I have ever had was when I saw Lucas and that girl that woke up on my lap and we all pointed and said you (or every one but lynn she said me) After lynn said wait you´re dead all hell broke lose question vice.

"Wait, who are you?"

"You look familiar. Have I seen you before?"

"Wait you know him?"

"EVERY ONE SHUT YOUR PIPING HOLES AND LISTEN TO ME!" Lynn screamed. But then the library attendant noticed us and came and said:

"Shhhhhhhhhhh!"

"Gosh golly she is irritating!" Lynn said to me and winked reminding me of our previous adventure with her. "Okay one question at a time and since I asked mine first I get to go first." she said all bossy like. "So, Tori, you´re dead? How, when, where, and why?"

That Tori girl looked at her skeptically "I will answer them if you, IF you tell me how you know my name, and who the Hades you are!" Wait she used hades as a

"My name is Lynn and you are Tori the one that tattooed me in Dauntless." Lynn said in a 'duh' tone. "And I got shot and killed in the Erudite attack on Candor Headquarters... ring a bell."

"Ahh you´re that girl that Uriah was crushing on..." Tori said staring of into space.

Lynn turned the color of a cherry and started blabbering. "Wait, what? How? No, me, no, I, no, where? say..."

"Candor or Dauntless." she said nonchalantly like everyone said 'Candor or Dauntless' and knew what it meant. But Lynn knew what it meant and turned even redder.

"Was it the time where I drank..." she said looking really embarrassed, which was really cute. Tori nodded and looked really pleased with herself while Lynn just put her head in her hands and chanted 'No no no no' over and over again. Me being the ever great girlfriend I am went over and asked Lucas:

"You have any idea who I am, do you?"

He shook his head and said "Well you know who I am so I'm just going to ask this question. How do you know me?"

"You helped me when I woke up." He looked really confused, so I decided to continue asking questions "I was the one that woke up on a table in the dinner..." his face scrunched up but he still looked confused. "I asked if there was a library..." his face lit up.

"You're the library chick." he said pointing at me. "JADE!" Tori and Lynn looked at us. "Your name is Jade." He said so proud of himself. I shook my head and wondered how in the world he got Tori to like him he acts like he is five.

"So yeah..." I said "That's me, I´m Jade"

"Awkward..." he said and looked me up and down. "So Lynn is your girlfriend."

"Yeah!" I said and smiled.

"So you're gay?" I faceplamed.

Zeke POV

Everything is white, like really white, shiny white. Why is death like lying in a white empty room? White is my least favorite color, don't be surprised, I grew up with everything around me black, which is the opposite of white. I'm bored. Who wouldn't be? I did not see death like this, a white torture. I have to stand up and do something or I'll die. No, wait I am dead so I can't die again. Oh, I am so screwed, I'm dead and its torture. I am going to stand up. Come on feet, MOVE! You can do it! Nope, they can't. Then, I see something. Hey! Wow! What the hell's happening? There are like ghosts all around me. They're walking and talking but don't hear them, I see their lips moving but I don't hear anything. There must be water in my ears, I try shaking my head but it doesn't work. I have no control over my body. Come on, just move a finger or a toe, just do something! The ghosts are getting clearer, more like people and there's someone sitting beside me. I start hearing this really annoying noise that is like a long beep, or something. I can move a little now, my toes and fingers. More, my hands and feet. And now, everything. I see and hear everything clearly now and the beep is coming from the guy sitting beside me.

"Oh, finally, you're awake. Welcome! My name's Dean." the guy says, bringing his hand out for me to shake, I do, shake it and say my name.

"So, where are you from? Wait, do you even know about the worlds? I need to explain them. I don't know how to explain them. Umm, umm, umm, I'm from the no-nutrition world. We didn't have a lot to eat, or drink and stuff like that. And it was like a desert but there were some forests and water spots, if that's what it's called. And sometimes we had to walk for days to get food and water and we just got soo much hungrier. Then, we ate, got back home and got hungry again and had to walk back over there. It was sooo not fun. There were also these wolfs there, that sometimes ate us, like the pack leader ate my grandfather. That was a sad, sad day. But, anyway, how did you die?" he rambles super-fast, I didn't even think it was possible to talk that much and fast. I just stare at him, wide eyed. He waves his had in front of my eyes, and says:

"Hello, anybody there? Are you deaf or just don't you know how to talk? You know, what does it matter, I can talk for you, I need to talk some more, I never talk to anyone. I guess that's why I'm talking to you. Do you know anyone here? Or-"

"Stop talking!" I say, loudly.

"Oh, so you can talk. That's great, it won't look like I'm crazy, you know, just talking while you watched m-" I stop his rambling by putting my hand over his mouth.

"I get it! You. Need. To. Calm. Down! Seriously!" I say, slowly and take my hand away from his mouth. "Okay?"

"Okay, I don't get it why does everyone say that to me. I'm totally calm. So can you answer my questions now?"

"Yeah, sure. What were they? I forgot. AND only ONE at a time."

"Okay, umm, where are you from?"

