Back! Sorry for the little break! Here's a one shot that i thought of after listening to the song Still Into You by Paramore, which is mentioned in here. It just SCREAMS Peddie to me so yeah :)

Still Into You

Flashback:

Patricia's POV

I stood in front of my mirror, trying to decide if this is what I wanted to wear or not. Eddie was taking me to dinner with his Mom at a fancy restaurant. I was wearing a short black dress, similar to the one I wore at the exhibition dance last year. My hair was curled and I was wearing some killer heels.

"You look great Trish." I turned around to see Joy standing in the doorway.

"Thanks," I said back with a half smile, and I knew she knew I was extremely nervous.

She sighed, "Its just Eddie, Patricia, why are you so nervous? You've been dating for over a year! Minus the time when you broke up..."

"I know Joy, it's just, I haven't seen his mom since the breakup, what if she hates me for ending that trip like that?" I said back. I might as well tell Joy how I'm feeling, she always knows how to make me feel better.

"Well, no matter what Eddie's mom thinks, I can tell, no doubt that he loves you." She said before handing me my clutch and motioning for me to get going.


I walk down the stairs to see Eddie waiting, and when he sees me his face lights up. I give him a half-smil, probably the same one I gave to joy, because the butterflies in my stomach were growing.

"You look amazing, Yacker," Eddie says before wrapping me in a hug. "You don't have to be so nervous," he whispered in my ear and kissed my cheek.

This time I gave him a real smile as he intertwined our fingers and lead me out to his car (his dad had gotten him one for his birthday, as long as he agreed to follow curfew, of course), and off we went.


Dinner was actually perfect. Turns out she doesn't hate me, and she was so happy we got back together. Eddie said I was the only girlfriend she actually liked, and that made me happy. In fact, it made me realize something. Joy was right. Eddie did love me. I could tell, but he didn't want to scare me off like before. The thing is, I don't think I'm that scared anymore, and I knew what I had to do.


Eddie lead me back to the car after dinner, hands still intertwined. I could tell from his beaming smile that he was happier than ever. It was quite a contagious feeling, if I do say so myself.

But then, when I got in the car, I remembered what I had to do, causing the butterflies to return.

Eddie must've noticed me tense. "Yacker? You okay?"

I took a deep breath, "Eddie, I have to tell you something."

I looked over at him to see his face fall. He let go of my hand to put both of his to his face. Why did he look so distressed all of a sudden?

"Patricia please don't do this. I thought the night went well, I thought everything was going well and now I'm going to lose you again, oh no-"

He stopped talking when I pressed my lips to his. I pulled back and let out a little laugh, "Eddie I'm not breaking up with you..." I saw him let out a sigh of relief, "I wanted to say that I... I love you."

He broke out into the biggest smile I had ever seen before kissing me again.

"I love you too Yacker, so much."


The memories from that night came back to me as I sat in my room listening to a song that randomly came on called "Still Into You" by Paramore. It was crazy how this song related to me right now. I had just had another fight with Eddie, and stormed up to my room soon afterwards.

This was happening often these days with all the couples. Everyone was stressed about graduation and what would happen after, especially me and Eddie.

I almost wish I could just break up with him and move on, but my feelings are for him too strong for that. So we need to do something we don't do very often, talk it out. I hopped off my bed and headed downstairs.

As soon as I entered his room and he wrapped me in one of his warm embraces, I knew everything would be okay.

"I should be over all the butterflies,

I'm into you, I'm into you

And baby even on our worst nights,

I'm into you, I'm into you

Let them wonder how we got this far,

Cause I don't really need to wonder at all,

Yeah after all of this time.

I'm still into you."