"Chicago."

"Uhh, where's that? Ohh, yeah, I forgot. You don't know about the worlds."

"Worlds?" I ask, confused.

"Yeah, there are 4 of them. First one: the Poor/Wealthy World, where there is nothing in between, you're ether really, really rich or really, really poor. Then there's the second one: No-Medicine World, where, like the name says, there is no medicine and most people die of that. The third one is the War World, there's always war. And then the fourth one where I lived is…"

"I know, you told me earlier." I say quickly, so he doesn't start rambling, again. "I defiantly lived in the War World."

"Okay how'd you die?"

"Drowned myself, and before you ask why, I did it because I wanted to be with my girlfriend, who died in an explosion."

"So, you just left your family behind?"

"No, my family's dead, too. My dad died when I was little, he was working as a cop and got shot trying to catch a killer. My brother died in the war. And my mom in the same explosion my girlfriend died in."

"Oh, wow. I guess you do know people here. That was the fourth question, by the way."

"I know and yeah, I know a lot of people here. Can you help me find them?"

Tobias POV

I'm reliving my life over and over and over again, like I'm watching myself from the outside, but I also hear my thoughts. I can't move. The only thing I can do is stand still. It's like I'm on a moving walkway and the scene moves from one to another. I have to watch my father punch, kick and whip me. Me, leaving Abnegation. Initiation, meeting Zeke and Shauna, Amar "dying". Training initiates for the first time. Meeting my not-so-dead mother, again. Training the initiates and seeing Tris for the first time, in Dauntless. Finding out about Jeanine Mathews' plans. And so on, ´till my death. It's probably the 100th time I've watched it. Sometimes I hear these weird noises, like people talking but it doesn't sound right ´twen ers ld com tient´ (Twenty years old coma patient) or ´obia eaon als non s or´ (Tobias Eaton, also known as Four). There's no specific time that I hear these noises, they just come at random times.

I cherish every time I get to see Tris. I just wish that she hadn't died, especially so soon. I wish that she had lived, that we would have gotten married and had kids. Just live an awesome life after this horrible war. I imagine it all the time.

We went to dinner and now we're in the chasm, sitting where we sat when we first kissed. There are no factions but the Dauntless compound still exists. We live together where the Abnegation sector used to be, our life is good but I'm hoping that Tris will make it amazing by answering one question, the question. The answer will change everything either destroy our relationship or build it up, make us stronger than ever. I turn my head towards her and notice that she is already looking at me with a smile that retches up to her beautiful blue-grey eyes. I smile back.

"Why are you smiling at me like that?" I ask.

"Because I love you and you're cute when you're thinking. It's like you leave the earth and you're just in your own world, or floating in space." She says, smiling sweetly and taking my hand.

"Can you do me a favor?" I ask her, smirking a little.

"Yeah, sure." She says, kinda confused.

"Close your eyes and don't open them until I say so, promise?"

"Okay…"she says slowly, narrowing her eyes at me, trying to find out what I'm up to. "Promise." She says lastly, closing her eyes, inhaling a deep breath and letting it out slowly. It's time to change my whole life.

"You know you're the bravest person I know. You were ready to risk your life for this city and that scares the shit out of me. The idea of you not being here with me…it… it kills me. I just want you to be mine forever, which is kind of impossible because it's not like there's some heaven where everything's about love. But whatever I'm getting of point so I'm just gonna spit it out." I say and position myself on one knee in front of her with the box in hand. "You can open your eyes now." I say and she does, she gasps but it sounds a little fake she probably figured it out the second I started talking. I look into those beautiful stormy blue eyes. She's smiling so big I didn't think it was possible and I am too. "Tris, will you make me the happiest… luckiest… and best man possible by becoming my wife?" I say and open the box revealing the ring.

"Yes." She says, laughing a little. "Of course I will." she brings the hand to me and I put the ring on her finger. We stand up and she practically jumps on me, crushing me in a hug, and we kiss.

"I love you so, so much." I say an inch from her lips and kiss her again.

"Oh, I thought you wanted to marry me for some other reason." She says sarcastically and I laugh. "I love you, too."

We stay there for an hour or something like that, kissing and talking.

2 years later

We have been engaged for 2 years and today is the day. The day I get to call Tris my wife. I'm standing in front of the Ferris wheel, nervously waiting for my bride to come walking down the aisle. Everything is perfect, Christina did a great job decorating. Tris comes walking down the aisle and I think I might faint, she is so beautiful. I don't think anyone can be as beautiful as her, at least not in my eyes. Now, she stands in front of me, looking in to my eyes. The priest talks but I don't really listen. She says the vow first.

"Oh, wow I have no idea what to say. I was hoping it would just come to me when we were here, you know just speak from my heart." She closes her eyes for a couple of seconds opens them again and says: "Okay… I love you Tobias Eaton with all my heart. I want to spend eternity with you, loving you. To others you might be seen as a frightening, closed off, fearless guy, but to me you're selfless. And sweet. And kind. And honest. And of course the bravest person I know, not to mention the hottest, too. We have been through so much together and I want to go through so much more, but maybe more on the good side, you know no more wars. I want to live my live with you by my side. I promise you I will love you, I will be your friend and your partner in life and hopefully after death too, if that's possible." She slides the ring on my finger and almost starts crying, but holds it in. I hear a couple of sniffles from the crowd. The priest says that I can say my vows now.

"You know I worked really, really hard on my vows. But now that we're here…" I say and rip the paper I had written my vows on. "… I'm just gonna speak from the heart as well. You remember the first time we were here, when we climbed up this Ferris wheel together in capture the flag. For a minute there I thought you weren't even human, always climbing higher and higher until you saw the flag. You don't stop fighting anything until it's over, I love that about you, but every time you do this you almost die. You almost fell down the Ferris wheel, and you almost went inside that room instead of Caleb. As you know that scares the hell out of me but I can't tell you what to do, I can only hope you come back to me safe and sound. You have lost a lot of people that you loved and still love, but you're standing here as strong as ever. You are the strongest person I know. I love you Beatrice Prior with all my heart and I want to spend eternity with you, loving you. You make me a better man, so much better. When I'm not with you I am obsessive, explosive, insecure and closed off like you said, earlier . I never want to be that person again. You are the last person I want to see when I close my eyes at night and the first in the morning. I want to live my life with you by my side. I promise you that I will love you I will be your friend and your partner in life and hopefully after death too, if that's possible." I say smiling widely, and put the ring on her finger.

"By the power vested in me by the state of Chicago I now pronounce you husband and wife." I wait for him to tell me to kiss her.

"You can kiss me now, Tobias." Tris whispers to me.

"But he didn't say so." I whisper back and gesture to the priest.

"Tris is right, you may kiss the bride." The priest says chuckling. I kiss her and there are fireworks. Yes, there are fireworks, literal fireworks but also the firework feeling. Yes, I am calling it the firework feeling, the feeling you get when you kiss a person and it's like there are fireworks, sparks electricity, all that just bursts through you.

6 years later

"MOMMMMYY!" Ava screams, running toward us. "Nathan stole my teddy bear." She points at Nathan who now stands in the doorway of the play room, with her teddy bear.

"I just want to hug it." Nathan says innocently, with his puppy eyes. He's 3 years old and Ava is 5.

"Ava, just let him hug it for a while and he promises not to hurt it, right Nathan?" Tris says, in her motherly way.

"Yess, Ava I promise not to hurt Bear Bear."

"Okay, you can have it for 42 minutes and 26 seconds." Ava says and then starts whispering, "1 second, 2 seconds, 3 seconds, 4 seconds, 5 seconds, 6 seconds…"

"Ava, you know we have clocks to do that?" I ask and Tris stands up chuckling, going in to the kitchen.

"Ugh, dad you made me lose count and yeah I know what a clock does but I can't see the seconds there."

"Okay, I'll count for you just go and play."

"Okay and you PROMISE to tell me when 41 minutes and 58 seconds are over."

"Yes, I promise. Now go and play before you go to bed, you only have 41 minutes and 52 seconds." I say and she runs into the play room I set a timer on my phone for 41 minutes and 45 seconds, and find Tris washing dishes. I quietly go over to her and hug her from behind.

"You know our kids are the cutest." I say with my chin on her shoulder.

"I know they are the cutest in the whole world." Tris says tuning around and putting her hands behind my neck. I smile and peck her on the mouth and just hug her tighter. Nathan comes in and screams:

"FAMILY HUG!" and runs to us hugging our feet. Seconds later Ava comes running in and joining the hug. I love this family, my life couldn't be better.

Everything is fading, turning black. Pitch black. Everything is pitch black and I'm claustrophobic. Breathe Tobias, breathe, I say to myself trying to imagine Tris saying it but it's been too long since I've heard her real voice. Sure, I imagine it all the time but that isn't really her.

I can't breathe. I say to myself.

You have to breathe Tobias.

No, if I don't I might get to see Tris.

Tris wouldn't want you thinking that, just breathe.

I CAN'T, STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO!

You can't be sure you're going to see Tris if you die, Tobias.

That doesn't really matter, what matters is that I could see her. I'm not giving up that chance and it's not like I have the best life. They could live without me.

Whatever you say, Tobias. You don't want to live, go ahead, die. Just think, Tobias, death could be could be like this, pitch black or it could be a life with Tris. If you live you could have that life you were thinking about but with someone other than Tris.

Brain, for the last time, I am dying. Deal with it. I have made up my mind. Just let me die in peace, okay?

Okay, Tobias it's your choice.

Everything is now fading into white. Hopefully that means I'm dead.

A/N

We are so, so, so, so, so, so sorry we're late, but that was the loonngggeeessstttt chapter ever (in this story). 3.324 words without the authors note.

We have no excuse and you may throw all the things you want at us! We won't cover ourselves… much.

Peace out Peeps.

Mit and Annalia.

P.S. The 's' key was stuck. :P

R&R